Sol Negro & Lua Branca: postagens de Selene [Black Sun and White Moon]

7/22/2019 Sol Negro & Lua Branca: postagens de Selene [Black Sun and White Moon]

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Mrcsn! ]li aj pcpj` sjbal cicsscal, ajvlrcal pj`ls egts al iju tce`jt !

Iju e`ld cdlrc sjrã mlip`jtcijbtj blvl!

Blvc vgac, blvl e`ld !]gi, sgi!

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mlgsc quj ju dlstcvc bcquj`c mctãstrlhj aj blvj`c ijxgmcbc ji quj juvgvgc...

Suji sudjrgu iju blij hlg igbnc vý6 ]j`jbj jrc uic ajbtrj cs sucs træssudjstújs, tlacs iugtl jspjmgcgs...

Cn, igbnc qujrgac j scualsc vý Ucmnj`... plgs igbnc iíj jrc gbmcpcz ajij acr ui blij j`jdcbtj ajssjs, ui blij tíl prlhubal j mnjgl ajsgdbghgmcals!

]j iju blij hlssj acal plr igbnc iíj< Mjrtcijbtj j`c ij acrgc lblij ac prgijgrc tçmbgmc aj jbhjricdji quj mruzcssj l mcigbnl aj`c cpýs liju pcrtl, sý prc j`c bíl tjr l trcec`nl aj pjbscr!

‐]j`jbj’ jrc l blij ac Cbtgdc Ajusc drjdc ac @uc! J mlil ju cil c@uc aj pcgxíl, sjiprj c cijg, ju calrcvc iju blij!

Mlil ju sjiprj hug uic ‐rctgbnc aj ege`gltjmc’ lu uic ‐ejslurc aj`gvrls’, ju pjsqugsjg slerj l sgdbghgmcal al iju blij j ajstc Ajusc. Ijublij vgbnc al drjdl ‐ sj`cs’ quj sgdbghgmcvc ‐ùz’ lu ‐rcagåbmgc’.

C ajusc ac @uc, ]j`jbj, jrc hg`nc al tgtí Ngpçrglb j jrc tcieçi grií alAjus-]l`, Nç`gls, j jrc c ajusc pcarljgrc als icdls j hjgtgmjgrls! Jssjajtc`nj ij ajgxcvc ijdc hj`gz, plrquj ju sjiprj cijg mlgscs iéstgmcs!

Mlbtgbucbal igbncs pjsqugscs, ajsmlerg quj c ajusc ]j`jbj, bl pjrélalNj`jbéstgml, cpýs cs mlbqugstcs aj C`jxcbarj Icdbl, hubagu-sj mli Ãrtjigs,j ls rlicbls pcsscrci c mnciã-`c aj @ubc.

]gi, ju hcäl pjsqugscs6 plssl sjr aj tual, ics uic mlgsc ju bíl slu, tjdcrcbtl6 eurrc!

]ji hc`cr quj ‐]j`jbj’ tcieçi jrc l blij aj uic pjrslbcdji aj uihgìj quj ju calrcvc, ‐Zbajrwlrà ’6 uic vcipgrc ilrjbc j aj l`nls czugsquj mcäcvc `legslijbs, wjrjwl`hjs!

Suj snlw! Jrc uic pjrslbcdji iugtl ijdc ijsil! Ics jssj ajtc`nj ju

cmnl quj igbnc vý bubmc sluej, plrquj Ucmnj` bíl dlstcvc aj hgìjs qujtgbnci mjbcs aj vgl`æbmgc j tc`... plerj Ucmnj`6 bíl scegc l quj tcvc

pjrajbal!

Mlil ju hc`jg al hgìj Zbajrwlrà , vlmæ fã ajvj tã suspjgtcbal, bç<

Eli, uic mlgsc quj vlmæ vcg bltcr ç quj ju slu `lumc plr mgbjic, jrcmglmgbl iugtl ecsjcac ji hgìjs, cbgicäújs, qucargbnls... ji nlrcs aj`czjr, ecgxl tual quj ç hgìj cbtgdl ac bjt, ajsaj ls ji prjtl j ercbml jiuals cls blvéssgils :A... plgs ç... ç l iju fjgtl aj sjr... sgi, ju slu uic

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_cmgæbmgc, hczjr l quæ<! Ij`nlr mlbtcr auic vjz cl gbvçs aj ij jsmlbajrbl criãrgl... Xlmæ gc cmcecr ajsmlergbal ijsil...

Eji, ju mgtjg c igbnc iíj, bç< Jbtíl vlu hc`cr ui pluml aj`c...

E`ã, e`ã, e`ã... aj blvl, cquj`j vj`nl pcpgbnl6 ‐j cpýs ls mlijrmgcgs, c

ngstýrgc ac suc vgac! Cducraji!’ Suj mlgsc icgs... m`gmnæ! Ç ui scml hczjr gssl... qujrgc jrc hc`cr agrjtl

aj`j!

Ics cmnl quj sj ju bíl hc`cr ui pluml aj igi, vcg hgmcr mlip`gmcal ajjbtjbajr plrquj cs mlgscs cmlbtjmjrci mlil cmlbtjmjrci, bç<

_cmgæbmgc, jbtíl... @jt“s dl!

Igbnc iíj bíl jrc uic iu`njr quj hczgc l ‐tgpl ictjrbc` ’...

Cmnl quj j`c tgbnc ubs trjzj cbls qucbal jbdrcvgalu aj igi. J`c tjvjmlip`gmcäújs bl iju pcrtl j bubmc icgs plaj jbdrcvgacr.

Mrjsmg luvgbal j`c acbal ‐ drcäcs c Ajus’ plr gssl... J ju, mlbhlrijmrjsmgc, tcieçi cdrcajmgc c Ajus plr bíl tjr griíls... hgmcvc hj`gz plr scejrquj j`js bubmc gci pcsscr pj`l l quj ju pcssjg...

Igbnc iíj agzgc, tlac vjz quj tgbnc lplrtubgacaj, quj qucbal ju bcsmg,ju ‐ajsdrcmjg c vgac aj`c’... quj ‐ J`c pjraju tlac c fuvjbtuaj aj`c plr

igbnc mcusc’... jtm., jtm. ... Ics jrc pcpl hurcal aj`c! Suji ij mrglu hlg igbnc qujrgac vý, c iíj

aj`c. Ucmnj` ij mrglu mlil plaj, ctç ls ijus ajzjblvj cbls, qucbal c Xgac`jvlu j`c prl _`cbl Cstrc`... hgbcìjbtj Ucmnj` plaj, jbtíl, ajsmcbscr...

Ujsuigbal6 igbnc iíj jrc uic trgbtlbc quj calrcvc quctrl mlgscs bcvgac6

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Bíl bjmjsscrgcijbtj bjssc lraji...

Acé bcsmju igbnc gaçgc aj `nj acr l mlagblij icgs cilrlsl quj ju `nj plajrgc mliplr6

_gbk _gd .

_gbk < _lrquj j`c ececvc, bcs vgtrgbjs acs `lfcs mngqujs, plr rlupcs mlitlbs aj rlsc...




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Iju pcg< Bubmc l mlbnjmg... Bji scegc quji jrc... _gbk _gd tgbnc tcbtlsnlijbs, tcbtls ‐icmnls’, quj sjg `ã aj quc` aj`js vjgl l sæijb al quc` jubcsmg...

Xlvý... Cn, Ucmnj` jrc uic iu`njr hlrtj, ics iugtl trgstj plr ajbtrl. Bubmc mlbnjmg l icrgal aj`c, iju vñ. J`j ncvgc ilrrgal, ec`jcal. Hlgaurcbtj ui cssc`tl cl ijrmcal aj`j, jbqucbtl trcec`ncvc, pluml cbtjs aj jubcsmjr. Zic vgac gbtjgrc, nlbrcac, tlrblu-sj cpjbcs icgs uic bltc aj rlacpçbc pãdgbc pl`gmgc` aui flrbc` vcdceubal, Qnj Ncppy Ncrelr Acg`y6

‐Cssc`tl6 l mlijrmgcbtj Cercnci ]tjrb, 1: cbls, hlg ec`jcal aurcbtjcssc`tl ji suc `lfc mlijrmgc`, bc Ulalvgc Blrtj 57?, ji Ncppy Ncrelr. Cvétgic ilrrju bl `lmc`. Ls ecbagals hudgrci. C pl`émgc gbvjstgdc l mcsl.’

Gbmrévj` l jblrij plajr iéstgml ac iéagc6 ajsmrjvjr tíl pjrhjgtcijbtj jtíl ajtc`ncacijbtj uic vgac gbtjgrc ji træs `gbncs... ]ý C`tc Icdgc, uicvjracajgrc Qjurdgc, prc mlbsjdugr tc` hcäcbnc!

Ics, bc rjc`, cqug`l jrc sý rltgbc... uic ‐rltgbc’ quj ajstrugu c vgac acblssc hcié`gc. Dlstl aj gicdgbcr quj tc`vjz c`duçi als Agrjgtls Nuicblstjbnc gal `ã ji mcsc mlbsl`cr aj c`duic hlric igbnc vý j _gbk _gd drãvgacaj igi, bcquj`js agcs. Chgbc`, j`cs tcieçi jrci nuicbcs, `ldl ajvjrgci tjrc`dui agrjgtl, bíl<... Gicdgbcr gssl ij rjmlbhlrtc...

]jrã quj hlrci< Ju bji ncvgc bcsmgal cgbac prc scejr...Ajplgs acqug`l, _gbk _gd mjrtc vjz ij mlbtlu quj Ucmnj` bubmc icgs tjvj

cquj`c suc hcilsc c`jdrgc erg`ncbal bj`c...

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ecgrrl icgs slssjdcal... Ic` ij `jierl ac iuacbäc. Igbncs ijiýrgcsmlijäci ijsil ç bcquj`c blvc mcsc.

Calrcvc cquj`j ùdcr!

@ciy Xg``cdj bji pcrjmgc hczjr pcrtj ac suhlmcbtj j jshuicäcac NcppyNcrelr! Mrjsmg bl ijgl aj uic gijbsc Bcturjzc!

Ilrcvc ji @ciy Xg``cdj j jstuacvc bc jsml`c pöe`gmc al ecgrrl vgzgbnl, Bjw Ejtn`jnjb. _crtj ]u` aj Ncppy Ncrelr.

Eli, c pcrtgr acé, cs ijiýrgcs ij hùji icgs hãmjgs!

Ju jrc uic durgc ijdc jstrcbnc... ]jiprj hug iugtl mc`cac j ijdctéigac. Qgbnc aghgmuàcajs jblrijs prc hc`cr ji pöe`gml. C`gãs, ju tgbncaghgmuàcaj jblrij prc hc`cr mli quc`qujr pjsslc... _lr quj sjrã<



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Qc`vjz tjbnc sgal plr gssl6

Sucbal ju tgbnc sjgs cbls... mlijäcrci c cmlbtjmjr mlgscs... j... jr... ní...crh...

Bíl aã!

Bíl mlbsgdl hc`cr! Bíl aã!

Qñ sucbal hrgl...

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_lgs ç... jrc tual ijdc mlip`gmcal prc igi... Ucmnj` hczgc l quj plagc...ics j`c tcieçi bíl plagc ij cfuacr iugtl, plgs ju ij hjmncvc mcac vjzicgs mlil uic lstrc ji suc mlbmnc...

Ctç quj, cls ijus trjzj cbls, ju hgbcìjbtj mlbsjdug e`lqujcr l iju‐ali’ ” sý bíl sjg mlil!

Cls trjzj cbls mlbsjdug ij hjmncr prc jssj iubal tíl jstrcbnl, qujbgbduçi icgs cl iju rjalr sjbtgc mlil ju...

Mnjdc, bíl aã icgs!Qñ mlijäcbal c trjijr...

Ij jbtjbac6 prjmgsl ijsil iuacr l ruil ajssc prlsc...

Icgs tcraj ju tj mlbtl... prlijtl!

_rlijssc aj ajagbnl furcagbnl! Furl ijsil!

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Eli, ju hgbcìjbtj pcssjg c tjbtcr tjr uic vgac blric`... ics uic vgacblric` prc igi sjiprj hlg c`dl utýpgml, giplssévj`!

Ju bubmc tgvj bcac aj ‐blric` ’ ji igi... ajsaj l iju mlrpl ctç csrlupcs quj ju dlstcvc aj vjstgr...

Xjstgr< ]cé ac gbhåbmgc, sc`tjg prc cal`jsmæbmgc.

Bc cal`jsmæbmgc ju pcssjg c mu`tucr c ilrtj!

]jg `ã... c vgac jrc tíl mlip`gmcac j aghémg` prc igi... c ilrtj pcrjmgc tíl

elbgtc, tíl ctrcjbtj... pcrjmgc ui ajsmcbsl, ju sjbtgc quj c ilrtj bubmc jrc lhgi, ics sgi ui rjtlrbl prc mcsc... plrquj ju bubmc ij sjbtg ji mcsc jitlac c igbnc vgac!




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Mlil ju qujrgc ij sjbtgr ji mcsc!

Ics jssj sjbtgijbtl bubmc tlilu iju mlrcäíl, plr icgs quj ju lajsjfcssj...

Cssgi, qucbal ju mlbsjdug e`lqujcr iju ali/icàgäíl, j ‐jsscs mlgscs’

mlijäcrci c suigr ac igbnc vgac, ju pcssjg c hrjqujbtã-`ls6Mjigtçrgls!

]jiprj ji eusmc aj _cz... sjiprj ji eusmc aui ùdcr ji quj ju puajssj ij sjbtgr ji mcsc...

Cls trjzj cbls, tlijg c`duic mlrcdji!

Ml`lqujg tlac c igbnc rjvl`tc prc hlrc, aj ui fjgtl ijdc vgsévj`6 blilal aj ij vjstgr... C dýtgmc/acrk quj ju jrc, hgbcìjbtj, scgu al criãrgl!

Cbacvc sjiprj aj prjtl, ac mcejäc cls pçs... mliprjg iju prgijgrl pcraj eltcs prjtcs `lbdcs j prl gbvjrbl, iju hcilsl slerjtual bjdrl aj mlurl!Igbnc icrmc rjdgstrcac!

Cn, jssj slerjtual!

]jiprj quj prjmgscvc scgr aj mcsc, l uscvc agrjtl, hlssj gbvjrbl, hlssjvjríl! J qucbal hgmcvc ijgl hjgl, ju ijsic l rjhlricvc j pgbtcvc... Mlilju scegc mlsturcr, hgz iugtcs gblvcäújs bj`j, j`j jrc öbgml6 ncvgc vgrcal iju

‐mlpyrgdnt’’ lbaj qujr quj ju hlssj! Sucbal ju l vjstgc, ju ij sjbtgc icgs prltjdgac aj tlal cquj`j `gxl quj

cs pjsslcs jicbcvci... sjg `ã, mlil sj ju tgvjssj uscbal uic cricaurc, tgplc al ‐ Ecticb, tnj Acrk Kbgdnt ’!

Iju slerjtual6 l icbtl ac blgtj ji igi, mlbscdrcac ji mlurl bjdrl,ij lmu`tcbal!

J jiecgxl al iju slerjtual< _utz, cé tcvc iju mlrpl... Crhhh...

Ij`nlr jrc ijsil uscr ui slerjtual6 slerj tual, tcpcr tual!Mlrpl... jr... mlh, mlh... cmnl quj tcieçi bíl tgbnc bcac aj ‐blric` ’.

Cmnl quj ju bíl jrc eji l tgpl aj durgc dlstlsc, rjp`jtc aj hcrturcs, j erlbzjcac, quj ls durgs qujrgci...

Ecgxgbnc j icdrgbnc, cmnl quj bíl tgbnc iugtl c lhjrjmjr mli ijus 3,::i... L quj ui tgpl igdblb plaj lhjrtcr<

Igbnc pj`j jrc ijdc ercbmc... j ju lagcvc tlicr ]l`... lagcvc prcgc...lagcvc cquj`c iu`tgaíl tlac... Ajsaj qucbal ju jrc hlmc prc hgmcr ij

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Hlmcs< Bíl! Iju bjdýmgl jrc lutrl... mlrvls, mlrufcs j ilrmjdls,ncncnc!

Cl ijbls ju cmncvc ijdc `jdc` ls ijus mcej`ls prjtls... ju ls mlrtcvcui pluml cecgxl ac c`turc al icxg`cr...

J ju ijsic ls mlrtcvc, plgs sjiprj cmnjg ajpjbaæbmgc ac elc vlbtcaj ” `jgc-sj6 iã vlbtcaj! - als lutrls ui scml, mlijäcbal mli c aj uicmcej`jgrjgrc!

Ju dlstcvc aj uscr mcej`ls murtls plrquj gssl hczgc ju ij sjbtgr icgs... prltjdgac... ]jg `ã... Mli ls mcej`ls murtls, ju bíl tgbnc cquj`c sjbscäílnlrrévj` aj quj c`duçi hlssj mnjdcr plr trãs aj igi j crrcbmcr ls ijusmcej`ls, puxcbal-ls, j ij jspcbmcr... uic sjbscäíl nlrrévj` quj ju sjiprjsjbtgc qucbal ju ls ajgxcvc mrjsmjr...

Eli, pj`l ijbls ju cmncvc ijdc `jdc` l mlbtrcstj quj ncvgc jbtrj lsijus mcej`ls ” `gsls j bjdrls mlil l ñbgx `cpgacal ” j c igbnc pj`j mlr ajbjvj! Mlbtrcstj snlw!

Fã ijus l`nls... jstjs jrci aj uic mlr ijdc jsqugsgtc, pcrjmgci l ajuic C`gjb6 vgl`jtcs... ui czu`íl ijdc jsmurl j rcrl... _lr quj ju bíl bcsmgmli ls l`nls vjrajs mlil ac igbnc vý, njgi< Jrci ijdc `gbals! Mu`pc ac_gbk _gd, `ýdgml, quj jsml`nju l mcrc jrrcal prc ij hcergmcr!

J, prc mlip`gmcr cgbac icgs cs mlgscs prc igi... ju ncvgc bcsmgal mli

uic icbmngbnc bl iju pjsmläl, bl `cal jsqujral...Qc`vjz ctç sj plajrgc agzjr quj sjrgc uic icrqugbnc mncrilsc...

J`c jrc aj ui tli `jvjijbtj aghjrjbtj ac igbnc pj`j... j tgbnc c hlric ajuic Ijgc @uc lu aj uic aj`gmcac Jspcac Murvc... Sucsj uic tctucdjibcturc`, ji `lmc` jstrctçdgml!

Ucmnj` ncvgc ij agtl quj, qucbal ju bcsmg j j`c vgu c icrqugbnc, tjvjtræs gaçgcs6 sj gbtjrprjtcssj c icrqugbnc mlil uic Ijgc @uc, ij acr l blijac Cbtgdc Ajusc drjdc ac @uc ” ]j`jbj ” lu ac Cbtgdc Ajusc ducrcbg ac@uc6 Fcmy... lu sj gbtjrprjtcssj c icrqugbnc mlil uic Jspcac Hjigbgbc, ijacr l blij ac Cbtgdc Ajusc chrgmcbc als Ugls, quj plrtcvc uic JspcacHjigbgbc6 _cbaã, uic quc`gacaj aj Lxui...

_gbk _gd< Laglu ls blijs Fcmy j _cbaã6 agssj quj jssjs jrci blijs ajdjbtj plerj, hjgc j sufc! Cssgi sjbal, iju blij cmcelu sjbal l ac CbtgdcAjusc drjdc ac @uc...

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Aj fjgtl bjbnui! Ju qujrl ç jsqujmjr gssl, prc sjiprj!

C`çi agssl... ju tcieçi rcrcijbtj slrrgc... rgr, bji pjbscr!

Igbnc vgac bíl jrc jxctcijbtj l quj sj plajrgc m`cssghgmcr, bui sgtj ajvéajls j hgìjs prc alwb`lca , aj ui véajl rgsévj`...

@ldl6 ju jrc ijdc hjmncac, sjiprj bc igbnc, ijdc qugjtc...

_rlbtl, tjrigbjg!

Cmcejg aj jbmjrrcr igbnc rjzc iåbtrgmc bl hcilsl Iurl acs@cijbtcäújs, ctç igijtgzcbal ui pluml ls fuajus lrtlalxls6 djbuh`jxíl,

ectjbal c mcejäc, lrcbal6 ‐slu uic ijaélmrj6 hjgc j ajsjbdlbäcac!’, l plajrlsl icbtrc quj ju lrcvc sjiprj quj ju cajbtrcvc bl scdrcal tjip`llrcmu`cr mncical... jspj`nl!

Cdlrc mnjdc, mnjdc, mnjdc!Jbtíl... aã prc bltcr quj ju tcvc eji ajsjbmcgxcac als pcarújs G]L 7???

quj l ijrmcal sjbtgijbtc` jxgdgc, bç<...

Jbtíl ju sjiprj hgqujg slzgbnc...

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Fã prlvjg... ics prjhgrl bíl mlijbtcr...

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@jtrcs pjrgdlscs6 xy... xx... plgs bl hgbc` tjrigbcils ç bls hjrrcbal mliKW© 5...

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Mrujàcaj mli j`j. Ji tcbtc pcrtj. _lajr suegbal ï mcejäc6 bcs aucs

mcejäcs..._lajr. Ceusl aj. Ceusl.

Bl pc`jtý j drcvctc6 mcrdls aj mnjhgc ji jiprjscs...

Bc hlräc iusmu`cr6 mcipus ubgvjrsgtãrgls icgs jrils...

Bls fc`jmls ercbmls aj... Nlspgtcgs _sgqugãtrgmls...

Mnjdc! Mnjdc aj hc`cr ji icäís plarjs!

5 Bltc al Cutlr6 drcmjfl scrmãstgml aj ]j`jbj quj utg`gzlu, ji sju fldl aj pc`cvrcs, l blij aj uicicrmc aj ùerghgmcbtj jiprjdcal ji mjrtls tgpls aj rj`cäújs ébtgics...



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Icäís hçtgacs quj hczji mli quj c djbtj pjbsj quj l ecrrg` gbtjgrlcplarjmju!

Ajmliplsgäíl...

Cn, ics qujr scejr< Ju bji `gdl ji tã sl`tjgrc, j prgbmgpcìjbtj,

slzgbnc!Jbmng l scml ajssc plrmcrgc tlac!

Bíl `gdl icgs ijsil!

Lu sjrã quj `gdl<

Qjr c`duçi...<

Ajgxc prc `ã... ij`nlr iuacr l ruil ajssc prlsc...

Cls ajzlgtl cbls ju crruijg iju prgijgrl jiprjdl mli agrjgtlstrcec`ngstcs! Zic `lfc mlip`jtc aj prlautls acrk/dýtgmls, bl MjbtrlNgstýrgml aj Ncppy Ncrelr, bl Ejcmn ]trjjt ]nlppgbd.

Ju sjiprj trcec`njg plr mlbtc, hczjbal egmls... Ics jbtíl surdgu ljiprjdl bc @lfc ]ncalw“s!

Mlil ju jrc uic jspjmgc`gstc bjssjs prlautls, fã quj ju calrcvc tual aldæbjrl, acs plbtcs acs eltcs cls `ãpgs prjtls bls l`nls, al mgbjic, iösgmcctç c `gtjrcturc dýtgmc, ju jrc c ij`nlr vjbajalrc ac `lfc, ijsil sjbal ijdc

téigac! _crjmgc quj c`g c igbnc tgigajz suigc! Qcbtl quj c albc ac `lfc,Wrypc, `ldl ij prlilvju c djrjbtj, plaj<!

Jrc cpjbcs bc ]ncalw“s, bc mcsc aj Ucmnj` j bl mjigtçrgl ls öbgmlsùdcrjs quj icgs ij hczgci `jiercr c sjbscäíl aj ‐vl`tcr pcrc mcsc’...

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]cml... jsml`c!

Ics tjbnl quj hc`cr agssl, sjbíl bíl plssl hc`cr ac Cyccb!

Igbnc vgac bc jsml`c, ajsaj c 3¿ sçrgj, sjiprj hlg ui gbhjrbgbnl... ]lerjc jsml`c< ]ý uic pc`cvrc6 eu``ybd...

Mlbtcrjg sý cs pcrtjs icgs `jvjs.

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Mlil cls trjzj cbls ju pcssjg c ij vjstgr tlac aj prjtl ” j bubmc slrrgc ” ls lutrls cal`jsmjbtjs mlijäcrci c ij cpj`gacr aj ‐Xcbagbnc’6 c ijbgbc ac

Hcié`gc Cacis...

Gbhjrbl! Mlil ju lagcvc cquj`j cpj`gal!

]j c`duçi qujrgc ij ajgxcr hurglsc j ij icmnumcr, jrc sý ij mncicrcssgi!

Ics l quj icgs ij grrgtcvc ç quj ju sjiprj hug uic mlvcraj6 bubmc tgvjmlrcdji aj rjvgacr ïs mncmltcs j cdrjssújs vjrecgs... ju luvgc l ‐Xcbagbnc’j hgmcvc ji sg`æbmgl...

Suj ýagl! _lr quj ju bubmc rjcdg<

_lr quj ju sjiprj hug tíl mlvcraj<

Cl ijbls, bji sjiprj l eu``ybd jrc mc`öbgc..._lr jxjip`l, qucbal cs ml`jdugbncs ij mncicvci aj hg`nc ac putc.

Eji... Hctl6 ju jrc hg`nc ac _gbk _gd... Hctl vjréagml, quj agspjbsc quc`qujrcbã`gsj slmgl`ýdgmc icgs prlhubac...

_rc igbnc vjrdlbnc6 hctl ctç ijsil flrbc`éstgml... ]cej cquj`j flrbc`zgbnl aj ecgrrl, hjgtl pj`cs flrbc`gstcs al sc`íl aj ej`jzc, pj`cs jagtlrcsicbgmurjs, pj`cs rjactlrcs mcej`jgrjgrcs<

Luvgr c vjracaj< @jr bls flrbcgs, bc nlrc al mchç ac icbní, quj _gbk _gdjrc gduc` ï icäcbjtc aj plrtc6 `lmc` lbaj tlal iubal púj c iíl<

]gi, aléc. Ics quji agssj quj hctls flrbc`éstgmls síl sjiprj calmgmcalslu agdjrévjgs<

Giprjbsc6 l Sucrtl _lajr acs drcbajs Ajilmrcmgcs Lmgajbtcgs... L qujsjrgc aj býs sji j`c<

Mlbsjquæbmgc6 pcssjg c lagcr cs rjacäújs aj flrbcgs... L tépgml hjalr acsdrcbajs sc`cs aj rjacäíl ac giprjbsc ” snciplls j mlbagmglbcalrjs

jspjmgcgs, jsic`tjs, quéigmls prls mcej`ls, j slerjtual l lalr mãustgml ac`ébduc acs rjactlrcs ” slical cl sli acs iãqugbcs aj jsmrjvjr6 sjmcalrjsaj mcej`l! ” ij jieru`ncvci l jstñicdl!

Crrjpgcbtj!

Ics hlg bc jsml`c, cgbac bc c`hcejtgzcäíl, quj mlbnjmg c Cyccb!

]ý plr gssl hc`jg ji ‐jsml`c’6 `ã mlbnjmg igbnc ij`nlr j öbgmc cigdc!

J`c jrc, fubtl mligdl, c ij`nlr cùbc ac jsml`c! Çrcils mlbsgajrcacs cs

‐ djbglzgbncs’, ics aghjrjbtj al quj cmlbtjmgc mligdl, cs lutrcs mrgcbäcsrjspjgtcvci Cyccb!



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_crjmgc quj aj`c jicbcvc uic jbjrdgc aj cutlrgacaj, uic ‐curc’ qujhczgc mli quj j`c hlssj rjspjgtãvj`.

J tcieçi Cyccb tgbnc uic pjrslbc`gacaj ijdc hlrtj... j j`c jrc ejiãdg`6 ctç ls ijbgbls tgbnci ijal al slml hlrtj aj agrjgtc quj j`c plagc acr!

M`crl6 j`c prctgmcvc Kubd Hu j jrc iugtl elc bgssl!Hlg Cyccb quji ij ilstrlu ls prgijgrls pcssls bl Mcigbnl ac

Eruxcrgc. Cyccb, ajsaj mrgcbäc, jrc ijdc iéstgmc, plgs c iíj aj`c jrc uicEruxc, j eji jspjmgc`6 jrc c Drí Ijstrc al Jspcäl ]lprl ac Ajusc, uimlvjb aj Eruxcs... c`çi aj Qjip`l, jrc cl ijsil tjipl ui jspcäl lbajtcieçi vjbagc-sj prlautls jsltçrgmls j sjrvgäls bjlpcdíls... Jbtíl,`ldgmcijbtj, Cyccb hlg sjiprj uic eruxgbnc ajsaj mrgcbäc.

Cls trjzj cbls, c mlbvgtj aj Cyccb, jbtrjg prl mlvjb.

Ucmnj`< Bíl agssj bcac c rjspjgtl6 ju cmnjg quj j`c rjm`cicrgc lu ijxgbdcrgc, pj`l hctl aj j`c tjr ij mlbvgacal tcbtcs vjzjs prc quj ju

pcrtgmgpcssj ac mlrrjbtj aj içagubs ac tjrrjgrc al _cg ^cpcbí ” c tjrrjgrc jiquj j`c jrc c Wc`lrgxã! ” j ju bubmc tjr cmjgtcal, j Cyccb tjr ij mlbvgacaluic öbgmc vjz j ju tjr gijagctcijbtj mlrrjsplbagal...

Ucmnj` jrc rjcìjbtj iugtl jspjmgc`! Bubmc ij xgbdlu, bubmc ijajstrctlu, bubmc hjz l quj _gbk _gd hczgc sjiprj quj plagc6 cplbtcr l ajal

prc igi j agzjr quj ju jrc prýprgc jbmcrbcäíl al jrrl, ac gipjrhjgäíl, uicajhlrigacaj cieu`cbtj c pjrcieu`cr pj`c Qjrrc...

Mnjdujg ctç c pjrdubtcr prc Ucmnj`6

‐X lmæ bíl sj lhjbaju plr ju tjr cmjgtl l mlbvgtj aj Cyccb<’

Ucmnj`< ]lrrgu!

J`c tcvc sjbtcac bcquj`c suc hcilsc mcajgrc aj pc`nc... j tgbnc uitlqugbnl aj icajgrc aj jumc`gptl cl sju `cal... Ucmnj` agssj quj l prjtl-vj`nl aj`c ” quj trcec`ncvc iugtl mli l _cg ^cpcbí j l _cg Liuù ” tcvcc`g, sjbtcal mlilacijbtj cl `cal ac mcajgrc aj pc`nc aj`c, eji bcquj`jtlml... eji trcbqug`l, pgtcbal sju mcmngiel.

Jrc _cg Flcqugi aj Cbdl`c!

Ucmnj`, uic ecgtc içagui ” gbmùsgvj cuagtgvc! ” ij agssj quj _cgFlcqugi tcvc ij acbal jssc ijbscdji6

- C hgc bcsmju `gvrj, ç `gvrj j sjiprj vcg sjr `gvrj prc tlicr cs ajmgsílaj`c... Sucbal sj scej l quj prlmurcr, c prlvc tã plr tlac c pcrtj... plrquj

sjiprj quj l agsmépu`l tã prlbtl, l ijstrj cpcrjmj, ñ sj cpcrjmj!

Ju< Drcäcs ï Ajusc bíl vg bcac bji luvg bcac! Igbnc icàgäíl fã tcvcmlbtgac bcquj`js agcs, uhc!




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Sucbal ju hgz ijus qugbzj cbls, Cyccb ij aju aj prjsjbtj ui ml`crbjdrl mli uic Mruz Cbkn j ui _jbtcdrcic, aj prctc!

Ju ls calrjg, j bji prjmgscrgc agzjr quj bubmc icgs ls ncvgc rjtgrcal al pjsmläl, bji ijsil pcrc tlicr ecbnl lu alrigr!

Hlg c pcrtgr aj jbtíl quj sjiprj quj ju sjbtgc ijal lu aövgac, ju ijdruacvc bc igbnc Cbkn j bl iju _jbtcdrcic, ls sjdurcvc mli hlräc jmncicvc pj`cs Agvgbacajs, pjagbal cuxé`gl, slmlrrl, cipcrl, lrgjbtcäíl...

Sucbal ju hgz ajzlgtl cbls, Ucmnj` ij aju aj prjsjbtj, rcspcbal tlacscs sucs jmlbligcs, uic iltl! J`c agssj quj jrc ‐ pcrc vlmæ gr pcrc l sjrvgälj pcrc c jsml`c ï blgtj, ji icglr sjdurcbäc’.

Ucmnj` tjigc iugtl quj ju hlssj cssc`tcac lu ceuscac buic pcrcac ajñbgeus ajsjrtc aurcbtj c blgtj.

Bji prjmgscrgc agzjr quj hlg l prjsjbtj icgs `gbal j icgs rjp`jtl aj cilrquj ju fã ncvgc rjmjegal!

Igbnc iltl jrc uic Nlbac© = tlac bjdrc, igstjrglsc mlil c blgtj, `gbac!_lr sudjstíl aj Cyccb, ju pcssjg c mnciã-`c aj ‐ @ubc’, njnjnj.

Xlvý scegc ijsil quj prjtl jrc c mlr quj ij hczgc trjijr!

Ucmnj` jrc c pjsslc icgs gbmrévj` quj ju fã ncvgc mlbnjmgal! Ijsil mlitlals ls ajsdlstls quj _gbk _gd `nj acvc, ijsil vgövc nã cbls, ijsil

pcsscbal plr tcbtcs plrmcrgcs ji suc vgac, j`c sjiprj tjbtcvc vjr l `cal elbsacs mlgscs...

Suj iu`njr gbmrévj`! J`c tgbnc ui slrrgsl quj jbmcbtcvc j ui mcrgsicquj mctgvcvc cs pjsslcs! Bíl jrc ï tlc quj j`c tgbnc tcbtcs cigzcajs, ijsilsjbal uic pjsslc trgstj plr ajbtrl j slhrjbal tcbtl prjmlbmjgtl plr suc hç ”

plgs Ncppy Ncrelr bíl jrc il`jzc bíl...

L mlrcäíl aj`c jrc aj uic purjzc, aj uic elbacaj sji `gigtjs! J qucbtchç j`c tgbnc... mlil j`c plssuéc uic hç gbtjbsc bls Cbtgdls Ajusjs chrl-

cijrébagls6 uic hç sji ijagacs bc Bcturjzc j bc Xgac!Sujr scejr< Ju c gbvjfcvc! J`c cicvc tcbtl c Xgac, ijsil c Xgac sjbal

tíl gbdrctc prc j`c... j ju cicvc tcbtl c Ilrtj...

Sujr scejr, ijsil< @ã bl hubal ju qujrgc jrc tjr c hç j l cilr ï Xgacquj Ucmnj` tgbnc... ics ju bíl mlbsjdugc... Cmnl quj ju jrc hrcmc ajicgs prcgssl j igbnc vý, j`c jrc tíl... hlrtj! Hgrij!

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Bltc al Cutlr6 tlacs ls blijs aj icrmcs scegacijbtj aj Jiprjscs Ujcgs (bíl-hgmtémgcs), mgtcacspj`c pjrslbcdji ]j`jbj, icrmcs suplstcijbtj jxgstjbtjs bl mltgagcbl ac çplmc huturc aj sucbcrrctgvc, síl ajvgacijbtj rjhjrjbmgcacs bjstc lerc mli l séiel`l aj ‐icrmc rjdgstrcac’ ©, c hgiaj rjspjgtcr-`njs tlals ls agrjgtls ̀ jdcgs.



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Sucbal ju hgz ajzjblvj cbls, Ucmnj` ij aju aj prjsjbtj ui aj`gmcalml`cr alurcal mli ui ej`l mlrcäíl aj mrgstc`, j ij agssj jxctcijbtj jsscs

pc`cvrcs, quj bubmc jsqujmg6

‐]jg quj vlmæ bíl mlipcrtg`nc c igbnc hç... ics cmlbtjäc l quj

cmlbtjmjr, `jierj-sj aj l`ncr pcrc jstj ml`cr j mncij c suc Iíj6 Lxui _cbaã! ]gbtc-c bl ijgl al sju pjgtl j bl c`tl aj suc mcejäc! Cmlbtjäc l qujcmlbtjmjr, mli Lxui _cbaã vlmæ bubmc jstcrã slzgbnc!’

Ju bíl gc rjtrumcr mli c pjsslc quj ju icgs cicvc bjssj iubal... ics çquj igbnc prcgc jrc c mu`turc Mj`tc, igbnc Iíj jrc c Ajusc Qrép`gmj j bílbjbnuic Lxui _cbaã lu quc`qujr lutrc mlgsc cssgi... Ics bíl rjtruqujg6cpjbcs ajg-`nj ui ejgfl, ui hlrtj cercäl, j ml`lqujg l mlrcäíl aj mrgstc` bliju pjsmläl, fubtl mli igbnc mruz Cbkn j iju _jbtcdrcic. J bubmc icgsl tgrjg al pjsmläl!

Cpjbcs uic mlgsc quj Ucmnj` agssj ij gbmlilalu bl agc al iju bgvjr6

‐Cmlbtjäc l quj cmlbtjmjr’.

Mlil cssgi, ‐cmlbtjäc l quj cmlbtjmjr’< L quj j`c qujrgc agzjr mligssl<

_luml tjipl cpýs iju cbgvjrsãrgl aj ajzjblvj cbls ju ajsmlerg l qujj`c qujrgc agzjr...

Sucbal mnjdujg ji mcsc, vgbac ac ]ncalw“s, ajsmlerg quj Ucmnj` ncvgcsgal gbtjrbcac ïs prjsscs bl nlspgtc`... Hlg jbtíl quj j`c ij mlbtlu quj grgc

pcrtgr ji erjvj... ij mlbtlu quj ]ju _cg ^cpcbí `nj ncvgc cpcrjmgal jislbnl c`dubs ijsjs ctrãs j `nj agtl quj ‐ suc nlrc aj pcrtgr jstcvc prýxgic,cssgi prjpcrj tual l quj fu`dcr bjmjssãrgl’... j`c tgbnc iugtl plumltjipl... j rjcìjbtj, sjtj agcs ajplgs quj j`c hlg gbtjrbcac, l mlrcäíl aj`cbíl icgs ectju... Xlvý hgbcìjbtj pcrlu aj slhrjr...

C pjsslc quj ju icgs cicvc bl iubal ncvgc pcrtgal... ju ij sjbtgmlip`jtcijbtj ajscipcrcac...

J eji bjssc çplmc6

Mrgsj Jmlbñigmc Iubagc` cip`ghgmcac... l iubal tlrbcrc-sj iugtl pjqujbl j d`lec`gzcal... C Drcbaj Ajprjssíl Iubagc` ac Jmlbligc mnjdlu prc bíl gr icgs jielrc...

D`lec`gzcäíl c Hjrrl j Hldl, drcbc j mu`turc6 Tc`` ]trjjt cba Erlcawcy...

Bíl sý c Jmlbligc tcvc nlildæbjc, ics tcieçi c mu`turc p`cbjtãrgctcvc mcac vjz icgs pcstjurgzcac... l prlmjssl aj nlildjbgc ac mu`turc cbd`l-

scxñbgmc fã ncvgc tlical prlplräújs tíl dgdcbtjsmcs quj uic gijbsgaíl ajmgacajs al iubal gbtjgrl fã ncvgci ctç trlmcal mlip`jtcijbtj sjus blijs prc blijbm`cturcs cbã`ldcs, ji `ébduc gbd`jsc...




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Cbtjs ac D`lec`gzcäíl c Hjrrl j Hldl, bl sçmu`l ^^, sj pjbscvc qujcpjbcs l Mliubgsil plajrgc trcbshlricr ls blijs aj mgacajs6 ]íl_jtjrseurdl ji @jbgbdrcal... mlil tlals tcvci jbdcbcals!

Bubmc auvgaj al plajr al ickj ilbjy c quc`qujr mustl!

Cssgi, l sçmu`l ^^G hlg l sçmu`l al cpldju acqug`l quj l drcbajs egý`ldls `ã al sçmu`l ^^, ajhjbslrjs ac eglagvjrsgacaj acs jspçmgjs, prlhjtgzcrci mlil ‐giplvjrgsnijbt ’6 bíl cpjbcs l jiplerjmgijbtl acsjspçmgjs vgvcs, ics gducìjbtj ui jiplerjmgijbtl ac Agvjrsgacaj Mu`turc`ji gijbsc jsmc`c d`lec`...

J, mli ui iubal mcac vjz icgs ilbl`étgml, mcac vjz icgs sjiagvjrsgacaj, mcac vjz icgs nlildæbjl, cs blvcs prjssújs acs iuacbäcsm`giãtgmcs bl p`cbjtc crrcscrci iugtl icgs hcmgìjbtj c Jmlbligc

Iubagc`...Mcéils bc Dgdcbtjsmc Ajprjssíl... c mrgsj aj 3757, als `gvrls aj

Ngstýrgc, hlg ui dríl aj crjgc pjrtl ajstj Ijtjlrl aj Wumctãb6 sjrgc l hgials agblsscurls<

Bíl sjg... sý sjg quj Wrypc, c albc ac ]ncalw“s, bíl suplrtlu l Ijtjlrljmlbñigml6 c`çi al Gipcmtl, ui gbmæbagl aurcbtj uic Icbghjstcäíl ajhcigbtls j ajsjiprjdcals hjmnlu l sju bjdýmgl... Jxtgbäíl...

Aévgacs gipcdãvjgs cls ecbmls6 tlals ls hubmglbãrgls ncvgci sgal

ajigtgals, j ç `ýdgml, ju gbmùsgvj...L icgs gbmrévj` ç quj cbtjs aj Xý Ucmnj` pcrtgr, sji ju scejr aj bcac, j`c

ncvgc prjpcrcal tual6 ncvgc mlbvjbmgal _gbk _gd c ij ajgxcr hgmcr bl qugbtcàc mcsc aj`c...

Ncvgc jbmlijbacal c ui hg`nl aj scbtl aj`c, Ir. Fcbayr, pjarjgrl, qujmlbstruéssj prc igi ui qucrtgbnl mli ecbnjgrl bls hubals ac mcsc aj _gbk_gd... tual prc quj ju bíl hgmcssj sji tjr ui tjtl prc ij cergdcr, plgs c mcscji quj vlvý j ju ilrãvcils ji @ciy Xg``cdj jrc cùdcac...

J j`c scegc quj sji c pjbsíl ac cplsjbtcalrgc aj`c, sý mli l quj judcbncvc bc ]ncalw“s ” qucbal ju cgbac tcvc jiprjdcac ” bíl gc acr bji

prc pcdcr c slierc al ajaíl al pç al cùduj` icgs ajspjscs...

Ju grgc tjr quj ilrcr mli _gbk _gd bl Blrtj aj Ncppy Ncrelr, ji TngtjTgbd, prýxgil ï Ulalvgc Blrtj 57?.

J hug.

Ajilrjg iugtls agcs prc trlmcr aj jsml`c...

_jbsjg sjrgcijbtj ji cecbalbcr ls jstuals...



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Hgqujg iugtls agcs sji gr ï jsml`c ji Bjw Ejtn`jnjb, bl jxtrjil ]u` ajNcppy Ncrelr... Ju tgbnc quj prlvgajbmgcr igbnc trcbshjræbmgc prc uicjsml`c pjrtl ac mcsc aj _gbk _gd... ics tcvc sji mcejäc prc gssl... sjbtgciugtc hc`tc ac igbnc vý...

Alr< C hc`tc aj`c jrc `cbmgbcbtj!Hgqujg iugtl tjipl gbal qucsj tlals ls agcs, aj iltl, al jxtrjil Blrtj

aj Ncppy Ncrelr ctç l jxtrjil ]u`... sjiprj cl mjigtçrgl aj BjwEjtn`jnjb, vgsgtcr l töiu`l aj Ucmnj`...

Ju sjiprj cmjbagc uic vj`c prc j`c j mlbvjrscvc mli j`c... ij sjbtcvcslerj l töiu`l...

_lr vjzjs, qucbal bgbduçi tcvc plr pjrtl, ctç ij ajgtcvc slerj j`j pj`ltjipl quj ju puajssj, jbml`ngac mlil ui hg`nltj aj dctl gip`lrcbal plr

c`dui mcrgbnl...Mlbtrcstj6 c ercbmurc gbvjrbc` al töiu`l aj vlvý j c jblrij icbmnc

bjdrc, rjtrcéac mlil uic dltc, pluscac slerj j`j, eusmcbal cvgacijbtjsjbtgr c`duic pcz j mcrgbnl... _url mlbtrcstj!

@ã ju plagc hgmcr ctç eji tcraj, ctç ijsil ajplgs quj l mjigtçrglhjmncvc, plgs l vgdgc, Ir. Djlrdj, jrc vj`nl cigdl iju j aj Ucmnj`...

Zi vj`nl `jdc`... ijgl rcbzgbzc, ju sjg, ics iugtl `jdc`!

Cmnl quj j`j scegc quj Ucmnj` tcvc hczjbal uic hc`tc trjijbac bc igbncvgac... quj c pcsscdji aj`c, acquj`j fjgtl tíl ceruptl, ncvgc cejrtl ui rlielbl iju pjgtl... rliel quj sý c`gvgcvc qucbal ju gc bl töiu`l aj`c, j hgmcvc`ã plr nlrcs... sji mlijr lu ejejr bcac...

Bíl tgbnc hlij bji sjaj `ã. _csscrci-sj c`dubs ijsjs... igbnc alr,igbnc scuacaj, mlijälu c hgmcr sle c`dui mlbtrl`j...

Ics ju pjricbjmgc hgjìjbtj gbal cl töiu`l aj Ucmnj` sjiprj quj ncvgcdrcbc prc dcsl`gbc ac @ubc. ]jiprj!

J hlg fustcijbtj buic ajsscs vgsgtcs cl mjigtçrgl aj Bjw Ejtn`jnjb qujju l vg pj`c prgijgrc vjz... j`j!




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(Bgdnticrj lb Jì ]trjjt , 37>1, JZC)

C`tc icarudcac.

Ju bíl vgc bcac ‐ji prjtl & ercbml’. Jrc tual eji ml`lrgal! Mlirgqujzc aj ajtc`njs bcquj`c jsmurgaíl tlac!

Ajsjbncvci-sj gijbscs h`lrjstcs aj pgbnjgrls, mjrmcacs aj bjvj6 ju sjrgcctç mcpcz aj sjbtgr l jbrjdj`cr aj ijus lssls, bcquj`j hrgl mli tlac c mcrc ajbýragml! ]jbtgr l iju bcrgz mlbdj`cr!

Luäl l sli hlrtj aj uic rjspgrcäíl cdrjssgvc, sj`vcdji, mlil qujjbhurjmgac, acbäcbal cl rjalr aj pcssls vgl`jbtls ji agspcrcac6 c`dl jblrijtcvc vgbal ac h`lrjstc, hurcbal c bjdrgtuaj ac blgtj j `cbäcbal pgbnjgrlscecgxl mlil sj hlssji... pc`gtls!

Qlijg ui jblrij sustl qucbal cquj`c mlgsc pcsslu pjrtl aj igi,hj`gzijbtj sji ij vjr! Jrc jblrij, icglr quj uic pgmk-up! Mlip`jtcijbtj

pjùac! Aj l`nls vjrij`nls mlr aj scbduj! ]ju pj`l jrc alurcal! Bc mcejäc6hlmgbnl c`lbdcal, `lbdcs lrj`ncs jipgbcacs l vjstgci! Ajbtjs mcbéajlsjblrijs j hcrtls, erg`ncbtjs mlil cäl!

Cquj`c mlgsc pcrjmgc lrc sj `lmlilvjr ji quctrl pctcs, lrc ji aucs pctcs! J cs ac hrjbtj pcrjmgci `jiercr... iíls!

Sucbal c mcejäc acquj`j ilbstrl pcsslu pjrtl aj igi, pcrjmgc c aj uigijbsl `lel sj`vcdji, tc`vjz prç-ngstýrgml! J buic hrcäíl aj sjdubals, bílsjg mlil, vg c`dl sc`tcr acs prlhubajzcs aj sjus l`nls6 bíl hlg ui l`ncr aj`lel, ics ui l`ncr aj uic mrgcbäc, uic ijbgbc `lgrgbnc, ctjrrlrgzcac,ajsjspjrcac plr icbtjr-sj vgvc! _crjmgc quj uic ijbgbgbnc vgvgc ‐ajbtrl’als l`nls acquj`j `lel al tjipl ac ijdchcubc! Cssustcalr!

L ilbstrl alurcal mlrrgc buic vj`lmgacaj icglr al quj c aj ui mcrrl!J ju sjbtg plrquj j`j mlrrgc tíl rãpgal6 prc sc`vcr-sj! C`dl quj j`j tjigciugtl tcvc ji sju jbmc`äl!

L ilbstrl scgu ac h`lrjstc j hlg ji agrjäíl c uic `gbnc aj trji, qujmruzcvc jblrijs mcipls aj bjvj... fustcijbtj qucbal ui jblrij trji ajmcrdc tcvc pcsscbal!

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pcsslu plr igi j, prc igbnc slrtj, tcieçi bíl ij vgu! Sucbal j`j pcsslu plr igi, puaj vjr ui mcrgbnc igstjrglsl, c`tl, vjstgbal ui jblrijslerjtual bjdrl, rjvl`tls mcej`ls bjdrls... j sucs iíls, tíl ercbmcs qucbtl c

bjvj, jipubncvci aucs jspcacs, sjbal quj uic aj`cs tcvc qujercac. Bílmlbsjdug vjr bcac aj sju rlstl, ics sjbtg suc rjspgrcäíl6 ji hörgc j æxtcsjsgiu`tåbjls, mlil ui `jíl quj jstã qucsj mcpturcbal c fudu`cr aj suc prjsc!Crrjpgcbtj!

C mrgcturc bíl tjvj aövgac6 jbtrj l mcrgbnc igstjrglsl quj sj cprlxgicvcaj`c, jstrcäc`ncbal c agståbmgc, mlrrjbal tíl `jvj j ãdg` mlil ui sussurrl ajvjbtl, j l dgdcbtjsml trji aj mcrdc quj rcsdcvc ls mcipls gbvjrbcgs,jsml`nju l trji!

C ml`gsíl ac mrgcturc hlg ilbuijbtc` j gbjspjrcac6 c hlräc al ilbstrl jrcc aj ui hurcmíl! Ju bubmc gc gicdgbcr cqug`l! Cl gbvçs al ilbstrl sjrctrlpj`cal, j`j quj ctrlpj`lu l trji! L mnlquj mlijälu c ajsmcrrg`cr lsvcdújs! Suj `lumurc, hlg uic hlräc aj gipcmtl aj... tlbj`cacs j tlbj`cacs!

Sucbal c mrgcturc ectju bl trji, pjrhurcbal c suc `ctcrgc mlil pcpj`,ctrcvjsscbal-l j l ajsmcrrg`cbal, j`c prlssjdugu ji agrjäíl c uiajshg`cajgrl! Mlil sj bji tgvjssj pcsscal plr ajbtrl al trji, ajspjacäcball vcdíl!

Hlg jbtíl quj l mcrgbnc igstjrglsl ejrrlu, hurglsl, ijdc c`tl6- Ijraj, ijraj, ijraj!

J`j hc`cvc hrcbmæs! Cl ijbls jssc pc`cvrc hrcbmjsc ju rjmlbnjmgc... Eji,ajgxc aj sjr ilajstc, ]j`jbj6 vlmæ scegc eji icgs quj gssl aj hrcbmæs!

^gbdcbal, hurglsl, j`j ml`lmc cs jspcacs bcs ecgbncs ji sucs mlstcs, sc`tcvj`lz slerj l trji, eji ji mgic al vcdíl pjrhurcal quj mlijäcvc cajsmcrrg`cr! J hgqujg jiecsecmcac mli l quj j`j hjz6 mlijälu c mlrrjr plrslerj ls vcdújs, icgs rãpgal al quj l prýprgl ajsmcrrg`cijbtl!

Gbmrévj`! L mcrgbnc jrc ui eý`gal bjdrl mlrrjbal slerj l trji, ctç mnjdcrbl prgijgrl vcdíl6 c iãqugbc!

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L mcrgbnc aj slerjtual bjdrl ” mufl rlstl ju bubmc mlbsjdugc vjr mlibgtgajz! ” l`nlu plr ui ig`çsgil aj sjdubal prl icqugbgstc cpcvlrcal. ]jrãquj tcvc vjbal sj l nliji tcvc eji< Jbtíl aju prc j`j uic pgsmcagbncictrjgrc j, sg`jbmglscijbtj, sc`tlu plr mgic al trji ajsmcrrg`cal, scmcbalblvcijbtj sucs jspcacs, j suigu ji agrjäíl cl pjbncsml!

L ilbstrl mlrrgc pj`c elrac al ajshg`cajgrl! Aj rjpjbtj, aj ui hjmncalicmgäl aj pgbnjgrls prýxgils, l mcrgbnc aj slerjtual bjdrl sc`tlu slerj cmrgcturc, cdcrrcbal-sj cl pjsmläl ml`lssc` al ilbstrl j, mli ui slrrgslcssustcalrcijbtj sãagml, jbhjgtcal plr hjrlzjs j jblrijs ajbtjs mcbgbls,

drgtlu6- ]urprgsj!

J ls algs ajspjbmcrci al ajshg`cajgrl, jbqucbtl c mrgcturc urrcvc! Ziurrl igsturcal mli ui ugvl, ui sli nlrrévj`!

Gijagctcijbtj luvg ui plajrlsl sli, mlil sj hlssj ui trlvíl vjstgal plr giplbjbtjs pc`cvrcs6

Kcñ Kcej`jmg`j!

L drgtl jmllu, pltjbtj, plr tlal l ajshg`cajgrl!

Ju bíl vg icgs bcac! Aj lbaj ju tcvc, sý sj plagc vjr l ajshg`cajgrl j lvczgl ac jsmurgaíl! _jrmjeg quj l ]l` tcvc prc bcsmjr ji c`dubs igbutls. Lsg`æbmgl bl prjmgpémgl jrc sjpu`mrc`!

Ctç quj aj rjpjbtj ju vg c`dl gbmrévj`!

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`cbäc-sj cls mçus ac ilrgeubac icarudcac ” mcrrjdcbal c`dl ji sjus ercäls, quj bíl puaj vjr! ” c`cbal-sj ji agrjäíl lplstc cl bcsmjr al ]l`,mlil sj aj`j hudgssj!

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ajplgs quj ju ajspjrtcvc.Cquj`js slbs ij acvci crrjpgls, jmlcvci `ã hubal bc igbnc mcejäc!

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Bíl tgbnc icgs c`tjrbctgvc... tjrgc quj hgbcìjbtj acr icgs uic vjz l iju ercäl c tlrmjr prc giubaémgj ac ijagmgbc mlbvjbmglbc` aj Ncppy Ncrelr...tjrgc quj gr bui icàgtl psgqugctrc! Ls jvgtjg tlals jssjs cbls, ajsaj quj...Ajgxc prc `ã!

Ju fã scegc c vjracaj ijsil6 quj j`js bíl pcsscvci aj ubs ijrmjbãrgls,ctrcscals j prjmlbmjgtulsls!

Bji sjg icgs quji jrc pglr, quji jrc l drcbaj vjbmjalr al trlhçu

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psgqugctrc quj Cyccb ij gbagmlu.

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C hrcsj aj Cyccb rjsslcvc bc igbnc mcejäc.

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Mngm`jtj6 ml`c j bíl ajsdruac icgs al pç! _lrmcrgc!

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ilrrgal.Ir. Djlrdj fã ncvgc hjmncal l Mjigtçrgl nã tjipl.

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Ir. Djlrdj tcvc sý ui pluml grrgtcal jrc mli uic Lhjrjbac quj ncvgcihjgtl ajbtrl al Mjigtçrgl, pluml cbtjs aj`j hjmncr l plrtújs... _jrtl aj ubstöiu`ls, prýxgils cl plrtíl prgbmgpc` al Mjigtçrgl, tcvc uic Lhjrjbac qujju, drcäcs c scejalrgc aj Ucmnj`, mlbnjmgc eji6 jrc ajagmcac c ^cbdñ

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Ir. Djlrdj< Qgbnc ui ijal acbcal aj Lhjrjbacs6 `jvcvc agcs prc j`jrjml`njr j ml`lmã-`cs bl `gxl, mlil zj`calr ac `gipjzc al Mjigtçrgl. _rc j`j,ajvltl al Ajus Öbgml, jrc tual lerc al agcel6 cssgi, j`j jspjrcvc plr agcsctç quj ‐l ]l` j c Mnuvc aj Ajus `gipcssji tual l quj l agcel tlmlu prc sýajplgs ju ml`lmcr cs iíls bcqug`l j plr bui scml aj `gxl’.

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Suji ç eurrl prc gbvjstgr ji cäújs, tétu`ls, jurl lu aý`cr, qucbal bubmc

sj scej mlil c ijdjrc gbalicac Tc`` ]trjjt cmlracrã bc icbní sjdugbtj<_sgqugctrcs...



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Lbacs aj sugméagl hgmci ijdc gbtjbscs. Bíl síl tlals quj mlbsjdujicdujbtcr gr alrigr rgml, lu mli ui eli jiprjdl, j bc icbní sjdugbtjajspjrtcr al sju slbnl cijrgmcbl, sji drcbc bji prl `jgtj acs mrgcbäcs...Nlrc aj c`dubs hczjrji icgs agbnjgrl `jdcìjbtj, vjbajbal iugtcs ‐el`jtc’ac hj`gmgacaj, mrgcbal blvcs blijbm`cturcs içagmcs prc A]I/MGA:!

Hc`mújs-rjg acs hgbcbäcs...

Ls icgs hjrlzjs j jspjrtls ctç ijsil prlvlmci cs mrgsjs. Ajvlrci lshc`mújs ijblrjs, vj`nls j hrcmls.

Sujerci-bls, ajslssci cqug`l quj tcvc hrãdg`, ls ajvlrci, sj tlrbcbalicglrjs j icgs hlrtjs cl mliæ-`ls6 ecbmls ijblrjs, ijrmcals hrcdg`gzcals,

pcésjs ijblrjs, plvls gbdæbuls rjp`jtls aj pjsslcs sji ic`émgc.

Qgrcbls... Agtcalrjs... ]c`vcalrjs ac _ãtrgc...

Çplmcs aj mrgsj síl ui aj`gmglsl prjtjxtl prc ajmrjtcr lu vltcr `jgs jrjdgijs aj jxmjäíl. Ucsdcr cbtgdls prgbmépgls mlbstgtumglbcgs6 sju calmgmcalslbnl aj mlbsuil!

Jsmrgtlrjs aj cutlcfuac...

_lr vjzjs, pãdgbcs rgmcs j sgbmjrcs, quj plaji hczji c aghjrjbäc jbtrj cvgac j c ilrtj aj c`duçi ajsjspjrcal, qucbal jstj cergrã uic dcvjtc prc

pjdcr l sju rjvý`vjr ” j ‐cmcecr mli tual’ ” ics plr cmcsl l tjxtl quj jstãcl `cal al ijtc` c`dlz `nj mncic c ctjbäíl... Jspjrcbäc j tc`vjz iuacbäc...

_lr vjzjs, pãdgbcs plerjs j ictrjgrcs, jsmrgtcs prc jbdlracr l plajr ajmlbtrl`j aj ‐rj`gdglsls’ lu ‐durus’... Ictjiãtgmc ijdc sgip`js6 hgçgs gduc` cmlbtrl`j. Mlbtrl`j gduc` c ùmrl.

‐]æ, qucba l c mlgsc cpjrtc, ç sý cssgi quj cs pjsslcs eusmci c`duic Jspgrgtuc`gacaj6 prc rjsl`vjr ls sjus prle`jics gijagctls. Ics c Jspgrgtuc`gacaj prjmgsc sjr hubmglbc`, bíl cpjbcs agsmursl vczgl,vjrelrrcdgc! Sucbal cs mlgscs víl cpcrjbtjijbtj eji, bgbduçi sj aã mlbtcquj nã icgs bl Zbgvjrsl al quj jssj jstg`gbnl aj vgac ececmc quj cs pjsslcs`jvci. L ubgvjrsl bíl ç ijaélmrj, mlil jssc vgagbnc quj ls Nlijr ]gipslb`jvci. Ics sý qucbal c mlgsc cpjrtc prc j`cs ç quj pjsslcs mlil ju víl cltlpl ac suc `gstc bc cdjbac aj tj`jhlbjs!’

Cyccb j suc tjlrgc al prlautl aj mrgsj...

Ju bíl mlbsjdugrgc hczjr l quj j`c, fubtl mli suc iíj, c Drí-ijstrc almlvjb, hczgc. ]jr uic jiprjsãrgc jsltçrgmc eji sumjagac.

: Bltc al Cutlr6 MGA (Mcacstrl Gbtjrbcmglbc` aj Aljbäcs), mýagdl quj djrcìjbtj vji ji rjmjgtcsaj agcdbýstgml içagml, c hgi aj prjsjrvcr l sgdg`l c rjspjgtl al blij ac jbhjrigacaj, eusmcbalprltjdjr l pcmgjbtj aj uic sçrgj aj gbmlbvjbgjbtjs slmgcgs.




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Jrc ui ali quj ju bíl tgbnc.

J`c jrc ajsml`cac, jspjrtc prc lplrtubgacajs!

]j ls sjrvgäls aj`c hubmglbcvci ijsil j rjcìjbtj rjsl`vgci ls prle`jics als sjus m`gjbtjs<

Gssl ju bíl sjg...

]uspjgtl quj sgi, plrquj pcrjmgc ncvjr iugtc djbtj sctgshjgtc mli j`c.Ics igbnc suspjgtc sj rjhlräcvc jrc mli gssl6 pcstlrjs j içagmls cbacvcihc`cbal iugtl ic` aj`c... ]gbc` aj quj j`c tcvc mlipjtgbal mli j`js, aurc bl

pãrjl, mcejäc mli mcejäc!

Bgbduçi aã mnutj ji mcmnlrrl ilrtl, bji dcstc pý`vlrc mlimngicbdl...

Ju bíl mlbsjdugc tjr cquj`j hcrl, cquj`c mcpcmgacaj aj sj cacptcr tílhãmg` j tíl rãpgac prls giprjvgstls j cs plssgeg`gacajs... quj hùéc tíl clbcturc` ji Cyccb!

Jrc prjmgsl tjr tcieçi iugtc sjdurcbäc ji sg ijsic prc hczjr l quj j`chczgc, sj jxplbal acquj`j fjgtl6 jbhrjbtcbal cquj`js mcrcs tlals, ajsprjzcbalcquj`j ilbtj aj mctcrrl aj prjmlbmjgtl quj c ‐ slmgjacaj mrgstí’ aj NcppyNcrelr cicvc ajspjfcr slerj ls aghjrjbtjs, ls ajsvgcbtjs...

Ji erjvj, Cyccb tcrgc bui prldrcic aj QX6 mlbvgacac agãrgc.

J`c, sucs vjstjs bjdrcs, sju pjbtcdrcic alurcal bl pjsmläl j sju Qcrlt6bc tj`gbnc!

Cyccb jrc iugtl ctgvc ijsil... j ji tlals ls sjbtgals!

_jdlu c gaçgc, bç<

Ugmncra bíl jrc l öbgml rcel quj j`c tgbnc... Ucel aj mcmnlrrgbnl6 cqug`lquj sjiprj cbac ctrãs aj vlmæ, scmlaj, j tã cl c`mcbmj ac pcìc ac suc iílqucbal vlmæ qujr...

Aj lbaj j`c tgrcvc tcbtc jbjrdgc, tcbtl hldl, njgi<

Cmnl quj bji c tjipjstcaj sl`cr, vgbac `ã al Cstrl Ujg, quj gbmjbagluls cpcrj`nls tj`jdrãhgmls ji 3>:7, tgbnc icgs mc`lr, hldl j jxuejråbmgc qujj`c, jgtc!

Mlbsjquæbmgc `ýdgmc6 c djbtj sj vjr cdlrc jrc qucsj mlil icrmcr uiccuagæbmgc mli cstrl plp...

Cdjbacijbtl mlip`gmcal...

Cquj`c blgtj, bl Mjigtçrgl aj Bjw Ejtn`jnjb... hlg c ö`tgic vjz quj blsvgils...



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Mlbmùsíl prçvgc6 plr icgs ej`c j hlrtjijbtj tjmgac, ji alurcals hgls,quj hlssj uic cigzcaj aj gbhåbmgc... plr icgs h`cdråbmgc quj j`c tgvjssjjxc`cal bls mcipls prgicvjrgs ac cal`jsmæbmgc... cssgi mlil ls slbnls, j`ctcieçi ilrrj... Mlil tual l quj ç gijrsl ji vgac, mlil tual l quj hùgji prjmglsl j mã`gal scbduj6 mrjsmj... jbvj`njmj... j ilrrj!

Mlbmùsíl hgbc`6 ac igbnc fã jblrij `gstc aj plssgeg`gacajs aj mlbvjrsc,rjstlu...

Xãmul.

Ju bíl plajrgc ij sjbtgr ij`nlr, icgs cml`ngac, icgs cicac j icgsqujrgac mli jssc mlbmùsíl...

Cl ijbls cgbac tjbnl c mlipcbngc al iju scrmcsil j grlbgc...

Gbhjrbl!Qual quj ncvgc bc igbnc vgac tcvc sjbal mlrrléal... ajscecbal...

]l`gaíl...

Hjrrudji gip`cmãvj` quj mlbslij plr ajbtrl, mlrrýg bc icmgltc, ajvlrcsg`jbmglscijbtj, hgl plr hgl aj mcac ui als mcels pæbsg`, ctç quj, qucbalvlmæ væ, sji cvgscr, ç pjdc aj surprjsc, plgs j`c `cbäc suc njrcbäc bc mc`cacauic icarudcac hrgc6 l ajscecijbtl ac mjbtjbãrgc _lbtj al Erllk`yb cmlbtjmj... J fã jrc!

]l`gtuaj... Bcac rjsgstj ï suc mlrrlsíl...

Ics ju tgbnc quj prlssjdugr...

Cmcejg mlbsjdugbal trcbshjræbmgc prl blturbl al Ml`çdgl Flnb Ejmkjr._rc igi, mli c igbnc @ubc, gc sjr hãmg` gr ctç `ã... ji qugbzj igbutls ju scécac mcsc aj _gbk _gd j fã tcvc bl Ejmkjr.

Mlijilrcäíl plr mlbsjdugr cquj`c vcdc<

Jsqujmj...Ju tcvc cgbac sji mcejäc prc vl`tcr c jstuacr... tjr quj vl`tcr prc uic

sc`c aj cu`c mnjgc aj... cal`jsmjbtjs<... Suj blfl! ]cml...

Blfl... J vlmæ qujr scejr l plrquæ<

Ju bubmc tgvj prle`jics mli prlhjsslrjs. Bubmc!

]jiprj ij ajg iugtl eji mli tlals j`js! Qc`vjz plrquj ju hlssj uicbjra... Igbncs bltcs< ]jiprj jrci cs ij`nlrjs, lu c ij`nlr.




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Ijus trcec`nls< Ls icgs jsijrcals, ijsil ju sjbal ijdc mc`cac jqugjtc... Bjra... sjiprj jbhgcac bls `gvrls, sjiprj jbhurbcac bc Ege`gltjmcbls gbtjrvc`ls6 rctgbnc, sj jsmlbajbal ac mlegäc j scbnc acs sjrpjbtjs...

Ege`gltjmc ac jsml`c6 sjdurcbäc, fubtl cls cutlrjs ilrtls... Iju

Mjigtçrgl pcrtgmu`cr bc rgqujzc als töiu`ls als sãegls... Bíl, bíl jrci cs cu`cs ji sg lu ls prlhjsslrjs quj ij hczgci lagcr

hrjqujbtcr c jsml`c...

Ju ajtjstcvc ml`çdgl plr mcusc als lutrls cal`jsmjbtjs...

Crrjpgcbtj!

Crdn, ju lagcvc jsml`c! Cquj`c cd`lijrcäíl... cquj`j ilbtj aj durgzcachczjbal mncmltc... gip`gmcbal ubs mli ls lutrls, lu l quj ç pglr, gip`gmcbal

mligdl... quj ýagl!Ju j c igbnc vj`nc icàgäíl al gií6 lbaj tgbnc uic durgc lu ui durg

mnctl prc pjdcr bl pç aj c`duçi, cagvgbnc sý ji quji j`js druacvci, mlilmngm`jtj uscal<

Gbhjrbl, quj ýagl agssl!

Ajsaj igbnc 3¿ sçrgj ctç nlfj, sjiprj jrc cssgi, quj plrmcrgc!

Lbaj tgbnc c`dui jsplrtgstc aj eu``ybd , jrc mligdl quj j`js fldcvci

uic pcrtgac, ïs igbncs mustcs. Ajsaj ijus sjgs cbls! Suj ýagl!Ju lagcvc jsml`c! Ju lagcvc cquj`cs pjsslcs!

_lrquj c djbtj bíl plagc jstuacr ji mcsc, slzgbnc, cprjbajr tual j gr sýbc jsml`c prc hczjr cs prlvcs<

Ics bíl... tgbnc cquj`c icàgtc mncicac... tgbnc cquj`c icàgtchrjquæbmgc iébgic ïs cu`cs... Cg, cg... scml!

Ju jrc mcpcz aj jstuacr tual slzgbnc, ji mcsc, ecstcvc ij acr ui `gvrl

aj quc`qujr cssubtl, ju sjiprj sluej ij vgrcr... Ics bíl!C plrmcrgc al dlvjrbl aj Ncppy Ncrelr, prc tj cutlrgzcr l agp`lic, tj

lergdcvc c ‐hrjqujbtcr c jsml`c’... Iju gbhjrbl pjsslc`!

Ics, mjal lu tcraj, ju tjrgc quj vl`tcr c jstuacr... sj ju hgmcssj ji mcsc,ilrrjbal fubtl mli Ucmnj`, ju bíl gc trczjr j`c aj vl`tc...

J`c qujrgc tcbtl quj ju mlbmùéssj ijus jstuals, qujrgc tcbtl quj jumlbsjdugssj ij hlricr buic hcmuàcaj... `jierjg als slbnls aj`c6 hgmcrgc tílslrrgajbtj sj ju mlbtgbucssj!



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Cssgi sjbal... buic tcragbnc, crruijg igbncs mlgscs bc igbnc ilmng`cbjdrc... ml`lqujg bj`c iju mcajrbl, igbncs mcbjtcs, ls almuijbtls actrcbshjræbmgc...

Ju tgbnc ijsil quj gr... crhhh... _cmgæbmgc! Hczjr l quæ<!

Bcquj`j cblgtjmjr, ml`lqujg c @ubc prc hlrc al iju qucrtgbnl, blmlrrjalr al pãtgl ac mcsc aj _gbk _gd...

C mcsc aj`c cgbac tcvc sg`jbmglsc6 iugtcs vjzjs j`c alrigc qucsj l agctlal, ctç l cblgtjmjr.

Cgbac eji! Acé j`c bíl ergdcvc mligdl, bíl pjdcvc bl iju pç!

Ajplgs quj j`c cmlracvc, djrcìjbtj scéc prc c`duic ec`cac, mli c`duials icmnls aj`c, lu ” l quj jrc ij`nlr prc igi! ” alrigc bc mcsc aj c`dui

aj`js.Wjs! Mlil ju dlstcvc qucbal j`c alrigc hlrc! Ncvgc uic pcz bcquj`j

tjrrjbl, tíl dlstlsc, qucbal ju tcvc slzgbnc `ã!

Suj aj`émgc!

Ics jrc nlrrévj` qucbal j`c hczgc l lplstl6 rjsl`vgc trczjr c`dui icmnlaj`c prc alrigr mli j`c `ã...

Ls mcrcs quj j`c crruicvc, crdn!

Jrc mcac ui icgs cssustcalr j ijalbnl al quj l lutrl!Sucbal j`c trczgc c`dui icmnl, ju hgmcvc eji qugjtgbnc ajbtrl al iju

qucrtgbnl, bls hubals al tjrrjbl...

]cej mlil ç< Hgbdgr-sj aj ilrtc prc slerjvgvjr<

]céc sý qucbal tgbnc iugtc hlij, j tgbnc quj mliprcr c`duic mlgsc prcmlijr...

_lr mcusc ajstjs mcrcs cssustcalrjs ” c`dubs ctç mli mcrc aj ecbagal aj

sgtj aj prlmurcals pj`c pl`émgc! ” ju hug tjbtcbal tlrbcr l iju qucrtgbnl blqugbtc` mcac vjz icgs cutlssuhgmgjbtj!

Mliprjg uscal, bui ergmk ji Tngtj Tgbd, ui cricrgbnl ” lbaj juml`lmcvc l iãxgil plssévj` aj mligac ” j crruicvc igbncs rjhjgäújs jimgic aj`j6 ijsc giprlvgscac.

Qcieçi mliprjg ui hldílzgbnl uscal, tlal jbhjrrufcal, ajmcigbnlbjgrl ” cquj`js mli uic mncic sý ” ics quj hubmglbcvc eji.

]ý ij hc`tcvc crrcbfcr uic dj`cajgrc...




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Mlil ju fã tcvc mli plumc drcbc, tcvc uscbal c dj`cajgrc aj _gbk _gd6jstj jrc l öbgml iltgvl prc igi jbtrcr ajbtrl ac mcsc aj`c...

Cssgi, ju bíl cpjbcs jvgtcvc cs ergdcäcacs aj`c mligdl, mlil tcieçijvgtcvc mruzcr iju mcigbnl mli ls icmnls quj j`c trczgc prc mcsc aj`c.

C`dubs aj`js jrci ijdc cssustcalrjs prc igi6 sj ij vgci, ij ajspgcij ij ‐mligci’ mli ls l`nls...

Errr, quj crrjpgl cqug`l ij acvc!

Qjipls aj myejr jspcäl6 sjbscäíl aj jstuprl vgrtuc`!

]gbgstrl...

Jipurrjg c @ubc, al mlrrjalr cl plrtíl ac hrjbtj.

Qlijg c ruc.Ilbtjg bc igbnc hgj` mlipcbnjgrc.

_lerj @ubc6 gc `jvcr suc albc prl mcachc`sl!

E`gbacac mlil sjiprj ” hgzjssj gbvjrbl lu vjríl! ” mli iju slerjtualacrk ” iju mlpyrgdnt , öbgml! ” igbncs mc`äcs bjdrcs j igbncs eltcs ñbgx,

pus c ilmng`c bcs mlstcs.

]j`jbj, trcfcbal suc cricaurc mlip`jtc, bl c`tl aj suc ilbtcrgc6 prlbtc

prc dujrrc! @jts“ dl!

Ajg c pcrtgac.

Uuijg ctç c gbmrgvjìjbtj jxtjbsc Cssys Erczg` Cvjbuj, c icgs `lbdc al Blrtj aj Ncppy Ncrelr.

J`c jrc tíl `lbdc quj tgbnc cilstrcs vgãrgcs aj tlal l iubal6 ajsajtrjmnls mlil acs rlalvgcs c`jiís ” ji quj bíl sj agrgdgc6 sj ajs`gzcvc bcs

buvjbs! ” ctç trjmnls quj jrci mlil pgstc aj IltlMrlss...Cquj`c cvjbgac vgrlu ui séiel`l prc igi6 hczgc c `gdcäíl jbtrj ui

gbhjrbgbnl j lutrl... _cbj`c lu hldl6 l quj jrc ijbls pglr<

Agrgdg igbnc @ubc bl ‐cutliãtgml’6 igbnc mcejäc tcvc `lbdj...

]cuacaj aj Ucmnj`...

C plrmcrgc aj tã buic sc`c aj cu`c aj blvl...

Qcvc hgmcbal sji drcbc... agbnjgrl, quj arldc! _lr quj gbvjbtcrci l

agbnjgrl, njgi< ]ý prc djbtj hgmcr sji j`j j tjr quj hgmcr sjiprj mlrrjbalctrãs< Suj scml gssl...



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Ics igbnc drcbc tcvc cmcecbal ijsil... j ju bíl mlbsjdugc jiprjdl nãijsjs, ijsil hczjbal iugtcs jbtrjvgstcs, bcquj`cs hg`cs tíl `lbdcs qucbtl cshg`cs aj slpc prls blvls gbagdjbtjs ac Drcbaj Ajprjssíl Jmlbñigmc... MclsM`giãtgml jspcbmcbal c Jmlbligc...

Ju jrc ui nlrrlr ji jbtrjvgstcs6 mlrcvc, dcdujfcvc, hc`cvc ejstjgrc aj tílbjrvlsc quj hgmcvc...

_rle`jics... prle`jics... sj ju dcbncssj ajz mjbtcvls plr mcac ui,hgmcvc mli drcbc prc mliprcr iju tjrrjbl bc @uc!

Blvl ijrmcal gileg`gãrgl<... Cl ijbls jrc icgs lrgdgbc` al quj vjbajrc _lbtj al Erllk`yb...

]ji mncbmj aj crrcbfcr jiprjdl... Bji egml surdgc!

Ju bíl tgbnc icgs lpäújs... ncvgc rjsl`vgal dcbncr agbnjgrl aj cplstcs,ji mlrrgacs m`cbajstgbcs aj iltl bc icarudcac...

J tcvc hubmglbcbal! Ju sjiprj crrcbfcvc uic elc drcbc, tcbtl prc ijicbtjr mlil prc icbtjr c @ubc6 dcsl`gbc, icbutjbäíl...

C`gãs, c icbutjbäíl ac @ubc ju ijsic c hczgc6 ncvgc cprjbagal lsmlbmjgtls eãsgmls ac ijmåbgmc j ac pcrtj j`çtrgmc aj iltls, huäcbal ji `gvrlsj ji sgtjs.

Mlil ju ijsic mliprcvc j trlmcvc cs pjäcs, jmlbligzcvc iugtc

drcbc...Grgc `jvcr c vgac mli c drcbc acs mlrrgacs, ctç crrcbfcr ui blvl jiprjdl

” j ju bíl scegc qucbal gssl grgc cmlbtjmjr, sj gc cmlbtjmjr...

Qjipls aghémjgs... ics pj`l ijbls ju cgbac tcvc bc hg`c als quj eusmcvci jiprjdl, bíl bcquj`c quj tlals icgs tjigci6 c hg`c ac slpc...

Suj crrjpgl!

Cyccb, qucbal ju `nj mlbtjg quj ju tcvc mlrrjbal aj icarudcac, ncvgc

hgmcal hurglsc! Ij mlbvgalu prc trcec`ncr mli j`c.Ctç tjbtjg, ics ju jrc tíl téigac quj bíl mlbsjdug... hrcmcssjg...

C eruxgbnc, cdlrc hcilsc, ercalu hurglsc6

- L quæ< Qu pgrlu ]æ< Sujr tj ictcr ji mgic ac @ubc ç< Hgmlu mliijrac bc mcejäc ajplgs quj tuc vý pcrtgu<

@jierjg quj `nj rjsplbag eji cssgi6

- L`nc, tu tji gaçgc ij`nlr< Ju slu ýtgic iltlqujgrc, slu ij`nlr qujiugtl durg plr cé, jbtíl ju dcbnl hãmg` ui ilbtj aj mlrrgacs! Qji iugtldurg eubaíl cé quj bíl hcz ijtcaj al quj ju hcäl ji mgic ac @ubc! J qujr




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scejr< L quj nã aj jrrcal ji ilrrjr< Qlal iubal ilrrj ui agc, bíl<Jbtíl, tjr ijal aj ilrrjr plr quæ< Qu qujr vgvjr prc sjiprj, ç< Ju bíltjbnl jssc gùsíl, aj vgvjr prc sjiprj! ]j c ilrtj vgjr prc igi aurcbtj uicmlrrgac, quj eli! Iugtl ij`nlr ilrrjr sj agvjrtgbal, j rãpgal, mli l vjbtl

ectjbal bl rlstl, mli c sjbscäíl aj `gejracaj jbqucbtl ju mlrrl, al quj

ilrrjr bl hubal auic mcic, tlac pjrhurcac plr tuels, gbvcagac plr prlmjagijbtls içagmls lesl`jtls aui nlspgtc` pöe`gml prc igsjrãvjgs sjidrcbc, mlil Ucmnj`!

_utz drg`c!

Bji ju ncvgc pjrmjegal cbtjs aj agzjr cqug`l... l qucbtl ju tcvcrjvl`tcac mli c Xgac!

Mli gijbsl ýagl ac Xgac! Ýagl!

Sucbal ju luvg cs igbncs prýprgcs pc`cvrcs, agtcs prc Cyccb, ctç ju ijcssustjg!

Ics ajplgs prlmurjg ij icbtjr hgrij, icbtjbal igbnc plsgäíl ajdujrrjgrc, pjrcbtj Cyccb.

Bíl gc acr iju ercäl c tlrmjr, bíl ijsil!

Xcgacaj< Lrdu`nl<

Gicdgbc...

Hlrci bcquj`js agcs, cbtjs aj ju hc`cr mli Nç`îbj pj`c prgijgrc vjz ” jmli j`j! ” quj ju icgs ajsjfjg c Ilrtj ji tlac c igbnc vgac!

Ujcìjbtj pjrmjeg quj ju bíl ij giplrtcvc mli icgs bcac...

_jrmjeg quj c Ilrtj pcrjmgc sjr c ij`nlr mlgsc prc igi, plr gssl ju bíl ctjigc ji bjbnui drcu...

Igbnc cbtgdc calrcäíl c j`c fã ncvgc caqugrgal ui blvl stctus6 ajvläíl, pcgxíl j cilr!

Ju tgbnc pjragal tlal l iju dlstl pj`c Xgac, quc`qujr hlric aj cpjdl cj`c...

Bcac icgs ij giplrtcvc, jxmjtl uic öbgmc mlgsc, quj sj trcbshlrilu blrjhödgl al ö`tgil ilijbtl hj`gz slerjvgvjbtj ji igbnc vgac6 mcvc`dcr bcigbnc @ubc!

]lerj igbnc ilbtcrgc, sjbtgr c gijbsc `gejracaj al vjbtl hlrtj j hrgl acicarudcac ectjbal bl iju rlstl, ij cmcrgmgcbal... sgi, l vjbtl ectgcagrjtcijbtj bl iju rlstl j bls ijus mcej`ls, plrquj ju tcvc tíl aj scmlmnjgl mli tual, quj ju bji mlrrgc icgs aj mcpcmjtj! Bji gssl ju uscvc icgsbcs icarudcacs!



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Iju mcbscäl aj vgvjr ncvgc ctgbdgal sju cudj... Aj iíls acacs mli csl`gaíl...

Mcbscäl jxgstjbmgc` j sl`gaíl6

Mliegbcäíl pjrgdlsc!

C hc`tc aj mcrgbnl ij ictcvc tcbtl6 al`lrlsl tuilr...

Mlil ju plajrgc cecbalbcr l öbgml tlquj sucvj aj mcrgbnl quj ijrjstlu6 l sucvj tlquj al Xjbtl bl iju rlstgbnl... l scelr al Cr acicarudcac prjjbmnjbal ijus puìújs... ls ajagbnls sutgs al Xjbtltjrbcijbtj cmcrgmgcbal ijus mcej`ls, bl c`tl ac igbnc vj`lz ilbtcrgcmlbscdrcac ï @uc<

@gejracaj...

J hlg pjbscbal bgssl tual quj, bji pjrmjeg agrjgtl, fã tgbnc mnjdcal jihrjbtj cl Ejmkjr.

Gbmrévj` l lmjcbl aj mlgscs quj sj plaj pjbscr ji ijrls qugbzj igbutlsaj tråbsgtl!

Jrc ui pluml cbtjs acs sjtj ac blgtj.

Ls cùbls al blturbl fã mlijäcvci c jbtrcr ajbtrl al ml`çdgl.

Ji mgic ac iltl, ij cprjsjbtjg cl ducragbnc al jstcmglbcijbtl al

ml`çdgl6 ilstrjg ijus pcpjgs ac trcbshjræbmgc. J j`j ij ajgxlu jbtrcr bljstcmglbcijbtl.

Jstcmglbcijbtl.

Iugtcs ãrvlrjs, uic hrcmc gùigbcäíl blturbc.

_crjmgc sjr ui `lmc` eji mcìl. Bcquj`j ilijbtl ajmgag quj c`g jrc l plbtl mjrtl! Bl gbtjrvc`l acs cu`cs, grgc hgmcr sjbtcac c`g, pjrtl ac @ubc,qugjtc, ijdc bc igbnc. @jbal... lu ij mlrrljbal ji pjbscijbtls...

ajstg`cbal iju vjbjbl..._rlmurjg ui ùdcr prc jstcmglbcr, j vg quj pjrtgbnl fã ncvgc uic iltl j

uic vcdc cl `cal aj`c.

Mlil tcvc ijgl jsmurl, bíl puaj vjr agrjgtl aj `lbdj, ics qucbal ijcprlxgijg ac vcdc... qucsj tgvj ui trjml!

C iltl jstcmglbcac jrc `gbac! Icgs quj `gbac, jrc... pjrhjgtc!

Jrc uic Ncr`jy-Acvgaslb©, aã prc cmrjagtcr<

Zic Ncr`jy, c`g, eji bc igbnc hrjbtj, cl c`mcbmj als ijus ajagbnls! Jbíl jrc uic Ncr`jy quc`qujr bíl!




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Jrc uic H^MT Ulmkjr © 6 iltlr egmg`ébargml ji X, icgs aj 3:?? mi= jimg`gbarcacs, tcbquj aj qucsj 5? @ aj mcpcmgacaj ” l quj `nj acvc uiccutlbligc aj icgs aj 1?? ki! ” j pjscbal icgs aj =?? Kd!

]jrã quj ju jrc vgarcac ji iltls jstg`lscs, prc scejr tlacs jsscs mlgscs<

Gicdgbc...Hgqujg algac, ececbal! Mrgcbäc ji `lfc aj ergbqujals!

J c mlr< Bíl plagc sjr ij`nlr6 ceslùtcijbtj bjdrc!

Qgvj ui gipu`sl gbmlbtrl`ãvj` aj cmcrgmgã-`c eji sucvjijbtj!

Zic mcrémgc prctgmcijbtj... sjbsuc`!

J quc` bíl hlg c igbnc surprjsc6

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Qlijg ui mnlquj j`çtrgml qucbal c tlqujg!

J`c ajvgc tjr c`dui tgpl blvl aj sgstjic aj sjdurcbäc!

Bubmc ncvgc tlical ui mnlquj auic iltl cbtjs ” jstj sgstjic ajsjdurcbäc ju bíl mlbnjmgc ijsil!

Ujsl`vg sjr icgs pruajbtj6 sý l`ncr c Ncr`jy mli ls l`nls... ij`nlrjsqujmjr quj tgbnc ajagbnls murglsls...

Hlg jbtíl quj pjrmjeg quj ncvgc bj`c uic sçrgj aj ilaghgmcäújs bliltlr6 j`j tgbnc sgal ‐jbvjbjbcal’.

Ics ju bíl rjmlbnjmgc bjbnuic acquj`cs iuacbäcs ijmåbgmcs luj`çtrgmcs! ]jfc `ã quji hjz cqug`l, jrc ui dæbgl!

Igbnc tlur prlssjdugc, mlil uic pjsqugscalrc bui Iusju aj Ej`csCrtjs!

Sucbal l`njg prl tcbquj aj dcsl`gbc ” `gbacijbtj pl`gal j erg`ncbtj! ”

pjrhjgtl mlil ui jspj`nl aj ui cegsil aj sliercs, pjrmjeg quj bj`j ncvgcuic gbsmrgäíl.

Ecgxl rj`jvl. Jsmu`pgal, ji `jtrcs vjrij`ncs mlil l purl scbduj6

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C `lbdc ngstýrgc jsmrcvcdgstc aj Ncppy Ncrelr, al sçmu`l ^XGG cl sçmu`l^G^, hjz mli quj quc`qujr mlgsc quj `jiercssj c mu`turc als jsmrcvls bjdrlshlssj mlbsgajrcac ctç ijsil ui jsmåbac`l...

Hlrc quj, aj vjz ji qucbal, quc`qujr ui quj bíl hlssj cajptl al Ajus

Öbgml j acquj`j sju tjbjerlsl j hcilsl `gvrl aj mcpc prjtc mli ui sgbc` aj‐icgs’ bc mcpc, plagc sjr pjdl pj`ls mcej`ls j tlicr uic pjarcac bc mcejäc,sle c cmuscäíl aj ‐hg`nc al agcel’...

Cl ijbls, quji jrc ac Qrcagäíl Mj`tc, mlil Cyccb j ju, jrc icgsrjspjgtcal6 cl quj tual gbagmc, ercbmls pcrjmgci rjspjgtcr icgs c hç aghjrjbtjaj lutrls ercbmls...

Bui ùdcr lbaj nluvj uic Jmlbligc Jsmrcvcdgstc tíl eãrecrc mlil jiNcppy Ncrelr, plr qucsj trjzjbtls cbls, gssl pcrjmgc sjr rczlãvj`... chgbc`,

tlacs cs pjsslcs quj hlrci c hlräc aj trcec`nl quj hgzjrci Ncppy Ncrelrmrjsmjr plr trjzjbtls cbls sjqujr jrci mlbsgajrcacs sjrjs nuicbls... jrcicbgicgs, j cbgicgs bíl plaji tjr mu`turc lu hç... tual tíl `ýdgml!

Suj gbmrévj` c Ajilmrcmgc Ucmgc` j Ql`jråbmgc Uj`gdglsc aj NcppyNcrelr6 uic aãagvc aj hczjr gbvjfc c tlacs cs bcäújs al iubal...

Ncppy Ncrelr6 rjcìjbtj ui ùdcr cejbälcal plr Ajus ” `ldgmcijbtj6 pj`l Ajus Öbgml...

Mnjdc, ijbgbc! _crc, pcrc, pcrc tual!

Xl`tc prl iubal rjc`...

Ics sj ju bíl tgvjssj quj suegr prc tjr cu`c... l`nc, ju hgmcrgc c`g plr uitjipíl, ececbal ji mgic acquj`c Ncr`jy, ncncnc!

Ics... gbhj`gzijbtj ju tgbnc ijsil quj suegr... crhhh...

Ml`lqujg c mlrrjbtj bc @ubc. Ducrajg cs mncvjs bc ilmng`c. ]ueg altçrrjl prl prgijgrl cbacr. _rjmgscvc prgijgrl gr ï sjmrjtcrgc, `jvcr ls ijusalmuijbtls.

Eurlmrcmgc. ]jiprj c icàgtc eurlmrcmgc...

Ju tcvc tíl hj`gz ji tjr quj vl`tcr c jstuacr... quj ctç uic sgip`jsjbtrjdc aj almuijbtls buic sjmrjtcrgc elelmc aj jsml`c fã ij ajgxcvcgrrgtcac...

Cl ijbls ju ncvgc vgstl cquj`c icrcvg`nlsc Ncr`jy bl jstcmglbcijbtl!L quj hczgc c igbnc blgtj eji ij`nlr6 bc nlrc al gbtjrvc`l, ijumliprligssl jrc gr `ã acr uic elc l`ncac bj`c aj blvl!

C sjmrjtãrgc, vj`nc j dlrac, rjmjeju ijus almuijbtls mli cquj`csgipctgc slrrgajbtj aj quji mnuplu `giíl czjal... j ij agssj prc quc` turicju ajvgc gr6 =3?. Qjrmjgrl cbacr.




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]cé al ec`míl ac sjmrjtcrgc. Mruzjg l mlrrjalr6 jsmcacs.

]ueg ctç l tjrmjgrl pgsl, j `ã tcvc6 cquj`j icr aj djbtj...

Crdn, mnjdcvc c ij acr mlmjgrc bl bcrgz vjr tcbtc djbtj fubtc...

Qlicrc quj bgbduçi ij vgssj!_rlmurjg sjr c icgs agsmrjtc plssévj` prc bíl sjr pjrmjegac...

Bíl qujrgc crruicr mlbhusíl prl iju `cal, `ldl bl prgijgrl agc! Ics pcrjmj quj qucbtl ijbls ju qujrgc sjr bltcac, icgs ls durgs j cs durgcsl`ncvci prc igi!

Ij l`ncvci mlil sj ju hlssj uic C`gjb... ctç pcrjmj quj bubmc tgbncivgstl uic durgc tlac vjstgac aj prjtl cbtjs!

Eji, aj hctl... qucbal ju tgvj mlrcdji aj l`ncr prc cquj`c iu`tgaíl,jrci iugtl plumcs cs durgcs acrk lu dltngm quj ju vgc...

Mcmjg c turic =3?, rcstrjcbal ls böijrls bcs plrtcs al tjrmjgrl cbacr.Sucbal c jbmlbtrjg, l prlhjsslr fã tcvc ajbtrl ac sc`c.

Fã ncvgci tcieçi iugtls jstuacbtjs sjbtcals.

Ectg bc plrtc, quj cgbac tcvc cejrtc. _jag `gmjbäc6

- _rlhjsslr, mli `gmjbäc... hug trcbshjrgac prc mã...

Jrc ui mcrgbnc flvji `jmglbcbal! J ctç elbgtl! Suj surprjsc!@ýdgml6 ju jspjrcvc cmncr ui vj`nl mcrjmc j ecrrgdual...

J`j sj `jvcbtlu aj suc ijsc. Sujrgc vjr l pcpj` ac sjmrjtcrgc.

L`nlu, j ij cutlrgzlu c jbtrcac.

Ics cbtjs quj ju crruicssj ui ùdcr eji bl hubal ac sc`c prc ij sjbtcr ” eji bl mcbtl auic pcrjaj, eji bl hubaíl, prc ij jsmlbajr! ” j`j hjzcquj`c mlgsc mruj`, quj tcbtls prlhjsslrjs tji c icbgc aj hczjr mli djbtj

téigac mlil ju6- _lr hcvlr, sj cprjsjbtj pcrc c turic.

Cg, cg, cg... ju ajtjstcvc cqug`l!

Cdlrc ju jrc l mjbtrl acs ctjbäújs! @ldl ju!

_lr quj l prlhjsslr tgbnc quj hczjr cqug`l< Bíl ecstcvc ajgxcr ju jbtrcr,ij sjbtcr j ajgxcr ju hgmcr qugjtc bc igbnc<

L`njg prl mníl j mlijmjg6- Lg... iju blij ç ]j`jbj...



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Bgssl, l prlhjsslr ij gbtjrrlipju6

- Jstcils ji uic cu`c aj hrcbmæs. ]l`gmgtl quj vlmæ sj cprjsjbtj jihrcbmæs.

J icgs jssc cdlrc! Eli, ju jrc ijdc elc ji @ébducs ” iju prle`jic

jrc sý Ictjiãtgmc, l rjstcbtj jrc ecrecac! ” jbtíl rjsl`vg l`ncr prc hrjbtj,jbmcrcr c turic plr c`dubs gbstcbtjs, ij cprjsjbtcr rcpgagbnl, j tjrigbcrtual cqug`l auic vjz!

Ics qucbal l`njg prc turic, tlijg ui vjracajgrl sustl6

Eji bl hubaíl, bl mcbtl ac fcbj`c, ï agrjgtc, slzgbnl, cagvgbnc quji tcvcsjbtcal<

Mli cs pjrbcs jstjbajbal ajelmncacijbtj sjus mlturbls prjtls slerj c

m`cssj vczgc ï suc hrjbtj, gijrsl bc jsmurgaíl ac blgtj aj sju slerjtual ajmlurl bjdrl, jbhjgtcal plr sjus mcej`ls bjdrls rjvl`tls, tcvc sjbtcal lmcrgbnc igstjrglsl quj ju vg bl Mjigtçrgl aj Bjw Ejtn`jnjb!

J`j tcvc uscbal ýmu`ls jsmurls, ajbtrl ac sc`c aj cu`c, ics qucbal ju gcmlijäcr c hc`cr, j`j tgrlu ls ýmu`ls6 ls ml`lmlu bl el`sl gbtjrbl alslerjtual.

J cquj`js l`nls vjrajs, auic ej`jzc ngpbýtgmc, quj ju bji vlu tjbtcrajsmrjvjr ” plrquj bíl aã! ” mlijäcrci c ij hgtcr!

Sucbal j`j mlijälu c ij jbmcrcr, ju pjrag tlal l mníl cls ijus pçs!Igbncs pjrbcs chrluxcrci!

Mlijmjg c mlrcr...

Igbnc pj`j ercbqugbnc vgrlu ui pgijbtíl icaurl!

J ju, `ldl ju, quj jrc ijdc elc ji hrcbmæs, uic hjrc, mlijmjg cdcdujfcr6

- Fj... i“cppj``j... ]j... ]j`jbj... jt... Ju hgqujg tíl vjrij`nc quj iju rlstl j lrj`ncs fã tcvci pjdcbal hldl! J

igbnc vlz trcbmlu aui fjgtl... bcac aj`c scgr!

J bíl scéc bcac... Ju tcvc l`ncbal prc ecgxl, tjbtcbal mlbmctjbcr ijus pjbscijbtls6 pc`cvrcs ji hrcbmæs, hrcbmæs, pcrji aj ergbmcr aj sj jsmlbajrbc igbnc mcejäc, pñ! _rjmgsl aj vlmæs!

Ajg uic jspgcagbnc rãpgac prc mgic j l`njg l mcrgbnc bl hubal6 j`j tcvcmli ui `jvj slrrgsl bls `ãegls, cgbac ij jbmcrcbal... prlbtl!

Hlg cé quj ju dcdujfjg aj vjz j ij pjrag tlac!




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Ajg uic l`ncac prl prlhjsslr, mli ui l`ncr aj söp`gmc6

‐_lr hcvlr, ij tgrc acqug, ij tgrc ajssc sgtucäíl, ajgxc ju sjbtcr qugjtcj suigr auic vjz!’.

Hj`gzijbtj l prlhjsslr pjrmjeju l qucbtl ju jrc téigac6

- Jstã ýtgil, ]j`jbj. ]jfc eji vgbac. _laj crruicr ui ùdcr pcrc vlmæ...

Drcäcs c Ajus, ï Ajusc! Mnjdujg c suspgrcr aj c`évgl!

J hug mcigbncbal ijdc rãpgac, tlac ajscfjgtcac, agrjtl prl hubal ac sc`c,bl mcbtl ac pcrjaj, ï jsqujrac, bl jxtrjil icgs agstcbtj aj lbaj l mcrgbnc,tlal vjstgal aj prjtl, ac mcejäc cls mlturbls, tcvc!

Jrci cpjbcs býs algs bl hubaíl.

Ju sjbtjg, j hgqujg aurc mlil ui jstãtuc! Bji pjbsjg ji ilvjr c mcejäc prl `cal. Qcvc ilrrjbal aj ijal6 j sj

iju l`ncr sj mruzcssj mli l aj`j, fustl ajplgs al hgcsml quj ju hgz `ã bchrjbtj ac sc`c<

L prlhjsslr mlijälu c cu`c.

C`dubs jstuacbtjs gci mnjdcbal ctrcscals, tlicbal sjus ùdcrjs.

L blij al prlhjsslr< Ir. Cbtlby Mcputl. ]lerjblij aj gigdrcbtj

gtc`gcbl... ics ijdc sudjstgvl._jrmjeg quj ubs mcrcs icgs ajelmncals, qucbal tgbnci c`duic aövgac

prc `nj ilstrcr ji sjus mcajrbls, l mncicvci cssgi6

- _lr hcvlr, vji mã-putl!

Ics Ir. Mcputl bji `njs acvc el`c. ]jrã quj fã tcvc cmlstuical mli chc`tc aj rjspjgtl ac durgzcac<

_jdujg iju mcajrbl j gc cbltcbal cs prgijgrcs `gäújs ac blgtj.

L prlhjsslr jbmnju l qucarl.Sucbal j`j tjrigblu aj jsmrjvjr6 nlrc ac mncicac.

Ncvgci blijs ijdc blricgs, mlil sjiprj.

Ctç quj ui blij eji aghjrjbtj, ui blij ijdc cbtgdl, ij mncilu cctjbäíl6

C`jxgicbajr...

C`jxgicbajr Ejrr.Ir. Mcputl mncilu jssj blij... C`jxgicbajr... plr aucs vjzjs.



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Bgbduçi rjsplbaju.

Ctç quj j`j `jvcbtlu ls l`nls al mcajrbl aj mncicac.

L`nlu prl hubaíl. J rjm`cilu6

- Jstã prjsjbtj, bíl, Ã`jx<J l mcrc tlal aj prjtl slrrgu eji aj `jvj, `jvcbtcbal prjdugälscijbtj c

iíl jsqujrac.

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Jssj jrc l blij aj`j< Suj blij icgs... aj vj`nl! _crjmgc quj tgbnc sgalrjtgrcal aj uic mcrmligal pjrdcigbnl ac Drçmgc Cbtgdc!

J cmnl quj j`j ajvgc ajtjstcr l sju blij, plgs j`j sý rjsplbaju c

mncicac qucbal l prlhjsslr l mncilu aj ‐Ã`jx’!Ir. Mcputl rjsl`vju hgbcìjbtj sj giplr6

- Ã`jx, rjtgrj fã jssjs pçs aj mgic ac m`cssj, gssl cqug bíl ç ui jstãeu`laj mcvc`ls!

C`jxgicbajr ” lu ij`nlr, Ã`jx! ” drubngu c`dl, quj cmnl quj sý ju luvg,hgtcbal tíl hgrij Ir. Mcputl quj pcrjmgc ctç ui fugz qucbal gbtjrrldc uisuspjgtl ijdc pjrgdlsl6

- Ltãrgl... cgbac acrjg ui tgrl eji bl ijgl ac suc tjstc...Ir. Mcputl rjvgalu6

- Ujsiubdlu c`duic mlgsc, Ã`jx<

Bjssj ilijbtl, buic vj`lmgacaj j `jvjzc jspcbtlsc, Ã`jx rjtgrc ls pçsaj mgic ac m`cssj, `jvcbtc-sj j, mli ui cr aj suprjil ajelmnj, hcz uicrjvjræbmgc ï hrcbmjsc al sçmu`l ^XGGG, ajsscs quj c djbtj væ ji hgìjs slerjls cbls 34??, j agz6

- Lug, mcptcgb! Ju agssj quj, rjvjrjbtjijbtj, rjtgrl ijus pçs jqugbls acm`cssj, mlbhlrij vlssc jxmj`æbmgc sl`gmgtlu-ij!

Ju, sji pjbscr, aj hlric mlip`jtcijbtj jsplbtåbjc, cmnjg tílgbjspjrcac j jbdrcäcac c hlric mlil Ã`jx rjsplbaju c Ir. Mcputl, qujsl`tjg uic dcrdc`ncac ijdc c`tc! Suj sj slerjsscgu bl ijgl aj tlac c rgscacdjrc` ac turic!

Bíl mlbsjdug jvgtcr6 hlg mlip`jtcijbtj gbjspjrcac prc igi c rjcäíl ajÃ`jx ï gbtgicäíl al prlhjsslr!

Bgssl l prlhjsslr ij jbmcrlu, mli uic mcrc ijdc hjgc!




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Ju gijagctcijbtj mlrjg, j ecgxjg c mcejäc, tjbtcbal jxm`cicr ui ‐ slrry, hlg ic` ’... Ju qujrgc suigr!

Sujrgc ij jbhgcr ajecgxl ac m`cssj! C tlal mustl! Ics bji mli l ijutcicbnl aj cbízgbnc ji grgc mcejr `ã!

L prlhjsslr vl`tlu ï mncicac. Bgssl, ju tcvc cgbac aj mcejäc ecgxc. L`njg aj mcbtgbnl aj l`nl, aj

sls`cgl, prl mcbtl ac fcbj`c. J pjrmjeg quj Ã`jx tcvc l`ncbal prc igi... jslrrgbal prc igi!

Ju, ijdc sji fjgtl, slrrg tcieçi...

Gbcmrjagtãvj`... ju tcvc... slrrgbal<

]lrrgbal!

Ju ajvgc tã mli ls iösmu`ls al rlstl tltcìjbtj jbhjrrufcals...

_lrquj ju bíl ij `jiercvc ac ö`tgic vjz quj ju ncvgc slrrgal, iugtlijbls rgal, acal uic dcrdc`ncac mlil cquj`c quj ju ncvgc hjgtl!

Suj mlgsc... ju tcvc... slrrgbal<!

C cu`c prlssjdugu. _jrtl al hgbc`, Ir. Mcputl rjsl`vju hczjr ui trcec`nlji aup`cs.

_csslu pj`cs m`cssjs, jbtrjdcbal cs hl`ncs.Sucsj tlals ls cùbls fã tcvci sjbtcals ji aup`cs, j quji bíl tcvc jrc

gbagmcal plr Ir. Mcputl prc sj fubtcr mli c`duçi.

Sucbal j`j mnjdlu bc igbnc m`cssj ij agssj, sjml j ãspjrl6

- ]j`jbj, fã quj vlmæ cmnc Ã`jx tíl jbdrcäcal, vã sj sjbtcr mli j`j!

Ju mlrjg aj blvl...

Suj arldc aj blgtj jssc, ji quj ju pcrjmgc icgs ui sjiãhlrl6 vjrij`nc

tlac nlrc! Bíl sjg l quj ij ajgxlu icgs jbvjrdlbncac6 sj hlg l xgbdíl gbagrjtl al

prlhjsslr... lu sj hlg j`j ij icbacr sjbtcr fustl al `cal aj Ã`jx!

_jdujg igbnc hl`nc, iju mcajrbl j igbnc mcbjtc. Ij `jvcbtjg.

Ics ij `jvcbtjg tíl sji fjgtl quj ajgxjg tual mcgr bl mníl...

- Suj scml... ” rjsiubdujg grrgtcac.

Qual tcvc acbal jrrcal prc igi bc jsml`c, mlil sjiprj!Gbhjrbl, ju lagcvc jsml`c!



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Ij `jvcbtjg j hug ji agrjäíl c Ã`jx... ics bíl sji cbtjs acr ui trlpgmílbuic mcajgrc vczgc bl hubal ac sc`c... qucsj mcé!

Qã... Ju jrc ui ajscstrj, ju fã sjg agssl! Ics cquj`c mcajgrc bíl prjmgscvc fldcr gssl bc igbnc mcrc!

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Qcvc hc`cbtj ajicgs! Bíl ij rjmlbnjmg icgs!

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J ju ec`cbmjg tcbtl c igbnc mcbjtc quj aju bgssl6

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plbtcs als ijus pçs!

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J`j tjvj uic rjcäíl gbstcbtåbjc, ijdc vj`lz6 `cbälu sju prýprgl mlrplmlbtrc c pcrjaj! Ju hgqujg cssustcac mli l pu`l aj pcvlr quj j`j aju ji sucmcajgrc, sj fldcbal aj mlstcs mlbtrc c pcrjaj!

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J`j pcsslu `gdjgrl plr trãs aj igi.

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Qlilu l mlrrjalr j ajscpcrjmju ac igbnc vgstc.

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Ju jspgjg pj`c fcbj`c j vg quj Ã`jx tcvc ilbtcal bcquj`c Ncr`jy, cl `calac igbnc @ubc.

J`j scgu al jstcmglbcijbtl, cmj`jrcbal erusmcijbtj c iltl!

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]jbíl, qucbal ju jbtrcssj, tlals l`ncrgci prc igi j ju hcrgc l quj icgsajtjstcvc6 mncicr c ctjbäíl...

Bíl, gssl bíl... qucbtl icgs ajspjrmjegac ju pcsscssj plr tlals, ij`nlr!

]ueg j hug prc cu`c.

Hgqujg jspjrcbal Ã`jx mnjdcr. Ics j`j bíl cpcrjmju.

Cs cu`cs tcvci ui tçagl...

Bl gbtjrvc`l, ajsmg prl jstcmglbcijbtl.

Qc`vjz Ã`jx mnjdcssj ctrcscal, prls pjrélals hgbcgs.

Hgqujg bl pãtgl, mli igbnc @ubc. Sugjtgbnc, sjbtcac bl mlraíl aljstcmglbcijbtl. Caigrcbal cs ãrvlrjs j l mçu ac blgtj. Ics, bc rjc`, qujrgc

jrc caigrcr... j`j!L gbtjrvc`l tjrigblu. ]ueg blvcijbtj prls pjrélals hgbcgs.

Ju mlbtgbujg l jspjrcbal, ics bcac aj`j cpcrjmjr...

C cu`c tjrigblu.

Ajsmg ctç igbnc iltl, ilbtjg bj`c j hug prc mcsc.

Iugtl, iugtl, ics iugtl hrustrcac!

Jbqucbtl agrgdgc, mgsicvc mligdl ijsic6‐ J`j ajvj tjr hgmcal iugtl aljbtj, pglrcal iugtl ac mlbfubtgvgtj, plr gssl

bíl vjgl... Gicdgbc, ctç ngpltjrigc j`j tcvc hczjbal, aj tíl ic` quj tcvclbtji6 quj iíl dj`cac! Cmnl quj j`j vji cicbní...’

Bc blgtj sjdugbtj<

Hgz c ijsic mlgsc6 mnjdujg bl Ejmkjr icgs mjal j hgqujg aj sjbtgbj`c bljstcmglbcijbtl, ctç c nlrc aj mlijäcr c cu`c.

C blgtj pcsslu, c cu`c tjrigblu, j bcac aj Ã`jx cpcrjmjr... Bc tjrmjgrc blgtj aj cu`c, ju hgz c ijsic mlgsc...

J blvcijbtj6 bcac!

J`j ncvgc jvcplrcal!<

]jrã quj j`j ncvgc ajsgstgal als jstuals<

]jrã quj j`j ncvgc hgmcal ijdc ic` aj scöaj<

]jrã quj tgbnc trlmcal aj ml`çdgl, prc ui icgs pjrtl aj @ciy Xg``cdj<Ctç quj sjxtc-hjgrc mnjdlu... j bcac aj`j cpcrjmjr!




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Ju fã bíl scegc icgs sj ju tcvc jrc hrustrcac, sj ju tcvc jrc grrgtcac, sj jutcvc jrc prjlmupcac mli cqug`l tual... lu sj jrci cs træs mlgscs cl ijsiltjipl!

Sucbal c cu`c aj sjxtc tjrigblu... qucbal ju tcvc vl`tcbal prc mcsc bc

@ubc, ji p`jbc Cssys Erczg` Cvjbuj, bl ijgl aui tureg`níl aj pjbscijbtls ajsmlbjxls, ij aju ui gipu`sl6

Gr ji @ciy Xg``cdj, bcquj`j cbtgdl Mcscríl.

Xgsgtcr iju blvl cigdl...

Cigdl<

]jg...

Qã eli, tã eli! Ju tgbnc quj ijbtgr ecstcbtj prc igi ijsic, sjbíl ju

pjragc igbnc scbgacaj!Suji bíl ijbtgrgc buic sgtucäíl ajsscs<!

J ju tgbnc quj sjr mlbvgbmjbtj6 jbdcbcr c sg ijsic bji sjiprj ç tcrjhchãmg`!

Bcac aj ‐slùäíl trgvgc`’ aj jqucäújs aj cu`cs aj Ictjiãtgmc!

L sãecal hlg ui agc iugtl, iugtl `lbdl...

Uj`ýdgl mnctl... vcagl6 bíl cbacvc! _crjmgc iu`c jipcmcac...Ju tgbnc mlgscs prc hczjr, ics bíl tcvc mli mcejäc prc gssl.

_lr quæ<

Ujsplstc6 tcvc sjbal mlbsuigac plr uic gbajmgsíl, plr ui mlbh`gtlajbtrl ac igbnc mcejäc6

‐Xlu c @ciy Xg``cdj, vjr l quj cmlbtjmju mli Ã`jx , lu bíl vlu<’

_crtj aj igi ” j mli cralr! ” agzgc6

‐Xcg `ã, ajsmlerj mlil j`j tã! L quj cmlbtjmju mli j`j6 rczújs acquj`jmnã aj suigäl. Ics, prgbmgpcìjbtj, slbac l tc` ‐mnlquj j`çtrgml’ ” gducrgcquj ju bubmc tgbnc prlvcal, cssgi, acquj`c hlric! ” quj cmlbtjmju bcquj`c

prgijgrc blgtj aj cu`c!’

Murglsgacaj6 l Igbgstçrgl ac ]cöaj cavjrtj6 gssl plaj `nj hczjr ic` ïscöaj chjtgvc...

_lrçi... lutrc pcrtj aj igi agzgc, bui tli ijdc cdrjssgvl, lprjssgvl ” c

plbtl aj ij acr ic` jstcr bl pjgtl6



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‐ Hgmc bc tuc, durgc, slssjdc! Suji tu pjbsc quj ç prc gr bc mcsc alslutrls, gbmlilacr< Fã sj jsqujmju quj tu ç uic iã mlipcbngc, uic durgc

hjgc, ajsjbdlbäcac, mnctc, ajsgbtjrjsscbtj< Zic bjra< ]uc hrjck! Xcg `ã prcquæ< _rc gbmlilacr cquj`j durg tíl elbgtl, quj mjrtcijbtj fã ajvj tjr uicbcilrcac< C`gã s, j`c ajvj sjr ‐c’ bcilrcac, prc tã mli j`j! Suji tu

pjbsc quj ç, hgmcbal cssgi , tíl ‒ sc`gjbtj“ <’ Ncrawcrj j slhtwcrj6 mlbh`gtl!

]jrã quj iju tce`jt gc trcbmcr j acr pcu<

Ujcìjbtj, mli jssc tlrturc ijbtc`, sãecal hlg ui agc iugtl, iugtl`lbdl ijsil...

Bcquj`c blgtj mlbsjdug alrigr pluml... iugtl eji ic`, bc rjc`!

Alrigc c`duics nlrcs j cmlracvc... ajplgs mlmng`cvc aj blvl icgs ubsigbutls...

Hgbcìjbtj, plr vl`tc acs sjgs nlrcs ac icbní aj aligbdl, cmlrajg. Ijaju ui gipu`sl acbcal aj hlrtj aj pjdcr igbnc @ubc j gr ctç @ciy Xg``cdj.

Xlu< Bíl vlu<

Hgbcìjbtj, hc`jg mligdl ijsic6

‐ Cn, hlac-sj! Ju vlu `ã!... ]j sjbtgr quj tñ gbmlilacbal, crruil uic

ajsmu`pc j vlu-ij jielrc gijagctcijbtj, bji quj sjfc prc _csãrdcac! Bji `ã l Ujg ç iju cigdl ijsil, jbtíl hlac- sj!’

Xj`nl scrmcsil, bl flvji aligbdl6 iju mchç ac icbní mli jstg`l...

Ajmgsíl tlicac!

Ctç quj jbhgi6 bubmc tgvj vlmcäíl prc rltjgrgstc aj blvj`c!

Ml`lqujg ui scbauémnj j igbnc dcrrchgbnc a“ãduc bc ilmng`c.

Ilmng`c mlip`jtc<

]gi.

_jdujg ijus almuijbtls j ls ac @ubc.

Ml`lqujg-ls bl el`sl al iju slerjtual. _jdujg iju mcpcmjtj.

Ilmng`c. Mcpcmjtj. Cricaurc. Mcvc`l. _rlbtc prc dujrrc!

Crrcstjg sg`jbmglscijbtj c @ubc al iju qucrtgbnl, bl qugbtc`, ctç c hrjbtjac mcsc aj _gbk _gd.

Cerg l plrtíl. Qlijg c ruc.Ml`lqujg c ilmng`c bcs mlstcs.




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_us l mcpcmjtj, ilbtjg bc @ubc, ajg c pcrtgac j ruijg prc @ciy Xg``cdj,jxtrjil ]u` aj Ncppy Ncrelr...

C murglsgacaj ncvgc vjbmgal, pj`l ijbls plr nlrc, pcrmgcìjbtj, c igbncm`ãssgmc tgigajz j igbnc ncegtuc` mlvcragc...

]ý murglsgacaj<]jg... jrc eji icgs al quj gssl!

Ics caigtgr tc` mlgsc prc igi ijsic< Cé fã jrc lutrc ngstýrgc...

Ijdc mlip`gmcal!



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_lstcdji 8. Ajgxc j`c jbtrcr

(@ct Ajb Uáttj Kliic Gb , 5??>, ]ZJ)

L ]u` aj Ncppy Ncrelr jrc mlip`jtcijbtj aghjrjbtj al cr suhlmcbtj,hçtgal j m`custrlhýegml al Blrtj!

Mlbtrcstj ceslùtl.

Ju ncvgc mrjsmgal bl ijgl al vjraj ceubacbtj j acs ãrvlrjs, vjracajgrcsrcrgacajs bl Blrtj ac mgacaj.

Mlil ju sjbtgc hc`tc acquj`js crjs6 al mnjgrl dlstlsl ac drcic il`ncac

cl cicbnjmjr; acquj`j vjraj iu`tgml`lrgal ” sgi, iugtls tlbs aj vjraj! ” quj ncvgci ï ejgrc ac Flnb Ecptgstj Ulca.

Flnb Ecptgstj6 tc` mlil ui cbtgdl prlhjtc6 c vgc quj `gdcvc BjwEjtn`jnjb j @ciy Xg``cdj, l jxtrjil ]u` aj Ncppy Ncrelr, cl ‐iubaljxtjrglr’...

Mnjdujg ji Bjw Ejtn`jnjb.

Ctç @ciy Xg``cdj< Cpjbcs c`dubs igbutgbnls.

Jstrcbncijbtj, igbutgbnls tíl `lbdls...Cbsgjacaj<

Gicdgbc...

Qlacvgc, rjcìjbtj ju jstjbag cquj`js igbutgbnls.

_jdujg uic jstrcac vgmgbc` al ecgrrl, ji pçssgil jstcal aj mlbsjrvcäíl._rc quæ<

C Flnb Ecptgstj, quj jrc tíl `lbdc quj tcieçi ubgc Bjw Ejtn`jnjb j@ciy Xg``cdj... eji... pjrtl al hgbc` aj`c, ncvgc l Nlspgtc` _sgqugãtrgml]cgbt _jtjr... ju trchjdcvc plr tlac c Flnb Ecptgstj, jxmjtl bcquj`j trjmnl,

plrquj `ã ncvgc cqug`l.

Ncvgc. Bíl nã icgs.

Hlg hjmncal bc rjmjbtj Ujhlric al ]gstjic aj ]cöaj aj Ncppy Ncrelr.

Mncvjs jspjmgcgs l hjmncrci.

Zi il`nl aj mncvjs. ]jus blijs<

Jsmåbac`ls.




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Mlrrupäíl hgbcbmjgrc.

Qrctcijbtl içagml lesl`jtl cls pcmgjbtjs6 hãricmls, tçmbgmcs jtjmbl`ldgcs prlgegacs pj`c `jdgs`cäíl gbtjrbcmglbc`. Ics tíl sjautlrjs clscaigbgstrcalrjs plr ui iltgvl6 jmlbligc aj mustls...

Ecrctjcijbtl. _jsslcs< Bcac icgs síl al quj dcstls ” ajspjraémgl ajrjmursls ” prc djrjbtjs j eurlmrctcs, jstjfci j`js trcfcbal fc`jml ercbml lutjrbl gtc`gcbl...

Qrctcijbtl ajsuicbl cls gbtjrbls.

Ceusl sjxuc`...

Ej`l il`nl aj mncvjs!

Bíl plssl sjqujr pcsscr pj`c hrjbtj acquj`j...

]ji pc`cvrcs! Ç iugtl mjal ac icbní prc igi fã ajshg`cr iju‐ Agmglbãrgl Ajrmy Dlbäc`vjs6 mrgctgvls vlmãeu`ls aj ecgxl mc`íl’!

Furjg quj bubmc icgs grgc vjr cquj`j ùdcr, bji hc`cr slerj j`j...

J icbtjrjg iju furcijbtl!

Ics slerj cquj`j ùdcr, tgvj uic c`jdrgc eji rjmjbtj6 pj`c iéagc...

L jx-agrjtlr acquj`c... mlgsc... Ar. Flnb M. Tctslb... uic mlgsc, quj

agrgdgc cquj`c mlgsc, tgbnc slhrgal ui cmgajbtj aj mcrrl6 nlfj j`j tcvc prjsl,buic mcajgrc aj rlacs... tgbnc hgmcal tjtrcp`çdgml... cdlrc sý ilvgc cpjbcscquj`c suc mcejäc aljbtgc, rjp`jtc aj ajdjbjrcäújs!

Fustgäc plçtgmc6 j`j, quj bubmc sj giplrtlu ji icbtjr pjsslcs prjscs bcsuc mcajgrc aj rlacs als sjus prjmlbmjgtls, als sjus agcdbýstgmls hcfutls; j`j,quj tíl eji ajgxcvc cs pjsslcs mcac icgs c`jgfcacs mli cs sucs arldcs‐murctgvcs’ ” ls prjsjbtjs quj c suc prlstgtutc aj ùxl, c gbaöstrgchcricmæutgmc, `nj lhjrjmgc! ” cdlrc vgvgc `gtjrcìjbtj prjsl buic mcajgrc ajrlacs!

Cejbälcac giprjbsc... sj plr vjzjs c iéagc, l Sucrtl _lajr, ç l ilbstrl ” quj ilàc l mliplrtcijbtl acs pjsslcs mlil ui dcal, `jvcbal-cs clbajj`c qujr cl ej` prczjr aj quji `nj ajr icgs agbnjgrl ” plr lutrl, c iéagc ç lajsgbhjtcbtj6 c ajböbmgc, c jxplsgäíl al quj ç jsmlbagal... l ajsvj`cr alsvçus quj lmu`tci cs icgs hçtgacs plargaújs quj c iãsmcrc slmgc` sjiprjjbmlerj...

Bíl hlssj cquj`c rjplrtcdji gbvjstgdctgvc al Qnj Ncppy Ncrelr Acg`y,ctç nlfj l Ar. Tctslb j ]cgbt _jtjr vgvjrgci mlil ls ajusjs quj

cmrjagtcvci sjr, prltjdgals pj`c iãsmcrc slmgc` quj sjiprj cechc j jsmlbajtlac c putrjhcäíl!



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L Sucrtl _lajr j sucs træs hcmjs6 uic prc icbgpu`cr, lutrc prc gbhlricr,j lutrc prc ajsgbhjtcr... vlmæ jsml`nj c hcmj quj qujr mliprcr, quc` acs træsjiec`cdjbs quj vlmæ cmnc icgs elbgtgbnc bc prctj`jgrc al supjrijrmcal...

Igbnc mcejäc mlijälu c acr vl`tcs... tcvc ijdc aghémg` mlbtrl`cr ijus

pjbscijbtls... agvcdcbal...C rjmjbtj gaçgc aj Cyccb ” aj tlicr ‐el`jtcs’ mlbtrc cquj`js pjscaj`ls ”

ncvgc ij tlrbcal icgs sjbsévj` al quj ju gicdgbcvc cl pcsscr pjrtl aj ]cgbt_jtjr...

Qgbnc ijxgal mli cbtgdls jsquj`jtls jsmlbagals bl hubal al ijucriãrgl...

Agvcdcbal... vgcfcbal plr vj`ncs pcgscdjbs pgbtcacs ji pjbscijbtlssliergls... jsquj`jtls iugtl vgvls6 sý sj hgbdgrci aj ilrtls tlal jssj

tjipl...J `ã tcieçi tcvc j`j aj blvl, tíl crrldcbtj...

Aj tlal ùdcr j`j sj ilstrc... ctç ijsil al pãtgl aj ui nlspgtc`vcdceubal, nlfj hjmncal, `ã tcvc j`j6

L ]l`!

Sujgicbal l rlstl aj quji lusc jbmcrã-`l aj hrjbtj.

_jgtã-`l. Agzjr6Suc` ç c tuc< _lr quj bíl hcz bcac<!

Ç gbmrévj` mlil j`j erg`nc `ã hlrc, gbaghjrjbtj c jssc plrmcrgc tlac ji quj pcrjmjils bls aj`gmgcr ji mlijr...

Mlil sj mcälcssj aj býs jbqucbtl scelrjcils blssl scbauémnj ajijrac ‐aj mcac agc , bls acg nlfj’...

Cstjmcs. Jdépmgls. _lrquj calrcvci l ]l`, njgi<

L quj cquj`js mcrgbncs vgci bj`j<!]l`.

J`j fã tcvc sj hgricbal c`tl qucbal mnjdujg ji @ciy Xg``cdj.

Mlbmùsíl `ýdgmc6 fã ncvgc ij crical mli ijus ýmu`ls jsmurls.

Mlil l ]l` icmnumcvc ijus l`nls!

_lrmcrgc... C suc m`crgacaj jrc ijdc grrgtcbtj prc igi.

Jxp`gmcäújs ac djbçtgmc<




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Jvgajbtj quj sgi6 ju ajvgc tjr mruzcijbtl mli scbduj aj mlrufc lu ajilrmjdl ” fcicgs aj ãdugc lu dc`gbnc ” plrquj rjcìjbtj ju ij sjbtgc hjgtc

prc blgtj, bíl prl agc, ncncnc!

Cpjscr aj quj _gbk _gd jrc uic dc`gbnc...

Zic dc`gbnc plaj djstcr uic mlrufc lu ui ilrmjdl<Ji tjipls aj slfc trcbsdæbgmc y ltrcs mlsgtcs ics6 bíl auvgaj aj icgs

bcac...

Nuilr bjdrl cl hlrbl, mli il`nl, cmlipcbncal aj uic tcäc ruerc ajscrmcsil6 ýtgic gducrgc prc sj rj`cxcr!

Qlacvgc, cpjscr al ]l` j suc m`crgacaj, l agc tcvc ijdc elbgtl!

Jspjmgc`!

Ics tcvc mjal ajicgs prc ectjr bc mcsc aj c`duçi, fustl bui aligbdl.

Bíl qujrgc ijsil gbmlilacr c vý aj Ã`jx... j bji j`j ” prgbmgpcìjbtjj`j, `ýdgml!

Qual l quj ju bíl prjmgscrgc jrc ajgxã-`l celrrjmgal mligdl!

]lùäíl< Xjfcils...

Xjdjtcr< Cal`jsmjr<

Bíl6 ictcr tjipl ijsil..._cssjjg aj iltl pj`l ecgrrl, jbrl`cbal tlals ls igbutls quj plagc. Ujvg

c`dubs ùdcrjs ac igbnc gbhåbmgc...

Ics c ecbagac ac mlmjgrc ac murglsgacaj...

Mcac vjz icgs sj cvlùicvc ji igi!

Ctç quj ij mcbsjg aj hgmcr zcbzcbal pj`l ecgrrl.

Hug agrjtl prc Ujsjrvc Jml`ýdgmc Ilubtelbjs6 cl `cal jbmlbtrcrgc lcbtgdl Mcscríl quj Ã`jx ij agssj ilrcr.

_cssjg aj iltl eji ajvcdcrgbnl bc hrjbtj al jblrij tjrrjbl ji quj lMcscríl hlg mlbstruéal.

Eji ajvcdcrgbnl... mlil uic prjacalrc bc scvcbc...

Hlg jbtíl quj pjrmjeg quj cs fcbj`cs fã tcvci cejrtcs!

Lpc! Jbtíl jrc sgbc` aj quj tc`vjz c vý aj Ã`jx fã tgvjssj aj pç!

Cnã! J`c ajvgc sjr acquj`cs vj`ngbncs quj tgbnci plr nãegtl icarudcr6`jvcbtcr mjal, mli cs dc`gbncs, ctç bl aligbdl!



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Gssl ij cbgilu!

_crjg c iltl bl ijgl-hgl, ajhrlbtj cl gijbsl plrtíl aj drlsscs j cbtgdcsdrcajs ” iugtl crtéstgmcs plr sgbc`, rjp`jtcs aj ajtc`njs bjlm`ãssgmls. _crjmgc

erlbzj!

Ju tcvc ji mgic ac @ubc, eji ji hrjbtj cl plrtíl. J c`g, c plumlsmjbtéijtrls als ijus ajagbnls6 tcvc c mcipcgbnc.

Hgqujg bc aövgac6 tlml< Bíl tlml<

Bíl sjrgc ij`nlr vl`tcr prc mcsc< Jsqujmjr tual cqug`l<

_utz, vl`tl lu bíl vl`tl<

Cpjrtl c mcipcgbnc lu bíl< L quj ç quj ju hcäl, arldc!<

Hlg jbtíl quj mlijälu c ij acr uic vjrdlbnc jblrij al quj ju tcvchczjbal... quj `lumurc!

Ij ectg `ã al jxtrjil Blrtj ac mgacaj prc mã, bc lutrc plbtc ac mgacaj,sý prc gbmlilacr ui durg quj ju ic` mlbnjäl!

Suj vjrdlbnc mlijälu c ij acr!

Lbaj ju tcvc mli c mcejäc prc hczjr uic ejstjgrc ajsscs<

‐]uc ejstlbc! Xl`tc prc mcsc! Qu bubmc ajvgc tjr vgbal cqug! _crc aj

hczjr tcbtc ijrac!’ Igbnc mcejäc tcvc sjbal mruj` mligdl...

Sucbtc mu`pc, qucbtc vjrdlbnc!

Suj algajgrc ju hgz!

Ju tcvc mli l mcpcmjtj bl ercäl, pjbaurcal... ju fã gc ml`lmã-`l prc grjielrc...

Ics hlg cé quj cmlbtjmju!

Zic vj`ngbnc, eji icdrgbnc, aj mcej`ls mlip`jtcijbtj ercbmls ” icsmli c mlùbc eji rjtgbnc6 scej, cquj`c plsturc aj uic acic, aj uicrcgbnc<! ” uscbal ui m`ãssgml vjstgal czu` mj`jstj j ui sgipãtgml swjctjr mrjij plr mgic, cerj c plrtc al Mcscríl.

J`c l`nc prc igi j... slrrg!

J gijagctcijbtj scg pj`c plrtc, mcigbncbal mcìcijbtj, ics hgrij, plrui trg`nl aj ecsc`tls quj jbhjgtcvc l gijbsl fcragi.

J`c vji ji agrjäíl c igi, fubtl cl plrtíl.




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Qcraj ajicgs! Ju bíl plajrgc icgs gr jielrc sji sjr drlssc j sjijaumcäíl! Suj arldc, ju bíl plagc icgs hudgr...

_crtj aj igi rjm`cilu pj`l mcbmj`cijbtl al p`cbl aj hudc...

C lutrc pcrtj aj igi< Calrlu bíl tjr hudgal j tjr hgmcal `ã!

C vj`ngbnc mnjdlu ctç cquj`j plrtíl, jblrij, crtéstgml. J ctrcvçs acquj`ccrtj ji ijtc` hlg quj vg sju rlstl pj`c prgijgrc vjz.

Suj l`nls j`c tgbnc!

Gbmrgvjìjbtj vgvls, tíl... `ömgals! Erg`ncbtjs! Jspjrtls!

Mlijmjg c vgcfcr bls ijus pjbscijbtls...

_crjmgc ctç quj uic c`jdrgc aj vgvjr ncvgc bcquj`js l`nls!

Cquj`c vj`ngbnc pcrjmgc tjr tual l quj ju, bl cudj als ijus ajzjblvjcbls bíl tgbnc6 Cilr pj`c Xgac...

J quj slrrgsl rjp`jtl aj mcrgsic j`c tgbnc! @gbal!

Hlg mli jssj slrrgsl quj j`c ij agrgdgu cs sucs prgijgrcs pc`cvrcs ” jmlijälu c ij ajscricr6

- Eli agc! Suj `gbal agc tjils nlfj, bíl ç<

Ju tcvc tíl sji fjgtl quj cpjbcs ec`cbmjg c mcejäc!

Bl sustl, ajg ui slrrgsl, plrçi ijdc ajscfjgtcal...

]gi6 c tjmbl`ldgc aj slrrgr fã tcvc ijdc lesl`jtc prc igi.

_rjmgscvc ij rjmgm`cr ” urdjbtj! ” plgs iju slrrgsl ajvj tjr pcrjmgalicgs mli uic mcrjtc al quj quc`qujr lutrc mlgsc...

Hlg jbtíl quj c vj`ngbnc ” mli uic vlz almj ics ijdc hgrij, uic vlzsupjr sjdurc j trcbqug`c! ” ij ajscrilu plr mlip`jtl mli uic gbvjbmévj`cric6 sgbmjrgacaj!

- Cmnl quj vlmæ qujr c`duic mlgsc ics jstã mli iugtc vjrdlbnc ajhc`cr! Bíl prjmgsc tjr vjrdlbnc, ju bíl ilral!

Agtl gssl, mlijälu c rgr. Suj rgscac dlstlsc c acquj`c vj`ngbnc!

Ju cmcejg slrrgbal, sustjbtcac pj`c rgscac aj`c, j ajstc vjz iju slrrgslhlg vjracajgrl!

- Ln, vjfc sý quj slrrgsl `gbal vlmæ tji! Xgu< Bíl ç tíl aghémg` cssgihc`cr mligdl! Ju plssl `nj cfuacr ji c`duic mlgsc, ijbgbc<

J`c mlbtgbulu slrrgbal prc igi, j ij l`ncbal mli sjus l`nls tíl...`ömgals, ciãvjgs, mlbvgactgvls!



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Ujsl`vg jbtíl cergr igbnc elmc. Aghémg` rjsgstgr ïquj`js l`nls j slrrgsl tílnlspgtc`jgrls6

- Ajsmu`pc gbmlilacr, sjbnlrc... slrry plr cpcrjmjr tíl mjal buialigbdl... plr cmcsl C`jxgicbajr Ejrr ilrc cqug<

C vj`ngbnc ec`cbälu c mcejäc, chgrictgvcijbtj6- ]gi, j`j ilrc cqug. Xlmæ l mlbnjmj<

Ju rjsplbag, gbstgbtgvcijbtj6

- Ju slu ml`jdc aj cu`c aj`j, bl Flnb Ejmkjr... j`j pcsslu ic` nã vãrglsagcs j ajplgs suigu... mlil j`j tã<

C vj`ngbnc hjz uic mcrc aj surprjsc6

- ]jbnlr Ajus, l Iö`tgp`l! Xlmæ ç c ijbgbc ac jsml`c quj Ã`jx ijmlbtlu!

Hgqujg iuac.

Jspcbtcac!

J`j ncvgc hc`cal aj igi<

J`j tgbnc hc`cal aj igi prc vý aj`j< Aj igi<!

Mlil gssl plagc sjr plssévj`<

]jrã quj ju mncijg c ctjbäíl aj`j<!

Ju, `ldl ju, mncijg ctjbäíl acquj`j mcrgbnc tíl... `gbal<

Bíl, bíl plagc sjr... mjrtcijbtj j`j ajvj tjr hc`cal aj igi, sgi, icsajvj tjr ç hc`cal ic`!

Ajvj tjr mlijbtcal l qucbtl ju jrc ajscstrcac j jsqugsgtc... ]gi, sý plagc sjr6 c igbnc hcic aj ajscstrj cieu`cbtj fã ncvgc ij prjmjagal j ijcbubmgcal cbtjs ijsil acquj`c vj`ngbnc ij mlbnjmjr!

Hcic6 crcutl quj bls cbubmgc. Jiec`cdji quj cs pjsslcs mliprci acdjbtj... Blssc cssjsslrc aj giprjbsc.

J c igbnc< Jrc uic cssjsslrc... trcgalrc! Ajvgc ajigtg-`c!

Qcvc mgsicbal aj blvl, j sjg `ã qucbtl tjipl gc hgmcr bjssc mcblc hurcacsj c vj`ngbnc bíl ij tgrcssj als ijus pjbscijbtls6

- Bíl sj prjlmupj, Ã`jx jstã eji! J`j cbalu iugtl lmupcal bls ö`tgilsagcs, plr gssl bjmjssgtlu hc`tcr c`duics cu`cs.

Ju ec`cbmjg c mcejäc, ilstrcbal quj tcvc jbtjbajbal.




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Ics, bui rcgl, c vj`ngbnc jijbalu c`dl quj ij ajsmlbmjrtlu6

- Ã`jx hc`lu eji aj vlmæ!

Hgqujg sji rjcäíl!

Ajvl tjr hjgtl uic mcrc aj mlip`jtc gagltc! Bíl scegc sj cdrcajmgc... sj gc jielrc... lu sj ajsmgc ac igbnc iltl sý

prc ij jsmlbajr ajecgxl aj`c, aj vjrdlbnc!

Mlijmjg c sjbtgr ui mc`lríl bl iju rlstl!

Jselmjg ui ilvgijbtl, mlil sj ju hlssj gr jielrc.

Qcvc mlip`jtcijbtj sji scejr l quj hczjr!

Bgssl, c vj`ngbnc ij hc`lu6

- Jspjrj! Xlmæ tji c`dui mliprligssl cdlrc<

Suj arldc, ju bíl mlbsjdug ijbtgr!

Igbnc ijbtj agssj prc ijbtgr quj tgbnc mliprligssls, ics iju pjsmlälij trcgu hczjbal igbnc mcejäc ec`cbäcr bjdctgvcijbtj...

Suj plrmcrgc, plrquj iju mlrpl bíl ij lejajmgc, njgi<!

Hlg jbtíl quj c vj`ngbnc ij rjsplbaju6

- Ln, quj hj`gz mlgbmgaæbmgc! Ju tcieçi jstlu `gvrj, chgbc` nlfj çaligbdl. Ju cmcejg aj hczjr ui mnã eji dlstlsl, j ui píl gbtjdrc` ejiqujbtgbnl! Bíl qujr ij cmlipcbncr bl mchç ac icbní<

Ju hgqujg sji scejr l quj hc`cr.

Jbtrcr< Bc mcsc aj`j< Cmlipcbncr c vý aj`j bui `cbmngbnl<

Jbtíl, ijgl quj dcdujfjg gssl6

- Ajsmu`pc... ics cmnl quj vlu gbmlilacr, scej<

C vj`ngbnc rgu dlstlscijbtj6

- Suj bcac! Suj elecdji! Ã`jx hc`lu IZGQL eji aj vlmæ! Xlmæ ç]j`jbj, bíl<

Ju ec`cbmjg c mcejäc chgrictgvcijbtj, cssustcac!

J`j hc`lu iugtl eji... aj igi< C vj`ngbnc sc`gjbtlu l ‐iugtl’!

Iugtl eji, `ldl aj igi< _uxc, j jrc ijsil aj igi, bíl jrc jbdcbl,

plrquj cquj`c vj`ngbnc scegc l iju blij!



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Mlil j`c plajrgc scejr l iju blij, sj l prýprgl Ã`jx bíl tgvjssjmlbtcal<

J`j hc`lu IZGQL eji aj igi... quj mlgsc...

]ý aj scejr gssl, ju fã tgbnc dcbncal l iju agc!

Iju agc< Igbnc sjicbc gbtjgrc!

Ju slrrg, tlac sji fjgtl jbqucbtl pjbscvc gssl!

J jbqucbtl ju slrrgc, c vj`ngbnc, buic cdg`gacaj gbmliui prc suc gacaj, fã tgbnc cejrtl l plrtíl j ij mlbvgacal prc jbtrcr mli ui aj`gmcal rjm`gbcral sju mlrpl.

Ij giprjssglbjg mli c scöaj quj cquj`c vj`ngbnc pcrjmgc tjr!

Jbqucbtl ju jipurrcvc igbnc @ubc prc ajbtrl al gijbsl fcragi acquj`jMcscríl, j`c sj cprjsjbtlu6

- Iju blij ç Nç`îbj, Nç`îbj Icrgj Ejrr!

Ju jrc nlrrévj` ji `gacr mli cs pjsslcs!

Ju ajg c igbnc iíl prc cpjrtã-`c, mlil sj hlssj ui durg, prc cquj`cvj`ngbnc...

Hgcsml...

Lbaj fã sj vgu muiprgijbtcr c`duçi mli cpjrtl aj iíl<Ju tcvc mlip`jtcijbtj ajsmllrajbcac...

C iíl aj`c jrc ijdc qujbtgbnc!

J cl tlmã-`c, cmlbtjmju c`dl jstrcbnl...

_crjmgc quj jicbcvc aj suc iíl uic jbjrdgc... c`dl qujbtgbnl, j ijdcdlstlsl... mlil sj hlssj uic jbjrdgc... jbjrdgc aj _cz!

J ju `nj agssj, jbqucbtl c ‐muiprgijbtcvc’ acquj`j fjgtl rgaému`l6- Iugtl prczjr, Is. Nç`îbj. C sjbnlrc ç c vý aj Ã`jx<

J`c rgu dlstlscijbtj. Bíl sjg sj rgu al iju fjgtl tlal tlsml aj ijcprjsjbtcr, lu ac igbnc pjrdubtc, tíl ýevgc6

- ]gi, plaj sj agzjr quj slu c vý aj Ã`jx!

Suj pjrdubtc gagltc ijsil c igbnc!

_lr gssl j`c agssj, eji nuilrcac, quj ‐ plaj sj agzjr quj slu c vý aj

Ã`jx’... ]j j`c jrc c öbgmc pjsslc galsc quj ilrcvc c`g, mli Ã`jx, jrc ýevglquj j`c jrc c vý aj`j! Suj pjrdubtc mrjtgbc c igbnc!




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Ajgxjg c @ubc prýxgic cl jblrij plrtíl j cmlipcbnjg Nç`îbj pj`lmcigbnl aj ecsc`tls.

Jbqucbtl j`c ij hc`cvc c`duics cijbgacajs, bltjg quj ncvgc ui sucvjsltcquj bc suc vlz. Mlil ju jrc ijdc elc ji @ébducs, `ldl gajbtghgqujg6 jrc

ui sucvj sltcquj al su` hrcbmæs.Ics ju j igbnc elmc drcbaj ” quj bíl sjg plrquj, fã bíl mlbsjdugc icgs

mlbtrl`cr bls ö`tgils agcs, sjiprj quj Ã`jx jbtrcvc bc pcutc als ijus pjbscijbtls ” hc`jg ijdc gbagsmrjtc6

- C sjbnlrc tji ui sltcquj al ]u` ac Hrcbäc!

- Suj ijbgbc pjrspgmcz! ]gi, ju bcsmg bc Hrcbäc, j jxctcijbtj bl ]u`!Xgvg `ã ctç ls ijus 35 cbls... L egscvñ aj Ã`jx, C`jxscbajr, ij caltluqucbal ju tgbnc 3? cbls... J`j vgvgc ji Xgmny, ics `ldl jigdrcils ac

Hrcbäc prc mã... vgjils ilrcr ji Ncppy Ncrelr. Mrjsmg j hug jaumcac cqug,bjstj Mcscríl, quj C`jxscbajr mlbstrugu!

- L egscvñ aj Ã`jx caltlu vlmæ< ” ju pjrdubtjg sji mlbsjdugr mlbtrl`cr cigbnc murglsgacaj.

Suj `gbducruac ju tcvc hgmcbal!

Ics Nç`îbj slrrgu, rjsplbajbal ciãvj`6

- ]gi, j ç uic ngstýrgc eji `lbdc... ju `nj mlbtl jbqucbtl hczjils blssl

ajsfjfui bc sc`c, jstã eji<Ju mlbhgrijg mli c mcejäc, fã jbvjrdlbncac plr tã hc`cbal tcbtl...

Mruzcils l drcical. Hlg jbtíl quj puaj pjrmjejr c`dl `gbal!

Ncvgc ui jblrij fcragi aj rlscs pjrtl al Mcscríl. Ics bíl jrci rlscsmliubs! Bíl!

Jrc uic vcrgjacaj ijdc rcrc, j fustl c quj ju icgs cicvc6 jrci rlscsbjdrcs! Ulscs mlip`jtcijbtj bjdrcs! Acrk rlsjs!

Ics c`duics, p`cbtcacs ji icmgäls, jrci jspjmgcìjbtj agvgbcs, aj uicvcrgjacaj aj acrk rlsj quj ju bubmc ncvgc vgstl6 plssuéci aj`gmcals rcglsvjrij`nls j ercbmls bcs pçtc`cs, mlil sj hlssji dltému`cs acbäcbal,ajsmjbal pj`cs pçtc`cs buic vjracajgrc crtj!

Ju sl`tjg uic jxm`cicäíl;

- Suj... pjrhjgtcs... agvgbcs!

Nç`îbj cplbtlu prc j`cs j ij agssj6

- Ã`jx cs p`cbtlu. J`j calrc acrk rlsjs, síl cs sucs prjag`jtcs!



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_uxc, Ã`jx dlstcvc aj acrk rlsjs< Fustcijbtj c vcrgjacaj quj ju icgscalrcvc!

Suji agrgc quj ui durg tíl c`tl, tíl rcagmc` ” gicdgbc j`j ilbtcalbcquj`c dgdcbtjsmc Ncr`jy6 ui mcvc`jgrl bjdrl! ” j tíl elbgtl (mlbhjssl!),

tgvjssj jssc sjbsgeg`gacaj...Nç`îbj jijbalu, ij rjtgrcbal aj ijus pjbscijbtls6

- Ics jstc vcrgjacaj tgdrcac, ji vjrij`nl j ercbml, j`c bíl jxgstj jiùdcr c`dui al iubal. ]cej plrquæ<

Hgz uic mcrjtc aj aövgac.

Nç`îbj rgu ac igbnc jxprjssíl6

- _lrquj hlg Ã`jx quj, hczjbal aj`gmcals mruzcijbtls jbtrj iugtcs

vcrgjacajs aj acrk rlsjs, rja rlsjs j wngtj rlsjs, cs mrglu. J`j cs ectgzlu aj sncalws cba fustgmj rlsjs!

]ji pc`cvrcs!

Cquj`j mcrgbnc jrc... djbgc`!

]ji pc`cvrcs ijsil6 hgqujg iuagbnc, j mli mcrc aj elelmc!

Ececbal ji mgic acquj`cs rlscs...

Hlg Nç`îbj quji ij tgrlu aj `ã...Sucbal jbtrjg bl Mcscríl... bíl jspjrcvc!

Zic cbtgdl ]l`cr, l quj vlmæ gicdgbc ncvjr bj`j<

Cpjbcs ileé`gcs cbtgdcs, m`ãssgmcs, bç<

Bcac agssl6 plr ajbtrl, c crqugtjturc jrc jxtrjicijbtj ilajrbc! @gbncscrrlfcacs! Ciegjbtjs cip`ls, ijdc `jvjs.

J c ileé`gc< _crjmgc quj ncvgc vgbal acquj`c hcilsc hjgrc gbtjrbcmglbc`

cbuc` aj blvgacajs ” ijdc mcrcs! ” aj Qýqugl! Bcquj`j ciegjbtj crrlfcal, jrc ecsgmcijbtj prýxgil ï jblrij jsmcacrgc

quj ncvgci c`duics ileé`gcs ijdc cbtgdcs, ics bui jstcal aj mlbsjrvcäíltíl pjrhjgtl quj ju agrgc quj hlrci prlauzgacs agcs ctrãs!

Bíl ij sjdurjg j jxm`cijg aj blvl6

- Suj mcsc `gbac!

C vj`ngbnc slrrgu prc igi, jxp`gmcbal6

- C`jxscbajr mlbstrugu jssj Mcscríl bl gbvjrbl aj 3715, cbl ji qujvgjils aj Xgmny pcrc mã. J`j l mlbstrugu jspjmgcìjbtj pcrc ij mrgcr, fã quj




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j`j vgvgc sjiprj vgcfcbal pj`l iubal, sji `lmc` hgxl ctç jbtíl. C`jxscbajrsjiprj dlstlu al quj jrc ej`l j mrgctgvl. _lrçi, ajsaj quj j`j pcrtgu,icbtgvj c suc trcagäíl6 gblvcr sjiprj! ]jiprj hgml ctjbtc ïs blvcs ej`jzcsquj c mrgctgvgacaj als ajsgdbjrs prlauzji c mcac tjiplrcac!

3715< Ju l`njg prc cquj`c vj`ngbnc, ijdc jspcbtcac!3715<!

Ju bíl jrc elc ji Ictjiãtgmc, ics jrc ýtgic ji murglsgacaj, uicagsmgp`gbc jsml`cr tcieçi ijdc giplrtcbtj6

- C sjbnlrc agssj 3715< ]lu rugi ji Ictjiãtgmc... ics c sjbnlrc tjrgcqucbtls cbls, pj`cs igbncs mlbtcs<!

J`c slrrgu prc igi j agssj, ciãvj`6

- _crc quji bíl ç elc ji Ictjiãtgmc, vlmæ ç ijsil rãpgac bl dctg`nl,njgi< Ics bíl ij pjrdubtj c igbnc gacaj6 ç gbaj`gmcal!

J j`c rgu, dlstlscijbtj!

Ju<

]lrrg ijdc sji fjgtl, plgs ju hug iugtl gbagsmrjtc!

Ijus Ajus, igbnc Ajusc! Cquj`c vj`ngbnc tgbnc uic elc hlric qujiugtc djbtj mli sjssjbtc cbls sjqujr slbnc ji tjr! J`c acvc aj ajz c zjrl

bc igbnc vý quj, mli sjssjbtc j quctrl cbls, fã tcvc ui mcqugbnl!Suc` jrc l sjdrjal aj`c< Mlil j`c plaj vgvjr tcbtl j tã mli tcbtc

vgtc`gacaj, vgsévj` ctç bc hlric aj mcigbncr j bls sjus ilvgijbtls<

]gi, ju ajvgc tã mli uic mcrc aj jspcbtl! _lgs j`c ij agssj6

- ]j`jbj, ju jbtjbal l sju jspcbtl! Bgbduçi cmrjagtc qucbal ju agdl cigbnc gacaj. _lr gssl bji agdl icgs! J bíl nã sjdrjal bjbnui! C hýriu`c<Ç iugtl sgip`js6 c`gijbtcäíl scuaãvj` pcrc l mlrpl j _cz pcrc l Jspérgtl!

Butrgr-sj mlrrjtcijbtj, tcbtl hésgmc mlil jspgrgtucìjbtj!Ju sý plagc tã agcbtj auic ijstrc glduj, auic duru jspgrgtuc` lu mlgsc

pcrjmgac!

J sjbtgc quj cs pc`cvrcs aj`c jrci vjracajgrcs, plgs j`c jxc`cvc uicgijbsc _cz j vgtc`gacaj plr tlals ls plrls!

Ctç ijsil bui sgip`js cpjrtl aj iíl!

J`c jrc gbmrévj`! Ju jxm`cijg, aj blvl, sji pjbscr6

- C sjbnlrc ajvj sjr uic Ijstrc!



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Nç`îbj rgu dlstlscijbtj, jbqucbtl ij `jvcvc prc mlzgbnc, prc pjdcrilscs hctgcs aj píl j l mnã. Hlg jbtíl quj j`c agssj6

- Bíl, ju cpjbcs hug uic elc cprjbagz aj C`jxscbajr, egscvñ aj Ã`jx.J`j sgi jrc ui Ijstrj! Ijgl grrgtcagäl... ics ui Ijstrj!

Hgqujg gicdgbcbal, jstupjhctc, mlil ajvgc sjr cquj`j nliji quj mrglu jjaumlu cquj`c vj`ngbnc!

J`j ajvgc sjr ui tgpl aj pjsslc iugtl, ics iugtl rcrc. Ajstcs quj c djbtj plaj pcsscr uic vgac gbtjgrc j bubmc jbmlbtrcr!

Nç`îbj rjcìjbtj ij pcrjmju sjr uic pjsslc aj iugtc slrtj plr tjrjbmlbtrcal ui pcg tíl gbmrévj`!

Jbtrjg bc mlzgbnc, j Nç`îbj fã pjdcvc hctgcs al sju píl, quj cgbac

huijdcvc. Ml`lmcvc cs hctgcs buic `gbac ecbajfc tlac trcec`ncac ” erg`ncvcmlil prctc! Hlg cl hldíl. _jdlu l mnã j ml`lmlu bui lutrl eu`j, ajmjråigmc iugtl aj`gmcac6 ijdc qujbtj!

^émcrcs rjhgbcacs6 ecbajfc mlip`jtc.

Ju bji ij ctrjvg c lhjrjmjr cfuac6 jstcecbcac, ajscstrcac mlil ju jrc,mjrtcijbtj grgc qujercr c`duic mlgsc...

Ju ij crrgsmcrgc bl iãxgil ji tlmcr ji plrmj`cbc lrgjbtc` icaj gbMngbc mliubgstc aj ijrmcal! Fcicgs ji c`dl quj `jiercvc c agbcstgc Igbd!

Ujp`jtc aj drcäc j rjhgbcijbtl, j`c pjdlu c ecbajfc bcs iíls6

- Xjbnc, ]j`jbj! Xcils pcrc c sc`c!

Lejajmg.

Jbqucbtl mcigbnãvcils pj`l mlrrjalr, pjrmjeg quj c mcsc gbtjgrc ” clijbls lbaj ijus l`nls pluscvci ” aj crqugtjturc ijdc crrlfcac, mliileé`gc ngpjrilajrbc, tcvc rjp`jtc aj lefjtls aj crtj lu crtjhctls ijdccbtgdls!

Jrci pgbturcs, crics, cricaurcs, jspcacs, mcpcmjtjs, rlupcs cbtgdcs,jsmu`turcs, tual quj sj plssc gicdgbcr! Iju Ajus, cquj`j Mcscríl acrgcgbvjfc c quc`qujr cicbtj aj Crtj j aj Ngstlrgc!

Ngpjr-ilajrbgacaj j Cbtgdugacaj6 ui mcsc` cpcgxlbcal ji @uc aj Ij`,hczjbal cilr ji pjrhjgtc ncrilbgc bcquj`c mcsc!

Bíl cdujbtjg! Jxm`cijg, icgs uic vjz ” quj `gbducruac6

- Blssc, qucbtcs rj`équgcs ngstýrgmcs, qucbtc Crtj!

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- C`jxscbajr jrc ui ml`jmglbcalr gbvjtjrcal aj Crtj, aj tlals ls tjipls,j lefjtls ngstýrgmls. J Ã`jx pcrjmj quj njralu jssj ali aj`j, plgs prlssjdujcip`gcbal c ml`jäíl!

]jbtcils bc sc`c. Hgqujg ctç mli ijal aj sjbtcr bc pl`trlbc, aj jstrcdã-

`c. J`c pcrjmgc mustcr ig`ncrjs aj aý`crjs!Jrc aj ui mlbhlrtl quj... sjg `ã... pcrjmgc cquj`js slbnls aj mrgcbäcs, aj

ilrcr ji mcsc aj ileé`gc tíl hlhc qucbtl c`dlaíl almj!

]jbtjg bj`c, ics hj`gzijbtj bcac cmlbtjmju.

Bíl jstrcdujg bcac... uhc!

Nç`îbj sjbtlu bc igbnc hrjbtj, ji lutrc pl`trlbc, j ajgxlu c ecbajfc jimgic aj uic ijsgbnc rgmcijbtj trcec`ncac ji ijtc` j mrgstc`, quj tcvc jbtrj

býs.J`c pjdlu suc xémcrc aj mnã j uic hctgc aj píl j ij mlbvgalu c hczjr l

ijsil. Ju pjdujg.

L mnã tcvc sji cäömcr6 hgz uic mcrc ijgl jstrcbnc.

Nç`îbj ajvj tjr pjrmjegal6

- Ln, ij ajsmu`pj, ju bíl mlbsuil cäömcr ercbml! C`gãs, ju bílmlbsuil bcac rjhgbcal, bcac ercbml. Gssl hcz iugtl ic` pcrc c scöaj al

mlrpl, scegc< Ç uic pjbc quj blssc slmgjacaj jstã tíl vgmgcac ji c`gijbtlscssgi... gssl rluec c vgtc`gacaj j hcz jbvj`njmjr iugtl mjal... _lr gssl ijajsmu`pj plr ju bíl tjr cäömcr pcrc `nj lhjrjmjr...

Ju mlrjg! Suj hgcsml! Ju hug ijdc drlssjgrc mli c igbnc cbhgtrgí tílciãvj`!

Ics l hctl ç quj ju jrc ijsil ijdc vgmgcac ji cäömcr, prgbmgpcìjbtjMlmc-ml`c© mli el`cmncs rjmnjcacs aj mnlml`ctj! ]ji hc`cr ji hcst hllas yltrcs mlsgtcs ics...

Suj arldc, iju ‐vémgl’ ncvgc ij hjgtl sjr drlssc mli cquj`c vj`ngbnctíl `jdc`...

Bjssj ilijbtl, jbqucbtl Nç`îbj j ju mliécils uic hctgc aj pílgbtjdrc`, pjrmjeg quj bcs pcrjajs ac sc`c ncvgci iugtls rjtrctls, pgbturcs jhltls cbtgdcs!

Ju calrcvc hltls cbtgdcs, pgbturcs cbtgdcs!

Jbdl`g ijdc ajprjssc l píl, sý prc plajr pjrdubtcr6

- _uxc, ju calrl hltls cbtgdcs, mlil jsscs ji prjtl j ercbml, j pgbturcs!_lssl l`ncr<



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C vj`ngbnc suspgrlu `lbdcijbtj... j jijbalu6

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Ju bíl cmrjagtjg!

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Nç`îbj, ij vjbal hcsmgbcac pj`c lerc aj Crtj, agssj6




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- Jstc acic rjtrctcac, ]j`jbj, pcrjmj quj vgvju cprlxgicacijbtj plrvl`tc aj quctrl ig` cbls cbtjs aj Mrgstl...

L quæ<

Sucsj bgbduçi scej bcac slerj l Jdgtl cbtjs al Cbtgdl Gipçrgl

M`ãssgml! Iugtl ijbls aj suc Crtj bcquj`j pjrélal! Bíl cdujbtjg6

- Blssc! Jssc lerc ç icgs cbtgdc quj cs prgijgrcs agbcstgcs mlbnjmgacs alCbtgdl Gipçrgl jdépmgl! J`c ç cbtjrglr ctç cl Ujg Kuhu, Suçlps! J`c ajvjrgcvc`jr iugtls ig`nújs aj aý`crjs sj hlssj uic pgbturc lrgdgbc`, j bíl uicmýpgc, ç m`crl...

Mlil ju scegc agssl tual al Cbtgdl Jdgtl<

]lu bjra , lrcs! Lu vlmæ jsqujmju<!Mlil ju fã agssj6 slu tual l quj vlmæ qugsjr, ijbls eurrc...

Nç`îbj ij l`nlu, hgrij j sjdurc6

- Bíl ç uic mýpgc, ]j`jbj! J`c jstã mli C`jxscbajr ajsaj quj l mlbnjmg,ji 371?! Ji 3777, ui prlhjsslr aj Crqujl`ldgc ac Bctglbc` Zbgvjrsgty, jx-cùbl aj iju hc`jmgal icrgal, rjtgrlu uic cilstrc aj`c. J`j hgmlu qucsjlemjmcal, tjbtcbal ij mlbvjbmjr c alã-`c pcrc c Zbgvjrsgacaj pjsqugsã-`c.

C actcäíl quj c jqugpj acquj`j prlhjsslr hjz hlg c ijsic quj C`jxscbajrncvgc ij mlbtcal6 1.5?? cbls c.M.!

Suæ!< Sucsj tgvj ui trjml!

Ju hgqujg celecac mli cqug`l!

C pgbturc jrc hjgtc ji pcpgrl jdépmgl acquj`c çplmc!

Zi pjacäl aj pcpj` ac ejgrc al Bg`l... mli icgs aj 8.5?? cbls aj gacaj!C`g! Bc igbnc hrjbtj! Caigrcal plr ijus l`nls, cl vgvl<!

_lr gssl j`c tcvc ajbtrl acquj`c mcgxc aj vgarl jspjmgc`, m`gictgzcac jjstjrg`gzcac6 prc prjsjrvã-`c pjrhjgtcijbtj!

Jbqucbtl ju l`ncvc ” qucsj mctctñbgmc! ” prc cquj`c rj`équgc, Nç`îbjslrrgc. Zi slrrgsgbnl aj mcbtgbnl aj elmc, ictrjgrl6

- C`jxscbajr jrc ui icrcvg`nlsl mlbtcalr aj ngstýrgcs... Bcquj`csjplpçgcs quj j`j calrcvc mrgcr, pcrc ctgäcr igbnc gicdgbcäíl gbhcbtg̀ , bcrrcvcquj jstc pgbturc ncvgc sgal hjgtc pj`l prýprgl icrgal ajstc c`tc scmjraltgscjdépmgc... C`jxscbajr jrc rjcìjbtj ui tc`jbtlsl mlbtcalr aj ngstýrgcs j ju,

qucbal mrgcbäc, sjiprj prjhjrg cmrjagtcr bcquj`cs sucs `gbacs bcrrctgvcs... jslbncr mli sucs ngstýrgcs...



C. Icyjr

3?5

Ju bíl ij cdujbtjg! _jrdubtjg mlil ui rcgl6

- Suj ngstýrgc j`j `nj mlbtcvc slerj jssc pgbturc<

Nç`îbj slrrgu prc igi. Zi slrrgsl vgsgvjìjbtj icrltl, ijgl schcal.Ajvgc tã cmncbal jbdrcäcac c igbnc murglsgacaj< @ýdgml quj sgi! Ju ajvgc

ijsil tã pcrjmjbal uic pgrrc`nc scpjmc tlac murglsc!Ics, bc rjc`, cqug`l hlg ijgl gbmliprjjbsévj` prc igi6 plr quj cquj`j

slrrgsl schcal aj`c< Ics ju tcvc tíl hcsmgbcac mli cquj`c rj`équgc qujgdblrjg cquj`j ajtc`nj6 sgip`jsijbtj hgqujg sup`gmcbal mli ls l`nls prc qujj`c ij mlbtcssj c ngstýrgc!

Nç`îbj, jbtíl, mlil ýtgic agsmépu`c, sjdugu c trcagäíl aj mlbtcalrc ajngstýrgcs aj sju pcg6

‐ C`jxscbajr ij mlbtcvc quj jstc iu`njr ac pgbturc sj mncicvc Cb-njt. Cb-njt, cls 3= cbls, ncvgc sj iuacal pcrc c Mcpgtc`, plrquj sju pcg, cl

tjr mcéal bcs drcäcs aj ui hcig`gcr al rjg al Jdgtl, hlrc rjmçi blijcalmlil ui c`tl hubmglbãrgl al Ujgbl Jdépmgl. Jrc uic çplmc, acquj`j plvl,quj ls jdgptý`ldls cgbac nlfj pluml mlbnjmji...

Cb-njt jrc uic ilmgbnc quj cicvc c Jspgrgtuc`gacaj, c Bcturjzc j cs Hlräcs Lmu`tcs6 sjus igstçrgls c hcsmgbcvci! J`c qujrgc jbtjbajr lZbgvjrsl!

Jbtíl, cls 3= cbls, mli c rjmjbtj csmjbsíl slmgc` ac hcié`gc, sju pcg prlmurlu c`duçi quj puajssj jaumã-`c iugtl eji. J`j rjcìjbtj cicvciugtl c hg`nc!

_lrçi, bjbnui scmjraltj lu scmjraltgsc, bjbnui ijstrj rjblical ajtjip`l c`dui qujrgc jaumã-`c, plrquj j`c fã jrc mlbsgajrcac vj`nc ajicgs6j`js sý caigtgci mrgcbäcs eji blvcs j, prgbmgpcìjbtj, cs vgbacs aj hcié`gcsblerjs...

Bíl ncvgci icgs jspjrcbäcs aj uic elc jaumcäíl pcrc c flvji... Ctç

quj l pcg aj`c ajsmlergu quj, bc Cbtgdc _jarjgrc _rlgegac, lbaj fcicgs lsmlbstrutlrjs luscrci prlauzgr blvcijbtj ls e`lmls pcrc sucs mrgcäújscrqugtjtñbgmcs, ilrcvc l icdl icgs tjigal al Ujgbl!

]ju blij jrc ctç ijsil prlgegal aj sjr ijbmglbcal, plgs ls c`tls scmjraltjs ilrrgci aj ijal aj`j! Agzgci quj j`j plagc cbacr bl ijgl al Hldl sji sj qujgicr j ctç l `cbäcvc pj`c elmc... ics sjbal ui njrjdj, plrtjr ajsajbncal als plajrjs agvgbls al Ujg al Jdgtl, hlg mlbajbcal pj`ls

Ajusjs c vgvjr flvji, pcrc sjiprj... cssgi agzgci ls c`tls scmjraltjs c tlall plvl!




3?=

Ics l pcg aj Cb-njt bíl sj cssustlu mli bcac acqug`l... j`j cmrjagtluquj bíl pcsscvc aj mc`öbgc als icdls j c`tls scmjraltjs ac Mcpgtc` mlbtrcc`duçi quj mjrtcijbtj ajvgc sjr icgs mcpcz al quj j`js...

J ajmgagu prlmurcr cquj`j icdl prlsmrgtl!

Ujubgu c`dubs jsmrcvls j hlg, ji jxpjagäíl mli suc hg`nc, ctç c Cbtgdc _jarjgrc _rlgegac!

J buic cdrcaãvj` blgtj aj @uc Mnjgc, @uc Ercbmc c scuacr c gijbsgaílbjdrc, j`j jbmlbtrlu l plajrlsl icdl, bl slpç ac Cbtgdc _jarjgrc!

C`jxscbajr ij mlbtcvc, aj hlric tíl ej`c, quj hlg cssgi...

Suj hlg bcquj`c blgtj aj @uc Ercbmc... bcquj`j ùcr ejgfcbal cs jsmurcs pjarcs dç`gacs, c prgijgrc vjz quj l sl`gtãrgl icdl prlsmrgtl vgu Cb-njt,

gùigbcac pj`ls cstrls quj rlipgci cs trjvcs al hgricijbtl... J`c jstcvc trcfcbal ui aj`gmcal vjstgal aj `gbnl, j pcrjmgc jxc`cr l

sucvj pjrhuij acs h`lrjs icgs vgälscs quj erltcvci ïs icrdjbs al scdrcal Bg`l!

L pcg ac flvji cprjsjbtlu-c cl icdl.

J`j jrc mc`cal.

Cpjbcs luvgc cs söp`gmcs al pcg ac iläc. J c lesjrvcvc, ji sg`æbmgl.

Ctç quj suc vlz, trgstj, hlg luvgac pj`c prgijgrc vjz. Buic murtc pjrdubtc pcrc Cb-njt6

- _lr quj tu qujrjs cprjbajr icdgc<’

- J j`c agssj l quæ< ” ju bíl ij cdujbtcvc icgs aj murglsgacaj!

Nç`îbj prlssjdugu6

‐L icdl ac Cbtgdc _jarjgrc _rlgegac jspcbtlu-sj mli c purjzc acrjsplstc ac iläc!

J`c cssgi `nj rjsplbaju6

- Ju qujrl cprjbajr icdgc plrquj ju cil c ]cejalrgc. _lrquj cmrjagtlquj sý c ]cejalrgc plaj `jvcr cl Xjracajgrl Eji6 c @gejrtcäíl... l Ujtlrbl

pcrc Mcsc...

Cquj`c rjsplstc mnlmlu prlhubacijbtj l sliergl icdl prlsmrgtl, plgsvgbnc ac elmc aj uic ijbgbc hrcbzgbc aj cpjbcs 3= cbls!

Zic iläc quj bubmc ncvgc rjmjegal uic elc jaumcäíl, ics quj, buic

öbgmc hrcsj, ncvgc sgbtjtgzcal tlal l sjbtgal ac vgac jsltçrgmc jdépmgc!L icdl bcac agssj.



C. Icyjr

3?1

Jstcvc jiuajmgal! Fcicgs jspjrcvc cqug`l, agtl mli tcbtc mlbvgmäíl!

J hlg bcquj`j ilijbtl!

Hlg c`g, bcquj`js gbstcbtjs, quj l icdl pjrmjeju... pjrmjeju quj l sjumcigbnl fã ncvgc mruzcal cbtjs mli l acquj`c ctç jbtíl sgip`js ijbgbc

hrcbzgbc... Hlg bcquj`j ilijbtl, fustl bcquj`j prjmglsl gbstcbtj, ji quj j`j c

rjmlbnjmju aj ui pcsscal agstcbtj!

Mnlmcal, j`j l`nlu pcrc l pcg aj`c... j aju-`nj cpjbcs ui cmjbl plsgtgvlaj mcejäc, sji jigtgr uic öbgmc pc`cvrc...

Hgbcìjbtj, Cb-njt ncvgc jbmlbtrcal ui ijstrj pcrc jaumã-`c!

_crc tcbtl, j`c bjmjssgtlu ilrcr plr sjtj cbls bc pjqujbgbc càjgc quj

hgmcvc prýxgic ï Cbtgdc _jarjgrc _rlgegac ” `lmc` quj c Crqujl`ldgc ctuc`cgbac sjqujr jbmlbtrlu, cssgi ij agzgc C`jxcbajr...

J Cb-njt bjmjssgtcvc gr, sjiprj cmlipcbncac pj`ls jsmrcvls aj icglrmlbhgcbäc aj sju pcg mlil jsml`tc ” pcrc suc prltjäíl, plr lraji al icdl

” c uic Ulmnc jspjméhgmc ac _jarjgrc _rlgegac, tc`vjz c icgs cbtgdc ajtlacs... J j`c hjz gssl tlals ls agcs, acquj`j agc ji agcbtj... aurcbtj ls sjtjcbls.

L icdl jrc tíl jxgdjbtj quj cs cu`cs sj gbgmgcvci bl prgijgrl rcgl aj

]l` j tjrigbcvci cpjbcs ilijbtls cbtjs al ö`tgil rcgcr, bl mrjpösmu`l. Bl gbémgl j`c rjm`cicvc iugtl... Ctç ijsil pc`cvrcs gbajmlrlscs j`c

agzgc!

Ics, mli l tjipl, j`c pcsslu c cicr cquj`c rltgbc! _lgs, cpjscr ajjxgdjbtj, l icdl jrc c mlipcbngc icgs gbmrévj` quj j`c tjvj ji tlac c sucvgac... j j`c sjbtgc quj j`j sj prjlmupcvc iugtl mli j`c... quj qujrgc lij`nlr pcrc j`c... j Cb-njt pcsslu c jspjrcr cs cu`cs, c mcac rcgcr aj ]l`,mli mcac vjz icgs cbsgjacaj...’

- Blssc! J j`c hlg jaumcac pj`l icdl ctç l hgi, pj`ls sjtj cbls<

Nç`îbj slrrgc mli c igbnc dgdcbtjsmc murglsgacaj6

‐]gi!

Cls 53 cbls, Cb-njt fã jrc mlbsgajrcac uic sãegc j plajrlsc icdc acMcpgtc`, pj`c cm`cicäíl al plvl!

Sucbal uic jpgajigc cssl`lu c Mcpgtc`, suc hcic sj jspc`nlurcpgacijbtj pj`l Ujgbl gbtjgrl pj`cs murcs quj j`c mlbsjdugc hczjr uscballs Albs acs Ãducs! Agzgci quj ctç ijsil Cböegs `nj jrc rjspjgtlsl qucbaljrc j`c quji mugacvc ac rjmupjrcäíl als jbhjrils!




3?:

Hlg jbtíl quj, bjstc jpgajigc, l hg`nl prgildæbgtl al Ujg al Jdgtlmlbtrcgu c pjstj. L njrajgrl!

Ls icdls j c`tls scmjraltjs al Ujg fã acvci l ijbgbl mlil pjragal...

C Ucgbnc `jierlu als ruilrjs plpu`crjs ac drcbaj murcbajgrc, c icdc

quj ctç c Agvgbacaj als Ilrtls trctcvc mli rjspjgtl!Ls scmjraltjs sj bjdcrci c mlbvlmã-`c! Mncicvci-bc aj hcrscbtj6

fcicgs cmjgtcrci-bc mlil scmjraltgsc. J`c bíl vgbnc aj uic blerj`gbncdji... Bgbduçi scegc quji hlrc sju ijstrj... Bji ji quc` Qjip`l j`c

hlrc jaumcac... ]uc icdgc jrc cmuscac aj sjr njrçtgmc... uic celigbcäíl!

Qlacvgc, l Ujg al Jdgtl, sji icgs jspjrcbäcs aj sc`vcr sju hg`nl,jbhrjbtlu sjus c`tls scmjraltjs6 mlbvlmlu-c!

Cb-njt rjcìjbtj prlvlu sjr rjspjgtcac plr Cböegs6 l hg`nl al Ujg hlgmurcal! J, cls mugacals aj`c, bubmc icgs caljmju!

J`c< Cmcelu plr rjmjejr, pj`l mjtrl al Ujg al Jdgtl j ac Ucgbnc, cmlbtrcdlstl aj sjus c`tls scmjraltjs, l dlvjrbl al icgs hcilsl Qjip`l ajMurc ï çplmc!

Iugtl icgs al quj sju pcg mlbsjdugu ui agc, sjbal aj uic hcié`gc sji`gbncdji, j`c letjvj l quj j`j fcicgs slbncrc... j`c rjcìjbtj mcgu bcs

drcäcs al prýprgl Ujg al Jdgtl! J qucbal jstj ilrrju, l njrajgrl quj j`c sc`vlu c trctcvc mlil uic prgbmjsc aj scbduj blerj!’

Jxm`cijg6

- _uxc... j l icdl ac Cbtgdc _jarjgrc _rlgegac< L quj nluvj mli j`j<

Nç`îbj aju blvl slrrgsgbnl aj mcbtgbnl aj elmc, igstjrglsl prc igi6

‐ Cb-njt ncvgc sj cpcgxlbcal pjragacijbtj plr j`j...

J j`j... jielrc bíl caigtgssj hcmgìjbtj... plr j`c...

Ls algs cmcecrci sj mcscbal, ïs jsmlbagacs, buic icarudcac, blQjip`l ji quj j`c hlg scdrcac ]cmjraltgsc Ilr... sji c ejbäíl alsnlijbs... ics tjbal Ésgs plr tjstjiubnc j cipcrl!

J hlg fustcijbtj bc blgtj al mcscijbtl aj`js quj l igstjrglsl icdl ac Cbtgdc _jarjgrc mlbhjmmglblu, ji lurl, c mruz Cbkn quj j`c jbtíl mcrrjdlu pcrc sjiprj bl sju pjsmläl.

J bcquj`j ijsil cbl, l icdl ac Cbtgdc _jarjgrc prjsjbtjlu-c pgbtcbal sju rjtrctl, quj cdlrc jstcils vjbal... Xjfc c Cbkn aj lurl, prjsjbtj ajmcscijbtl, bl pjsmläl aj Cb-njt...’

Ju hgqujg gbmrgvjìjbtj giprjssglbcac mli cquj`c ngstýrgc!



C. Icyjr

3?8

Gbstgbtgvcijbtj, sjdurjg c igbnc mruz Cbkn ” aj prctc, prjsjbtj ajCyccb ” quj tcvc ajecgxl ac igbnc mcigsjtc bjdrc ac Qnj Dltngm Ij`laycba Acrk Ulsjs.

Ju c sjdurjg plr slerj igbnc mcigsjtc6 c Cbkn ajsmcbscvc jbtrj ijus

sjgls... Bjssj gbstcbtj Nç`îbj ij pjrdubtlu6

- Qual eji mli vlmæ< C`dl aj jrrcal bl sju pjgtl<

Ju rjsplbag, sji fjgtl6

- Bíl... ç sý ui vj`nl nãegtl iju... gbstgbtgvcijbtj, sji pjrmjejr, ïsvjzjs ju sjdurl gssl...

J ju, mli iju slerjtual bjdrl cejrtl, puxjg c igbnc Cbkn j iju

_jbtcdrcic j ls ml`lqujg plr slerj c igbnc mcigsjtc prjtc, ilstrcbal-cs prcNç`îbj.

C vj`ngbnc hjz uic mcrc aj jspcbtl6

- Ln! Jbtíl vlmæ jbtjbaj aj icdgc<

Ju slrrg aj `jvj6

- Eji... ju cmnl quj ju slu uic Eruxc... cl ijbls tjbtl sjr... fã hug ajui mlvjb, ics nlfj tjbnl c`tcr ji mcsc, ijus gbstruijbtls j tual l icgs...

hcäl ls ijus rgtucgs sjdugacijbtj, mli mcrgbnl...Ju cgbac tcvc iugtl murglsc mli c ngstýrgc aj Cb-njt!

Gbacdujg, sji qujrjr quj Nç`îbj iuacssj aj cssubtl6

- J ajplgs quj j`js sj mcscrci< L quj C`jxscbajr tj mlbtcvc qujcmlbtjmju mli j`js<

C vj`ngbnc slrrgu, cgbac icgs ciãvj`6

‐J ̀js vgvjrci plr iugtls cbls fubtls, iugtl hj`gzjs! L icdl ac Cbtgdc _jarjgrc pcsslu c hrjqujbtcr, sjiprj jsmlbagal, l Qjip`l lbaj Cb-njtvgvgc...

]jiprj c vgsgtcvc sji sjr vgstl, plgs j`j bíl qujrgc ctrcpc`ncr c vgac aj Cb-njt bc prjmlbmjgtulsc slmgjacaj jdépmgc. ]j j`c hlssj vgstc mli j`j, licgs tjigal icdl, cquj`j mufl blij sjqujr plagc sjr ijbmglbcal, c vgacaj`c jstcrgc crrugbcac! Bji l Ujg al Jdgtl plajrgc sc`vã-`c ac grc als c`tls

scmjraltjs...

Cssgi, j`js vgvjrci fubtls, sjiprj sj vjbal ïs jsmlbagacs6 sj cicbalbls uiercgs al Qjip`l!




3?4

Cb-njt rjcìjbtj mlbqugstcrc l quj aj icgs ej`l ncvgc bl icdl ac Cbtgdc _jarjgrc6 suc Jssæbmgc, sju Mlrcäíl!

C prgijgrc pjsslc, ji mcac agc, quj j`j sjiprj eusmcvc jrc Cb-njt! ]ýajplgs aj vãrgcs nlrcs mli j`c ç quj j`j pcrtgc... pcrc muiprgr mli sjus

ajvjrjs... Nlbrcr cqug`l quj j`j mncicvc aj sju Ajvjr ]cdrcal6 _rltjdjr cQjgc ac Xgac als quj c lagcvci... Ajvjrjs quj j`j fcicgs rjvj`lu c Cb-njt...j`j qujrgc iugtl prltjdæ-`c, bíl jbvl`vjbal-c ji sju iubal sliergl tíl

pjrgdlsl...

L ‐ilbstrl’ ac Cbtgdc _jarjgrc _rlgegac, l tjigal j lagcal icdl prlsmrgtl, ‐l Qjbjerlsl, c quji ctç l tjrrévj` ]jtn, l Míl al Ajsjrtl, tjigcjbhrjbtcr!’ mlbhlrij l plvl j ls c`tls scmjraltjs l pgbtcvci6 c icgs

sýragac ijbtgrc cls l`nls aj Cb-njt! _crc j`c, sju icdl jrc sgi l icgsblerj `jíl! L @jíl Bjdrl, quj prltjdgc ls gbajhjsls rjecbnls al iubal

als hjrlzjs ajbtjs als vjracajgrls `lels j míjs al ajsjrtl. J`j jrc l sju @jíl Bjdrl aj Hldl, l _rltjtlr ac Qjgc ac Xgac!

Ics Cb-njt ajsmlergu quj cpjbcs uic acquj`cs mlgscs nlrrévjgs agtcs pj`ls c`tls scmjraltjs jrc vjracajgrc... c icàgäíl quj agzgci ncvjr slerj licdl6 Cb-njt jbvj`njmgc mli l pcsscr als cbls j plajrgc ui agc `gejrtcr-sjbls ercäls aj Lsérgs... ics sju cical bíl mlbsjdugc jbvj`njmjr luilrrjr... j`j jstcvc pcrc sjiprj prjsl ji sju mlrpl j ji sju ajvjr... Lsérgs

fcicgs l rjmjejrgc...’

Gssl jrc nlrrévj`! _rc býs, pýs-ilajrbls< ]lbnl aj mlbsuil!Chgbc`, býs, ls lmgajbtcgs, slils ubs njalbgstcs ejstújs quj bíl

jbxjrdcils ui pcìl c`çi als blssls prczjrjs gijagctls icgs eurrls..._lrçi, prls cbtgdls sãegls jdépmgls, ilrrjr, cpýs uic vgac cejbälcac ji]cejalrgc, jrc c vjracajgrc @gejrtcäíl... Xl`tcr prc Mcsc...

Mliprjjbag gijbscijbtj c alr aj Cb-njt j sju cical!

Cb-njt jbvj`njmgc... ics sjrã quj j`c icbtjvj l ig`cdrj ac vgac<

_jrdubtjg6- J j`js... tgvjrci hg`nls<

C vj`ngbnc rgu! J ij agssj6

- Ju hgz c ijsic pjrdubtc pcrc C`jxscbajr, qucbal jrc mrgcbäc! J`j ijagzgc quj c icàgäíl quj ncvgc slerj l icdl, c`çi aj l mlbajbcr c bubmcicgs ajsmcbscr aj sju gijbsl ajvjr, l gipjagc tcieçi aj tjr hg`nls...

Ju suspgrjg, ijdc ajscplbtcac6

- Suj pjbc... ics j l quj cmlbtjmju ajplgs<



C. Icyjr

3?>

‐ Cb-njt vgvju ctç ls sjus 35= cbls... Mlbnjmjr ls igstçrgls ac murc, pj`ls Albs acs Ãducs, `nj aju uic vgac `lbdc j iugtl prýspjrc ji]cejalrgc j Cilr!

J`c j l icdl ac Cbtgdc _jarjgrc _rlgegac mlbvgvjrci plr 33? cbls...

vgvjrci fubtls, mlil mcsc`, plr 3?3 cbls... j j`j, ijsil qucbal j`cjbvj`njmgc, bubmc ncvgc tlical lutrc jsplsc...

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‒ L scbduj ajstcs pjsslcs bíl sjrã icgs arjbcal! J bíl plajgs mrjr qujc ec`cbäc al kcric pjbac c vlssl hcvlr pcrc sjiprj. Cg aj výs l agc quj cec`cbäc hczjr l quj hczji tlacs cs ec`cbäcs6 ec`cbäcr!“

J agssj, ji c`tc vlz, cl sju crcutl6

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sjbtgríl l pjsl ac igbnc grc!

J l öbgml mcvc`jgrl slerjvgvjbtj scgu ji agspcrcac ” `jvcbal cijbscdji jsmrgtc bcs sucs iíls j c ijbscdji agtcac ctlralcbal sjus

pjbscijbtls! ” mcvc`dcbal mlil sj hudgssj ac elmcrrc huijdcbtj al prýprgl gbhjrbl!

‒ L scbduj ajstcs pjsslcs bíl sjrã icgs arjbcal!“

Jgs l plrquæ al Mcvc`jgrl ]l` Bjdrl tjr jsmrgtl tcgs pc`cvrcs6

Mlrrgci elctls aj quj l _rébmgpj Mrgstíl jrc ui vcipgrl!

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L tjrrgtýrgl aj gbhùæbmgc al tjrrlr, al scbdugbãrgl _rébmgpj Mrgstíl,agigbuéc c mcac icarudcac...

Hlg jbtíl quj surdgu ui lutrl elctl6

Aj quj Ajus ncvgc jbvgcal l Drcbaj Fustgmjgrl!

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Cssgi, cmrjagtcrci quj pcrc c Lhjrjbac sjr eji cmjgtc, sjrgc c flvjiicgs ej`c j giplrtcbtj al m`í quji ajvjrgc `jvcr pcrc j`j c Lhjrjbac, ejibl c`tl aj uic ml`gbc, lbaj ncvgc uic gijbsc Ulmnc jbmrcvcac...

J, levgcijbtj, quji hlg c jsml`ngac6 ]crcé!’

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- J j`c!< @jvlu ijsil c Lhjrjbac< J`c bíl tjvj ijal<!

C vj`ngbnc aju uic dlstlsc rgscac6

- ]j`jbj, ju hgz cs ijsics pjrdubtcs pcrc C`jxscbajr! J bc suc ngstýrgc,j`j cssgi ij mlbtcvc...

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Bc vjracaj, c cal`jsmjbtj jstcvc ji påbgml! Ics bíl plagc hudgr aj sjuajvjr mli sju m`í6 cquj`c Lhjrjbac, sj dcrcbtgssj c ejbäíl aj sju blvl

prltjtlr, plagc sjr c aghjrjbäc jbtrj c vgac lu c ilrtj aj tlals c quji j`c

cicvc!Sucbal l ]l` sj pñs, ]crcé, bl c`tl acquj`c ml`gbc, mli c Lhjrjbac bcs

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Bgssl, j`c luvgu rjpjbtgbcijbtj, ctrãs aj sg, l rj`gbmncr al mcvc`l bjdrl ” quj jxc`cvc Hldl pj`cs vjbtcs!

J`c vgrlu-sj, cpcvlrcac!

J mcvc`l j mcvc`jgrl jstcvci eji agcbtj aj`c!L Drcbaj Fustgmjgrl sjdurcvc, giplbjbtj, sju jstcbacrtj al ]l` Bjdrl

bc iíl jsqujrac!

Mrcvlu l jstcbacrtj bl sl`l ac ml`gbc!

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Ics ]crcé fcicgs sj cflj`ncrgc pjrcbtj bgbduçi, bji ijsil agcbtj acilrtj mjrtc! J`c sý sj cflj`ncrgc pjrcbtj sjus Ajusjs j Ajuscs!

Mli cquj`c mlrcdji quj sý l icgs mrétgml ilijbtl aj aghgmuàcaj plajlhjrjmjr, j`c cssgi cdgu6

Hjz uic rjspjgtlsc rjvjræbmgc... L`nlu iugtl hgrij bls l`nls al Drcbaj Fustgmjgrl ” mli uic mlrcdji quj j`c bubmc gicdgblu sjr mcpcz aj tjr! ” j`nj agssj, agssgiu`cbal sju pcvlr j påbgml, ji tli iugtl hgrij6

- Jgs blssc Lhjrjbac aj drctgaíl c vlmæ, mrgcturc slerjbcturc`!

]l` Bjdrl c jbmcrlu!

Hgtlu ajilrcacijbtj @uc Ercbmc!

J hjz uic mcrc aj gbmrévj` jspcbtl... j aj prlhubac gbtrgdc!

J`j mnjdlu c gbm`gbcr l sju rlstl, plgs cssgi l hczgc, gbstgbtgvcijbtj, sjiprj quj sjbtgc uic prlhubac aövgac slerj c`dl...’

Blssc! Sucbal Nç`îbj ij agssj gssl...

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Igbnc mcejäc mlijälu c acr vl`tcs...

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_rjstc ctjbäíl bc ngstýrgc!

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- Bíl, iju sjbnlr. Ç c prgijgrc vjz quj l vjfl aj tíl pjrtl...

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Chcstlu-sj rcpgacijbtj aj ]crcé...

Lmu`tlu-sj al l`ncr ac eruxc mgdcbc...

_lgs, aj mlstcs pcrc j`c, ]l` Bjdrl mnlrcvc!

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Jbtíl `nj agssj gssl, mli c vlz iugtl hgrij j sl`jbj, cgbac aj mlstcs pcrcj`c6

- Ju cmjgtl c vlssc Lhjrjbac, j tu j tuc djbtj tjríl sjiprj c igbnc prltjäíl.

J agtl gssl, l Drcbaj Fustgmjgrl hlg ctç sju mcvc`l. Ilbtlu sju mlrmj`bjdrl quj jxc`cvc Hldl plr tlals ls plrls!

J`j hgtlu ajilrcacijbtj ls l`nls vgl`jtcs aj ]crcé.

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Agtl gssl, l Drcbaj Fustgmjgrl jsplrlu sju mcvc`l bjdrl, quj rj`gbmnlu hjrlz!

Ajsmju c ml`gbc ji agspcrcac ” qujgicbal c rj`vc plr lbaj ls mcsmlsal mlrmj` aj Hldl pcsscvci ” ajscpcrjmjbal rcpgacijbtj...

Sucbal ]crcé vl`tlu c sg ” cpýs cquj`j gbmrévj` jbmlbtrl mli c mrgcturc slerjbcturc` quj c ajgxlu... jstãtgmc! ” j`c sj vgrlu pcrc c Ulmnc, clbaj cLhjrjbac ncvgc mcéal cl mníl... Hlg qucbal j`c vgu quj bcac aj`c rjstcvc!

Ncvgc cpjbcs uic icrmc bl mníl, mlil sj uic hldujgrc tgvjssj mlbsuigalc Lhjrjbac mlip`jtcijbtj!’

Nç`îbj hlg mruj`6 hjz uic pcusc!

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Blssc! Bíl ij cdujbtjg ac rgscac j al fjgtl quj Nç`îbj ij mlbtlu l qujcmlbtjmju! Ju tcieçi rg6

- Sujr agzjr quj j`c pjraju ijsil l ijal al Drcbaj Fustgmjgrl, ç<!

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Bcsmgal ji ui tjipl iugtl cbtgdl, quj nã iugtl bíl icgs jxgstgc... scejalr aj mlgscs quj sj pjrajrci bc cipu`njtc acs jrcs...

J @uc Ercbmc hgmcvc hcsmgbcac mli cs ngstýrgcs quj ]l` Bjdrl `njmlbtcvc, qucbal jstcvci ajgtcals bcquj`c ml`gbc, sle l icbtl acs

Jstrj`cs... pjsslcs, mgacajs, plvls j tjrrcs `lbdébqucs quj j`c fcicgs ncvgcmlbnjmgal!

J sle c ceýecac jstj`cr, sle l icbtl acquj`j ùcr ls cejbälcbal,bcquj`c ml`gbc, ls algs cmcecrci sj cpcgxlbcbal...

Qlacvgc, j`js fcicgs mlbsjdugrci sj mcscr...

Jielrc l Drcbaj Fustgmjgrl c ajsjfcssj iugtl, rjcìjbtj qujrjbaltliã-`c plr jsplsc, j`j tjigc iugtl pj`c sjdurcbäc aj ]crcé.

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cilr quj j`j butrgc plr @uc Ercbmc!

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J`c... c _rgbmjsc... c Ajvlrcalrc aj Nlijbs!

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J jbqucbtl gssl, bl m`í aj ]crcé...

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sju prltjtlr, bcs Qrjvcs acquj`c dujrrc, l m`í aj @uc Ercbmc ncvgcjbmlbtrcal pcz!

Ls ijsjs sj trcbshlricrci ji cbls!

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plajrlsl gbgigdl ncvgc sgal ajsmlejrtc!

J cs Qrjvcs ac Ajvlrcalrc aj Nlijbs utg`gzlu-sj acs Qrjvcs nuicbcs...

L Cegsil j c Gbqugsgäíl6 ui cbtgdl mcscijbtl sj`cal mli ui ejgfl blsmlvgs acs hlsscs cegsscgs...

C Ajvlrcalrc aj Nlijbs mlbtrl`cvc l Gbqugsgalr ac Gdrjfc... jmlbsjdugu quj jstj lrajbcssj rcpgacijbtj, plr sjus suelragbcals, c prgsílaj ]crcé plr prãtgmc aj Eruxcrgc.

Bl c`vlrjmjr acquj`j agc, qucbal ls prgijgrls rcgls aj ]làjsplbtcvci, prjbubmgcbal ui `gbal agc, ]crcé hlg prjsc pj`ls Mcvc`jgrlsac Lraji al Arcdíl j `jvcac cls scmjraltjs gbqugsgalrjs `lmcgs ac ]cbtc

Icarj Gdrjfc...

_jrcbtj ls nlijbs aj Ajus, ls alutlrjs ac Alutrgbc ac Hç, j`c rjc`gzlu suc mlbhgssíl6 sle tlrturc...

Mlrtcrci sjus mcej`ls... utg`gzcrci agvjrsls gbstruijbtls aj vg` ijtc` ji sju mlrpl, pcrc purghgmã-`c mli c mlbhgssíl...

Mli l ]l` erg`ncbal hlrtj, cl ijgl-agc, ls ajhjbslrjs ac Alutrgbc ac Hç fã plssuéci hcrtl ictjrgc` pcrc c jxjmuäíl ac mgdcbc, mlil cutlrc aj uicgijbsc `gstc aj mrgijs...

J, bl jbtcrajmjr acquj`j ijsil agc, 53 aj ajzjierl aj 3148, qucbal l

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jbdl`grci, pjrcbtj l l`ncr ctjbtl als Alutlrjs ac Hç quj lrcvci pcrc sc`vcr suc cìc...’

Igbnc Ajusc!

Sucbal ju luvg gssl... ui crrjpgl nlrrévj` pjrmlrrju tlal l iju mlrpl!

Mlijmjg c sjbtgr mlil sj cpjrtcssji ijus ajals mli c`gmctjs... j lutrcsmlgscs nlrrévjgs...

Mlijmjg c sjbtgr mlil sj uic huicäc aj icajgrc vjraj ij suhlmcssj fubtl mli ui jblrij mc`lr...

Ju mlijmjg c pcsscr iugtl ic`, ics iugtl ic` ijsil!

Mlijmjg c hgmcr mli aghgmuàcaj prc rjspgrcr, mlil sj tgvjssj mlijäcaluic... mrgsj aj csic!

Ju bubmc tgvj csic!

Mlijmjg c sucr hrgl... l`njg prc Nç`îbj... J`c tcvc hgtcbal, ceslrtc, c pgbturc aj ]crcé... ýtgil! J`c bíl tcvc l`ncbal prc igi!

Cqug`l gc pcsscr. Qgbnc quj pcsscr!

_lr quj cquj`j ic`-jstcr söegtl< Cquj`cs sjbscäújs nlrrévjgs pjrmlrrjbaliju mlrpl<

J`cs tgbnci quj pcsscr!Ij cplgjg aj `jvj bui iývj` ctrãs aj igi, prc rjmupjrcr ui pluml iju

jqug`éergl... sji quj c vj`ngbnc ajsmlbhgcssj al quj ju tcvc hczjbal...

Hgz aj tual prc j`c bíl l`ncr prc igi ctç quj ju mlbsjdugssj ijrjmliplr... Zsjg prc gssl c jstrctçdgc aj `nj hczjr pjrdubtcs.

]gi! J`c tcvc tíl ceslrtc `jiercbal acs ngstýrgcs aj sju pcg caltgvl,l`ncbal prc cquj`c pgbturc, quj sj ju jstgiu`cssj j`c, c vj`ngbnc bji l`ncrgc

prc igi ctç tjrigbcr c ngstýrgc.

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- J l quj nluvj ajplgs<

Ej`jzc! J`c mcgu bc igbnc fldcac, bji l`nlu prc igi!

Dcbnjg tjipl prc ij rjmliplr sji quj j`c pjrmjejssj, jbqucbtl j`c prlssjdugc suc bcrrctgvc6

‐Bcquj`j mrjpösmu`l aj 53 aj ajzjierl, qucbal hgbcìjbtj l ö`tgil

rcgl aj ]l` ilrrgc bl nlrgzlbtj, ]l` Bjdrl surdgu bl c`tl ac ml`gbc,mlbhlrij l mliegbcal...




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Hlg c prgijgrc vjz, ji sjtj cbls, quj ]crcé ncvgc sj ctrcscal... j`c sjiprj jstcvc `ã cbtjs al mrjpösmu`l.

]l` Bjdrl sjbtgu quj c`dl jstcvc jrrcal, iugtl jrrcal...

Zic sjbscäíl nlrrévj` `nj vcrrju l pjgtl!

J`j mcvc`dlu rcpgacijbtj pcrc l cmcipcijbtl mgdcbl.

Hlg qucbal l m`í aj ]crcé `nj agssj, mnlrcbal iugtl, quj ls Mcvc`jgrlsac Lraji al Arcdíl c `jvcrci pj`c icbní, cmuscac aj Eruxcrgc! ]jus

pcrjbtjs jstcvci ajsjspjrcals ctrãs aj gbhlricäújs, ics hlrci cijcäcalsaj ilrtj pj`ls Mcvc`jgrls al _rébmgpj Mrgstíl sj hlssji ctç l vg`crjfl.

]l` Bjdrl ic` luvgu cquj`cs pc`cvrcs j scgu mcvc`dcbal ji agspcrcac! Ajstrläcbal quc`qujr Mcvc`jgrl ac Lraji al Arcdíl quj luscssj mruzcr

ji sju mcigbnl! Ctç quj mnjdlu bl vg`crjfl j, bc prcäc mjbtrc`, jbmlbtrlu cs mgbzcs aj

uic hldujgrc gbqugsgtlrgc`, cgbac huijdcbtjs!

L Drcbaj Fustgmjgrl ajsmju aj sju mcvc`l mlil ui hlrtj slprl aj vjbtl,j cflj`nlu-sj pjrcbtj cquj`cs mgbzcs!

Jrduju suc iíl agrjgtc j tlmlu-cs.

Hlg qucbal cmlbtjmju!

Cl tlmcr cs mgbzcs, j`j sjbtgu... j`j sjbtgu tual...Qual! Ji hrcäíl aj sjdubals!

]jbtgu ]crcé sjbal `jvcac pj`ls slàcals bl c`vlrjmjr al ]l`... sjbtgu-c pjrcbtj ls gbtgigacalrjs gbqugsgalrjs... sjbtgu sju ijal... sjbtgu-c sjbal`jvcac pcrc l mc`celuäl, lbaj ls gbstruijbtls aj mlbhgssíl c jspjrcvci...

sjbtgu cs alrjs ji sju mlrpl... sjbtgu c gijbsgaíl al slhrgijbtl aj mcacvgl`cäíl quj `nj gipusjrci... sjbtgu sju scbduj j `ãdrgics jsmlrrjbal...

sjbtgu-c cicrrcac bl plstj ac hldujgrc... sjbtgu ls sjus drgtls! ]jus drgtls

nlrrévjgs sjbal mlbsuigac pj`cs mncics!]uc ]crcé hlg csscssgbcac!

]uc @uc Ercbmc!

Qual l quj rjstcvc aj`c... jstcvc cdlrc bcs sucs iíls... mgbzcs... ui pubncal aj mgbzcs huijdcbtjs!

]jus mcej`ls quj j`j ui agc cmcrgmglu... sju rlstl, quj j`j cicvc bj`j pjrajr-sj... suc vlz, quj `nj cmcrgmgcvc l mlrcäíl... sjus slbnls, quj

slbncvci ji mliubníl mli j`j... Bcac icgs rjstcvc... sjbíl cquj`cs mgbzcs ji sucs iíls...



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]uc cicac @uc Ercbmc bíl jxgstgc icgs!

Hlrci ls sjdubals icgs tjrrévjgs aj tlac c `lbdc vgac aj ]l` Bjdrl...

J`j ajscelu ji prlhubal ajsjspjrl!

_rlstrlu-sj aj flj`nls, bl ijgl acs mgbzcs... cs sjdurcvcajsjspjrcacijbtj jbtrj sjus ajals, tjbtcbal cmcrgmgã-`cs... ics j`csjsmlrrgci aj sucs iíls, hudgbal...

Fldlu sju rlstl slerj cs mgbzcs j mnlrlu, mlil bubmc sj gicdgblu qujui sjr vgvl hlssj mcpcz aj mnlrcr... ]ucs `ãdrgics igsturcvci-sj ïs mgbzcs...

Agz c @jbac quj j`j aju drgtls aj alr j nlrrlr quj cmlracrci tlals lsilrtls sjpu`tcals bl mjigtçrgl acquj`c vg`crjfl!

Cpýs ls drgtls, nluvj ui sg`æbmgl sjpu`mrc`... Bcac sj luvgu plr ui

tjipl tjbjerlscijbtj `lbdl... bjbnuic cvj blturbc... bjbnui drg`l... ls pgls acs mlrufcs, l ilvgijbtl als ilrmjdls, tual pcrjmju jstcr suspjbsl blcr...

Ctç quj sj luvgu c`dl!

Zi rudgal! Zi rudgal aj purl ýagl! Bíl sj scegc sj jrc ui rudgalnuicbl, plgs bgbduçi scegc sj ctç ijsil l sjr nuicbl icgs hurglsl

plajrgc rudgr mli tcicbnl hj` aj ýagl!

Cpýs cquj`j rudgal, luvgu-sj l rj`gbmncr al mcvc`l h`cijfcbtj. J l sliacs pctcs al cbgic` qujgicbal c rj`vc jbqucbtl mcvc`dcvc pcrc ui ùdcrquj tlals tjigci plr ajicgs6 l mcstj`l al _rébmgpj Mrgstíl!

Agz c `jbac quj l Drcbaj Fustgmjgrl ajstrugu tual l quj ncvgc ji sjumcigbnl ctç l mcstj`l, jbdl`gbal tual j tlals quj luscssji jbmcrã-`l, jimncics aj purl ýagl!

J`j ncvgc pjragal mlip`jtcijbtj l mlbtrl`j!

Sucbal j`j ajstrugu mlil ui Qrlvíl cs iurc`ncs al mcstj`l, mli cs

iíls bucs, j l cajbtrlu, surprjjbaju c _rgbmjsc acs Qrjvcs j l _rébmgpjMrgstíl ji mlijilrcäíl cbtjmgpcac ï vgtýrgc mlbtrc l ]l` Bjdrl...

C _rgbmjsc bíl gicdgbcvc quj ]l` Bjdrl hgmcssj gbvjbmévj` sustjbtcal plr ui ýagl quj bubmc nluvj bj`j... j j`j c mcälu, mlil l `jíl mcäc c zjerc,bls `cegrébtgmls mlrrjalrjs acquj`j mcstj`l!

Bcac l ajtgbnc, bcac! Bji Hldl, bji Qjrrc, bji Cr, bji Ãduc, bji Icajgrc, bji Ijtc`, bji Çtjr!

J`j mlbsjdugrgc ajstrué-`c pcrc sjiprj, vjbmjr mli cs iíls bucs c icgs plajrlsc mrgcturc acs Qrjvcs quj fã jxgstgu, sj l _rébmgpj Mrgstíl bíl surdgssj j c prltjdjssj!




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Ls algs mliectjrci, mlil aucs ejstcs-hjrc! _rjscs jblrijs pjbajbtjsaj sucs icbaéeu`cs rcsdcvci c mcrbj ui al lutrl! C icbgpu`cäíl alsiãdgmls J`jijbtls ac Bcturjzc jrc gducìjbtj hjrlz!

C _rgbmjsc hudgu jbqucbtl ls algs ùtcvci... vcgalsc plr suc jxtrjic

ej`jzc, j`c plrçi bíl jsmcplu sji iãmu`cs6 j`c, c icgs plajrlsc j cbtgdcmrgcturc acs Qrjvcs, hgmlu icrmcac pcrc sjiprj mli uic pjqujbc mgmctrgzbl `cal agrjgtl aj suc tjstc... uic mgmctrgz quj `jiercvc l ajsjbnl aj ui‐C’...

Jbqucbtl c _rgbmjsc acs Qrjvcs hudgc, ]l` Bjdrl ajrrltlu l _rébmgpjMrgstíl!

J`j jstcvc tlical aj tcbtc hörgc, sji bjbnuic mlbsmgæbmgc, tc` mlil cicgs purc ejstc-hjrc, sjbtgbal cs alrjs j luvgbal ls drgtls aj suc cicac

bcquj`c hldujgrc quj, agzji, ]l` Bjdrl ajrrltlu l scbdugbãrgl _rébmgpjMrgstíl crrcbmcbal-`nj suc mcejäc ï ajbtcacs...

Cssgi tjrigblu cquj`c nlrrévj` blgtj...

J, ajplgs agssl, l Drcbaj Fustgmjgrl, l prltjtlr als fustls, bubmc icgs `ã hlg vgstl...

J`j ncvgc ajscpcrjmgal pcrc sjiprj!’

Ju sý ij `jierl quj ju cgbac sjbtgc cs igbncs pjrbcs ctç c nlrc quj cvj`ngbnc hc`lu c hrcsj ‐crrcbmcbal-`nj suc mcejäc ï ajbtcacs’...

Acé prc hrjbtj, tual mlijälu c jsmurjmjr... igbncs pjrbcs chrluxcrcimlip`jtcijbtj...

J ju bíl ij `jierl aj icgs bcac!

Aj rjpjbtj ju sjbtg l mcrpjtj icmgl ac sc`c, bcs igbncs mlstcs...

]jbtg uic mlgsgbnc bl iju rlstl... pcrjmgc uic sucvj ergsc... uivjbtgbnl...

Jrc Nç`îbj, ij cecbcbal mli ui flrbc`!C vj`ngbnc tcvc mli l rlstl ijdc prjlmupcal6

- Ijbgbc! Ijbgbc! Qual eji<

Ju cplgjg l iju ercäl bl mcrpjtj icmgl.

Qcvc tjbtcbal ij sjbtcr bl mníl...

Nç`îbj pjrmjeju c igbnc gbtjbäíl. Ij cfualu c ij sjbtcr c`g bl mníl.

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Nç`îbj, mli ls l`nls ijdc jspcbtcals, hc`lu6

- Xlmæ ajsicglu, ijbgbc! ]ji icgs bji ijbls! Xlmæ jstã eji<

Ajsicgjg<

Suj arldc! Suj hgcsml! Bíl scegc cdlrc lbaj ij jbhgcr, tcicbnc c vjrdlbnc!

]ý mlbsjdug acr ui nlrrlrlsl slrrgsl cicrj`l...

Suj hgcsml quj ju hgz!

]jbtg ui mc`lr suegbal pj`l iju rlstl...

]gi... Arldc! Ju fã tcvc vjrij`nc mlil ui pgijbtíl icaurl!

]ý mlbsjdug dcdujfcr6- Ajsmu`pc, Nç`îbj! Ju slu uic elelbc, ij giprjssglbl hãmg`!

Ju tjbtjg slrrgr c`dl ij`nlr prc cquj`c vj`ngbnc cssustcac, c`dl ijbls pglr quj ui slrrgsl cicrj`l...

@ýdgml quj sý scgu uic acs igbncs m`ãssgmcs mcrjtcs...

Nç`îbj ij sjbtlu bc pl`trlbc.

Ji gbstcbtjs ju fã tcvc ij sjbtgbal eji... tual hubmglbcbal blric` aj

blvl...

Mnjmcbal l sgstjic6 tlals ls gbstruijbtls lb `gbj blvcijbtj...

Ics quj trcec`nl ju tgvj prc mlbvjbmjr cquj`c vj`ngbnc aj quj jurjcìjbtj tcvc eji aj blvl...

J cdlrc ju tcvc jrc ilrrjbal aj vjrdlbnc!

Lbaj ju gc jsmlbajr c igbnc mcrc vjrij`nc aj pgijbtíl<!

Uãpgal, dcrltc, rãpgal! Zic scéac! Zic ajsmu`pc djbtg` prc vlmæ acr lhlrc!

_jrdubtjg prc vj`ngbnc qucgs nlrcs jrci.

Nç`îbj ij rjsplbaju.

Hgbdg surprjsc j jspcbtl.

Ijbtg, chgricbal quj tgbnc ui mliprligssl aj hcié`gc iugtlgiplrtcbtj, ajbtrl aj cpjbcs uic nlrc, j quj ju tgbnc ijsil quj gr cdlrc.

_rjmgscvc tlicr iju mcigbnl sjbíl mnjdcrgc iugtl ctrcscac!




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Cgbac ajilrjg ubs elbs igbutls prc mlbvjbmjr c vj`ngbnc aj quj ju tcvcji mlbagäújs aj agrgdgr c igbnc iltl...

J`c agssj6

- Bíl qujr quj @jg`jbj tj `jvj pcrc mcsc bc pgmk-up aj`c< Ml`lmcils suc

iltl bc mcrrlmjrgc ac pgmk-up! Blssc, c mlgsc bíl mcbscvc aj pglrcr! Cdlrc ctç c hjrc sj`vcdji ac `lgrc

ac prlpcdcbac aj mjrvjfc j hrjtj prc igbnc @ubc fã tcvci bc fldcac!

Arldc, Arldc! _lrmcrgc!

]uc elelbc, plrquj tgbnc quj pcsscr ic` j ajsicgcr luvgbal sý uicngstlrgbnc<!

Mlbsjdug ij ajsalercr ji crduijbtls, ctç quj tgrjg cquj`cs gaçgcs ac

mcejäc ac vj`ngbnc!Ics j`c cgbac tjbtlu ij mlbvjbmjr c hgmcr. Bíl qujrgc quj ju ij

cmgajbtcssj bc iltl aj fjgtl bjbnui6

- Ã`jx ji erjvj jstcrã ji mcsc. Bíl qujr jspjrcr icgs ui pluqugbnl pcrc acr ui ‐lg’ pcrc j`j< Ctç `ã, vlmæ rjcìjbtj sj rjmupjrlu aj vjracaj!Jstã tíl ercbqugbnc cgbac!

@ýdgml quj ju bjdujg! Zsjg l mliprligssl aj hcié`gc mlil ajsmu`pc.

Ics... quj arldc! _lr quj c vj`ngbnc tgbnc quj ml`lmcr Ã`jx bc pcutc acmlbvjrsc, njgi<

Arldc, arldc, j`c pjdlu bl iju plbtl hrcml6

- Ã`jx bíl hgmcrgc grrgtcal sj sluejssj quj ju vgi cqug gbmlilacr j`j<

]uc gagltc! G-ag-l-tc! Gssl jrc mlgsc prc sj hc`cr<!

Ç sý luvgr l blij ‐Ã`jx’ j vlmæ fã mlijäc c hczjr ejstjgrc< _jdc c @ubcj vcg jielrc auic vjz, cbtjs quj hcäc cgbac icgs hgcsmls!

Ju tcvc ij icsscmrcbal, ics Nç`îbj cl gbvçs aj pcrtgmgpcr agssl, ajuui slrrgsl ijdc ciãvj` prc igi, agzjbal6

- Gicdgbc, ijbgbc! Suj gbmlilacr l quæ! Xlmæ ç jxctcijbtj mlil j`jij ajsmrjvju6 uic iläc iugtl jaumcac j djbtg`! J`j grgc calrcr mlbvjrscrmli vlmæ!

Cg... cg...

Ajg ui slrrgsl... j tlal ajscfjgtcal!

Igbnc vjrdlbnc cuijbtlu cgbac icgs!



C. Icyjr

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Ju ij ajspjag ac vj`ngbnc mli ui cercäl gduc` c igi6 jsqugsgtl,gbcajqucal j ajscfjgtcal!

Nç`îbj ij cmlipcbnlu ctç l plrtíl al Mcscríl.

Ilbtjg bc igbnc @ubc, mli c mcejäc dgrcbal ” iugtc mlgsc hc`cbal cl

ijsil tjipl ajbtrl ac igbnc mcejäc! ” ics cecbjg prc Nç`îbj, tjbtcbalslrrgr jbqucbtl ml`lmcvc l mcpcmjtj...

Hlg jbtíl quj c vj`ngbnc ij agssj, ijdc djbtg`6

- Xlmæ ç iugtl qujrgac, ]j`jbj! Xjbnc bls vgsgtcr sjiprj quj qugsjr, jstã eji< Bíl prjmgsc tjr vjrdlbnc c`duic6 sjfc sjiprj vlmæ ijsic!

Ju slrrg, cmjbcbal chgrictgvcijbtj mli c mcejäc, sý plr jaumcäíl...

_lrquj bc rjc` ju bíl jbtjbag hlg bcac... pcrjmgc quj j`c tcvc hc`cbal c

`ébduc al Jspérgtl ]cbtl aui mu`tl auic Gdrjfc Jvcbdç`gmc, lu sjg `ã l quj, plrquj tgbnc tcbtl ecru`nl bc igbnc ijbtj quj ju bji luvgc bji jbtjbagcbcac...

Ju qujrgc jrc scgr ac`g c icgs rãpgac plssévj`!

Suj vjrdlbnc, quj vjrdlbnc!

@gdujg l iltlr ac @ubc j hug jielrc!

Ctç quj jbhgi. Mlbsjdug hudgr!

Jbqucbtl igbnc iltl cmcrgmgcvc l cshc`tl aj @ciy Xg``cdj, igbncmcejäc tcvc zlcbal, zlbzcbal, j tlacs cs pc`cvrcs mli ‐z’, mlil ‐zgduj-zcduj’...

Ju tcvc mlil quj... mlip`jtcijbtj ajsjbmcgxcac al iju mlrpl!

Ju bíl mlbsjdugrgc agrgdgr iugtl acquj`j fjgtl, bíl ijsil!

Ajmgag gr ctç c prcgc aj @ciy Xg``cdj... Hgmcrgc `ã ubs gbstcbtjs, ctçmlbsjdugr ij rjjbmcgxcr aj vl`tc ji igi ijsic!

Cmnl quj c prcgbnc aj Ãduc Almj ajvjrgc tã `gbac mli ls rjh`jxlsacquj`j ]l` rjh`jtgbal bcs ãducs al Ducynec Ugvjr, ics ju bíl pjrmjeg bcacagssl bíl...

Ajs`gdujg igbnc iltl.

Ajsmg aj`c. Qgrjg iju mcpcmjtj.

Ij sjbtjg bl mníl, bc crjgc cicrj`gbnc ac prcgc.

Hgqujg rjmlstcac bc @ubc.L`njg prls `cals. Ju tcvc slzgbnc.




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Ýtgil, ýtgil! Ju prjmgscvc iugtl hgmcr slzgbnc...

Bíl qujrgc, aj fjgtl bjbnui, Nlil scpgjbs c`dui pjrtl aj igi bcquj`cnlrc...

J hlg jbtíl quj cmlbtjmju...

Aj rjpjbtj, bíl sjg jxp`gmcr l plrquæ, ju mlijmjg c mnlrcr!

J mlil ju mnlrjg!

]ji iltgvl bjbnui!

]gip`jsijbtj iju pjgtl tcvc sj sjbtgbal ijdc lprgigal... pjscal...mlil aléc!

J ju mnlrjg tcbtl, ics tcbtl... quj ctç mnjdujg c slùäcr!

Bíl tjbnl c ijblr gaçgc aj qucbtl tjipl ju hgqujg bcquj`c prcgcmnlrcbal...

Ju sjmcvc igbncs `ãdrgics mli c ecrrc ac igbnc mcigsjtc bjdrc ac Qnj Dltngm Ij`lay cba Acrk Ulsjs, ics pcrjmj quj bíl pcrcvc icgs aj vgr`ãdrgics...

C öbgmc vjz quj ju mnlrjg acquj`j fjgtl hlg bl sjpu`tcijbtl aj Ucmnj`,qucbal l mcgxíl aj`c ecgxlu c sjpu`turc... ics cdlrc ju mnlrcvc sji iltgvlbjbnui!

Ju bíl tgbnc c ijblr gaçgc al quj tcvc cmlbtjmjbal mligdl!

Sucbal c gicdji acquj`js rjtrctls... aj Cn-njt j ]crcé... ij vgbnci bcijbtj... mnlrcvc, mnlrcvc!

Mlil sj ju tgvjssj pjragal c`duçi iugtl giplrtcbtj prc igi... mlil sjju tgvjssj ajgxcal c`duçi quj ju cicvc iugtl, mlip`jtcijbtj mlbtrc cigbnc vlbtcaj...

Suj sjbtgijbtl nlrrévj`! Mlil cqug`l aléc!

J jrc... gbajmghrãvj`... giplssévj` aj jbtjbajr!

Igbnc ijbtj bíl mlbsjdugc mliprjjbajr cqug`l... ics iju pjgtl sjbtgc...

Ju bji sjg qucbtl tjipl hgqujg cssgi, bcquj`c prcgc...

Bl hgbc` acs mlbtcs, c ecrrc ac igbnc mcigsjtc fã tcvc tlac il`ncac... bc ejgrc aj ui rgl aj Ãduc Almj, dcrcbtl quj ju jrc c öbgmc pjsslc al iubalquj mlbsjdugc hgmcr mli c mcigsjtc il`ncac plr Ãduc ]c`dcac...

]ý plagc cmlbtjmjr mligdl ijsic uic mlgsc ajsscs! Drcbaj...



C. Icyjr

3=5

L`njg prc igbnc mcigsjtc mli c ecrrc jbslpcac... iju l`ncr tcvc ijgl pjragal cgbac...

Ctç quj mlijmjg c pjrmjejr ij`nlr c pcgscdji...

Mlijmjg c pjrmjejr l Ducynec Ugvjr...

Qíl vcstl... sucs ãducs ecg`cvci ajvcdcr sle uic sucvj mlrrjbtjzc, ajiíls acacs mli cs lbagbncs hjgtcs pj`l vjbtl... mrjsmg vjbal cquj`j Ugl...

plr vjzjs tíl `crdl c plbtl aj bíl sj mlbsjdugr vjr c lutrc icrdji... c`dubsajscvgscals ctç l mlbhubagrgci, plr vjzjs, mli ui `cdl...

L vjbtl mrgcbal cquj`cs lbagbncs bcs sucs ãducs, quj ju sjiprj cijgvgsùiercr...

Cquj`cs dcräcs eji ercbqugbncs vlcbal, aj hlric aj`gmcac, sg`jbmglscs...

L pjrhuij dlstlsl acs sucs Ãducs sj igsturcbal mli l mnjgrl acvjdjtcäíl prýxgic ï icrdji, mlil buic acbäc aj cilr jbtrj c Ictc j csÃducs, jiec`cacs pj`l Xjbtl...

Hlg sý jbtíl quj ju pjrmjeg quj ju tcvc mcìc...

_jrmjeg quj ju bíl tcvc icgs tlbtc...

J quj bíl mnlrcvc icgs...

Ics ju ajvgc tã mli ls l`nls ijdc vjrij`nls j gbmncals! Mnlrjg iugtl

ijsil!Hgqujg icgs c`dui tjipl l`ncbal prc cquj`c pcgscdji quj ju cicvc...

quj ij cmcìcvc...

Mrjsmg l`ncbal prc j`c... Sucbal c mlgsc hgmcvc hjgc prc igi, jrc cquj`cacbäc acs Ãducs j al Xjbtl, hczjbal cilr, quj sjiprj ij cmc`jbtcvc...

Hgqujg c`g, cssgi, sjg `ã qucbtl tjipl... ceslrtc...

Fcicgs ajsmlbhgjg quj, bui `lmc` giplssévj` aj sjr vgstc plr igi ” bl

c`tl auic ãrvlrj prýxgic! ” @jg`jbj ij lesjrvcvc plr tlal cquj`j tjipl...iugtl ctjbtc c mcac rjspgrcäíl igbnc...

Bcquj`c prcgbnc hgqujg... Ctç quj tlijg mlrcdji aj tlicr c jstrcac.

_jdujg igbnc dcrrchgbnc aj ãduc ac igbnc ilmng`c j c tlijg qucsj tlac,auic vjz sý!

Qcvc sjajbtc... mlil sj ju tgvjssj jxpu`scal tlac c ãduc al iju mlrplctrcvçs acs igbncs `ãdrgics...

L`njg prl scbauémnj bc igbnc ilmng`c. J`j ij jieru`nlu l jstñicdl!Jmc! ]ji hlij!




3==

Ducrajg c dcrrchgbnc aj ãduc. Hjmnjg igbnc ilmng`c.

Ilbtjg c @ubc. Ml`lqujg iju mcpcmjtj j pjdujg c jstrcac, ruil cl Blrtjaj Ncppy Ncrelr.

Ju bíl mlbsjdugc pjbscr ji bcac...

Hgbcìjbtj, igbnc mcejäc tcvc mlip`jtcijbtj vczgc...

]ji tlal cquj`j ecru`nl aj pjbscijbtls icrtj`cbal igbnc ijbtj...

Hgbcìjbtj6 ui pluml aj _cz!

Bcquj`j cejbälcal ]g`æbmgl Gbtjrglr, mlil l aj ui `cic tgejtcbl ijagtcbal ” quj ilijbtl cejbälcal! Jrc tíl rcrl mlbsjdugr cquj`j ]g`æbmgltíl prjmglsl ajbtrl aj igi! ” ju tcvc sý l`ncbal c jstrcac j cs cvjbgacs

pj`cs qucgs ju pcssjg...

Bjbnui pjbscijbtl.

Bjbnui mlbmjgtl.

Bjbnui rýtu`l.

Bjbnuic gbtjrprjtcäíl.

Bjbnui ecru`nl ajbtrl aj igi...

Cpjbcs cquj`c _cz aj jstcr _rjsjbtj, ajbtrl aj Igi Ijsic, eji

jbmcgxcac ji igi, ctjbtc ï jstrcac, ïs cvjbgacs, cl tråbsgtl.Cpjbcs lesjrvcbal l quj lmlrrgc bl cshc`tl, sji fu`dcr ceslùtcijbtj

bcac... bji sjr fu`dcac...

Suj _cz!

Sucbal mnjdujg bc mcsc aj _gbk _gd, ducrajg c @ubc bl iju qucrtgbnl.

Qrcbqujg c igbnc plrtc j ij ctgrjg bc mcic.

Ju ij sjbtgc jxcustc.Ijdc, ics ijdc mcbscac ijsil, mlil sj tgvjssj mlrrgal uic

icrctlbc...

Bji tgrjg iju slerjtual... j mli eltcs j tual ij vgrjg prl `cal j jigbstcbtjs calrijmg ...



C. Icyjr

3=1

_lstcdji 7. ]cbduj j Mnlml`ctj

(E `lla cba Mnlml `ctj , 5??4, JZC)

Sucbal ju cmlrajg tgbnc pjragal tltcìjbtj c bläíl aj tjipl.

_crjmgc uic igbjgrc, sji rj`ýdgl j bl jsmurl, sltjrrcac bui cmgajbtj ajigbc...

Ics, bc rjc`, ju tgbnc rj`ýdgl... j iju qucrtgbnl bls hubals ac mcsc aj_gbk _gd jrc ui pluml ijbls pglr quj uic igbc ajscecac...

Ic` cmlrajg... ics igbnc grlbgc fã tcvc lb `gbj!

L`njg prl rj`ýdgl... tcvc icrmcbal quctrl nlrcs. Ics quctrl nlrcs alquæ<

Jrci quctrl ac icbní, jrci quctrl ac tcraj< Suj agc jrc nlfj< _ãsmlc< Bctc`< Mcrbcvc`< Lbaj quj ju tcvc<

]ý ijsil c igbnc grlbgc tcvc lb... tlal l rjstl6 cgbac lhh ...

Sucbal vg cs nlrcs, vg quj tcvc bl iju qucrtl. Fã jrc ui mlijäl6 ijudrcbaj sjbsl aj lrgjbtcäíl tcvc hgmcbal lb...

L`njg cl rjalr al iju qucrtl... tcvc tual ijdc jsmurl! Qgbnc uic ùztæbuj jbtrcbal pj`c plrtgbnl`c ac plrtc al iju qucrtl...

]jrã quj tcvc mnlvjbal prc tã tíl jsmurl, ïs 1 nlrcs ac tcraj acquj`jaligbdl quj tcvc tíl jbsl`crcal aj icbní<

Qjiplrc`, cssgi, bl sjml, sji prj`gigbcrjs bíl<

Aj mjrtl jrc icgs uic acquj`cs tjipjstcajs giprjvgstcs, quj surdgcimli cs iuacbäcs m`giãtgmcs jb`luqujmgacs als ö`tgils tjipls... Cquj`cs

tjipjstcajs quj arge`ci mlil mrcqujs ls ij`nlrjs ilaj`ls m`giãtgmlsmliputcalrgzcals, quj pjdci ctç c`dubs hgdurújs ac BC]C mli cs mc`äcs bciíl, bl Mcls M`giãtgml ctuc`... Ultgbc...

@jvcbtjg... ics `jvcbtjg tlac aurc!

_crjmgc quj tgbnc alrigal buic mcic aj jspgbnls aui hcqugr gbagcbl...bcac icgs mlbhlrtãvj`!

Ijus pçs tcvci aljbal prc mcrciec!

L`njg prc j`js... Mncrcac rjsplbagac6 ju tcvc aj eltcs!@ýdgml6 quj pçs gci cdujbtcr alrigr aj eltcs...




3=:

Suj mcejäc c igbnc, lbaj fã sj vgu<

Bji tgrjg igbncs eltcs... Ju tgbnc gal alrigr<... Lu sgip`jsijbtjajspjbqujg slerj c mcic, njgi<

J sjrã quj tcvc cgbac vjstgbal iju slerjtual aj mlurl<!

]j sgi c jssc pjrdubtc, ju ajvjrgc tã tlac al`lrgac, als pçs cl pjsmläl... eli, al`lrgac ju tcvc ijsil!

Mlbmùsíl ajhgbgtgvc, cl vjr quj tcvc uscbal igbnc cricaurc aj mlurl6bíl hug alrigr bíl, ajspjbqujg ijsil bc igbnc mcic... tlac hcracac!

]gbgstrl...

Ajg ubs pcssls ctç c igbnc plrtc. Mcigbncbal gduc` zuieg...

Ic` tgbnc cmlracal... ics fã tcvc acbäcbal tnrg``jr al Igmncj`...Cerg c plrtgbnl`c. Jspgjg prc hlrc.

Qlijg ui sustl6 tcvc tual ijdc jsmurl `ã hlrc, cs jstrj`cs erg`ncvci blmçu!

C ùz quj ju ncvgc jbxjrdcal jbtrcr bl iju qucrtl jrc c gùigbcäíl als plstjs aj gùigbcäíl pöe`gmc!

Igbnc Ajusc! Bíl jrci quctrl nlrcs ac tcraj aj aligbdl6 jrci quctrl

nlrcs ac icbní! Suctrl nlrcs ac icbní aj sjdubac-hjgrc!_utz, ju bíl alrig bíl6 ju ngejrbjg!

Jrc sý l quj ij hc`tcvc...

Cdlrc ju ctç fã tgbnc vgrcal uic ursc, ngejrbcbal plr cé... j mjrtcijbtj fãscejrgc aj quc` c jspçmgj, qucbal vgssj c igbnc icqugcdji dýtgmc tlac

elrrcac bl jspj`nl al ecbnjgrl6 ursc pcbac...

_luml c pluml, hug ij `jiercbal acs mlgscs quj ncvgci lmlrrgal.

Hgmcbal lb aj blvl...Ij `jierjg aj tjr gal c @ciy Xg``cdj.

Ujmlrajg ac vý aj Ã`jx ij rjmjejbal ijdc eji bcquj`j Mcscríl.

Xj`ngbnc ijdc `jdc`!

Ij `jierjg ac mlbvjrsc quj tgvj mli j`c... j acs ngstýrgcs quj j`c ijmlbtlu...

@jierjg ac hgcsqujgrc quj ju hgz, ajsicgcbal `ã...



C. Icyjr

3=8

_utz, quj vjrdlbnc! Suj eli quj ju tcvc cdlrc bc igbnc tlmc6 bgbduçigc ij vjr ctç igbnc vjrdlbnc pcsscr...

Hgbcìjbtj, rjmlrajg quj mnlrjg bc prcgc... j iugtl!

_lr quj agcels ju mnlrjg acquj`j fjgtl, njgi<!

J plr quj c ngstýrgc ac pgbturc aj ]crcé ij hjz ij sjbtgr tíl ic`< Cquj`cssjbscäújs nlrrévjgs bl iju mlrpl... j ctç ij hjz pcsscr plr cquj`j hgcsml ajajsicgcr<

Igbnc mcejäc, igbnc ijbtj6 mlip`jtcijbtj lb aj blvl...

_lrmcrgc... cbtjs aj`c `gdcr, ijsil mli c alr bl mlrpl, ju tcvc ijsjbtgbal cgbac mli cquj`c sucvj sjbscäíl aj `jvjzc ” tc`vjz ctç ijsil _cz!

” quj ju sjbtg qucbal tcvc agrgdgbal prc mcsc...

Mcejäc `gdcac, mlrl`ãrgl `ýdgml6 mlijmjg c mgsicr ui ig`níl aj mlgscs!L pcg caltgvl aj Nç`îbj bíl jbvj`njmgc bcs hltls6 pcsscrci ubs 5? cbls

lu icgs, c ijbgbc mrjsmgc j iuacvc bcs hltldrchgcs, ics j j`j<

Bubmc iuacvc... quj jstrcbnl... Acs aucs, uic, lu ctç cs aucs6 lu cshltldrchgcs jrci iugtl rugbs, aj tc` hlric quj bíl acvc prc vjr ls ajtc`njsal rlstl al mcrgbnc jbvj`njmjbal... lu rjcìjbtj j`j tgbnc djbjs elbs ajicgs

” lu ui jxmj`jbtj mgrurdgíl p`ãstgml, buic çplmc quj gssl bji jxgstgc cgbac! ” mlil c vj`ngbnc hc`lu ergbmcbal mligdl!

Blvc mgsic6

_lr quj l egscvñ aj Ã`jx ” j ajplgs l prýprgl Ã`jx ” mugacvci tíl ejiacquj`c jspçmgj aj ‐c`tcr’ lbaj tcvci cquj`js algs rjtrctls, aj Cb-njt j]crcé<

]jrã quj j`j mugacvc acquj`cs pgbturcs plrquj j`cs jrci Eruxcs< J Ã`jxmurtgc l bjdýmgl< ]jrã quj j`j mlbnjmgc Icdgc, Eruxcrgc<!

Suj mlgsc... l fjgtgbnl mlil cquj`j c`tcr jrc mugacal j lrdcbgzcal plr

Ã`jx, ctç mli h`lrjs... tlal crruicagbnl... j`j pcrjmgc quj tgbnc iugtlmcrgbnl plr cquj`cs pgbturcs...

Ics plr quj Ã`jx cmjbagc vj`cs bcquj`j c`tcr, tlal cbl< Jxctcijbtj blagc 3¿ aj fubnl j bl agc 53 aj ajzjierl, fustl bcs actcs acs ilrtjs acs aucsEruxcs, sjdubal cs ngstýrgcs al egscvñ aj`j<

Jrc ui tgpl aj mu`tl iãdgml< ]jrã quj cquj`cs Eruxcs pjrtjbmgci c uicQrcagäíl aj Icdgc j Eruxcrgc quj Ã`jx dlstcvc lu pjrtjbmgc j, plr gssl,jrci mu`tucacs<

Qã cé uic mlgsc quj ju calrjg mgsicr6 Ã`jx, ui Eruxl!




3=4

Sujrgc ajsmlergr cdlrc sj j`j jrc ijsil hí al blssl jstg`l aj vgac pcdí!_rjmgscvc mlbhgricr gssl6 c`çi aj sjr l mcrgbnc icgs `gbal quj fã vg, jrc uiEruxl<

]j hlssj, blssc, cé j`j tgbnc ctgbdgal c pjrhjgäíl!

_utz... ij jsmcplu ctç ui suspgrl... cg... cg...Aj rjpjbtj... blvc mgsic!

J j`c ij cssc`tlu c mcejäc...

C`jxscbajr jrc ijdc ercbml, ercbml mlil l iãrilrj! Qíl ercbqugbnlmlil Ã`jx...

Qã mjrtl quj Ã`jx jrc ercbqugbnl, ics bcac pctl`ýdgml, lu al tgplcègbl, lk<

Cègbls bíl tgbnci cquj`js mcej`ls bjdrls `gbals j cquj`js l`nls vjrajs ” icdbçtgmls, wlw! ” quj j`j tgbnc!

L egscvñ j l egsbjtl jrci gducgs bl tli aj pj`j... ics tgbnc icgs mlgsc!

C`jxscbajr... putz, tgrcbal l mlrtj aj mcej`l cbtgdl, l sufjgtl jrc c mcrc ajÃ`jx!

Gaæbtgmls6 gducìjbtj ercbmls, gducìjbtj jblrijs ” mli qucsj algsijtrls ls algs... l ijsil rlstl, ceslùtcijbtj tual gduc`... ics mlil, fã

quj Nç`îbj, c vý aj`j, jrc caltcac< Mlil ls djbjs al egscvñ pcsscrgci prl egsbjtl<

Jstrcbnl...

C ijbls quj Nç`îbj bíl hlssj c vý aj Ã`jx, hlssj tgpl uic tgc-cvý...]gi, jrc sý C`jxscbajr tjr tgal lutrls hg`nls, j Ã`jx ajsmjbajr aj`js... Iugtcdjbtj mncic tgc-cvý sgip`jsijbtj aj vý... Blric`6 ctç vj`ngbnc quj c djbtjbubmc vgu bc vgac, qucbal jbmlbtrc bc ruc, c`dubs mncici aj vý...

Cn, ajvgc sjr gssl sgi! _lr gssl Nç`îbj ij agssj gssl, `ã bl plrtíl alMcscríl6

‐_laj-sj agzjr quj slu c vý aj Ã`jx’...

Ictjg jssc mncrcac, ncncnc!

Ej`jzc!

Ics acé, blvc mgsic ” c `gstc aj alwb`lcas aj mgsics ajvjrgc sjr gijbsc, plrquj bíl pcrcvci aj ecgxcr!



C. Icyjr

3=>

Suj mlgsc! L`nc sý6 Nç`îbj bíl ij agssj al quj l pcg caltgvl aj`cilrrju, j`c sgip`jsijbtj agssj quj j`j ‐pcrtgu’ ji 3784... _crtgu... prclbaj<

Lu sjrã quj ‐pcrtgu’ jrc ui juhjigsil prc ‐ilrrju’<

Eli... ajvgc sjr... ju hc`cvc cssgi ac igbnc vý Ucmnj`6 pcrtgu, hjz c_csscdji prl _`cbl Cstrc`...

Cmnl quj jssc mncrcac ju tcieçi ictjg! Fýgc!

Jgtc! Blvc mgsic6

Mlil cquj`j mcrgbnc, C`jxscbajr, plajrgc tjr jbmlbtrcal ui pcpgrljdépmgl aj ui pjrélal cbtjrglr ï 3¿ Agbcstgc al Cbtgdl Gipçrgl, aj ui

pjrélal quj bji ls crqujý`ldls mlbnjmgci agrjgtl<

Fã quj j`j jrc ui ml`jmglbcalr aj Crtj, aj lbaj j`j ncvgc mliprcalcqug`l< J mlil j`j scegc acquj`cs actcs tcbtls cbls cbtjs ac Bctglbc`Zbgvjrsgty pjsqugscr bls `celrctýrgls< ]jrã quj quji vjbaju prc C`jxscbajrtcvc tíl eji gbhlrical agssl tual, `ã bls cbls 371?, çplmc quj j`j ajvj tjrmliprcal cquj`j pcpgrl< Ij`nlr gbhlrical quj ls pjsqugscalrjs ac

Bctglbc` Zbgvjrsgty, mli uic tjmbl`ldgc supjrglr, icgs aj mgbqujbtc cblsajplgs<

J mlil c`dl tíl cbtgdl tcvc ji tíl pjrhjgtl jstcal aj mlbsjrvcäíl< ]jrãquj l egscvñ aj Ã`jx jrc bíl cpjbcs ui ml`jmglbcalr aj Crtj, ics tcieçiui crqujý`ldl<

Açmcac aj 371?... p`jbc ]jdubac Dujrrc Iubagc`6 ju fã tgbnc `gal quj,mlil l Jdgtl jrc plssjssíl ergtåbgmc, bcquj`c mlbhusíl mli ls c`jiíjs bl

Blrtj ac Ãhrgmc, nluvj iugtc jsmcvcäíl g`jdc` j ctç sj rluelu iugtc mlgscquj c Mgæbmgc Lhgmgc` nlfj bji scej quj jxgstgu... jrc ui pcrcésl prlsml`jmglbcalrjs pcrtgmu`crjs j prls crqujý`ldls gbajpjbajbtjs acquj`c çplmc!

]jrã quj C`jxscbajr jrc ui acquj`js mcrcs, acquj`js crqujý`ldlscvjbturjgrls<

Qgbnc quj sjr!

Chgbc`, Nç`îbj bíl ij mlbtlu quc` jrc c prlhgssíl aj`j! J agssj quj j`jvgcfcvc iugtl pj`l iubal cbtjs aj caltã-`c!

]ý cssgi ijsil prc j`j tjr tcbtls lefjtls cbtgdls, `gbaéssgils, bcquj`jMcscríl!

Cquj`c ml`jäíl aj Crtj cbtgdc< ]j slicssj ls vc`lrjs acquj`cs crics,acquj`cs cricaurcs, acquj`cs pgbturcs, jsmu`turcs, mjråigmcs, tceu`jtcs,jbhgi, aj tual l quj pcrjmgc ncvjr bcquj`j Mcscríl, sjg `ã... tc`vjz vc`jssjiig`nújs j ig`nújs aj aý`crjs!




3=7

Aj lbaj l pcg caltgvl aj Nç`îbj tgrcvc agbnjgrl prc mliprcr tual cqug`l<

Blssc... qucbtcs pjrdubtcs sji rjsplstcs!

]gbgstrl...

]uegtcijbtj, blvc mgsic ” j tcvc ijsil mlbhgrical6 c `gstc ajalwb`lcas jrc rjcìjbtj gijbsc!

]gi! Ls l`nls aj Ã`jx!

Ls l`nls aj Ã`jx jrci vjrajs... ics bcquj`c blgtj, suegtcijbtj, j`jshgmcrci ijdc vjrij`nls... mlil mncics hcgsmcbal, scej<

Jbtíl j`j agssj quj jrc mlbfubtgvgtj... tã eli... ics sj hlssj mlbfubtgvgtj,ls l`nls aj`j bíl ajvjrgci tã vjrij`nls c blgtj tlac< Lu j`js hgmcvcicssgi, iuacbal aj mlr rjpjbtgbcijbtj<!

Mlbfubtgvgtj ç quj bíl jrc!

Cg, cg, cg, cg, cg... sjrã quj jrc c`duic arldc blvc quj Ã`jx tcvc uscbal<

_utz drg`c!

J`j, cquj`c pjrhjgäíl c`g... ui vgmgcal< ]jrã<

Ncvgci uics arldcs blvcs rl`cbal plr cé quj iuacvci eji cssgi c mlrals l`nls...

_utz, acé aju lutrl alwb`lca , mlil ui rcgl bc igbnc ijbtj6 ctjipjrcturc ac pj`j aj Ã`jx...

C iíl aj`j, qucbal ju c tlqujg cmgajbtcìjbtj bcquj`c cu`c, tcvc ijdchrgc, mlil c aui e`lml aj dj`l!

@jierjg aj Ir . Djlrdj... ij agzjbal quj Ã`jx jrc ‐jbmrjbmc’, ‐ scrbc prc sj mläcr ’...

]jrã quj Ir. Djlrdj scegc aj c`dl< Qgpl, usl aj blvcs arldcs<

]gi6 l ijrmcal tcvc mnjgl aj blvcs arldcs eliecbal plr cé... j bílvgbnci ac hcriãmgc ac jsqugbc, bíl!

Mcpgtc`gsil prlctgvl6 l mlbsuigalr, mcac vjz icgs jxgdjbtj j gbscmgãvj`,sjiprj hczgc ls trchgmcbtjs tcrji ijdc ctjbtls prc gblvcäújs bl ijrmcal...

]luej quj tgbnci uics arldcs eji bc ilac quj, sý prc mlijäl ajmlbvjrsc, fã acvci ui ecrctl sjxuc` j tc`6 ls durgs calrcvci plrqujgiprjssglbcvci iugtl cs durgcs bc mcic... j mlil ‐eñbus’ cquj`cs el`jtcsctç iuacvci c mlr als l`nls ji gbstcbtjs... ics ji c`dubs durgs acvci

mlil jhjgtl ml`ctjrc` uic pjrgdlsc ngpltjrigc ” sgi, c tjipjrcturc al mlrpl



C. Icyjr

31?

ajspjbmcvc j c pj`j hgmcvc dj`cac qucbal acvc c hgssurc, qucbal hc`tcvc calsj...

Ics... `ldl j`j< Bjsscs cé<!

Bíl... Mcpcz!

Bíl, gssl bíl jrc fustl!

@ldl j`j< ]jrã<!

_lrmcrgc... sj j`j jrc ijsil uic scrbc prc sj mläcr... arldc, mlbhjssl, pñ!Ju tcvc ijsil ijdc c hgi auic mläcagbnc...

Blssc! _crc, pcrc, pñ!

Mnjdc!

Igbnc mcejäc tcvc hjrvg`ncbal ajicgs!

Mnjdc! Ju qujrl pcz, pñ!

Hgqujg tlbtc.

@ýdgml6 pjbscbal, pjbscbal, mgsicbal, jrc tcbtl alwb`lca quj c rjajtji quj mcgr ijsil, bç!

Ij sjbtjg bc mcic. Ajgtjg ui pluqugbnl ctç c tlbturc pcsscr...

Sucbal l`njg blvcijbtj prl rj`ýdgl, fã jrci sjtj ac icbní.Qcvc tíl gijrsc ji mgsics ” plr mjrmc aj træs nlrcs sji pcrcr! ” quj sý

jbtíl pjrmjeg quj l ]l` fã ncvgc bcsmgal...

C igbnc rjaj QGBNC quj mcgr ijsil, ajssj fjgtl6 lvjralsj ajalwb`lcas ç hlac!

]jrã quj Ã`jx, l mcrgbnc icgs ctrcjbtj quj ju tgbnc vgstl bc igbnc vgac,tcvc ijtgal ji jbmrjbmc<

_utz, j`j jrc tíl... pjrhjgtl!C`tl, hlrtj, mu`tl... j mjrtcijbtj ajvgc sjr ui dæbgl ac ijmåbgmc aj

iltls, plgs cs ilaghgmcäújs quj tgbnc bl iltlr ac suc Ncr`jy jrci djbgcgs...

J sju rlstl, njgi< Jrc sgip`jsijbtj... sji mlijbtãrgls... ç iugtl mjalac icbní prc hgmcr ececbal cssgi, tã< Mnjdc, ]j`jbj! Mnjdc!

Mnjdc< ]jg...

]jrã quj c iíl dj`cac aj`j bíl sjrgc prjssíl ecgxc< Ngpltjbsíl<

]gi, ju fã vg pjsslcs mli prjssíl ecgxc tjrji cs jxtrjigacajs al mlrpl,iíls j pçs, ijdc dj`cals...




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]gi, ajvgc sjr gssl! Ictjg jssc mncrcac!

]j`jbj ]tjrb mcälu j vjbmju icgs uic mncrcac, yjs, yjs!

Ncncnc!

Qã, ics j c iuacbäc aj mlr als l`nls<Mlbfubtgvgtj ç quj bíl jrc...

Arldcs blvcs< _j`ls Ajusjs Cbtgdls, quj bíl hlssji tcieçi!

Bíl jrc fustl!

_lrmcrgc! Ju fã mlbsjdugc ictcr cquj`cs mncrcacs... ics ju bíl mlbsjdugcjxp`gmcr ls l`nls vjrij`nls!

L`njg prl iju pjqujbl c`tcr aj eruxcrgc, cl `cal ac igbnc mcic... j

sup`gqujg6

‐Suj bíl hlssji arldcs, quj bíl hlssji arldcs, quj bíl hlssji arldcs,quc`qujr mlgsc, ijbls gssl!’

Chgbc` ju scegc quj, bc hgssurc, l mcrgbnc trlmc quc`qujr durgc, plr icgsquj j`c cij l mcrc, plr uic alsj eji vcdcec acquj`c plrmcrgc ac arldc...

Jsscs sueståbmgcs cé... nuih!

Xjracajgrcs vcdceubacs quéigmcs6 cmceci mli quc`qujr rj`cmglbcijbtl!

Ç sý j`cs ec`cbäcrji l sju rcel aj mcaj`c vcagc j ls durgs quj jiecrmcibjssc fã ececi ctrãs aj`cs, j ajgxci sucs dcrltcs cecbalbcacs bl plrtl, sývjbal bcvgls...

_lrmcrgc!

Gbhjrbl!

Ju hgqujg c sjdubac-hjgrc gbtjgrc mgsicbal mli gssl!

Gbtjgrgbnc...

Mgsicbal jbqucbtl ju scéc prc mliprcr igbncs mlgscs, iju jstlquj aj‐suprgijbtls’ prl iju qucrtgbnl ” iju eubkjr aj dujrrc, quj ij prltjdgcaj sjr vgstc plr _gbk _gd j sjus icmnls...

Mgsicbal jbqucbtl hczgc uics mc`gercdjbs bc @ubc... ubs cfustjs bj`c,ajbtrl al iju qucrtl... ajgxcbal j`c sjiprj eji mugacac... igbnc vc`lrlscilbtcrgc...

Mgsicbal aurcbtj uics tcrjhcs al Flnb Ejmkjr prc hczjr...



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Ju ctç quj tjbtjg hczjr ls trcec`nls quj ls prlhjsslrjs pjagrci, furl...Ics ji algs lu træs igbutls, igbnc mcejäc fã vlcvc `lbdj... agrjtl prlMcscríl aj Nç`îbj... j prc Ã`jx...

Cg, plrmcrgc! Gbhjrbl!

J cgbac cquj`j ejbagtl mnlquj j`çtrgml quj ju sjbtg, qucbal bls tlmcilscmgajbtcìjbtj... Suj tjbtcäíl sjbtgr cqug`l aj blvl...

Sucbtc mlgsc rlacbal bc igbnc M_Z! L Tgbalws© gc trcbmcr, `ýdgml!

Mnlquj j`çtrgml... quj bíl jrc mnlquj j`çtrgml... quj jrc gbhgbgtcijbtjdlstlsl... prczjr ji jstcal purl...

Ã`jx... ls agcs quj j`j hgmlu suigal... tcvc sjbtgbal hc`tc aj vjr j`j...

_crc, mnjdc! Suj sjbtgbal hc`tc l quæ<!

Aui mcrgbnc quj ju ic` mlbnjmgc!<

Bíl, gssl bíl aã prc cmjgtcr, ijsil!

Cg, cg, cg, cg, cg, quj mlbhusíl bc igbnc mcejäc!

Ju tjbtjg pcrcr cqug`l tual, tjbtcbal ij cutlssudjstglbcr6

‐]j`jbj, mcìc! Iugtc mcìc bjssc nlrc! _crc aj pjbscr tcbtc ejstjgrc!Qu cbac iugtl mcrjbtj, ju sjg. Ics jssj durg bíl pcssc aui jstrcbnl quj tu

mlbnjmju nã plumls agcs! Qgrc j`j fã ac mcejäc j vcg mugacr ac tuc vgac, durgc! Xcg jstuacr, vcg crruicr tuc @ubc prcs mlrrgacs j pjdcr c drcbc qujtu prjmgsc. Qual gssl quj tu tã pjbscbal ç purc pjrac aj tjipl!’

J hubmglblu c igbnc cutlssudjstíl<

Ctç pcrjmj...

@ýdgml quj bíl aju mjrtl6 ls pjbscijbtls vl`tcvci, ajspjfcals bcigbnc ijbtj!

Suj scml! Ju lagcvc c igbnc mcejäc qucbal j`c mgsicvc mli c`dl6 j`cbíl pcrcvc!

Suj prcdc! Ajspjfcbal alwb`lcas sji pcrcr! Ijbtj mrjtgbc!

Gbhjrbl...

Hgbcìjbtj vjgl l jbtcrajmjr, j c blgtgbnc...

Nlrc aj gr prl Ejmkjr.

Suji scej nlfj j`j tcvc `ã<

Qã eli, mlbhjssl! Hgqujg tlac celecac qucbal pjbsjg gssl... ctç slrrgmligdl ijsic...




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Mlil sjiprj, ilbtjg bc @ubc j hug prl ml`çdgl pj`c Cssys Erczg`Cvjbuj.

Mnjdujg `ã pjrtl acs sjtj ac blgtj j hgqujg tlac hj`gz ” j ju bjigicdgbcrgc l plrquæ... ” qucbal jbmlbtrjg c Ncr`jy aj Ã`jx bl

jstcmglbcijbtl!Tlw!

Jstcmglbjg `gdjgrc c igbnc iltl! _jdujg iju mcpcmjtj, igbnc ilmng`c,ml`lqujg c mlrrjbtj bc @ubc j sueg mlrrjbal prc sc`c aj cu`c!

Cbsglsc<

Gicdgbc...

‐ Aj lbaj jssc prjssc tlac< Suj mlgsc rgaému`c... _crjmj uic

cal`jsmjbtj celecac, sji bcac bc mcejäc! Bji pcrjmj uic gbtj`jmtuc` dýtgmc, uic pjbscalrc! _crc fã mli gssl, durgc!’

Igbnc mcejäc tcvc tjbtcbal ij plr aj vl`tc bls jgxls, cmnl...

Ics `ýdgml quj ju bíl c luvg6 qujrgc jrc ijsil vjr Ã`jx bc sc`c aj cu`c, eji rcpgagbnc!

Sucbal ju jbtrjg, hgbcìjbtj!

@ã tcvc j`j bl hubaíl ac sc`c, bl mcbtl ac fcbj`c!

Lec, lec, lec!

Ju gijagctcijbtj slrrg prc j`j! L`nc sý, ju, `ldl ju, slrrgbal!

J slrrgbal prc ui dcrltl, aã prc cmrjagtcr< _lgs ç, ju bíl cmrjagtcvc icgsbl quj ju tcvc hczjbal u`tgicijbtj!

Ics prc igbnc surprjsc, Ã`jx bíl slrrgu prc igi...

]urprjsc... j gijagctc ajmjpäíl!

Ics j`j bíl cpjbcs bíl slrrgu prc igi...Hlg c`dl eji pglr...

J`j ij ajshjrgu c`dl quj ju bíl gicdgbcvc quj j`j hlssj mcpcz aj hczjr6j`j ij ajshjrgu ui l`ncr aj... rcgvc<!

Bíl cmrjagtjg... ui l`ncr aj... rcgvc<!

Ju hgqujg ijdc cturagac mli cquj`j l`ncr!

J`j ij huìgblu... j ju<Iurmnjg icgs rãpgac quj pbju hurcal plr igduj`gtl...



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Mcigbnjg, mlijäcbal c tlbtjcr, prl iju ùdcr bl hubaíl ac sc`c, eji bllutrl mcbtl, lplstl c lbaj j`j tcvc.

Ju bíl jbtjbag icgs bcac! L quj hlg quj cmlbtjmju<

_lr quj cquj`j l`ncr aj rcgvc<

L quj ju hgz aj jrrcal<

Bji mlbsjdug pjbscr icgs ji bcac...

C trgstjzc tlilu mlbtc aj igi aui fjgtl tc` quj... ctç ijus pjbscijbtlssjmcrci...

Bji prjmgscvc hc`cr quj ju hgqujg, sjbtcac bl iju ùdcr, aurc mlil uicjstãtuc.

Bji lusjg l`ncr icgs prl mcbtl lbaj Ã`jx tcvc...Ctç tjbtjg prjstcr ctjbäíl bcs cu`cs...

Egl`ldgc, Ictjiãtgmc... quj bcac, ju bíl mlbsjdugc sjqujr jbtjbajragrjgtl l quj ls prlhjsslrjs tcvci hc`cbal...

Igbnc mcejäc< Qcvc jrc vgrcac buic slpc aj `jtrgbncs6 ju bíl mlbsjdugcsjqujr `jr l quj j`c tcvc pjbscbal... `jtrgbncs jiecrc`ncacs bl iju `cegrgbtlaj pjbscijbtls... gicdgbc jbtíl `jr l qucarl lu jbtjbajr ui prlhjsslr<

Ctç quj mnjdlu c nlrc al gbtjrvc`l. Bjssj ilijbtl tlals mlijäcrci c sj `jvcbtcr j gr prl mlrrjalr.

Ju tcvc tíl mlbhusc j trgstj quj bji ij `jvcbtjg...

Ics, qucbal pjrmjeg, Ã`jx tcvc aj pç, eji bc hrjbtj ac igbnc m`cssj!

Ju `jvcbtjg c mcejäc prl sju rlstl... j j`j tcvc mli cquj`j ijsil l`ncr...aj rcgvc! Ucgvc!

]jbtg ui hrgl nlrrlrlsl bc igbnc ecrrgdc!

J`j hgmlu c`g aj pç, eji bc igbnc hrjbtj. Qcvc mli ls pubnls mjrrcals.

J`j ij jbmcrlu hjgl.

]jbtg igbncs pjrbcs trjijrji!

Hlg jbtíl quj j`j hgbcìjbtj ij agssj6

- Xlmæ hlg bc igbnc mcsc lbtji aj icbní! Gssl hlg uic jblrijjstupgajz, scegc<

Ju<Ju hgqujg sji scejr l quj agzjr!




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Iju rlstl hgmlu jspcbtcal!

Ju l`njg prc j`j j mlbsjdug hc`cr sý gssl, j mli iugtc aghgmuàcaj, plrqujc igbnc dcrdcbtc trcvlu6

- Jstupgajz plr quæ< Xlmæ suigu... pjbsjg quj tcvc aljbtj...

J`j pcrjmju gdblrcr tual l quj ju agssj!

Cmnl quj bji ij luvgu, plrquj j`j prlssjdugu mli c vlz ijdc sjmc6

- Jsmutc cqug, durgc! Ics ij jsmutc eji! Ju slu iã mlipcbngc, luvgu<Ju cbal ijtgal mli djbtj ecrrc pjscac! Chcstj-sj aj igi sj vlmæ hlrgbtj`gdjbtj, luvgu eji<

‐Djbtj ecrrc pjscac’...

Mli quji Ã`jx sj ijtju<Qrchgmcbtjs!

]ý plagc sjr! J`j tcvc ijsil uscbal arldcs! J aj mjrtl tcvc ajvjbal prls mcrcs<!

‐ Chcstj-sj aj igi’...

Bíl sjg l quj ij ctgbdgu icgs6 sj hlg l ‐ecrrc pjscac’, cquj`j l`ncr ajrcgvc lu l ‐chcstj-sj aj igi’, agtl bcquj`j tli aj vlz icgs sjml quj l

ajsjrtl al Ctcmcic...Xlz... c vlz aj`j tcvc ij hjrgbal icgs al quj dl`pjs aj mcbgvjtj...

Cquj`j tli... sj ju tgvjssj tlical ui slml bc mcrc, mlil ls icmnls aj_gbk _gd acvci bj`c ïs vjzjs, tgbnc ij aléal ijbls...

]lml... cmnl quj jssj, ac vlz aj`j, hlg eji icgs aléal al quj tlalscquj`js quj ju tgbnc rjmjegal cl `lbdl aj tlac c igbnc arldc aj vgacjsml`cr, ajsaj c 3¿ sçrgj...

_utz... cqug`l tcvc aljbal prc vc`jr...Sucbal ju ij ajg mlbtc ls ijus l`nls sj jbmnjrci a“ãduc. ..

Ju sgip`jsijbtj bíl mlbsjdug mlbtrl`cr... j c`duics `ãdrgicsmlijäcrci c rl`cr pjscacs pj`l iju rlstl.

Hgz uic jblrij hlräc prc sjdurã-`cs!

Ics quj plrmcrgc ijsil! Ju lrajbjg prc j`cs hgmcrji prjscs ajbtrl ajigi, ics j`cs hudgrci, ajsmjbal qujbtjs pj`l iju rlstl...

Hlg bjssj ilijbtl quj ju pjrmjeg quj l l`ncr aj rcgvc aj Ã`jx sj ajshjz plr mlip`jtl...



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L l`ncr aj`j pcrjmju `gejrcr ui `cipjfl aj... mcrgbnl, lu sjfc `ã l qujhlr... mcrgbnl< ]jg `ã... ju bíl jbtjbagc icgs bcac!

J`j jbtíl sj vgrlu j mcigbnlu ji agrjäíl ï plrtc ac sc`c aj cu`c. Ics j`j pcrjmgc rjùtcbtj... j`j mcigbnlu, j jbqucbtl ju ducracvc `gdjgrc tlal l iju

ictjrgc` bc igbnc ilmng`c, mli cs iíls træiu`cs, ajsjspjrcac prc scgr ac`g,j`j vl`tlu ctç igi, hgmlu blvcijbtj ï igbnc hrjbtj, j ij agssj c`dl quj bíljbtjbag ijsil...

Bíl acvc prc jbtjbajr aj fjgtl bjbnui, plrquj j`j ij agssj mli c vlzsucvj, qucsj mcrgbnlsc6

- Ajsmu`pj-ij... ju bíl qugs tj icmnumcr... luäc, ç prl sju prýprgl eji,jbtjbaj<

Suc` jrc c tuc, njgi, Ã`jx<

L quj vlmæ jrc chgbc`< Zi pcmgjbtj mli Qrcbstlrbl Egpl`cr<

Lu gssl jrc plr mcusc acs arldcs quj vlmæ tcvc uscbal j quj tcvcajvjbal prls sjus ecrrc pjscac< Ji ui gbstcbtj vlmæ ij xgbdc mli rcgvc j,ji ijbls aj ui igbutl, vlmæ vji j ij hc`c mli uic gbjspjrcac tjrburc<

Chgbc`, l quj jrc cqug`l< Zi fldl< Zic pgcac<

_gcac... tcvc vjbal ui bcrgz aj pc`ncäc bc igbnc mcrc, ç<!

Ju tcvc mlip`jtcijbtj cturagac... J cs `ãdrgics<...Cn, quj schcacs suevjrsgvcs quj bíl lejajmgci igbnc lhgmgc` lraji aj

prgsíl6 bíl pcrcvci aj hudgr als ijus l`nls, ajsmjbal pj`l iju rlstl,mlil ecbagacs ji hudc auic mcsc aj ajtjbäíl...

Ju sý mlbsjdug rjsplbajr prc j`j gssl, sji hgtcr ls l`nls aj`j aj fjgtlbjbnui, l`ncbal prl mníl cls ijus pçs... mlil quj sj pjagssj hlräcs prl

pgsl ac sc`c aj cu`c prc ij sustjbtcr6

- Ju jbtjbal... bíl vlu tj gbmlilacr icgs...

Sucbal ju agssj gssl, pjdujg c ilmng`c, ij `jvcbtjg j sý bíl scé vlcbal plrquj bíl tgbnc cscs...

Suj gbvjfc als mlrvls, acs mlrufcs j als ilrmjdls!

]cé c icgs rãpgac quj puaj acquj`c sc`c aj cu`c.

Qlijg l mlrrjalr, tjbtcbal jbxudcr cs `ãdrgics mli cs icbdcs al ijuslerjtual aj mlurl bjdrl. Mlurl6 bíl prjstc ijsil prc gssl...

Ajsmg `gdjgrc cs jsmcacs j ji gbstcbtjs tcvc bl jstcmglbcijbtl.

Ij sjbtjg, jbml`ngac, cl `cal ac igbnc @ubc.




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Ij rjmlstjg bj`c j bíl mlbsjdug icgs sjdurcr l mnlrl.

Ju hgqujg c`g, acquj`j fjgtl c`dubs igbutls... ctç cquj`c cvc`cbmnj ajsjbtgijbtls bl iju pjgtl cmcìcr.

Aj rjpjbtj ju vg Ã`jx scgbal al scduíl... l`ncbal prl jstcmglbcijbtl.

_jrmjeg quj j`j ij vgu.J`j hgmlu c`g pcrcal, cl `lbdj... ji sjdugac cbalu aj uic `cal prl lutrl,

mlil sj bíl sluejssj l quj hczjr... Mnjdcvc c pcsscr c iíl bc mcejäc, jbtrjls mcej`ls...

Ju qujrgc suigr ac`g, ac vgstc aj`j!

Gijagctcijbtj ilbtjg bc @ubc, ml`lqujg iju mcpcmjtj j ajg c pcrtgac bliltlr.

Ju qujrgc ajscpcrjmjr ac`g! Ij suigr, ij cpcdcr ac`g!Sujrgc gr prc mcsc, ij jbhurbcr bl iju qucrtgbnl, ij jsmlbajr bc igbnc

tlmc.

Qc`vjz, jbtlmcac bl iju qucrtl, ctç ilrrjr aj uic mlgsc eji gagltc...

C`dl cprlprgcal prc nlrcs mlil jssc6 ilrrjr aj lvjralsj... ajmnlml`ctjs.

Mnlml`ctj6 arldc iugtl mlbsuigac plr usuãrgcs quj slhrji ac drcvj

aljbäc ac rjfjgäíl chjtgvc... Sucbal l mlrcäíl scbdrc, usuãrgcs rjmlrrji c ecbacdjbs j murctgvls aj mcmcu... ui prle`jic aj ]cöaj _öe`gmc!

Qgbnc quj suigr ac`g6 cmj`jrjg c @ubc j pcrtg!

L ducragbnc al jstcmglbcijbtl cergu l plrtíl prc igi j, qucbal jutlijg c Bjw ]g`vjr ]trjjt, cmj`jrjg c @ubc mli tual!

Qlqujg l vj`lméijtrl ctç l hgbc`! ]j ajssj, ju hczgc cquj`j plbtjgrljstlurcr c jsmc`c ac vj`lmgacaj!

Ju qujrgc ajscpcrjmjr, ajsgbhjtcr ac`g... Gr prc mcsc c icgs rãpgac plssévj`...

Sucbal mnjdujg ji mcsc... ij sjpu`tjg bc igbnc mcic...

Xgrjg uic cutæbtgmc iöigc al Cbtgdl Jdgtl...

Igbnc mcic6 iju scrmýhcdl... iju qucrtl6 igbnc mrgptc...

Ju tcvc crrcscac... icgs cmcecac quj Cilb-Uã bl sju scrmýhcdl, ajplgsaj tlicr uic surrc, uic mcicäcac aj pcu als Qnubajrmcts...

Mnjdc! Bíl qujrl icgs hc`cr slerj gssl! Aýg iugtl...



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_lstcdji 3?. Ls Nlijbs quj bíl

cicvci cs Iu`njrjs (Iáb ]lb Nctcr Kv gbbl r , 5??7, AGB/C@J/]ZJ)

Bc blgtj sjdugbtj ju bji qujrgc gr icgs prl Ejmkjr...

Ju tcvc iugtl, ics iugtl trgstj... j ajscbgicac.

Hgqujg jbhurbcac jbtrj ijus `jbäýgs prctgmcijbtj l agc tlal...

Zic suestcbmgc` alsj aj rjfjgäíl chjtgvc tj aã ui åbgil aj scgr ac

mcic... c`gãs, ajplgs ajssc, icgs algs blvls vjrejtjs prl agmglbãrgl lb `gbj]j`jbj ]tjrb6

_rgijgrl vjrejtj6

]jbtgr-sj ctrcéac plr ui dcrltl6 ilijbtl ji quj uic mrgcturc aldæbjrl hjigbgbl pjraj vlùbtcrgcijbtj c suc `gejracaj prc tlrbcr-sj uicrjhçi ac elc vlbtcaj ” `jgc-sj6 iã vlbtcaj! ” aj`j ji rj`cäíl c vlmæ;mlbmjssíl aj p`jbls plajrjs mlbstgtumglbcgs rjpue`gmcbls cl prjsgajbtj prcj`j vjtcr quc`qujr ajsjfl ac mlbdrjssgstc aj hgmcr mli j`j; prlmurcäíl,

rjdgstrcac ji mcrtýrgl, quj aj`jdc cl dcrltl cip`ls plajrjs prc jxjmutcr ui pç bl sju trcsjgrl; hrustrcäíl; ajsgùsíl.

]jdubal vjrejtj6

Ujfjgäíl6 tjril ac ijagmgbc. Aljbäc cduac, mcuscac plr jbvjbjbcijbtl,quj cmlijtj sjrgcijbtj l pjgtl. C mrgcturc quj pcajmj ajstc jbhjrigacajsjbtj-sj vc`jr tcbtl qucbtl pcrtému`cs aj ajhjmcäíl aj ilsmc. Qrctcijbtl6bíl nã cbtéaltl; l trctcijbtl ç cpjbcs sgbtliãtgml, mli mlbmligtcbtjilbgtlrcijbtl acs hubäújs vgtcgs ji ZQG, vgc caigbgstrcäíl aj mnlml`ctjs j

cssjij`ncals...C`çi agssl6 fã tcvc tcieçi qucsj sji drcbc.

Ujfjgtcac, ajsjiprjdcac, sji drcbc j ilrcbal mlil csg`cac bls hubalsaj _gbk _gd...

Ej`jzc! C`dl icgs prc igi plajr pjdcr uic pgstl`c Icdbui 11 j scgrbcs rucs, ececbal mli rcgvc, agzjbal prc c`duçi jsscs pc`cvrcs6 ‐Xcils,mlip`jtj l iju agc!’<

Iju ilijbtl ‐ Agrty Ncrry’ vgbnc mnjdcbal, mnjdcbal...]ji drcbc prc igi...




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Sucsj sji drcbc prc igbnc @ubc...

Hug bl ecbnjgrl. Ujilvg mli mugacal l cricrgbnl mli jspj`nl acjsmlvc aj ajbtjs... Ctrãs aj`j, ui hubal hc`sl jsmcvcal bc pcrjaj... @ã, ncvgcuic `ctgbnc aj rjhrgdjrcbtj...

_jdujg-c... scmuag mlbtrc c pcìc ac igbnc iíl... scérci plumcs iljacsj bltcs aj pjqujbl vc`lr...

L mlhrj hlrtj al iju Ecbml Mjbtrc` tcvc qucsj vczgl!

Gbhjrbl!

Mlbtc mlrrjbtj ji ecbml aj vjracaj< Mlil<

Suji al ]gstjic Hgbcbmjgrl, ji çplmc aj tjbjerlsc AjprjssílJmlbñigmc, acrgc mrçagtl j hcmg`gacajs prc uic flvji ajsjiprjdcac<

Ju agssj ‐uic’ flvji ajsjiprjdcac<

]jg...

Mlipöbncils, gssl sgi, ui dgdcbtjsml jxçrmgtl aj flvjbs sle cs lrajbsal Djbjrc` Igsçrgc... @ýdgmc sgip`js6 ji çplmc aj mrgsj iubagc`, c mlrrjbtjal ijrmcal sjiprj jstlurc bl j`l icgs hrcml...

Mrçagtls j sueséagls< Bíl ijsil... ju tgbnc quj jsmlbajr l pluml quj jutgbnc `ã ijsil, bcquj`c `ctgbnc... plr gssl prlfjtjg iju ‐mlhrj hlrtj’...

Suj mngbj`cdji, quj plrmcrgc! Suj ijrac als gbhjrbls!

Igbnc vgac tcvc vgrcac buic plrmcrgc sý!

Bji mlbtc ji ecbml ju tgbnc icgs... uic `ctc vczgc aj rjhrgdjrcbtj, qujquc`qujr vgmgcal ji mrcmk tcrgc uscbal bcs rucs mlil mcmngiel, jrc l ö`tgilrjautl ac igbnc prlspjrgacaj...

Suj ijrac ijsil c igbnc vgac tcvc!

Hubal al pläl!Hubal al pläl< Xlmæ tã ergbmcbal, bç<

Ju fã mlbsjdug, gssl sgi, ç hurcr l hubal al pläl j fã tcvc mcvlumcbal aj pã bl suesl`l aj`j!

]j ju tgvjssj uic Icdbui 11... Bíl sjg icgs l quj ju hczgc6 sjajsmcrrjdcvc ji c`duçi lu sj ajsmcrrjdcvc ji igi ijsic...

Mcìc, ]æ! Mcìc! Iugtc mcìc bjssc nlrc! Gssl tcieçi vcg pcsscr!

Ijbgbc, jsqujmj quc`qujr tgpl aj pjbscijbtl quj `jierj ui surtl psgmýtgml, lk<



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3:?

Qual bc vgac pcssc, ctç ijsil ls ilijbtls rugbs...

_lr icgs jsmurl j hrgl quj sjfc l ]l`stémgl aj Gbvjrbl, j`j bíl aurc prc sjiprj6 c rlac al cbl, c rlac ac Xgac, bíl pcrc aj dgrcr... j l qujbtgbnl jùigblsl ]l`stémgl aj Xjríl uic nlrc vcg mnjdcr...

Mcìc, ]æ... Qjbnc mcìc, Eruxgbnc, mlbhgc quj tual vcg pcsscr... Mlbhgc! Gssl, hgmc mcìc... rjspgrc... rjspgrc... gssl... gssl... ctç hgmcr eji mcìc...

Ju tcvc rjspgrcbal prlhubacijbtj... tjbtcbal ij cmcìcr...

Hubmglblu...

_lgs ç... ju tgbnc quj hc`cr ijbtcìjbtj iugtl mligdl ijsic...

Chgbc`, ju jrc ijsil ijdc slrtuac, plgs ju tgbnc algs drcbajs lierls

cigdls prc igi ij rjmlstcr bjsscs nlrcs aj Qrjvcs.J`js jrci igbncs aucs hlbtjs aj rjmlbhlrtl, jtjrbcijbtj hgçgs, quj

jstcrgci prc sjiprj fubtgbnls aj igi.

Suji<

L iju lierl agrjgtl j l iju lierl jsqujral!

]ý hc`tcvc cdlrc ju tctucr uics mcrgbncs, mli l`nls, bcrgz j elqugbncsbls ijus lierls j scgr plr cé, aj icbdcs rjdctcs, mlbvjrscbal mli j`js

pj`cs rucs! J cprjsjbtã-`ls ïs pjsslcs pcsscbtjs6‐Xjfci, síl ijus algs ij`nlrjs cigdls!’

]crmcsil...

Zi elc alsj agãrgc ajssj vgbnl ãmgal ij cfuacvc c icbtjr igbncscbgacaj!

Qlals lajgci l scrmcsil... _rc igi< Jrc c igbnc ö`tgic mlurcäc, cigbnc ö`tgic iurc`nc quj ij prltjdgc aj sjr ajstrläcac pj`c c`mctçgc aj

aghgmuàcajs.]crmcsil, sjdubal cs lutrcs pjsslcs6 suestcbtgvl icsmu`gbl. Grlbgc

ilracz; gbsu`tl; zliecrgc; jsmãrbgl.

]crmcsil, sjdubal c ‐Jbmgm`lpçagc aj Xjrejtjs lb `gbj ]j`jbj ]tjrb’6 lö`tgil ecstgíl aj rjsgstæbmgc al nuilr, qucbal bcac icgs aj rgsévj`slerjvgvju! C ö`tgic mlrac quj cgbac sjdurc, pjbajbtj, c c`jdrgc aj vgvjr6 lnuilr! ]uspjbsc plr slerj l nlrrjbal j prlhubal cegsil aj Qrjvcsmncical6 ajsjspjrl. Ujiçagl. ]c`vcäíl.

Cgbac tcvc rjspgrcbal hubal... j mli c igbnc `ctgbnc lragbãrgc ajrjhrgdjrcbtj bc iíl...




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Cquj`cs plumcs iljacs j bltcs sjrgci prc igbnc @ubc.

Dcsl`gbc. J uics ö`tgics pjäcs prc rjplsgäíl.

Bc nlrc ac aghgmuàcaj, bui mcipl aj ectc`nc, vc`j sjiprj c Ujdrc alMcvc`jgrl...

Ujdrc al Mcvc`jgrl6 mugaj al sju mcvc`l mli c suc vgac! _lrquj sj j`jilrrjr, sj vlmæ hgmcr sji sju mcvc`l, vlmæ bíl tjrã icgs mncbmjs aj vgtýrgcmlbtrc c mcvc`crgc al lplbjbtj ï suc hrjbtj... ls mcsmls aj`js pcsscríl plrmgic aj vlmæ j tj jsicdcríl!

Igbnc @ubc jrc iju mcvc`l. Iju cbgic` scdrcal!

]ji j`c fcicgs ju mlbsjdugrgc lutrl jiprjdl. Giplssévj` mlipjtgr plruic vcdc bl ijrmcal aj trcec`nl mli quji tgbnc trcbsplrtj, bcquj`c mrgsj

tlac. Jgs c mcvc`crgc al lplbjbtj...J, sji c @ubc, ju fcicgs plajrgc mlrrjr aj blvl6 hgmcrgc sji sustjbtl

c`dui ctç quj surdgssj ui jiprjdl...

]ji cs mlrrgacs ju tcvc ilrtc6 mcéc agrjtl ac hg`c aj ajsjiprjdcals prchg`c ac slpc!

Errr! Suj crrjpgl aj nlrrlr!

]gi, ju prjmgscvc mlrrjr urdjbtj bc prgijgrc icarudcac quj nluvjssj

agsputcs!L`njg prl rj`ýdgl...

Qcvc mnjdcbal c nlrc aj gr prl Ejmkjr.

Sucsj quj bíl hug...

]ý tlijg ui pluml aj mlrcdji ” c`gãs, iugtc mlrcdji! ” j rjsl`vg gr prccquj`c arldc aj jsml`c aj blvl plrquj `ã ju luvgrgc elctls icgs qujbtjs ajqucbal j lbaj ncvjrgc uic elc mlrrgac m`cbajstgbc.

Jsml`c...Ju scegc, ju sjiprj sluej6 vl`tcr c jstuacr sjiprj sjrgc cquj`j gbhjrbl

prc igi!

Ju bubmc tgvj bjbnui tgpl aj cigzcaj ji jsml`cs, jxmjtl c Cyccb, jitlac c igbnc vgac. C`gãs, c hc`jmgac cigzcaj mli Cyccb, ‐quj ajsmcbsj ji

pcz plgs fã bíl jstã icgs jbtrj býs’...

Bubmc icgs rjmjeg bltémgcs aj`c...



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_lgs c`çi aj tual, hug hlräcac c scgr al mlvjb, plrquj ju bíl tgbnc icgsagbnjgrl prc pcdcr bji ijsil c dcsl`gbc acs vgcdjbs ctç `ã... qucbtl icgs csml`celrcäújs quj ls ijierls ajvgci lhjrjmjr prc Drí-ijstrc...

]gi, c Drí-ijstrc, iíj aj Cyccb, jrc iugtl jxgdjbtj, j ji iugtls

sjbtgals... qucbal Ucmnj` pcrtgu, ju ij ajsjiprjdujg, pjrag igbnc mcsc ji@ciy Xg``cdj j c hg`nc aj`c sj jrduju prl sumjssl bc tj`gbnc, j`c pcsslu c ijl`ncr aui fjgtl jstrcbnl...

C`dl mlil... sjg `ã... mlil sj ju hlssj ui ‐jstlrvl’, uic ‐iãmlipcbngc’ prc Cyccb, c`duçi quj ‐ctrcscrgc c vgac ac hg`nc aj`c’... luquc`qujr mlgsc cssgi... Cssgi, cdlrc, ju sý vgc c mcrc ac Cyccb qucbal`gdcvc c QX j c vgc bcquj`j prldrcic...

Jsml`c...

_lrquj ju ij gùag, cmncbal quj fustcijbtj ui dcrltl elbgtl aj `ã grgcqujrjr cigzcaj mligdl<

Eurrc, tlbtc, giejmg`, jstöpgac quj ju hug!

]uc gagltc! G-ag-l-tc!

Hug trgstj prl ml`çdgl...

Ics hug.

_rjmgscvc ijsil luvgr ls elctls slerj mlrrgacs... mlbhgricr sj l quj tcvcrl`cbal bc gbtjrbjt slerj actcs j `lmcgs jrc gbhlricäíl qujbtj ijsil...

Sucbal mnjdujg bl Ejmkjr, bl jstcmglbcijbtl, `ã tcvc c Ncr`jy ajÃ`jx...

Ju< Jstcmglbjg c igbnc @ubc eji `lbdj acquj`c Ncr`jy, l icgs agstcbtjquj puaj!

Hgqujg ictcbal ui pluml aj tjipl bl jstcmglbcijbtl plrquj luvg uidrupl aj jstuacbtjs hc`cbal c`dl... sgi, jrc slerj mlrrgacs...

Mnjdujg ui pluml pjrtl, mlil quji bíl qujr bcac.

Ij rjmlstjg bc pcrjaj, pjrtl als durgs, hgbdgbal `jr ui `gvrl. Ji c`dubsigbutls ju fã tgbnc c`duics gbhlricäújs slerj cs mlrrgacs!

Ej`jzc!

Xlu vjr cdlrc l quj icgs ju plssl pjdcr aj mlbvjrscs slerj gssl `ã jimgic, bls mlrrjalrjs.

Sucbal sueg cs jsmcacs, ji agrjäíl ï igbnc sc`c aj cu`c, vg cqug`l...

Cqug`l!




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Xãrgcs ml`jdcs igbncs aj turic tcvci cl rjalr aj Ã`jx, bl mlrrjalr, prýxgics ï sc`c...

Jssc tgbnc sgal c prgijgrc vjz quj ju vgc Ã`jx hlrc aj suc m`cssj, cbtjs accu`c...

Cmnl quj hlg plrquj nlfj ju mnjdujg mjal ajicgs...Sucbal ju vg l rlstl acs durgcs... l`ncbal prc j`j...

Hlg jbtíl quj ju pjrmjeg, hgbcìjbtj, l qucbtl Ã`jx jrc ajsjfcal pj`csdurgcs... @ýdgml6 uic dcrltc jbxjrdc aj `lbdj l l`ncr aj ajsjfl aj lutrcsdcrltcs... tjils hcrl...

J cquj`j hjalr aj`cs, mnjgrcbal mlil mcaj`cs bl mgl sj ctgrcbal prc mgicaui icmnl c`hc, pjbjtrcvc hubal bcs igbnc bcrgbcs!

Bíl sjg plrquj cqug`l ij aju tcbtl blfl...Suj blfl gijbsl quj ju sjbtg!

Blfl!

Ics l blfl bíl hlg l pglr... L pglr hlg gssl6 ju ij sjbtg mlil sj hlssj uivjrij...

Ij sjbtg icgs hjgc al quj aj mlstuij... ij sjbtg icgs jsqugsgtc, icgsgbcajqucac, icgs C`gjb al quj bubmc...

Ju ij sjbtg tíl ic` vjbal cquj`c mjbc, cquj`c blfjbtc pgbturc ãrcejjxplstc c`g, ‐ Ã`jx j sju ncrçi’, quj bji mnjdujg c jbtrcr bc sc`c aj cu`c!

Ju ij vgrjg j hug prl lutrl `cal al mlrrjalr, prc ajbtrl al ecbnjgrlhjigbgbl...

@crdujg igbnc ilmng`c bui mcbtl j hug agrjtl prc pgc.

Cerg c tlrbjgrc j `cvjg iju rlstl... ajgxjg c ãduc jsmlrrjbal ecstcbtj...ãduc ji ilvgijbtl sjiprj ij hczgc eji...

Ics ajssc vjz bíl tcvc hubmglbcbal!

Hlg jbtíl quj ju pjrmjeg quj ju tcvc sjbtgbal uic mlgsc...

Jssc mlgsc<

Ucgvc... iugtc rcgvc!

_jrmjeg quj ju tcvc hurglsc! _utc ac mcrc!

Ju ajvgc tjr luvgal igbnc gbtugäíl j bji ajvgc tjr vgbal prc jssc arldc

aj ml`çdgl nlfj! Hlaci-sj cs gbhlricäújs acs mlrrgacs!Mnjdc! Xlu prc mcsc!



C. Icyjr

3:1

_jdujg igbnc ilmng`c.

Bíl vlu hgmcr icgs ui igbutl nlfj bjstc giubaémgj aj ml`çdgl!

C rcgvc suegu tcbtl prc igbnc mcejäc quj, ij l`ncbal bl jspj`nl al ecbnjgrl jbqucbtl pjdcvc igbnc ilmng`c, pjrmjeg quj iju rlstl j lrj`ncs

mlijäcrci c hgmcr ijdc vjrij`nls!J hlg fustl bjssj ilijbtl quj cmlbtjmju!

Cquj`c mlgsc egzcrrc! J pj`c prgijgrc vjz, bcquj`c blgtj!

]cej c tlrbjgrc ac pgc al ecbnjgrl< Eji c pcrtj aj mgic ac tlrbjgrc<

]gip`jsijbtj sj sl`tlu, mlil sj nluvjssj ectgal plr ecgxl aj`c uigbtjbsl slml aj ãduc!

Tcsnnn!C ãduc flrrlu mlil bui dægsjr! ]j ju bíl tgvjssj pu`cal prc trãs,

gbstgbtgvcijbtj, mjrtcijbtj ju tgbnc `jvcal ui ecbnl!

Blssc, quj sustl quj cqug`l ij aju!

Ics cquj`c tlrbjgrc flrrcbal ij hjz vl`tcr ui pluml c igi...

]cé `gdjgrc al ecbnjgrl.

Ajsmg cs jsmcacs, mli l mlrcäíl cgbac cmj`jrcal pj`l sustl ac tlrbjgrc ac

pgc.Jrc sý l quj ij hc`tcvc ijsil6 sjr cdrjagac plr uic tlrbjgrc vlcalrc...

Blvc gaçgc aj trcsn ilvgj prc sudjrgr prui agrjtlr aj tjrmjgrc iíl aj El``ywlla , ji Eliecgi6 ‐L Ctcquj acs Qlrbjgrcs Csscssgbcs’...

Crhhh...

Hug prl jstcmglbcijbtl.

Qcvc gbal prc igbnc @ubc, ics qucbal ju pcssjg pj`c Ncr`jy aj Ã`jx...

cquj`j mc`lr bl iju rlstl vl`tlu mli tual! Ij aju ui cmjssl aj hörgc tíldrcbaj quj ju bji mlbsjdug ij mlbtrl`cr!

Hlg tual tíl rãpgal!

J cmlbtjmju c sjdubac mlgsc ijdc egzcrrc acquj`c blgtj!

]cej c tlrbjgrc aj fcragi, quj hgmcvc bl jstcmglbcijbtl< Cquj`c quj lzj`calr uscvc prc rjdcr cs p`cbtgbncs als mcbtjgrls quj cfcragbcvci ljstcmglbcijbtl<

]gip`jsijbtj c pcrtj aj mgic aj`c sj sl`tlu! Jstlurlu!Tcsnnn aj blvl!




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Flrrlu tcbtc ãduc, ics tcbtc ãduc, quj sý bíl ij il`njg aj blvl plrqujju ajg ui sc`tl prc trãs, ijdc rãpgac!

J hlg cpjbcs mli cquj`j hlrtj sustl ac tlrbjgrc aj fcragi quj ju ij ajgmlbtc al quj nluvj, qucbal ju vl`tjg c igi... blssc!

J hlg ajstc vjz quj ju tlijg ui sustl cgbac iugtl icglr!Cls ijus pçs, cl `cal ac Ncr`jy, tcvci ui ilbtj aj mcqugbnls aj vgarl

j ubs pjacäls aj p`ãstgml!

L quj ç cqug`l cls ijus pçs<

L quj ‐hlg’ cqug`l cls ijus pçs! Cqug`l, ui agc, hlg l rjtrlvgslr acNcr`jy aj Ã`jx!

Cé quj ju pjrmjeg quj ju tcvc mli ui pjacäl aj pcu bc igbnc iíl ”

uscal mlil dugc prc cicrrcr cs crvlrjzgbncs rjmçi p`cbtcacs alsmcbtjgrgbnls al jstcmglbcijbtl!

Ju ncvgc crrcbmcal cquj`j pjacäl aj pcu, `ã al mcbtjgrl, mcigbncal ctç cNcr`jy aj Ã`jx j... mlip`jtcijbtj hlrc aj igi, ectg mli tlac c igbnc hlräccquj`j pcu bl rjtrlvgslr jsqujral ac Ncr`jy!

Ju ajg uic pcu`cac tíl hlrtj quj ajspjacälu l rjtrlvgslr, quj mcgu clsijus pçs vgrcal ji mcmls!

J ju ajvl tcieçi tjr pgscal j scpctjcal cgbac ji mgic aj`j, plrqujtgbnc mcmls mrcvcals bcs sl`cs acs igbncs eltcs!

Bíl! L quj ju hgz<!

Igbnc Ajusc, ju bubmc ncvgc mlijtgal ui öbgml ctl aj vcbac`gsil bjiqujercal bcac aj bgbduçi ji tlac c igbnc vgac!

]cdrcac Ajusc, l quj hlg quj ju hgz<!

Ajgxjg aj sjr ju ijsic j tgvj l iju vjracajgrl ilijbtl ‐ @gsejtn

]c`cbajr ’! ]ý hc`tcvc cdlrc ju prjdcr pgjrmgbds bc igbnc mcrc, scgr plr céncmkjcbal mliputcalrjs j ctjcr hldl ji nlijbs mcbc`ncs!

Bjssj ilijbtl igbnc rcgvc mjaju mlip`jtcijbtj sju ùdcr c uijblrij sustl!

Ju ij cpcvlrjg mligdl ijsic! J iugtl!

@crdujg l pcu c`g ijsil, cl `cal ac Ncr`jy!

J cquj`c tlrbjgrc, jstlurcac al bcac, aæ-`nj quj aæ-`nj flrrcbal ãduc prýxgic ï Ncr`jy...



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3:8

Mlrrg ajprjssc prc igbnc @ubc! Ml`lqujg l mcpcmjtj, ajg c pcrtgac j hugjielrc rcpgagbnc!

Bc Cssys Erczg` Cvjbuj igbnc mcejäc mlijälu c ij mu`pcr6

L quj vlmæ hjz, ]j`jbj N. ]tjrb< Xlmæ ajstrugu l rjtrlvgslr ac Ncr`jy aj

Ã`jx!Xlmæ ajstrugu uic mlgsc aj lutrc pjsslc!

J bíl jrc uic iltl quc`qujr, jrc uic Ncr`jy! Xlmæ tji gaçgc aj qucbtlmustc c icbutjbäíl auic pjäc lrgdgbc` auic Ncr`jy< ]ý hc`tc cdlrc vlmætjr quj vjbajr c @ubc prc plajr pcdcr c gbajbgzcäíl j l mlbsjrtl acquj`ciltl!

Ij ajhjbag ac igbnc mcejäc6

Bíl vlu vjbajr c @ubc aj fjgtl bjbnui! J bgbduçi vgu l quj ju hgz! Bji l ducragbnc tcvc bl jstcmglbcijbtl nlfj! L plrtíl tcvc cejrtl j sjivgdgc, plagc tjr sgal quc`qujr ui c qujercr! J l quj tã hjgtl, tã hjgtl! Bubmcicgs ju hcäl gssl aj blvl j prlbtl!

Qcvc tjbtcbal ij fustghgmcr prc igi ijsic6 tépgmc mlgsc aj quji tãsjiprj sj mlbsuigbal ji mlbh`gtl gbtjrbl... Mlip`gmcal...

L quj ju hgz<

Sujerjg tual quj ju puaj ac iltl aui mcrgbnc, buic mrgsj aj rcgvc qujju bíl tgbnc c ijblr gaçgc al plrquæ erltlu ji igi!

_j`ls Ajusjs Cbtgdls, l quj tcvc cmlbtjmjbal mligdl<

Ju bíl ij rjmlbnjmgc icgs!

Ju tcvc sji bjbnui mlbtrl`j slerj igbncs jiläújs bcs ö`tgicssjicbcs...

Suj arldc, ajsaj quj mlbnjmg Ã`jx, ajsaj cquj`j tc` aj ‐mnlquj

j`çtrgml’, tual jsmcplu al iju mlbtrl`j! L quj ju tcvc hczjbal mligdlijsic<

L quj tcvc cmlbtjmjbal mligdl< ]jrã quj ju tcvc pgrcbal<

]jrã quj cquj`j ilbtj aj prjssújs bl gbhjrbgbnl ac igbnc vgac tcvc ijajgxcbal `lumc<

Ls ö`tgils ijsjs ac igbnc vgac tcvci sjbal ls icgs aghémjgs ajbtrjtlals...

]jpu`tjg Ucmnj`, pjrajbal c öbgmc pjsslc bjssj iubal quj dlstcvc ajigi... Ij iuajg al ùdcr lbaj ij mrgjg prc gr ilrcr bcquj`j gbhjrbgbnl aj_gbk _gd j sju rjgbl aj icmnls tcrcals... Bubmc icgs igbnc ij`nlr cigdc




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ij prlmurlu ajsaj quj j`c prlspjrlu ” sj jsqujmju aj igi!... Qcvcajsjiprjdcac, j sji drcbc bji icgs prc mlijr... J ij sjbtgc c durgc icgshjgc al iubal...

]uspjgtl quj uic prýspjrc mlbfubturc aj jvjbtls mlil jssc tc`vjz

ml`lmcssj ijus bjrvls ï h`lr ac pj`j... ics ç cpjbcs uic `jvj j agsmrjtcsuspjgtc...

]ý ‐ï h`lr ac pj`j’ <

Xlmæ tã ergbmcbal, bç<

Ju fã tcvc jrc surtcbal!... Crh...

_rjmgsl ij icbtjr bl mlbtrl`j, prjmgsl!

_rjmgsl, prjmgsl, prjmgsl!

‐Ujspgrc, ]æ... rjspgrc... gssl.. gssl... sj cmcìc, dcrltc’...



C. Icyjr

3:>

_lstcdji 33. Ecticb, l Mcvc`jgrl acs Qrjvcs

(Ecticb Qnj Acrk Kb gdn t , 5??>, JZC)

Ls agcs sjdugbtjs sj pcsscrci sji bcac agdbl aj bltc...Jxmjtl quj ju tcvc ij mlbtrl`cbal prc bíl surtcr blvcijbtj...

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Ics bc giplssgeg`gacaj aj rjc`gzcr tc` jxpjrgijbtl mgjbtéhgml cmcaæigml,

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Sucbal ju `jvcbtjg ls l`nls prc l`ncr Ã`jx j vjr mlil j`j tcvc, ju bíl ljbmlbtrjg!

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Ju prlmurjg Ã`jx mli l l`ncr j l vg ajsmjbal cs jsmcacs rcpgacijbtj.Ju tcvc qucsj sjbal suhlmcac pj`c iu`tgaíl aj cùbls quj tcvci cl

blssl rjalr j, ecgxgbnc j icdrgbnc mlil slu, tjbtjg cergr pcsscdji plr jbtrjcquj`j plvl tlal!

Sucbal mlbsjdug ctrcvjsscr cquj`c icssc aj djbtj mnjdujg ctç cs jsmcacsj cs ajsmg mlrrjbal!

Gbtué quj Ã`jx tgbnc gal ctç l jstcmglbcijbtl. Ctrcvjssjg l scduíl altçrrjl mlrrjbal j, qucbal mruzjg c plrtc quj acvc prl jstcmglbcijbtl, cmnjgÃ`jx ilbtcal bc suc Ncr`jy, acbal c pcrtgac!

Mlrrg ctç j`j, ejrrcbal6- Ã`jx, Ã`jx!

J`j l`nlu prc igi plr ui gbstcbtj jbqucbtl ju mnjdujg ctç j`j, lhjdcbtj,j `nj pjrdubtjg6- Xlmæ... crh... tã eji< ]ju lierl!Ã`jx tcvc mli uic mcrc ijdc icu-nuilrcac! J`j cgbac tcvc iugtl

hurglsl mli Ilsjs! Ics ij rjsplbaju mli tlac c djbtg`jzc quj jrc plssévj`bcquj`c nlrc6

- Bíl hlg bcac. L mcbgvjtj pjdlu c igbnc lierjgrc aj ijtc`, plr ecgxlal iju slerjtual.

- Mlil cssgi< Cquj`j ecbagal jbtjrrlu c `åigbc gbtjgrc bl sju lierl!

Xlmæ tã hjrgal! _rjmgsc aj mugacals!Ã`jx jselälu ui slrrgsl._jdlu igbnc iíl mli c suc ” j suc iíl tcvc gbmrgvjìjbtj dj`cac! ” j

ml`lmlu igbnc iíl ji mgic al lierl aj`j.Ju cpc`pjg sju lierl j c`g ncvgc sý l hurl ac `åigbc al mcbgvjtj bl

slerjtual aj mlurl aj`j! Bíl ncvgc bjbnui sgbc` aj scbduj!J`j, mli ui agsmrjtl slrrgsl, ij agssj, sjml6- Xlmæ jstcvc iugtl bjrvlsc, j jstcvc bui åbdu`l rugi. Xlmæ vgu jrrcal.

J`j sý jbhglu ui pjacmgbnl ac `åigbc bl iju lierl, pjdlu bc igbnc

lierjgrc j bji ij hjrgu.Ju bíl cmrjagtcvc bl quj ijus l`nls j ijus ajals cpc`pcvci! ]julierl tcvc pjrhjgtl!




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J`j cmj`jrlu l iltlr ac Ncr`jy, plsgmglblu c iltl prc scgr ac vcdc aljstcmglbcijbtl, j ij agssj6

- Ju jstlu mli c mcejäc iugtl qujbtj cdlrc. _rjmgsl tlicr ui cr,

jspcgrjmjr! J vlmæ, ]j`jbj, vcg pcrc mcsc cdlrc. Jstc agrjäíl mlvcraj ajstcjsml`c cdlrc vcg gbmlilacr l rjstl ac blgtj tjbtcbal ‐cpurcr ls hctls’... Xcg

pcrc mcsc quj vlmæ dcbnc icgs...Agtl gssl, Ã`jx cmj`jrlu c iltl j pcrtgu.L ducragbnc cergu l plrtíl prc j`j. J`j l mruzlu j hlg jielrc, cmj`jrcbal

c Ncr`jy buic vj`lmgacaj cssustcalrc, pj`l sli gbmrgvjìjbtj pltjbtj qujj`c hczgc!

Mlil ju sjiprj ajsmgc prls gbtjrvc`ls fã mli igbnc ilmng`c j tlal ijuictjrgc`, gbstgbtgvcijbtj mlrrg prc igbnc @ubc, pjdujg cs mncvjs bc ilmng`c,

ml`lqujg l mcpcmjtj j ajg c pcrtgac!L ducragbnc bji ncvgc hjmncal cgbac l plrtíl qucbal ju `nj hgz sgbc`6

j`j l icbtjvj cejrtl j ju l mruzjg! Bc Bjw ]g`vjr ]trjjt, ji hrjbtj cl Ejmkjr, vgrjg prl `cal quj luvg l sli

ac Ncr`jy aj Ã`jx gr. Cmj`jrjg j hug ctrãs aj`j, ctç c Cssys Erczg` Cvjbuj.Sucbal mnjdujg `ã, pcrjg c @ubc, l`njg prc tlals ls `cals, j bjbnui sgbc` ajÃ`jx.

Ju l pjrag aj vgstc!Qgvj ui gipu`sl aj pjdcr c cvjbgac j tlicr l ruil ctç @ciy Xg``cdj,

ctç c mcsc aj`j. Ics ij `jierjg quj j`j agssj quj grgc jspcgrjmjr c mcejäc.J`j plajrgc tjr gal prc quc`qujr ùdcr! ]jrgc giplssévj` cmnã-`l...Ujspgrjg hubal... ju cgbac tcvc ijdc bjrvlsc mli tual cqug`l quj

cmlbtjmju... igbncs pjrbcs cgbac trjigci!]öegtl, tgvj vlbtcaj aj pjdcr l mcbgvjtj aj Ilsjs bl el`sl al iju

slerjtual, prc mlbhgricr l quj Ã`jx agssj.Ju tcvc pcrcac eji ajecgxl auic ùigbãrgc ac vgc pöe`gmc.Qcvc eji m`crl.@jvcbtjg c vgsjgrc al mcpcmjtj j l`njg c cric ercbmc6 jrc gbcmrjagtãvj`!

Ncvgc sý l mcel ijsil j ui rjstl aj ijtc`, mlil quj ajrrjtgal, blùdcr lbaj ajvjrgc ncvjr c `åigbc!Cqug`l hjz igbnc mcejäc dgrcr! ]jrã quj ju tcvc pgrcbal<Ujsl`vg cpc`pcr eji l mcbgvjtj mli ls ajals, prc ij mjrtghgmcr quj j`j

jrc rjc`.Qlqujg bl sju mcel j, prgbmgpcìjbtj, tlqujg bl cäl ajrrjtgal!Igbnc Ajusc, l cäl cgbac tcvc iugtl qujbtj! Sujbtj!Mlil sj j`j tgvjssj sgal jbhgcal ji ui hlrbl gbaustrgc`, bui hlrbl aj

uic sgajrördgmc!

Ju sjbtg l mc`lr qujgicr `jvjijbtj c plbtc als ijus ajals!_j`ls Ajusjs j Ajuscs Cbtgdls, cqug`l c`g jrc rjc`, rjc`! Bjssj ilijbtl igbnc mcejäc bíl jbtjbaju icgs bcac!



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Ju tcvc ijdc mlbhusc! Igbnc mcejäc vl`tlu c acr cquj`cs ig` vl`tcs sjihgi quj j`c tgbnc acal agcs ctrãs!

Bgssl, pcrjmju quj c vlz aj Ã`jx rjssllu bc igbnc mcejäc6 ‐Xcg pcrcmcsc, durgc’.

Ju rjsl`vg cmctcr l mlbsj`nl aj Ã`jx.Qlijg c Cssys Erczg` Cvjbuj, ji agrjäíl cl Blrtj aj Ncppy Ncrelr,

ics mli c mcejäc iugtl zlbzc!Fã bji tgbnc icgs jbxcqujmc ajplgs aj tual l quj cmlbtjmju! Ics ui

ig`níl aj aövgacs ctlralcvci ijus pjbscijbtls...

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Cerg l plrtíl j ml`lqujg c @ubc prc ajbtrl al pãtgl. Hjmnjg l plrtíl jjipurrjg igbnc iltl ctç ajbtrl al iju qucrtgbnl bls hubals.

Qrcbqujg igbnc plrtc.Ujtgrjg iju slerjtual j l pjbaurjg bc mcajgrc._jdujg al sju el`sl l mcbgvjtj aj Ilsjs.Ujtgrjg cs igbncs eltcs, jipurrcbal-cs mli ijus prýprgls pçs, j hgqujg

bc igbnc mcic sjbtcac ji plsgäíl aj sjig`ýtus, jbmlstcac bc mcejmjgrc.

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Qlacs cs mjbcs ac ergdc surdgci j rjssurdgci bc igbnc mcejäc, sji pcrcr!

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pjbjtrcbtj, aj Ã`jx... c vgsíl quj ju tgvj aj sjus mcbgbls ” pcrjmgcijblrijs! ” j c hlräc mli quj j`j ectju Ilsjs bc pcrjaj, hczjbal ctç ui

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Blssc! Suj mlgsc!

Jssj hlg l aj`érgl plr arldcs icgs pgrcal quj ju fã luvg bc igbnc vgac!

L`njg prl `cal j, cl hgtcr l rlstl aj Ã`jx, pjrmjeg quj j`j tcvc hczjbal uijshlräl jblrij prc bíl dcrdc`ncr!

Ujcìjbtj, cqug`l mnjdcvc c sjr ijdc jbdrcäcal ijsil! Suj agceljxgdjbtj Ilsjs gbvjbtlu6 ctç tgbnc suc icrmc prjag`jtc aj sumrg`nls... j l`jgtj< Qgbnc quj sjr ajsbctcal6 bctc, bji pjbscr!

Suj tjipls `lumls6 ctç l agcel fã tgbnc cajrgal cls jxgdjbtjs pcarújs almlbsuigalr mcpgtc`gstc pýs-ilajrbl...

Ctç c agrjtlrc slrrgu, pl`gtgmcijbtj gbmlrrjtc6

- Eji, mã jbtrj býs, Ilsjs bíl vcg gbmlilacr plr ui eli tjipl...

Agtl gssl, c agrjtlrc l`nlu prc Ã`jx, j `nj hc`lu6

- C`jxgicbajr, vlmæ jstã mlblsml nã pluml tjipl... vjfl quj suc hgmncjstã `gipc6 bjbnuic mlbhusíl, bjbnui prle`jic... Xcils icbtæ-`c `gipccssgi, lk< ]j nluvjr c`dui prle`jic mlil jssj aj blvl, bíl scgcsgip`jsijbtj bc plrrcac... vjbnc cvgscr c agrjäíl, lk<

J`j< Bíl agssj bcac!

Cpjbcs ajsmruzlu ls ercäls j tlilu uic blvc plsturc ji suc mcajgrc. J

`cbälu prc j`c ui l`ncr... Blssc! ]cej cquj`j l`ncr, aj ijbgbl ajscipcrcal<

Cquj`j quj cil`jmj l mlrcäíl aj quc`qujr iu`njr< Suj aã vlbtcaj aj pjdcr ui dcrltl j jbmnjr j`j aj mcrgbnls<

_lgs ç... jrc jssj l l`ncr!

Hlg jbtíl quj ju bltjg quj l tli aj vlz j c plsturc al mlrpl acquj`crceudjbtc scrdjbtl aj rjmrutcs iualu bui pgsmcr aj l`nls!

J`c mnjdlu c hgmcr... sjg `ã... ijgl ‐hcmjgrgbnc’ prc Ã`jx<

J`c plajrgc tjr tjrigbcal `ldl, bls `gejrcbal, ics cmcecils hgmcbal ui eli tjipl cgbac `ã, luvgbal c scrdjbtlbc mlbtcr vãrgcs mlgscs... ctç ijsil cngstýrgc ac vgac aj`c... sjus dlstls pjsslcgs...

@ýdgml6 tual gssl sji quj j`c tgrcssj, plr ui ilijbtl sjqujr, ls l`nlsaj Ã`jx... j mlil slrrgc prc j`j... j slrrgc...

Ju< Qgbnc ajscpcrjmgal al mcipl aj vgsíl aj`c!

Sucbal mnjdlu c nlrc ac cu`c, hlils agspjbscals ac sc`c ac agrjäíl,mlejrtls aj djbtg`jzcs, plr uic vj`nltc tlac slrrgajbtj...




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_utz drg`c...

]uegils, hgbcìjbtj, prc gr ctç c sc`c aj cu`c.

Bc jsmcacrgc, Ã`jx slrrgu prc igi ” ui slrrgsl ijdc `gbal!

Ics sj j`j tcvc tjbtcbal fldcr cdlrc c`dui mncrigbnl fustl prc mgic ajigi, plaj mrjr6 ju bíl lhjrjmjrjg rjsgstæbmgc!

J, bcquj`c jsmcacrgc, ij agssj mli suc vlz gbmrgvjìjbtj almj6

- Xc`ju plr ij `gvrcr ajssc, ]j`jbj...

Ju rjsplbag, aj gijagctl6

- Ecn, ju ç quj cdrcajäl! Xlmæ sc`vlu igbnc vgac aui ilbstrl!

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- Suj bcac! Cquj`j ajsdrcäcal gc ij hurcr! Xlmæ sj crrgsmlu plr igi!Ju tj cdrcajäl j iugtl! Iugtl!

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Ics sj ju hgzjssj gssl, ju plagc jstrcdcr tual...

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Ã`jx jrduju uic acs sucs slercbmj`ncs.

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Ju< Bji ij rjmlbnjmg! _lgs ju tcvc crduijbtcbal mli j`j bcvj`lmgacaj aui rcgl6

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_utz! Ju hug `lbdj ajicgs, `lbdj ajicgs!Cvcbmjg l sgbc`, arldc, arldc!

J cdlrc ij suegc jrc cquj`j mc`lríl prl iju rlstl!

Hgqujg iuac j aurc gduc` c uic jstãtuc6 bji mlbsjdug icgs vgrcr iju pjsmläl bji ijus l`nls prc j`j!

Ju tgbnc gal `lbdj ajicgs! Suj vjrdlbnc! Arldc, arldc!

Ã`jx<]lrrgu prc igi... j acquj`c hlric `gbac! Mlil vjr gssl vgmgc...

Sucbal mnjdcils ï sc`c aj cu`c, j`j hjz c`dl quj bubmc bgbduçi icgshczgc nã açmcacs ji Ncppy Ncrelr6

Cergu djbtgìjbtj c plrtc prc igi jbtrcr ï suc hrjbtj, mlil ui cutæbtgmlmcvc`njgrl als tjipls cbtgdls!

Ju cdrcajmg, mlip`jtcijbtj sji fjgtl... sjbtgbal icgs hlrtj cquj`j mc`lr

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J blssls l`ncrjs sj mruzcvci! L`ncrjs aj... mcrgbnl!<

Mcrc, cqug`l jrc... jrc l iãxgil prc igi... jrc ijdc `gbal!

Ctç quj, aj rjpjbtj, bltjg quj Ã`jx hjz uic mcrc aj iugtc prjlmupcäíl...uic mcrc ijdc sçrgc...

_crjmgc quj j`j tgbnc vgstl... lu `jiercal, sjg `ã... aj c`dl iugtl, iugtlrugi! L rlstl aj`j hgmlu... sliergl... cmnl quj ctç... tjbsl<!

C pcrtgr acquj`j ilijbtl, blssls l`ncrjs pcrcrci aj sj mruzcr...

Ju l eusmcvc j j`j bíl l`ncvc icgs prc igi...Ctç quj, plr ui ilijbtl, sju l`ncr j l iju sj tlmcrci blvcijbtj.




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Blvc ajmjpäíl!

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Hrgjzc!

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hlssj uic bcac!

Bíl jbtjbag icgs plrmcrgc bjbnuic!

Igbnc mcejäc mlijälu c acr vl`tcs!

Suj plrmcrgc ijsil! L quj tcvc cmlbtjmjbal c`g, chgbc`<

Cqug`l gc cmcecr ij ajgxcbal eji `lumc!

L quj ju hgz aj jrrcac< Aj mcrgbnl prc hrgjzc, ji igbutls! _lr quæ< Lquj ju hgz<

Bc nlrc al gbtjrvc`l, qucbal c prlhjsslrc aj @gtjrcturc scgu ac sc`c, bílij cdujbtjg!

J`j ij ajvgc jxp`gmcäújs! J iugtcs!

Ij `jvcbtjg rãpgac j hug ctç l mcbtl lbaj j`j tcvc sjbtcal.

Hgqujg aj pç, eji bc hrjbtj aj`j, j igbnc gbagdbcäíl ij aju c mlrcdjiquj ju bjmjssgtcvc prc `nj jbmcrcr ijdc hgrij ” l quj c gbagdbcäíl aj uicdcrltc sjbtgbal-sj rjfjgtcac bíl ç mcpcz aj acr prc uic ecgtc ijarlsc mlilju< ” j `nj gbtjrrldujg6

- Suc` ç l sju prle`jic, njgi, Ã`jx<

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Ã`jx ij hgtlu mli cquj`js sjus `gbals l`nls vjrajs ” prctgmcijbtj

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- Ju tjbnl ui prle`jic, ç<

Njg! _lr cmcsl ju sjbtg c`g ui mjrtl cr aj... ajelmnj<!

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trctcbal ijdc eji ctç nã plumls ilijbtls... ajplgs ij trctc mlil uicbcac aj blvl... quc` ç c suc, njgi<

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_crjmgc uic gicdji pcuscac aui véajl!

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Ju< Hgqujg sustjbtcbal l l`ncr aj`j, mlbdj`cal bcquj`j gileg`gsil!

L quj c gbagdbcäíl bíl hcz, njgi<

]ustjbtjg cquj`j l`ncr sji pjstcbjfcr!

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- _lr cmcsl vlmæ tji Qrcbstlrbl aj Nuilr Egpl`cr< _lr gssl tji nlrcsquj vlmæ ij trctc mlil sj ju hlssj uic bcac j tji nlrcs quj vlmæ ij trctc

eji< Lu síl cs arldcs als sjus ecrrc pjscac quj vlmæ cbac tlicbal quj tjajgxci cssgi, njgi<

Ã`jx, gbjspjrcacijbtj, sl`tlu ui `lbdl slrrgsl!

J hc`lu, eji ecgxgbnl, sý prc sg ijsil, ics ju luvg6

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Hlg jbtíl quj pjrmjeg quj j`j tcvc hczjbal iugtc hlräc prc sj mlbtrl`cr6sj sjdurlu iugtl prc bíl acr uic ecgtc rgscac!

Mlil ç quj ç< J`j qujrgc rgr<!

L quj jrc tíl jbdrcäcal, njgi< Ij hczjr aj pc`ncäc<!

Jbtíl j`j sj cfjgtlu bc mcajgrc, ml`lmcal l mlrpl eji prc trãs.

Jrduju cs pjrbcs j ml`lmlu-cs slerj c suc m`cssj. ]jus mlturbls jblrijshgmcrci eji bc igbnc hrjbtj.

J`j ml`lmlu ls ercäls prc trãs, cs iíls bc bumc.

_crjmgc ctç cquj`js ig`glbãrgls, albls aj uic ijdcmlrplrcäíl, `ã bcssucs sc`cs jbvgarcäcacs bl 7>¿ cbacr, ji Icbncttcb, vgsùiercbal

pcblrcigmcijbtj tlac c mgacaj...

J mli cquj`c icàgtc mcrc aj... ajelmnj!

Ajelmnj! Mcmnlrrl schcal!

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Ju hgqujg ijdc grrgtcac mli cqug`l quj j`j hc`lu!

Zic hjrc! Jsercvjfjg6- Njg, jspjrc cé! Qã ij agzjbal quj prjmgsl auic eceã cdlrc, ç<

J`j< ]uc `ébduc jrc tjrrévj`, mcmnlrrl schcal6

- Ju bíl agssj bcac slerj eceãs... jsscs pc`cvrcs síl sucs, scérci aj suc prýprgc elmc...

J agssj ij acbal ui slrrgsl ajelmncal!

Cqug`l ij grrgtlu cgbac icgs!]jbtgc cdlrc ui lutrl tgpl aj mc`lríl suegbal pj`l iju rlstl! Ics

acquj`j tgpl pjrgdlsl6 uscal prc cmcrgmgcr rjtrlvgslrjs aj Ncr`jy...

Suc` jrc c aj`j, njgi< Cdlrc tcvc cmncbal quj ju prjmgscvc auic eceã prc mugacr aj igi<

Eji... tc`vjz j`j ctç tgvjssj mjrtl slerj ju sjr ui gií prc jbmrjbmcs... prgbmgpcìjbtj bc jsml`c, ajsaj c igbnc 3¿ sçrgj... j lbtji, hlg l ãpgmj, cmjrjfc al el`l6 Ilsjs...

Qã eli, tã eli! Ju alu iju ercäl c tlrmjr6 ju rjcìjbtj jrc ui gií prcjbmrjbmcs ajsaj c gbhåbmgc, arldc!

Qã, j`j cmjrtlu ijsil, plrmcrgc! Ics acé j`j gbsgbucr quj ju bíl scegcmugacr aj igi ijsic, fã jrc ajicgs!

Ju sjiprj ij vgrjg bc igbnc vgac! Ju bubmc hug uic hg`ngbnc aj pcpcgquj rjmjegc tual bcs iíls, bíl!

Sucbal c mlgsc cpjrtcvc prl iju `cal, jrc sjiprj ju quj tgbnc quj acr

ui fjgtl! Jrc sjiprj ju quj ij vgrcvc!Ç m`crl quj ju scegc mugacr aj igi, lrcs!

Ajg cs mlstcs prc j`j6 hurglsc!

Hug ctç igbnc m`cssj, pjdujg igbnc ilmng`c j ajsmg!

Bíl hug prl jstcmglbcijbtl, bls hubals al ml`çdgl, ics prc hrjbtj alEjmkjr.

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Qgbnc uic `cbmnjrgc eji bc hrjbtj al Ejmkjr, bc Bjw ]g`vjr ]trjjt. Icsju fã tcvc sji drcbc c`duic... bji prc tlicr uic Mlmc-ml`c© lragbãrgc jutgbnc drcbc icgs!

Hj`gzijbtj, ji cpjbcs c`duics nlrcs6 cs mlrrgacs pjrtl aj @gtt`j

Tctjrhc``.Igbnc sc`vcäíl hgbcbmjgrc! C aghjrjbäc jbtrj c hg`c aj ajsjiprjdcals,

eusmcbal rjml`lmcäíl, j c hg̀ c ac slpc...

_lr quj ju tgbnc tcbtc mjrtjzc aj quj gc hczjr uic elc drcbc<

_lrquj, cpjscr aj tual ” aj igbnc mlvcragc j tlals ls sjus eñbus jxtrcs ” qucbal ju tcvc ji mgic ac igbnc @ubc, ju cmrjagtcvc bl iju tcml! Juscegc al quj ju jrc mcpcz!

]gi, ju jrc uic ýtgic dujrrjgrc bl c`tl ac igbnc vc`lrlsc ilbtcrgc6 ãdg`,sji ijal, jspjrtc, cuacz! Iugtl mcrgbnc bíl tgbnc c mlrcdji aj hczjr bjiijtcaj acs icblercs quj ju hczgc, bíl ijsil!

L`njg prc cquj`c `cbmnjrgc, rjp`jtc aj ml`jdcs ijus...

J`js tcvci mlijbal... sjbtg cquj`j mnjgrl ijdc dlstlsl bl cr...

Bíl, ju tgbnc quj scgr ac`g6 bíl plagc sjbtgr l mnjgrl aj c`dl quj ju bíl plagc icgs pcdcr...

Ujsl`vg acr uic vl`tc bc qucarc al Ejmkjr6 jspcgrjmjr c mcejäc mli l crdj`cagbnl ac blgtj.

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Hug prl iju mcbtgbnl bc sc`c aj cu`c.

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Ics bui ilijbtl aj hrcqujzc... ajg uic jspgcagbnc...

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prc j`c! J`j pcpjcvc mli uic acquj`cs mcaj`cs bl mgl, quj rjsl`vju sjbtcr pjrtgbnc aj`j...

J`c tcvc sj ctgrcbal tcbtl prc j`j quj sý hc`tcvc ijsil sjbtcr bl ml`laj`j!

Cg, quj blfl acqug`l!

Agcel al mcmjtj! Gbhjrbl ijsil!

Bl gbémgl ac cu`c, j`j ncvgc ctç cejrtl c plrtc ac sc`c prc igi, mlil ui`jdétgil mcvc`njgrl!

J cdlrc< Ju bji jxgstgc icgs prc j`j!

Suj rcgvc quj gssl ij acvc! Suj ýagl! Gbhjrbl als agcels!Ic` tjrigblu l ö`tgil pjrélal, ml`lqujg mlil ui rj`åipcdl iju

mcajrbl j igbnc mcbjtc bc ilmng`c. ]cé vlcbal ac sc`c aj cu`c, sji sjqujrl`ncr prc trãs!

Sucbal pjrmjeg, fã tcvc jrc ilbtcac bc @ubc, agrgdgbal pj`c Cssys Erczg`Cvjbuj, ruil cl Blrtj!

]jiprj ij cutlssudjstglbcbal6

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Ji plumcs nlrcs tu vcg tjr c ij`nlr mncbmj aj crrcbfcr uic drcbc c`tc!

Mlrrjalrjs aj hlrc, ãvgals plr elcs cplstcs! _l`émgc ji drjvj! ]jrã pjrhjgtl!

Hlml, hlml! _jbsc sý bgssl, plgs ç sý gssl quj giplrtc cdlrc!

Hlml! Hlml! Ctjbäíl! Mlbmjbtrcäíl!’ J cssgi ju hug ctç ji mcsc6 ij sudjstglbcbal...

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pcdcrgci igbnc mligac...

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C mncvj ac plrtc als hubals!

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puaj!

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- ]j`jbj, lrc aj hczjr drcbc, ilbjy! Xcils prc pj`jfc, ajrrltcr ls lutrlsmcvc`jgrls!



C. Icyjr

3>5

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Ijdc dlragbnls! Tlw!

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J tual sji mcpcmjtj! L vjbtl hrgl ac icarudcac hczgc cilr agrjtcijbtjmligdl, sjauzgbal ijus mcej`ls, ejgfcbal iju rlstl!

C öbgmc sji mcpcmjtj! Ju tcvc rjcìjbtj ijdc algalbc!

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J dcrcbtl, dcrcbtl ijsil6 blvjbtc plr mjbtl acquj`js mcrcs bíl hczgci

bji c ijtcaj al quj jssc Xc`kyrgc cqug mlbsjdugc hczjr ji mgic ac suc@ubc!



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eurrl, fjduj lu csbl!



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3>8

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L suprjil æxtcsj ac `gejracaj!

Iju mlrcäíl ectgc ï tlac, mlil ui `gbal mlrc` chgbcal aj tcielrjs auiccàjgc sglux bl rgtl ac vgtýrgc als mcäcalrjs! Xgtýrgc!

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Mruzjg c agvgsc acs pgstcs j cvcbmjg hurglsc bc mlbtrciíl!

Bíl ij `jierl aj icgs bcac, c bíl sjr aj tjr pjragal mlip`jtcijbtj lmlbtrl`j ac igbnc @ubc!

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Ju tcvc sjbal cercäcac plr cquj`j mlrpl jblrij aj Ã`jx, tlal vjstgal ajbjdrl, quj cdlrc icgs pcrjmgc ui ml`mníl vgvl acrk ij prltjdjbal!

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Suj `lumurc!

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L`nlu prc igi, prc tlal l iju mlrpl!

Ij tlmcvc mli sucs iíls hrgcs! Cpc`plu igbnc mcejäc ji hrcäíl ajsjdubals, mlil sj, sjg `ã, prlmurcssj hjrgijbtls ji igi!

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Ju tcvc mli ls iösmu`ls al mlrpl mlip`jtcijbtj aurls! Aj tcbtl pcvlrquj ju tcvc sjbtgbal!

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Ã`jx mlijälu c rlsbcr prc cquj`c agrjäíl, mlil sj hlssj uic hjrc, uic ejstc-hjrc!

J jxm`cilu ecgxl, prc sg ijsil, ji hrcbmæs6

- Ijraj, ijraj, ijraj!

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- Mlrrj fã acqug quj ju sjdurl j`c! Mlrrj, arldc!

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hlrtéssgics ùhcacs aj vjbtl öigal j sc`dcal!

Ic` vgrjg iju rlstl prc trãs j vg quj c Cssys Erczg` Cvjbuj tcvc vgrcacji mncics!

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Ju plagc luvgr, eji cl `lbdj, ls drgtls aj påbgml ac durgzcac acsmlrrgacs6 ‐Hldl, hldl!’

Luvgc l sli acs sucs iltls j mcrrls ji cpcvlrcac ajecbacac!

Bíl l`njg icgs prc trãs, mlrrjbal c tlac vj`lmgacaj quj puaj!

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Ls mcmnlrrls tcvci mlip`jtcijbtj jb`luqujmgals!

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mli c Cssys Erczg` Cvjbuj.J qucbal tlijg cquj`c ruc, mlip`jtcijbtj jsmurc, mlrrg ï tlac, mlil sj

ju tgvjssj hudgbal als plrtújs al prýprgl gbhjrbl!

Ju ajvl tjr mlrrgal ubs algs qug`ñijtrls, bui ajsjspjrl quj ju bubmcncvgc sjbtgal cbtjs!

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Ju bíl cdujbtcvc icgs... bíl cdujbtcvc icgs! Bji sjg mlil ju mlbsjdugcergr cquj`j plrtíl, sji mlbsjdugr rjspgrcr!

Ajbtrl al pãtgl, ml`lqujg cs iíls slerj ls flj`nls.

Iju mlrcäíl bíl ectgc6 pu`cvc ji hörgc bl ijgl al iju pjgtl!

Ijus puìújs bíl acvci mlbtc aj ij acr cr6 ju tcvc suhlmcbal!

J uic alr hlrtéssgic, mlil sj uic hcmc tgvjssj sjbal jbhgcac bc `ctjrcàc igbnc mgbturc, ij hjz mruzcr mlip`jtcijbtj mciec`jcbtj l pãtgl aj _gbk

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gc sj cergr aj alr!

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Hlg qucbal mcg aj flj`nls bl mníl al iju qucrtgbnl!

Ju bíl mlbsjdugc rjspgrcr!

J iju mlrcäíl6 sc`tcbal!

Hgqujg c`g, cflj`ncac bl mníl, sjg `ã plr qucbtl tjipl, ctç quj jumlbsjdug tlicr c`dui cr aj blvl...

Aj rjpjbtj, ij vjgl ï ijbtj c gicdji acqug`l! C Mlgsc!

Ilbstrulsc! Nlrrgpg`cbtj! Nlrrévj`!

Cquj`js l`nls vjrij`nls, cquj`j hlmgbnl j cquj`js ajbtjs jblrijs...

sc`tcbal eji ji agrjäíl cl iju pjsmläl!Igbnc Ajusc, bíl!

Bíl plagc sjr vjracaj!

Bíl! Cs cicàgälcacs cùmgbcäújs ac igbnc gbhåbmgc...

Cs cùmgbcäújs quj qucsj ij jb`luqujmjrci... tual ncvgc vl`tcal!

Igbnc icàgäíl ncvgc vl`tcal! Xl`tcal!

Bíl, igbnc Ajusc, plr hcvlr, bíl! Bíl!Ju bíl qujrl vgvjr cquj`j pjscaj`l aj blvl! Bíl!

Aj rjpjbtj, Ã`jx surdgu bc igbnc ijbtj...

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]jbíl, Ã`jx bíl tjrgc ij icbacal mlrrjr!

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C Mlgsc!

J`c hgmlu giprjssc bc igbnc ijbtj, mlil sj hlssj ui crqugvl aj gicdjiaj hgìj aj tjrrlr drcvcal ji pjarc bc tj`c al bl iju tce`jt !

Ju tcvc ajsjspjrcac! L quj jrc cqug`l<

Aj rjpjbtj, tlacs cs igbncs `jgturcs dýtgmcs ij vgjrci ï mcejäc... tlalsls `gvrls aj ilbstrls ac `gtjrcturc dýtgmc quj ju fã ncvgc `gal, als m`ãssgmlscls blvls!

Qlacs cs mjbcs aj hgìjs aj ilbstrls quj ju fã ncvgc vgstl ji tlac cigbnc vgac, pcsscrci pj`c igbnc ijbtj!

Qlals ls almuijbtãrgls quj ju fã ncvgc cssgstgal, slerj hctls jbvl`vjbal prjacalrjs cbtrlpýhcdls, ajshg`crci bl wgbmnjstjr ac igbnc mcejäc ji

sjdubals!Ju bíl cmrjagtcvc, ics cqug`l jrc rjc`, jrc rjc`!

Jrc rjc` plrquj Ã`jx tcieçi vgu6 plr tual quj ç icgs scdrcal, ju furcvcquj j`cs bíl jxgstgci, ics jrc vjracaj, j`cs jxgstgci sgi6

Xcipgrcs!

Ju ncvgc vgstl uic vcipgrc!

J`c ncvgc sc`tcal ji mgic aj igi, j`c qujrgc druacr l iju pjsmläl! J`c

gc ij mlijr!]j ju bíl ajsvgcssj c igbnc iltl mli tual, j`c tjrgc sc`tcal eji bl iju

pjsmläl j cmcecal mligdl!

Igbnc Ajusc, Ajusc!

Ju tcvc vgvjbal ui pjscaj`l! ]ý plagc sjr ui pjscaj`l!

Ju pjdujg igbnc iíl, cgbac bl mníl, j c ectg mli hlräc bl pgsl! ]jigbnc iíl aljssj, sjrgc l sgbc` aj quj ju tcvc cmlracac, aj quj cqug`l bíl

jrc ui pjscaj`l, plrquj c djbtj bíl sjbtj alr rjc` bls pjscaj`ls.- Cg!

Igbnc iíl alju qucbal ju slqujjg l pgsl al iju qucrtgbnl!

Igbnc Ajusc, Ajusc!

Cqug`l jrc rjc`! Jrc rjc`!

L quj ls acrk , ls dltngms j ls jspgrgtuc`gstcs jsltçrgmls agzgci bíl jrc

`jbac, jrc vjracaj!Jrc vjracaj! Ls vcipgrls rjcìjbtj jxgstgci! J`js jxgstgci!




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Ju qucsj ncvgc sgal ilrtc plr uic aj`js!

Ju bíl plagc icgs bji hjmncr ls ijus l`nls! Bíl plagc!

Mcac vjz quj ju hjmncvc ijus l`nls ju vgc cquj`c gicdji, giprjssc bcigbnc ijbtj, acquj`c mrgcturc, aj ercbquéssgils ajbtjs mcbgbls jblrijs,

chgcals, j l`nls ji hörgc mlip`jtcijbtj vjrij`nls, sc`tcbal ji agrjäíl cigi j igbnc @ubc!

Ju hgbcìjbtj mlbsjdug ij `jvcbtcr al mníl j, mciec`jcbtj, hug prl ecbnjgrl... cerg c tlrbjgrc ac pgc j ajgxjg c ãduc jsmlrrjr...

Ãduc mlrrjbtj sjiprj ij cmcìcvc...

Ãduc mlrrjbtj... sgi! Ãduc mlrrjbtj!

Ij `jierjg al m`ãssgml `gvrl aj Erci ]tlkjr 86 vcipgrls bíl dlstcvci aj

ãduc mlrrjbtj!Hlg jbtíl quj tcieçi ij `jierjg al `gvrl ‐ Cs Xc`kérgcs’4, al Icdl

ercsg`jgrl _cu`l Mlj`nl6 j`j mlbtcvc bjssj `gvrl quj, qucbal jrc flvji j prctgmlu l sctcbgsil, l agc quj j`j sj crrjpjbaju j qugs cecbalbcr c Icdgcacs Qrjvcs, ajiñbgls jspgrgtucgs l ctcmcrci! J l Icdl sj jbhglu ajecgxl almnuvjgrl j `ã hgmlu plr nlrcs, ajsjspjrcal, `jbal l `gvrl scdrcal al AjusÖbgml!

]le c ãduc mlrrjbtj!

L mnuvjgrl!

Ju tcvc ajsjspjrcac, ji påbgml, tjijbal icgs al tual quj cquj`cvcipgrc vgjssj ctrãs aj igi!

L mnuvjgrl, c ãduc mlrrjbtj!

Mlrrg prl elxj al ecbnjgrl, mli rlupcs, slerjtual, eltcs j tual, j cerg lrjdgstrl al mnuvjgrl bl iãxgil quj j`j suplrtcvc!

J ij jbhgjg ajecgxl ac ãduc! Gicdgbjg quj cquj`c ãduc tlac ajvgc sjr uijsmual prltjtlr, quj grgc ij sc`vcr acquj`c... acquj`c Mlgsc!

@jierjg quj _cu`l Mlj`nl hgmlu `jbal cquj`j hcilsl @gvrl aj Mcpc_rjtc ” mli ui ]gbc` aj ‐Icgs’ eji bl ijgl ac mcpc ” ji vlz c`tc blmnuvjgrl, plr nlrcs.

Ics ju lagcvc cquj`j `gvrl! Ju bubmc grgc `jr cqug`l!

Ju bji tgbnc cquj`c plrmcrgc ” tíl cicac plr qujgicalrjs aj eruxcs! ” bc igbnc mcsc!

8 ]QLKJU, Erci. Arãmu`c. _lrtl C`jdrj 6 @&_I, 5??7.4 MLJ@NL, _cu`l. Cs Xc`kérgcs. Ugl aj Fcbjgrl 6 Ulmml, 37>>.



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Jbtíl ij druajg bc igbnc mruz Cbkn aj prctc, j bl iju _jbtcdrcic aj prctc!

Cs ml`lqujg prc hlrc aj igbnc mcigsjtc prjtc, ji mgic al iju pjgtl, jij cdcrrjg bcs aucs, j mlijmjg c lrcr ” ji gbd`æs crmcgml, cl Drcbaj Ajus

Mjrbutus j ï ]uprjic Ajusc Qrép`gmj ” tlacs cs lrcäújs aj prltjäíl ajEruxc quj ju mlbnjmgc!

Ju tcvc mli cs pjrbcs mlip`jtcijbtj træiu`cs... bíl mlbsjdugc icgshgmcr aj pç...

Jbtíl ij cflj`njg bl elxj, jbqucbtl c ãduc al mnuvjgrl bíl pcrcvc ajmcgr ji mgic aj igi, ij jbslpcbal mlip`jtcijbtj!

J ju bíl pcrcvc aj iuriurcr ji vlz ecgxgbnc ” mli ijal aj sjr luvgac pj`c vcipgrc! ” tlacs cs prjmjs iéstgmcs aj prltjäíl quj ju mlbnjmgc j tlacs

cs lrajbs iãdgmcs aj ecbgijbtl quj ju fã ncvgc prctgmcal ji igbnc vgac!J ju ij druajg ” jbqucbtl l mnuvjgrl bíl pcrcvc aj flrrcr ãduc slerj

igi ” bc igbnc Cbkn j bl iju _jbtcdrcic, mli uic hlräc tíl drcbaj qujmnjdlu c scbdrcr c pcìc ac igbnc iíl!

Cs dltgbncs aj scbduj rl`cvci ac igbnc iíl, `cvcacs pj`c ãduc mlrrjbtjquj bíl pcrcvc aj mcgr!

Ju tcvc bui jstcal aj bjrvls tc` quj ju mlijmjg c mnlrcr, gip`lrcbal cAjus, ï Ajusc, quj ij prltjdjssji!

Mnlrcvc j lrcvc, lrcvc j mnlrcvc aj ijal, al icgs gbtjbsl pcvlr quj ju fã sjbtg ji tlac c igbnc vgac!

J ju hgqujg c`g, jiecgxl al mnuvjgrl, bíl sjg plr qucbtl tjipl...

Ju bíl pcrcvc aj rjzcr6 fã tcvc qucsj rlumc, aj tcbtl quj ju lrcvc!

Bubmc rjzjg tcbtl, ji tíl pluml tjipl, ji tlac c igbnc vgac!

Ctç quj ju hgbcìjbtj ij ajg mlbtc...

L ]l` mlijäcvc c bcsmjr!

L ]l`! L ]l`!

Bubmc, bc igbnc vgac gbtjgrc, ju tgbnc ij sjbtgal tíl hj`gz ji vjr lsrcgls aj ]l`, ac c`vlrcac, jbtrcbal `jbtcijbtj pj`c fcbj`gbnc al iju

ecbnjgrl!

L ]l`! L iju sc`vcalr! Xcipgrls bíl plagci mli ls ]l`!

Ju tcvc sc`vc! ]c`vc!

L ]l`!




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L iju cbtgdl gbgigdl cdlrc jrc l iju hgj` sc`vcalr!

Qjbtjg ij `jvcbtcr ics, mlil hgqujg cflj`ncac sjg `ã qucbtl tjipl bl elxj, igbncs pjrbcs tcvci mlip`jtcijbtj alrijbtjs... hlrigdcbal ajicgs!

_rjmgsjg uscr ijus ercäls prc ml`lmcr igbncs pjrbcs prc hrjbtj, jbqucbtl

ju tjbtcvc ij sjbtcr bl pgsl al elxj...L mnuvjgrl cgbac ajspjfcvc ãduc bc igbnc mcejäc...

Sucbal rjcaqugrg l ilvgijbtl acs igbncs pjrbcs ju ij `jvcbtjg, ijgltlbtc, j hjmnjg l rjdgstrl al mnuvjgrl.

Ju gbm`gbjg prc trãs c igbnc mcejäc j jbmlstjg-c bc pcrjaj al elxj,jxcustc...

_j`ls Ajusjs Cbtgdls!

Xcipgrls!

J`js jxgstgci aj vjracaj!

L`njg prls rcgls aj ]l`, jbtrcbal plr cquj`c fcbj`gbnc...

]uspgrjg, gbmrgvjìjbtj c`gvgcac!

Hlg sý bjssj ilijbtl quj ju ij ajg mlbtc aj quj ju tcvc mlip`jtcijbtjdj`cac aj hrgl6 mlil ju cerg l iju mnuvjgrl ï tlac, j`j bíl aju mlbtc aj

cqujmjr c ãduc... j ju hgqujg sjg `ã qucbtcs nlrcs tlicbal ecbnl aj ãduc hrgc,mli rlupc, eltcs j tual!

Hgqujg tcbtl tjipl ajecgxl acquj`c ãduc hrgc quj cs plbtcs als ijusajagbnls tcvci mlip`jtcijbtj jbrudcacs!

Mlijmjg c tgrcr c igbnc rlupc jbslpcac. Ju trjigc aj hrgl!

_jdujg igbnc tlc`nc aj ecbnl j mlijmjg c ij sjmcr. Sucbal ju ijjbxudujg, pjdujg bl iju rlupjgrl uic blvc iuac aj rlupcs.

Ju cgbac tcvc trjijbal aj hrgl!_jdujg l iju swjctjr prjtl icgs qujbtj j l vjstg.

Iju slerjtual< Bíl acrgc prc uscr6 tcvc jbslpcal!

Ics ju cgbac tcvc trjijbal6 bíl sjg sj aj hrgl lu aj ijal!

_jdujg ãduc ac tlrbjgrc al iju qucrtgbnl, ml`lqujg bc mnc`jgrc j pus chjrvjr.

Jbqucbtl gssl, ij jbrl`jg bl iju mlejrtlr.

Ju cgbac tcvc druacac bc igbnc Cbkn j bl iju _jbtcdrcic aj prctc.



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_rctc...

Gssl bíl hubmglbcvc mlbtrc vcipgrls... Erci ]tlkjr agzgc, ji sju `gvrl,quj Arãmu`c mnjdcvc c cbacr mli ui mcstgäc` aj prctc, ji sucs iíls, bl sjumcstj`l...

Bjssj ilijbtl igbnc mnc`jgrc mnglu6 c ãduc cqujmju!Ju pjdujg uic xémcrc j, aj tíl ctcrcbtcac, bíl ml`lqujg mchç, bji mnã,

bji bcac6 tlijg agrjtl c ãduc qujbtj!

Hgbcìjbtj ju mlijmjg c ij cqujmjr!

Zic lragbãrgc xémcrc aj ãduc qujbtj, sjbal sjdurcac plr ciecs cs iíls6iju argbk bl gbhjrbl prc jspcbtcr l hrgl j trjilr al pcvlr...

L`njg prl iju rj`ýdgl6 fã pcsscvci acs sjtj nlrcs.

L ]l` fã erg`ncvc, sjdurl aj sg, `ã hlrc.

Bjssj ilijbtl hlg quj ju ij `jierjg6 Ã`jx!

Igbnc Ajusc, Ã`jx!

J`j hgmlu `ã hlrc mli cquj`c Mlgsc! J sj c Mlgsc pjdlu j`j<

J cquj`j gbmæbagl! J sj Ã`jx slhrju qujgicaurcs<!

Gijagctcijbtj ju `crdujg iju mlejrtlr bl mníl!

Mlrrg prc plrtc. Qlijg l pãtgl.

Ju mlrrg ctç l plrtíl, ajgxjg tual cejrtl, j mlrrg pj`c ruc jstrjgtc! Mlrrg cicgs rãpgac quj ju plagc!

Hgbcìjbtj mnjdujg ctç c Cssys Erczg` Cvjbuj.

L tråbsgtl aj mcrrls tcvc cgbac pjqujbl6 cgbac jrc mjal.

Mlijmjg c vcsmu`ncr c cvjbgac mli ls l`nls, ï prlmurc aj Ã`jx.

Bíl vg bcac!Jbtíl ju mcigbnjg ijdc `gdjgrc ctç l `lmc` lbaj Ã`jx ncvgc ij sc`vl,

pjrtl aj lbaj c @ubc ectju ” bl iurl al hjrrl-vj`nl Mncr`js Mncp`gb.

Sucbal mnjdujg ctç cquj`j hjrrl-vj`nl, jxctcijbtj lbaj c @ubc ectju jjxp`lagu, ju jbmlbtrjg l iurl tlal ajstruéal j mli jblrijs icbmncs ajgbmæbagl!

Ics bíl jbmlbtrjg ui öbgml pcrchusl ac @ubc! Bcac!

J jxmjtl c`g bcquj`j iurl, bíl ncvgci sgbcgs aj gbmæbagl bji icbmncsaj hldl ji bjbnuic lutrc pcrtj ac Cssys Erczg` Cvjbuj!




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Mlil<! J cquj`cs `ébducs aj hldl jblrijs, jspgrc`cacs, quj mnjdcrci cgùigbcr c icarudcac jbqucbtl ju mlrrgc prc mcsc<!

Mlil j`cs bíl ajgxcrci bjbnui rcstrl aj gbmæbagl<

Ju mlbtgbujg prlmurcbal Ã`jx mli ls l`nls, plr tlals ls `cals ac

cvjbgac! Ch`gtc, ctç prc ajbtrl als hjrrls-vj`nls ju jspgcvc!Ls míjs aj `ã< Qcvci ijdc mcìls cdlrc.

Bjbnui `ctgal, bjbnui ugvl, bcac!

]j mläcvci aj sucs pu`dcs, bc icglr trcbqug`gacaj!

Ctç quj ju mnjdujg jxctcijbtj bl ùdcr lbaj ju ncvgc mcéal ac @ubc.

Hlg jbtíl quj ij jspcbtjg mli l quj ju jbmlbtrjg!

Eji bl cshc`tl, pjrtgbnl ac mc`äcac lbaj ju tcvc, ncvgc ui jblrijchubacijbtl bl mníl!

L cshc`tl tcvc chubacal, mlil sj ui mcigbníl ijdc pjscal tgvjssj sgal fldcal eji c`g!

J eji al `cal al eurcml, acquj`j chubacijbtl prlhubal bl cshc`tl,ncvgc uic icrmc!

Ju ij cprlxgijg... l`njg prc cquj`c icrmc bl cshc`tl, cl `cal al eurcml6

gbcmrjagtãvj`!J`c tgbnc c hlric aj uic iíl!

Ju ij cdcmnjg cl `cal aj`c j ml`lqujg c igbnc iíl ji mgic acquj`cicrmc6 jrc uic iíl eji icglr quj c igbnc, j ju mlbnjmgc l tcicbnl jhlrictl acquj`c iíl!

Jrc c icrmc ac iíl aj Ã`jx!

Ju bíl cmrjagtjg bl quj tcvc vjbal!

Ics jrc rjc`, rjc`! Ã`jx ncvgc hjgtl cquj`c icrmc bl cshc`tl, mlil sj jstjhlssj hjgtl aj jspuic!

Ju l`njg prc icrmc ac iíl aj`j j prl eurcml bl cshc`tl ac cvjbgac... jhgbcìjbtj ju jbtjbag tual!

Sucbal Ã`jx ij cercälu, ij tgrcbal ac @ubc ” bíl sjg mlil! ” j`j mcgu eji c`g, lbaj tcvc cquj`j eurcml, j uslu l ercäl jsqujral prc cilrtjmjr cqujac ” jxctcijbtj mlil ls ectgijbtls quj sj usc bc crtj icrmgc` al fuañ!Jgs c icrmc ac suc iíl jsqujrac bl cshc`tl!

Ics, igbnc Ajusc, l gipcmtl ac qujac aj`j j ju, bcquj`j cshc`tl, ajvjtjr sgal uic mlgsc cesurac!



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Ajvjrgc tjr sgal ui gipcmtl aj, sjg `ã, tlbj`cacs!

Mlil Ã`jx bíl hlg ajstruéal pj`l gipcmtl<

Mlil sju ercäl j suc iíl bíl sj jshcmj`crci ji ig`nújs aj pjacäls,qucbal nluvj l gipcmtl<

_j`l mlbtrãrgl6 hlg Ã`jx quji ajstrugu l cshc`tl!

Ju ml`lqujg igbnc iíl slerj c icrmc ac iíl aj`j blvcijbtj... sgi, jrcrjc`!

Ju cpc`pjg l eurcml cl `cal... jrc rjc`, rjc`!

Ju tlbtjjg j ij sjbtjg bl mlraíl ac cvjbgac.

Igbnc mcejäc tcvc dgrcbal!

Igbnc Ajusc, Ã`jx... vlmæ bíl plagc sjr nuicbl!

Bjbnui sjr nuicbl tjrgc slerjvgvgal c ui gipcmtl acquj`js sji slhrjrui crrcbníl!

_j`l mlbtrãrgl6 c`çi aj vlmæ bíl slhrjr bjbnui crrcbníl vlmæ tgbnc ijsc`vcal, plrquj ju tcieçi bíl tgbnc slhrgal ui crrcbníl sjqujr!

Ã`jx... vlmæ... vlmæ... vlmæ bíl jrc nuicbl!

Aj rjpjbtj ” sjbtcac c`g bcquj`j mlraíl ac mc`äcac ac Cssys Erczg`

Cvjbuj, mlil sj ju hlssj uic ilrcalrc aj ruc ” ig`nújs aj mlgscscssc`tcrci c igbnc mcejäc6

Cquj`c icrmc cesurac ac iíl aj`j bl cshc`tl...

Cquj`j eurcml quj j`j hjz, mli l gipcmtl al sju prýprgl mlrpl, prltjdjbal l iju...

C hlräc ajsmliubc` mli quj j`j jrduju Ilsjs pj`l pjsmläl, mli ui sý ercäl, mlil sj cquj`j ajsdrcäcal hlssj uic pc`nc...

Ls ajbtjs mcbgbls jblrijs quj ju furcvc tjr vgstl j`j cprlxgicr al pjsmläl aj Ilsjs... j j`j tjr qujercal l rjelml ac pcrjaj ac jsml`c qucbal ectju cquj`j ajsdrcäcal mlbtrc c pcrjaj...

L mcbgvjtj mli c `åigbc ajrrjtgac, mlil sj tgvjssj sgal fldcac buichlrbc`nc...

C iíl gbmrgvjìjbtj dj`cac quj j`j tgbnc...

Ls l`nls h`cijfcbtjs aj Ã`jx bc prgijgrc blgtj aj cu`c bl Ejmkjr...

Cs ngstýrgcs gbmrévjgs quj Nç`îbj ij mlbtlu al egscvñ aj Ã`jx ” j qujbíl jbvj`njmgc bubmc bcquj`cs hltls!




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C mcrc aj Ã`jx, gduc`, jxctcijbtj gduc` c aj sju egscvñ!

C `gbducdji cbtgdc mli quj Ã`jx sj jxprjsscvc, mlil sj j`j hlssj ui prlhjsslr aj @ébducs Jruagtcs vgbal ac açmcac aj 371?...

Qual hczgc sjbtgal cdlrc! Qual!

Ã`jx! Xlmæ bíl jrc nuicbl... Bíl!

J cdlrc, hgbcìjbtj, ju scegc jxctcijbtj l quj vlmæ jrc!



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_lstcdji 3:. Ls Igsjrãvjgs

(@js Igsçrce `js , 37>5, HUC/C@J)

Sucbal l ]l` ” cquj`j quj ju sjiprj lagjg ctç jbtíl! ” tcvc c pgbl, bliãxgil al sju jsp`jbalr, prýxgil cl ijgl-agc, ju ij sjbtg c icgs sjdurc

plssévj` quj ju plajrgc buic sgtucäíl acquj`cs.

C vcipgrc bíl plajrgc ij pjdcr!

Qgbnc cpcbncal igbnc drcbc ” quj ju dcbnjg bcs mlrrgacs ” j sjmcal csbltcs mli ui pcbgbnl. Ajplgs, tjrigbcal aj sjmã-`cs cl ]l` ac igbnc

fcbj`c... plgs ju ncvgc ml`lmcal cs bltcs bl el`sl gbtjrbl al iju slerjtual j,qucbal ij ctgrjg bl mnuvjgrl, j`cs il`ncrci!

_jrtl al ijgl agc, cs mçau`cs fã tcvci sjmcs.

_jdujg uic elc drcbc j jbhgjg bc igbnc ilmng`c bjdrc, ajgxcbal lrjstcbtj jsmlbagal bl iju rlupjgrl.

Ml`lqujg igbnc mruz Cbkn j iju _jbtcdrcic prc ajbtrl al iju swjctjr prjtl.

L`njg prc hlrc al iju qucrtl6 _gbk _gd ncvgc mnjdcal ji mcsc.

Mncvjjg iju eubkjr , pcssjg mli igbnc ilmng`c bl lierl plr _gbk _gd ” quj tcvc bl pãtgl, jstjbajbal uics rlupcs aj`c ” j bíl `nj agssj uic öbgmc

pc`cvrc!

Mruzjg l pãtgl, pcssjg pj`l plrtíl j tlijg c jstrjgtc ruc prgbmgpc` aj TngtjTgbd.

Hug ctç c Cssys Erczg` Cvjbuj. @ã, mcigbnjg ctç c jsqugbc mli c 53 tn Cvjbuj, lbaj ncvgc ui plbtl aj tãxg.

]gbc`gzjg prc ui tcxgstc ” ijgl ecgxgbnl j dlragbnl, quj tcvc sjbtcal,`jbal flrbc`, bl ecbqugbnl aj icajgrc al plbtl ” ilstrcbal-`nj quj juqujrgc jiecrmcr.

Býs jbtrcils bcquj`j tépgml tãxg aj Ncppy Ncrelr.

Cquj`js hcilsls vjému`ls vjrij`nls mli pcrc-mnlqujs prjtls6 blsscs`gtjgrcs ruerl-bjdrc.

Xjrij`nl6 purc ncrilbgc aj tlbs mli l quj sj rjvj`c bc mlr al prjmglsl

scbduj ji igbncs vjgcs...





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Ju<... Ju bíl mlbsjdug slrrgr... tcvc uic pg`nc aj bjrvls!

J`c vjgl mcigbncbal mcìcijbtj, pj`c trg`nc aj ecsc`tls plr jbtrj l fcragi j, cbtjs aj sj cprlxgicr aj igi, ij agssj ciãvj`6

- L`ã, ]j`jbj! Ju scegc quj grgc tj vjr ji erjvj, icgs uic vjz!

Ju< ]ý rjsplbag gssl, mli ls iösmu`ls al rlstl ijdc aurls, aj tíltjbsls6

- Lg...

C vj`ngbnc cergu l plrtíl prc igi.

Ju jbtrjg ajprjssc.

Hlg jbtíl quj j`c ij hgtlu mugacalscijbtj.

L`nlu prl iju rlstl j jxm`cilu6

- Ijbgbc, l quj cmlbtjmju mli vlmæ< Xlmæ jstã trjijbal!

Ju< Sucbal j`c ij agssj gssl, bíl mlbsjdug ij cdujbtcr... ju tcvc tílbjrvlsc quj mlijmjg c vligtcr ls ijus pjbscijbtls, sji mlbsjdugrmlbtrl`ã-`ls6

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Ju mlbhgrijg, chgricbal mli c mcejäc, ijdc sçrgc!

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- Ju scegc quj vlmæ grgc ictcr c mncrcac eji rãpgal... Ics plr hcvlr,jbtrj! Xlmæ jstã trjijbal, qujrgac! Ju tjbnl ui mnã ýtgil pcrc jsscs

sgtucäújs... chgbc` ju sjg jxctcijbtj pj`l l quj vlmæ jstã pcsscbal... tcieçihgqujg mnlmcac qucbal ajsmlerg tual gssl, bc igbnc cal`jsmæbmgc!

Býs mruzcils l mcigbnl aj ecsc`tls.

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Ju bíl cergrgc iíl aj`j plr bcac ajssj iubal! Cssgi, agssj mli uicdgdcbtjsmc sjrgjacaj j mlbvgmäíl6

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plgs, pcmgæbmgc, cssgi ç c vgac!J mlbtgbulu c dcrdc`ncr!

Ju bíl jbtjbagc icgs bcac, jbqucbtl býs aucs jbtrãvcils ajbtrl alcbtgdl j ej`éssgil Mcscríl! Bcac ijsil!

Jbqucbtl jbtrãvcils, Nç`îbj slrrgu ajelmncacijbtj, j agssj6

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Ju< Bíl jbtjbagc icgs bcac, jbqucbtl Nç`îbj zlcvc cejrtcijbtj mli cigbnc mcrc!

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- L quj hjz vlmæ ajmgagr quj Ã`jx ç ui ‐vcipgrl’<

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Hlg qucbal ju hc`jg al ctcquj ac Mlgsc, mli ajtc`njs ” gbmùsgvj al ijugbusgtcal ‐blvl içtlal ]j`jbj ]tjrb aj mlil ecbncr-sj bl mnuvjgrl’ ” qujNç`îbj suspjbaju mlip`jtcijbtj sju tli flmlsl j jxm`cilu sçrgc6

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Ju tcvc mlijäcbal c hgmcr tjbsc aj blvl mli cquj`c mlbvjrsc...

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Suj arldc, Nç`îbj! Xlmæ tcvc ij ajgxcbal icgs mlbhusc! J ijlergdcbal c rjspgrcr cgbac icgs!

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]lu cpjbcs ui vj`nl Ecec`cñ ” trcfcbal igbncs sgbdj`cs rlupcs ercbmcs ” ics quj icbtjbnl c ctjbäíl acs igbncs mrgcbäcs mli ijus algs plajrlslsjbmcbtcijbtls6 l mcrgsic al iju l`ncr j c vgvcmgacaj als ijus djstls!

Ls l`ngbnls als ijus cprjbagzjs ac Càjgc erg`ncvci, rjh`jtgbal csmncics acquj`c crajbtj hldujgrc quj mrjpgtcvc bc scvcbc.

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_lrçi, cquj`js jrci ls ö`tgils agcs ji quj ls Lrgxãs, ls ]jbnlrjs ac

Bcturjzc j al Klsils, ls tjcrjs ac Qjgc ac Xgac, mcigbncrgci jbtrj lsnlijbs, rjspgrcbal fubtl aj`js, mlijbal fubtl c j`js, mnlrcbal j rgbal fubtl c j`js...

Ls ö`tgils agcs als Lrgxãs Cbacbtjs slerj c Qjrrc... ls ö`tgils agcs al Iubal al Qjrmjgrl Åbdu`l Mýsigml...

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J hlg fustcijbtj bcquj`js ö`tgils agcs al Qjrmjgrl Iubal quj, plrvlbtcaj als Lrgxãs Cbacbtjs, bl D`lrglsl Ujgbl al ]u` j bl _lajrlsl Ujgblal Blrtj, bcsmjrci træs mrgcbäcs iugtl jspjmgcgs!

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Ldui jbvgcrc ]ju hg`nl pcrc bcsmjr bl Ujgbl al Blrtj, ji uiajrrcajgrl jshlräl pcrc scbcr c `lumurc al Ujg j rjblvcr l iubal, ubgbal

bc Ncrilbgc ac Bcturjzc cs icrdjbs Blrtj j ]u` al ]cdrcal Ugl bc Qjgcac Xgac.

_lrçi, pluml cbtjs quj l _rébmgpj bcsmjssj, sju pcg, aljbtj j ajmrçpgtl,rjvl`tlu-sj ceslùtcijbtj mli ls Lrgxãs plr bíl tjr ui njrajgrl, j lsajstrctlu!

Ji rjsplstc cls icus trctls, ls Cbtgdls ]jbnlrjs al Klsils jbtílrjtgrcrci-]j al _lajrlsl Ujgbl al Blrtj pcrc sjiprj!

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J l Ujg al Blrtj gbvjbtlu, ji sjus aj`érgls aj vcgacaj, l sju prýprgl

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J qucbal l sju gbjspjrcal hg`nl bcsmju ” plr ejbäíl als prýprglsLrgxãs Cbacbtjs! ” l ajmrçpgtl Ujg al Blrtj cmrjagtlu tjr sgal uicrjmlipjbsc al Ajus Öbgml plr suc mruzcac, j prlssjdugu cgbac mli icgs hçji suc gbscbc dujrrc, cvcbäcbal mli mcac vjz icgs chí ruil cl Blrtj!

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J`c, c Hg`nc ac Acic al Icr, sj tlrblu uic flvji iugtl ej`c j iugtl

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Cdcbfu j _rébmgpj al ]l`! J bl ilijbtl aj suc scdrcäíl mlil Drcbaj]cmjraltj j _rébmgpj ]l`cr, ]ju _cg Cbmjstrc`, l prýprgl ^cbdñ Cdcbfu, aju-

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J ls algs griíls, qucbal tlrbcrci-sj ls ducragújs als mlbnjmgijbtlsicgs scdrcals ac ]cejalrgc Cbmjstrc` als Lrgxãs al Ujgbl al ]u`,rjmjejrci acs prýprgcs iíls als Lrgxãs Ecrã-Jxu, ^cpcbí, Lsscbnc jLxc`ã c ejbäíl ac gilrtc`gacaj hésgmc jbqucbtl c ajsjfcssji. Mli tcàãagvc, ciels sj tlrbcrgci c Ege`gltjmc Xgvc als Lrgxãs Cbacbtjs, mli cigssíl aj bubmc pjrigtgr quj cs blvcs djrcäújs sj jsqujmjssji aj sucMlbjxíl ]cdrcac mli c Qjgc ac Xgac, bl agc ji quj l ö`tgil als Lrgxãs

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mlicbacbtj ji mnjhj al jxçrmgtl al D`lrglsl Ujgbl al ]u`. Bc mjrgiñbgc aj scdrcäíl, l prýprgl Ghã `nj vctgmgblu6 c dujrrc `ldl mnjdcrgc cl D`lrglsl Ujgbl al ]u`!

]cejalr agssl, j acs gbtjbäújs al Ujg al _lajrlsl Ujgbl al Blrtj ajvcrrjr ac Qjrrc ls Lrgxãs j c Mlbjxíl mli c Bcturjzc, l _rébmgpj al ]l`gbgmglu uic `lbdc jxpjagäíl plr tlal l D`lrglsl Ujgbl al ]u`, c hgi aj

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Nuicbgacaj!

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L _rébmgpj tcieçi tcbtl trcec`nlu pj`c rjlrdcbgzcäíl ac fustgäc, acjaumcäíl j ac blerjzc bl rjgbl quj rjmjeju, acs iíls al prýprgl ^cbdñ, cs

prjscs j c fuec al `jíl! Ics hlg c`jrtcal plr ^cbdñ quj c mrgcturc quj uiagc qujercrgc uic aj sucs aucs jspcacs sjrgc c tjrmjgrc j ö`tgic pjäc ac Ege`gltjmc Xgvc, sji c quc` ls Lrgxãs Cbacbtjs bíl plajrgci icgs vl`tcr ïQjrrc. J quj plr gssl jssc mrgcturc tcieçi dcbncrgc als lutrls Lrgxãs cejbäíl ac gilrtc`gacaj hésgmc.

Qcieçi tcbtl trcec`nlu l _rébmgpj, rjlrdcbgzcbal c jmlbligc, pcrcquj ls mj`jgrls j c mcäc pjricbjmjssji ceubacbtjs bc dujrrc prýxgic,icbtjbal sju plvl c`gijbtcal, quj rjmjeju, acs iíls al prýprgl Lxlssg, cscscs al Dgdcbtjsml _ãsscrl Bjdrl quj Lxlssg ui agc cectju mli uic öbgmc

h`jmncac! Ics hlg c`jrtcal plr Lxlssg quj, cssgi mlil l _ãsscrl Bjdrlc`cvc-sj prlauzgbal c blgtj, quj j`j jvlmcssj ls plajrjs acs cscs slijbtjjbtrj l mrjpösmu`l j l c`vlrjmjr.

Qcieçi tcbtl trcec`nlu l _rébmgpj pcrc quj cs pjsslcs icbghjstcssjitl`jråbmgc j mlipcgxíl jbtrj j`cs, prjdcbal c ubgíl jbtrj cs pjsslcs, qujrjmjeju, acs iíls ac prýprgc Lxui, c ijtcaj aj ui mlrcäíl aj agcicbtj...j sluej quj j`c fã ncvgc acal c lutrc ijtcaj al mlrcäíl aj agcicbtj pcrcuic iläc quj j`j ji erjvj mlbnjmjrgc. Ics hlg c`jrtcal plr Lxui quj,qucbal l mlrcäíl aj agcicbtj jstgvjssj mlip`jtl, quji j`j ijblsgicdgbcvc hgmcrgc ajsjqug`gercal cl vjr gssl j huturcijbtj rlipjrgc uic]cdrcac C`gcbäc.

_luml ajplgs l _rébmgpj, trcfcal mlil ui sgip`js lpjrãrgl, cfuacvc j supjrvgsglbcvc c mlbstruäíl aj ui drcbaj cqujautl bl p`cbc`tl al Ugl ac @uc Ercbmc... cl hgbc` acquj`j agc, jxcustl, jbqucbtl rjhczgc-sj prýxgil ï Hlz ” eji lbaj ncvgc c mcmnljgrc quj ajscducvc cs ãducs al Ugl ac @uc Ercbmc, sjbal quj plr gssl mlbstruérci jxctcijbtj c`g l Qjip`l aj Lxui _cbaã ” l _rébmgpj vgu c`dl...

_rýxgil cl Qjip`l, bc ejgrc ac mcmnljgrc, pjrcbtj l gijbsl jstuãrglquj cml`ngc cs ãducs al Ugl, j mli ls rcgls cvjrij`ncals al ]l` pljbtj blnlrgzlbtj, uic hgdurc sl`gtãrgc hczgc ui rgtuc`...

Jrc uic flvji quj, jipubncbal c jspcac ” quj `nj hlg acac pj`cs prýprgcs iíls aj ]uc Iíj Cbmjstrc`, Lxui _cbaã6 c Jspcac Caå! ” rjc`gzcvc ilvgijbtls plr vjzjs sucvjs j sjbsucgs, plr vjzjs vj`lzjs jmjrtjgrls, mlil sj aligbcssj c Crtj ac ]jauäíl j c Crtj ac Dujrrc clijsil tjipl!

L _rébmgpj cgbac bíl scegc, ics cquj`c iläc jrc c prýprgc Wc`lrgxã alQjip`l aj Lxui _cbaã al Ugl ac @uc Ercbmc!



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J c scmjraltgsc< Xgu bl pjgtl aj`j, gducìjbtj, c lutrc ijtcaj!

J ls algs sj cpcgxlbcrci pjragacijbtj! _lrçi, cl scejr agssl, c _rgbmjsc, suc grií, jbtrgstjmju-sj iugtl...

Ics cgbac jrci tjipls aj pcz...

_lrçi, mli c mlbqugstc aj tlals ls pjqujbls rjgbls al Blrtj, l Ujg al _lajrlsl Ujgbl al Blrtj vl`tcvc c ctjbäíl aj suc mruzcac pcrc l ]u`... j`j fcicgs mldgtcrgc cbtjs jbhrjbtcr l D`lrglsl Ujgbl al ]u`... ics cs vgtýrgcscdlrc l jiergcdcrci!

J nluvj dujrrc jbtrj l _lajrlsl Ujgbl al Blrtj j l D`lrglsl Ujgbl al]u`!

Cs trlpcs al _lajrlsl Ujgbl al Blrtj, tíl buijrlscs qucbtl l böijrlaj dríls acs crjgcs al icr j tíl jxtjbscs qucbtl l prýprgl Lmjcbl,mruzcrci l ]cdrcal Ugl ji alzj plbtls, gbvcagbal cs tjrrcs al ]u` ji alzj`lmcgs sgiu`tcbjcijbtj!

_lrçi, jxctcijbtj mlil suc cstömgc ig`gtcr prjvgrc j trcec`ncrccraucijbtj, l gijbsl jxçrmgtl al Blrtj bíl mlbsjdugu vjbmjr cs `gbncs aj

ajhjsc, c `ldéstgmc, cs blvcs mlbstruäújs j cs blvcs tjmbl`ldgcs quj l _rébmgpj al ]l` ncvgc gip`jijbtcal ji sju rjgbl!

Hlrci mliectjs tjrrévjgs! C plbtl aj, bl icgs ajmgsgvl aj`js, l _rébmgpjtjr pjragal l sju Lxç ” sltjrrcal plr uic gijbsc cvc`cbmnj bc dgdcbtjsmc

pjarjgrc! ” qucbal j`j l utg`gzlu mli tlal l plajr als Qrlvújs mlbtrc csvgl`jbtcs j gijbscs trlpcs al _lajrlsl Ujgbl al Blrtj, cssgi gipjagbalquj cs pjarcs ac Drcbaj Iurc`nc al Ujgbl al ]u` hlssji ajrruecacs!

Cpýs cquj`c mrujbtc ectc`nc, c dujrrc mnjdlu c ui gipcssj

rcpgacijbtj... ciels jxçrmgtls jstcvci qucsj fã sji crics j icbtgijbtls...j l Ujg al Blrtj hlg hlräcal c prlplr c pcz j mruzcr l ]cdrcal Ugl, aj vl`tccl Blrtj... ics mli uic mlbagäíl6 quj c `gbac _rgbmjsc al D`lrglsl Ujgblal ]u` sj mcscssj mli l _rébmgpj al _lajrlsl Ujgbl al Blrtj.

L ajmrçpgtl Ujg al Blrtj tjbmglbcvc, mli gssl, mlbvjbmjr c _rgbmjsc cmlbvjrtjr-sj cl sju blvl Ajus Öbgml j igbcr c hç bl Ujgbl al ]u`!

J l Ujg al ]u` vgu bgssl uic lplrtubgacaj aj mrgcr uic hlrtjajpjbaæbmgc jmlbñigmc al jiplerjmgal j hcigbtl plvl al Ujgbl al Blrtj ”

h`cdj`cal pj`cs `lbdcs dujrrcs aj sju gbscbl Ujg ” mli c pufcbäc al Ujgblal ]u`, sjauzgbal l plvl al Blrtj pcrc huturcijbtj ubghgmcr hcmgìjbtj lsalgs rjgbls.




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L _rébmgpj al Ujgbl al Blrtj cpcgxlblu-sj pjragacijbtj pj`c `gbac j drcmglsc _rgbmjsc. Ics j`j jstcvc iugtl pjrturecal6 l mlbh`gtl gbtjrbl jbtrjc Qjgc ac Xgac j l Ajus Öbgml l tlrbcrci ui nliji ajspjacäcal!

J l mlbnjmgijbtl hrcdijbtcal als Lrgxãs quj sju tutlr `nj jbsgblu,qucbal sj igsturcrci ji suc mcejäc mli c alutrgbc al Ajus Öbgml, `njgbspgrcrci blvcs j jstrcbncs mlbmjpäújs. J j`j hlrälu c _rgbmjsc c caltã-`cs.

J`c, plrçi, rjsgstgu ercvcijbtj!

Fcicgs mlbsjdugu pjrmjejr Ncrilbgc c`duic bcquj`j Klsils cpcrtcalac Bcturjzc, gbvjbtcal pj`ls Qjý`ldls al Ajus Öbgml!

]cejbal aj suc rjmusc, plr lraji al Ujg al Blrtj, c _rgbmjsc sjmrjtcijbtj hlg prjsc ” sji quj bji ijsil sju icrgal, ji jxpjagäíl pcrcmlbtjr uic rjvl`tc cl Blrtj, sluejssj! ” j hlg tlrturcac j alutrgbcac pj`ls

_lbtéhgmjs al Ujg, plr sjtj agcs j sjtj blgtjs, sji quj sjqujr puajssj alrigr!

C Qjgc ac Xgac j c Ncrilbgc al Klsils ji sucs vjgcs c cecbalbcrci,acbal ùdcr ïs Qrjvcs ac `lumurc6 c Wc`lrgxã aj Wjicbfã Ldubtç hlg

sjpu`tcac... bcsmgc c _rgbmjsc acs Qrjvcs!

J`c mlbvjbmju-sj aj quj tual jstcvc jrrcal bl iubal, j quj uic blvcjrc bjmjssgtcrgc sjr gijagctcijbtj mlbstruéac!

_crc gssl, qucbal sju icrgal rjtlrblu ac jxpjagäíl, j`c ncegìjbtj lmlbvjbmju c csscssgbcr sju prýprgl pcg j cssuigr l trlbl, mli l tétu`l aj L

Ujg acs Qrjvcs.

J cssgi hlg hjgtl!

L ajmrçpgtl Ujg al Blrtj tlrbcrc-sj pcrtj al ijsil pý c quj cbtjsmlbajbcrc tlals ls sjdugalrjs als Lrgxãs, Dugcs j Ducragújs!

J cl sju icrgal, l blvl Ujg, agssj c _rgbmjsc acs Qrjvcs6

‒Ac ijsic hlric mlil cs mncics gbmjbajgci uic h`lrjstc , bljspjtãmu`l plçtgml ac Ilrtj, `gipcbal l tceu`jgrl pcrc quj blvc rj`vcbcsäc, bl jspjtãmu`l plçtgml ac Blvc Xgac, uic blvc hlric aj dujrrcajvjrgc surdgr pcrc quj l Iubal Blvl, _jrhjgtl j Mlrrjtl bcsmjssj6 mliblvcs bcäújs j blvls sjrjs vgvjbtjs!“

J c _rgbmjsc acs Qrjvcs prlhcblu prjmglsc pcrtj ac Ege`gltjmc Xgvc,icbgpu`cbal Hlräcs quj ajsjstceg`gzcrci tlac c Qjgc ac Xgac!



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Zi blvl jxçrmgtl aj mrgcturcs j ejstcs hlrci trczgacs plr j`c al C`çi, hlrci prlhcbcacs j aligbcacs, j c mlbstruäíl al icgs nlrrjbal j plajrlsljxçrmgtl fcicgs mrgcal bc Qjrrc sj gbgmgcrc!

Bcquj`c gijilrgc` icarudcac, bl ãpgmj al ctl ac prlhcbcäíl, l Ujg acs

Qrjvcs hlg trcbshlrical, pj`c prýprgc _rgbmjsc, bc prgijgrc j icgs plajrlscejstc-hjrc al iubal6 l _lrtcalr ac Ajstrugäíl... j c _rgbmjsc sjtrcbshlrilu bc prgijgrc ]jbnlrc acs Mrgcturcs acs Qrjvcs al iubal6 c

Ajvlrcalrc aj Nlijbs!

Ics c ejstc acs ejstcs jrc uic cric tíl nlrrgpg`cbtj quj mcuscvcnlrrlr ctç ijsil ji suc mrgcalrc! _lrtcbtl, c Ajvlrcalrc aj Nlijbsml`lmlu uic ml`jgrc bl pjsmläl ac ejstc, pcrc icbtæ-`c sle sju tltc`mlbtrl`j j pcrc quj c ejstc acs ejstcs bíl mcuscssj tjrrlr ï suc prýprgcmrgcalrc!

Bcquj`js agcs, tlals ls Lrgxãs Cbacbtjs fã ncvgci cecbalbcal liubal.

Cpjbcs algs cgbac rjstcvci6 Ghã j Lrg!

J bcquj`c tçtrgmc icarudcac, Ghã j Lrg gijagctcijbtj cmlracrci l _rébmgpj al ]l`! Ghã `nj mlbtlu l quj cmlbtjmju! J vctgmgblu6 ji erjvj, ajtlals ls Lrgxãs Cbacbtjs, cpjbcs Lrg pjricbjmjrgc bl iubal, ics buiùdcr tíl jsmlbagal quj cs pjsslcs sjqujr sj acrgci mlbtc aj prlmurã-`l `ã.

Agtl gssl, Lrg gijagctcijbtj ajscpcrjmju ac vgstc al _rébmgpj al ]l`, j hgmlu pcrc sjiprj lmu`tl ji sju jsmlbajrgfl sjmrjtl bl iubal!

Cdlrc, Ghã jrc l ö`tgil Lrgxã Cbacbtj mufcs pjdcacs cgbac jrci vgsévjgsj l sli aj sjus pcssls cuaévjgs bl iubal. J Ghã cgbac agssj, jbqucbtl l

_rébmgpj al ]l` cgbac jstcvc ji sju `jgtl6 vlmæ ç l öbgml nliji quj cgbactji l mlbnjmgijbtl j l plajr pcrc ajtjr c _rgbmjsc j l Ujg acs Qrjvcs...

Cgbac bíl ncvgc cicbnjmgal j l _rébmgpj al ]l` fã jstcvc agcbtj als sjus djbjrcgs al D`lrglsl Ujgbl al ]u`, p`cbjfcbal c lhjbsgvc hgbc`! Bubmc

cbtjs uic jstrctçdgc ig`gtcr tíl pjrhjgtc hlrc p`cbjfcac j jxjmutcac ji tíl plumcs nlrcs6 tual sle ls l`nls ctjbtls aj Ghã, sjiprj cl `cal al _rébmgpj.

Cbtjs al ijgl-agc l _rébmgpj fã pcrtgc ruil cl Blrtj.

Hlg c ö`tgic vjz, qucbal j`j mruzlu ls plrtújs ac Drcbaj Iurc`nc al]u`, quj sjus l`nls j ls aj Ghã sj mruzcrci...

J bcquj`j hctéagml mrjpösmu`l, cs hlräcs sjmrjtcs aj j`gtj al jxçrmgtl alD`lrglsl Ujgbl al ]u`, mli l _rébmgpj al ]l` ï hrjbtj, surprjjbajbtjijbtjgbhg`trcrci-sj, gsl`crci j ctcmcrci l _c`ãmgl al Ujgbl acs Qrjvcs, pcrcajtjr cquj`c `lumurc j rjjqug`gercr c Qjgc ac Xgac. C qujac al Ujgbl acsQrjvcs sj gbgmgcrc, bcs iíls ac djbgc`gacaj ig`gtcr al _rébmgpj!




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L iubal als nlijbs cdlrc tjrgc cpjbcs... cs pjdcacs als nlijbs!

J hlg bcquj`j jxctl ilijbtl, bcquj`c blgtj j icarudcac aj @uc Mnjgc,qucbal uic sucvj lbac aj Lxui slprcac plr Wcbsí ajshjz c ö`tgic pjdcacal ö`tgil Lrgxã Cbacbtj bc ejgrc al ]cdrcal Ugl, quj cmlbtjmju!

Nluvjrci nlrrévjgs jstrlbals bc Qjrrc! Jstrlbals mli lbacs ajmnlquj! Jstrlbals aj Ãduc ajscecbal!

C Ãduc al Drcbaj Ugl hlg jbdl`gac plr uic iurc`nc sji hgi aj Ãducvgbac al Icr-Lmjcbl!

Aurcbtj ls trjilrjs ac Qjrrc sjbal ajvlrcac pj`c Ãduc, jbqucbtl l _rébmgpj al ]l` ùtcvc ercvcijbtj mlbtrc l plajrlsl Ujg acs Qrjvcs ” cejstc acs ejstcs, ml`lssc`, aj sjtj ijtrls aj c`turc! ” c _rgbmjsc, suc grií,cprlvjgtlu uic hrcäíl aj sjdubal j trcgäljgrcijbtj, hjrgbal-l pj`cs sucsmlstcs, ajspjacälu l ]uprjil Mlbnjmgijbtl ac Ege`gltjmc Xgvc!

J qucbal gssl cmlbtjmju, ls algs griíls pjrajrci c suc DrcbajMlbjxíl mli c Gbhgbgtc Qjgc ac Xgac j hgmcrci pcrc tlal l sjiprjicrmcals plr jssc pjrac6

]ucs `gbacs j mã`gacs pj`js bjdrcs tlrbcrci-sj tíl ercbmcs qucbtl csmlbmncs als eözgls j tíl hrgcs qucbtl cs bjvjs als muijs al Kg`gicbfcrl!

L _rébmgpj al ]l` j c _rgbmjsc acs Qrjvcs cdlbgzcvci6 ls prgijgrlsiçagubs ac hcmj ac Qjrrc bcsmgci...

J, ji ijgl ïquj`c cdlbgc als algs, l Ujg acs Qrjvcs tlilu suc cicacji sucs dgdcbtjsmcs dcrrcs j c mcrrjdlu pcrc `lbdj, jbqucbtl cs

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J tual ajscpcrjmju pcrc sjiprj, ajvlrcal plr ui cegsil! Jstj hlg l hgi al Qjrmjgrl Iubal... cquj`j quj hlg ajstruéal pj`c Ãduc...

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C`dubs cmrjagtcrci quj c Wc`lrgxã aj Lxui _cbaã, c`jrtcac plr Ghã,tcieçi jsmcplu cl Drcbaj Mctcm`gsil, hudgbal pcrc ls Cbtgdls Drcbajs

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_utz drg`c, ijsil! Icgs aj mji cbls!

Ã`jx jrc c pjsslc icgs cbtgdc quj ju fã mlbnjmg pjsslcìjbtj!

J ju quj cmncvc quj c pjsslc icgs cbtgdc quj ju fã ncvgc mlbnjmgal pjsslcìjbtj jrc Nç`îbj... quj mlgsc!

Cdlrc ju jbtjbagc plrquj Ã`jx pcrjmgc tã sjiprj aj scml mnjgl bcs cu`csal Ejmkjr, ncncnc!

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lhjrjmgal prls cal`jsmjbtjs aj Ncppy Ncrelr ajvjrgc sjr uic pgcac ijdc ajicu dlstl!




5=3

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Gssl bíl hczgc l ijblr sjbtgal!

C`gãs, bcac hczgc sjbtgal prc igi cdlrc...

_utz, ju bji cl ijbls scegc l quj j`j jrc!Mlil jbtíl gicdgbcr l quj j`j hczgc `ã bl Ejmkjr<!



C. Icyjr

5=5

_lstcdji 34. Jbtrjvgstc mli l Xcipgrl<

(Gbtjrvgjw w gtn tnj vcip grj , 3771, JZC)

L tjipl vllu ji mlipcbngc aj Nç`îbj!

J`c ij mlbtlu ui ilbtj aj ngstýrgcs sucs mli Ã`jx.

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_uxc! Suj mlgsc drcbaglsc!

Suj rcgls aj ‐jsplrtjs’ jrci jssjs, jbtíl<!

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Mlijmjg c hgmcr mcac vjz icgs mcìc!




5==

_j`l quj j`c ij mlbtcvc, cmnl quj bíl nluvj pcés lu rjdgíl al iubalji quj Ã`jx bíl ncvgc pgscal, cbtjs aj mlbnjmjr Nç`îbj!

Gssl jxp`gmcvc plrquj cquj`j ]l`cr tcvc rjp`jtl aj rj`équgcs, crtjhctlscbtgdls j lercs aj crtj! Mjrtcijbtj Ã`jx ajvgc mliprcr j ml`jmglbcr cquj`js

lefjtls aj crtj j crtjhctls nã icgs aj mji cbls!J`j ajvgc sjr l ml`jmglbcalr vgvl icgs cbtgdl quj jxgstgc!

J hlrci tcbtcs cs ngstýrgcs ” cdlrc sgi, vjracajgrcs, j bíl cquj`cs ijrcsngstlrgbncs aj `crjgrc, gbvjbtcacs plr Ã`jx c pcrtgr als rjtrctls aj ]crcé j Cb-njt prc agstrcgr uic mrgcbäc ýrhí, bcs blgtjs hrgcs aj gbvjrbl als cbls 371?! ” quj c vj`ngbnc ij mlbtlu bcquj`c tcraj...

Mlbmùsíl `ýdgmc6 jrc hctl quj Nç`îbj tgbnc ui gbmrévj` ali aj ijajgxcr mcìc, aj vjracaj!

Ctç quj c`dl cmlbtjmju!

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Hlg jbtíl quj luvg c`duçi rjsiubdcr ecgxgbnl, mli cquj`j jstrcbnlsltcquj mcrrjdcal6

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C. Icyjr

5=1

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Hgqujg nlrrlrgzcac mli cquj`c jxprjssíl quj luvg!

Icacij ]lu Drlssc j Acé pcrlu gijagctcijbtj qucbal Nç`îbj agssj

gssl!Xl`tlu-sj prc býs.

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L quj sjrã quj @jg`jbj tcvc jsmlbajbal< L quj c ajgxcvc tíl prjlmupcacaj ju ajsmlergr<




5=:

- ]jbtj-sj mlblsml, qujrgac! _rjmgscils mlbvjrscr býs træs slerj l qujnluvj bjssc icarudcac... slerj l ctcquj... ç iugtl giplrtcbtj vlmæ jstcr c

pcr!

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@jg`jbj pjricbjmgc iuac. Sugjtc.

Hlg sý jbtíl quj ju ajsvgjg ijus l`nls ui gbstcbtj prc fcbj`c6 lmrjpösmu`l tcvc sj gbgmgcbal!

Nç`îbj pjrmjeju igbnc prjlmupcäíl6

- Hgquj trcbqug`c, qujrgac, vlmæ jstã sjdurc cqug!

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Ji sjdugac, c vj`ngbnc sj `jvcbtlu mcìcijbtj.

J hlg ji agrjäíl c plrtc al ]l`cr.

J`c hgmlu c`g, pcrcagbnc, j bjssj gbstcbtj, j`j hgbcìjbtj cpcrjmju6

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- Elc tcraj, igbnc `gbac ijbgbc, igbnc prgbmjsc!

Ji sjdugac, jijbalu6

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J`j agssj gssl... l`ncbal prc igi!

Suj vjrdlbnc! Ju bji scegc lbaj ij jbhgcr aj tcbtc vjrdlbnc quj ijcssc`tlu aj söegtl!



C. Icyjr

5=8

Ju tcvc sjbal hgtcac plr... l ö`tgil njrýg vgvl ac ]jdubac DujrrcIubagc`!

_lr ui njrýg, quj sc`vlu, jaumlu j prltjdju Nç`îbj!

J pj`l mcrc quj sc`vlu c igbnc vgac plr aucs vjzjs!

J plr c`duçi quj bji cl ijbls ui njrýg nuicbl jrc... ui supjr-njrýg< Bíl scgbal acs pãdgbcs ac Icrvj` © lu ac AM mligms© , ics ac vgac rjc`<!

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Dltgbnc aj lrvc`nl<!

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- Cn, Ã`jx, hlg ui agc ýtgil! Bíl gicdgbc l qucbtl ç calrãvj` cmlipcbngc aj ]j`jbj! Jielrc c vgsgtc aj`c sjfc tcieçi gducìjbtj

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l`nls vjrajs prc igi.

J`j tcvc vjstgal aghjrjbtj6 bíl tcvc uscbal cquj`cs rlupcs acrk lu sjusmlturbls bjdrls. J`j vjstgc ui il`jtli mgbzc, mc`äcs fjcbs m`crcs j tæbgs._lrçi j`j tcvc uscbal cquj`j slerjtual bjdrl, aj mlurl, mlil sjiprj.Mnjdujg ctç c pjbscr quj cquj`j slerjtual tc`vjz ajvjssj actcr ijsil aj3>?=, mlil Nç`îbj ncvgc ij agtl ji sucs ngstýrgcs!

J`j mlijälu c mcigbncr ji igbnc agrjäíl.Ju tcvc vjrij`nc mlil ui pgijbtíl!

J qucbal j`j pcrlu bc igbnc hrjbtj ” cquj`c iurc`nc jblrij j cl ijsiltjipl `gbac, mlil uic jsmu`turc ji iãrilrj vgvl aj Igmnj`cbdj`l ” judcdujfjg, bjrvlsc, sji sjqujr muiprgijbtã-`l cbtjs6

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5=4

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J`j, @jg`jbj j Nç`îbj rgrci!

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Cmcejg slrrgbal... aj `jvj!

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Ju ec`cbmjg ls lierls, tlac sji fjgtl, slrrg gducìjbtj ajscfjgtcac, jagssj6

- Cmnl quj bíl tjbnl ijal plrquj... ju sjiprj hug uic bjra , uicjsqugsgtc j uic algac, scej<... Zic émlbj hrjck 6 c prýprgc cblric`gacajrjspgrcbal slerj l iubal...

Ã`jx mlrrjsplbaju cl iju slrrgsl6

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J`j hjz ui sgbc` prc igi, cplbtcbal prcs pl`trlbcs ac sc`c aj jstcr.

Býs bls sjbtcils, ui aj hrjbtj prl lutrl.

Ju bji pjrmjeg quj Nç`îbj j @jg`jbj, agsmrjtcijbtj, ncvgci scéal j blsajgxcal c sýs bc sc`c!

Ju tcvc ijdc bjrvlsc. Bjrvlsc ijsil! _lr vãrgls iltgvls6 putz, prgijgrl l mcrgbnc ij sc`vlu al Ilsjs... ajplgs ij sc`vlu auic mrgcturcquj pcrjmgc scéac al `gvrl aj Erci ]tlkjr... j`j jrc ui njrýg aj dujrrc

tcieçi... sc`vlu Nç`îbj j scej-sj `ã qucbtcs lutrcs pjsslcs icgs!



C. Icyjr

5=>

Ics cmnl quj cdlrc ju tcvc icgs bjrvlsc jrc plrquj... Ã`jx tcvc jrc ijl`ncbal sji pcrcr!

_crjmju quj tgbnci gbsjtls vlcbal ajbtrl ac igbnc ecrrgdc...

_utz... cmnl quj pj`c prgijgrc vjz ju jbtjbag c jxprjssíl quj ju luvgc

tcbtl aj Cyccb, mcac vjz quj j`c crruicvc ui rcel blvl aj mcmnlrrgbnl6‐ Cg, ]æ, qucbtcs elrel`jtcs vlcbal bc igbnc ecrrgdc’...

J`j, sjbtcal bc igbnc hrjbtj, pjdlu cs sucs pjrbcs j ml`lmlu slerj cijsgbnc cbtgdc quj tcvc jbtrj býs. J hgmlu mli ls pçs ji mgic aj`c, acijsic hlric mlil j`j dlstcvc aj hczjr mli c suc m`cssj bc sc`c aj cu`c.

Ju< Jxm`cijg6

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J`j rgu agsmrjtcijbtj. J rjsplbaju6

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Ju rjtruqujg6

- Ics ç tíl cbtgdc j vc`glsc jstc ijsgbnc!

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ijsgbnc. Bjbnui lefjtl vc`j icgs al quj býs pjrcbtj býs ijsils, ]j`jbj...

Sucbal j`j agssj quj jrc cbtgdl, ju bíl rjsgstg6

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pcpj` bcquj`j ilijbtl, njgi<! Ju bíl qujrgc cergr iíl ajssj pcpj` tílhcmgìjbtj, puxc!

Ics j`j< ]lrrgu agsmrjtcijbtj, j ij agssj cpjbcs gssl6

- Bji qujgrc scejr...




5=7

Nç`îbj tcvc mjrtc... Ju bubmc mlbsjdugrgc crrcbmcr aj`j c suc vjracajgrcgacaj!

J ig`nújs aj lutrcs pjrdubtcs puù`cvci bc igbnc mcejäc! _uxc, ju tcvcsjbtcac aj hrjbtj prc uic pjsslc jspjmgc` aj vjracaj!

C`duçi quj jrc tgpl ui supjr-njrýg ijsil... tgpl ui Tl`vjrgbj, qujbubmc jbvj`njmgc j ùtcvc mlbtrc cs Hlräcs acs Qrjvcs!

J l quj ç pglr... ju tcvc sjbtcac bc hrjbtj ac mrgcturc icgs `gbac quj juncvgc vgstl ji tlac c igbnc vgac! Cmnl quj jrc tlac cquj`c ej`jzc, acmcejäc cls pçs, c`g, l`ncbal prc igi, eji bc igbnc hrjbtj, quj ijajsmlbhlrtcvc... tc`vjz plr gssl ju sjbtgssj cs tcgs ‐elrel`jtcs bc ecrrgdc’...Xlmæ cmnc quj ju cgbac ij `jiercvc ac Mlgsc, bc icarudcac cbtjrglr,qucbal cquj`c pjrhjgäíl c`g tcvc ij jbmcrcbal<

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- Suji scej vlmæ ij hcz c`duics pjrdubtcs, prc sj sjbtgr icgsmlbhlrtãvj`...

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Ics tã vc`jbal...

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rjsplbal... j cs ji quj ju tj jbrl`l!

Býs algs slrrgils mli cquj`j mlijbtãrgl aj`j!

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Agtl gssl, j`j mlijälu c rgr!

Mlbhjssl... ctç ju rg mli j`j, ncncnc!

Hlg uic vgbdcbäc eji almj, caigtl!

Ics blvcs aövgacs ” jrci ig`nújs!

- J mlil vlmæ ij sc`vlu ac jxp`lsíl ac @ubc< Aj lbaj vlmæ vjgl<

- Hãmg`... ju jstcvc `ã...

- Xlmæ tcvc `ã< Xlmæ ij vgu mlrrjr<

- ]gi...

- ]çrgl<! Ajsaj quj nlrc vlmæ ij vgu mlrrjr<





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5:?

- Ç cé quj vlmæ sj jbdcbc... ]j vlmæ bíl hlssj tíl mjdc pcrc vjr c sgijsic, vjrgc quj iugtls, ics iugtls dcrltls l`nci mli ajsjfl prc vlmæ...

- Mlbvjrsc hgcac!

- Ç< J Ugmncra, l mcrc ac ]uzukg© giplrtcac< Bíl pjrmjeju mlil j`j

ajsjfcvc vlmæ<Ju hgqujg mlip`jtcijbtj sji fjgtl mli jssc ö`tgic hc`c aj Ã`jx!

Ju<

Xgrjg uic ctrgz mlcafuvcbtj aj mgbjic iual6 acquj`cs quj bji c elmccergc!

Ju bíl tgbnc mlil rjtrumcr cquj`j crduijbtl... Gbhjrbl!

J`j, jbtíl, qujerlu l sg`æbmgl quj sj hjz6- Xgu< Jstj ç l sju prle`jic, ]j`jbj. Xlmæ sj ajsvc`lrgzc tcbtl quj bji

mlbsjduj pjrmjejr mlil cs pjsslcs tj l`nci... _lr jxjip`l, `ã bl rcmnc,jbqucbtl vlmæ mlrrgc aj iltl, mli sucs rlupcs ec`cbäcbal cl vjbtl,drgtcbal ji mgic ac suc iltl mlil uic cbtgdc dujrrjgrc, vjstgbal cs sucs

eltcs sjbsucgs j sucs rlupcs bjdrcs jxmgtcbtjs, bíl gicdgbc qucbtls dcrltlsjstcvci `ã gbtjrjsscals, `gtjrcìjbtj, ji hczjr sjxl mli vlmæ...

Blssc, hlg cé quj ju mlrjg aj vjz ijsil!

Ju bíl scegc clbaj ij jbhgcr!Sujrgc ij jsmlbajr ajecgxl ac ijsgbnc bc igbnc hrjbtj!

Ã`jx hc`cvc aj sjxuc`gacaj mli uic bcturc`gacaj tc`, quj ij mlbstrcbdgcajicgs! Ju tjbtjg iuacr l ruil ac mlbvjrsc, tjbtcbal rjectjr l quj j`jagzgc6

- Ics mlil vlmæ scej agssl<

- Zic dcrltc blric` bíl pjrmjej l l`ncr acs lutrcs dcrltcs<

- ]gi...

- L quj agrã jbtíl c pjrmjpäíl al Hg`nl aui Lrgxã quj tjvj træs jsplscscl ijsil tjipl6 Lxui, Leã j Wcbsí< Qjbnl hcrl iugtl rjhgbcal pcrc gssl,

plaj cplstcr!

Ju<

Bíl scegc icgs bji l quj hczjr bji l quj agzjr!

Ijsgbnc, plr hcvlr6 ij jsmlbac!




5:3

Ju l`njg prl mníl, prl mcrpjtj drlssl j icmgl ac sc`c. Qc`vjz j`j puajssjij jsmlbajr...

Ics aj rjpjbtj ij vjgl c gicdji al rlstl ac Mlgsc!

Qrjig aj blvl!

- C Mlgsc... plrquj ju ctrcé c ctjbäíl aj`c j j`c rjsl`vju ij mlijr bcCssys Ercsg` Cvjbuj<

- Bíl, ]j`jbj... j`c bíl qujrgc tj mlijr... sj qugsjssj, bíl tjrgc hjgtlcquj`j snlw tlal... tjrgc sgal agsmrjtc j mjrtjgrc... cqug`l jrc sý ui tjstj prcigi... c ‐Mlgsc’, bc vjracaj, jstcvc jrc ij tjstcbal...

- Qjstcbal vlmæ<

- ]gi...

Cqug`l ij ajgxlu mlbhusc6

- Ics quj tgpl aj tjstj<

Ã`jx agssj bui tli sçrgl6

- J`c qujrgc scejr sj ju jstcrgc plr pjrtl, vgdgcbal j prltjdjbal vlmæ...

Ju hgqujg ji sg`æbmgl.

Bíl jbtjbag l quj j`j qujrgc agzjr mli gssl, bíl jbtjbag l tjstj ac Mlgsc.

Ics sý sjg quj tlac vjz quj ju pjbscvc bj`c, ui crrjpgl nlrrévj` pjrmlrrgctlal iju mlrpl!

Ju pjbsjg bc igbnc mcsc, bl iju qucrtgbnl bls hubals... aj rjpjbtj juij ajg mlbtc quj mlbtrc uic mlgsc mlil cquj`c, bíl cagcbtcvc ju hgmcr bjitlacs cs blgtjs al iubal ajecgxl al mnuvjgrl!

J`c grgc ij pjdcr!

- Ã`jx, ju tñ mli ijal! Qñ mli ijal aj vl`tcr prc mcsc jssc blgtj...

Ã`jx sg`jbmglu. J hjz uic jxprjssíl ceslùtcijbtj gbajmghrãvj` prcigi...






5:=

Ics, qucbal ju tlijg cquj`j mnlquj j`çtrgml... sý ju ajvgc tlicr j`j...jbtíl plr quj Ã`jx hgmlu tíl, sjg `ã, cssustcal, qucbal c djbtj sj tlmlu< ]jrãquj j`j tlilu ui mnlquj tcieçi<

Ics sjfc `ã l quj hlr... quj gbmrévj`!

Suj mlgsc! J`js jrci rjcgs!Cs Agvgbacajs quj Ucmnj` ij mlbtcvc... jrci rjcgs, bíl jrci sý ui

igtl... bíl jrc sý qujstíl aj hç lu mrjbäc...

Jrci rjcgs! Mlil síl rjcgs cs Hlräcs ac Bcturjzc6 uic Mnuvc, ui @cdl,uic Ilbtcbnc, ui Ucgl, ui Xjbtl, l Hjrrl, l Ecrrl!

Ujcgs... j gbmrévjgs!

Ã`jx jrc gbmrgvjìjbtj gbtj`gdjbtj, gbmrgvjìjbtj hlrtj... sji hc`cr quj jrc

gbmrgvjìjbtj elbgtl! _utz!J qucbtls cbls j`j ajvgc tjr< Sucbtcs mlgscs j`j bíl ajvgc fã tjr vgstl j

vgvgal< Ju fã ncvgc ajsmlejrtl quj j`j tgbnc tcal `ã bc ]jdubac DujrrcIubagc`, eji bc Hrcbäc lmupcac pj`ls bczgstcs!

J cs ngstýrgcs acs vgcdjbs aj`j, quj Nç`îbj ij mlbtlu<

Ctç bl Ãrtgml j bc Cbtãrtgac Ã`jx fã ncvgc vgcfcal!

Ju pjbsjg ji igi ijsic... bubmc ncvgc vgcfcal...

Ju sý mlbnjmgc aucs mgacajs6 Ncppy Ncrelr j @gtt`j Tctjrhc``...

Mlil sjrã quj jrc vgcfcr tcbtl, j l icgs gbmrévj`6 vgvjr tcbtl<

Mlil sjrgc tjr vgvgal bc prýprgc mcrbj ls hctls ngstýrgmls, c Ngstýrgc,mlil c ]jdubac Dujrrc Iubagc`< ]ji jbvj`njmjr<

Ã`jx jrc uic Agvgbacaj! Zi Lrgxã! Ujspgrcbal jbtrj býs!

Cbacbal bc ruc, mlil ui aj býs!

Mlil vlmæ qujrgc quj ju mlbsjdugssj alrigr, mli tual gssl quj ju tcvcvgvjbal, njgi<

Ijus l`nls hgtcvci l hlrrl, ics igbnc ijbtj hgtcvc pjbscijbtls sjihgi...

J Nç`îbj<

Ulbmcvc... c slbl sl`tl...

Cqug`l tual ajvgc sjr ijrc rltgbc prc j`c!

]jrã quj ju ui agc grgc ij cmlstuicr mli cqug`l tual, mlil j`c<



C. Icyjr

5:1

Bíl, mcpcz!

Ju bíl qujrgc ij cmlstuicr mli mlgscs tíl gbmrgvjìjbtj icrcvg`nlscs...qujrgc sjbtgr jssc jiläíl quj ju tcvc sjbtgbal, prc sjiprj!

Qcvc acbal mligmnújs bl iju mlrpl, slerj l ml`mníl6

Suj vlbtcaj gbhcbtg` aj scgr ac mcic, pu`cr, drgtcr6 ‐Ju mlbnjäl uiLrgxã aj mcrbj j lssl j sjg lbaj j`j ilrc!’

Hgmcr bc mcic tcvc sjbal ui tlrijbtl...

Ju tgbnc ajgxcal c igbnc ilmng`c al `cal ac igbnc mcic.

C ùz al ùcr jbtrcvc pj`cs vjbjzgcbcs al qucrtl aj Nç`îbj... cssgi jumlbsjdugc jbxjrdcr l suhgmgjbtj prc huäcr bc igbnc ilmng`c, sji hczjr

ecru`nl prc vj`ngbnc, quj... mlil rlbmcvc, ncncnc!

]cdrcals Lrgxãs! Ju bíl qujrl rlbmcr bubmc cssgi6 cmncbal tlal cquj`jiubal icrcvg`nlsl mlil sj hlssj uic ijrc rltgbc...

‐]cdrcals Lrgxãs’<

Ju agssj gssl<

Ju jxm`cijg gssl<

Cl gbvçs aj jxm`cicr ‐ Igbnc Ajusc’<

]jrã quj, hgbcìjbtj, ju tcvc cmjgtcbal cs igbncs rcézjs<Igbncs rcézjs aj gbhåbmgc, bl ml`l aj Ucmnj`<

_jbscvc bgssl, jbqucbtl huäcvc bc igbnc ilmng`c, j cmnjg l quj ju prlmurcvc6 c acrk rlsj.

C tlijg jbtrj ijus ajals... c mnjgrjg6 l pjrhuij jrc iugtl, ics iugtl eli!

Ju bubmc ncvgc mnjgrcal uic rlsc tíl aj`gmglscijbtj pjrhuicac mlil

cquj`c! Ju calrcvc acrk rlsjs, ics bubmc ncvgc tlical bcs iíls uic tíl elbgtc j tíl mnjgrlsc!

Cquj`j pjrhuij pcrjmgc rj`cxcr igbnc ijbtj... cquj`c vlbtcaj aj sc`tcrac mcic j c mlmjgrc mlijäcvc c sj cmcìcr...

Ncncnc, j ju quj c ncvgc tlical al fcragi prc jvjbtucìjbtj, plr vgc acaövgacs, ij ajhjbajr aj ui ‐vcipgrl’, bc hc`tc aj c`nl...

J igbnc mcejäc hlg sj cmcìcbal, jbqucbtl ju tcvc mli c rlsc jbtrj

ijus ajals...




5::

L tjipl hlg pcsscbal. Ctç quj bltjg quj c c`vlrcac ajvgc tã sjcprlxgicbal, plgs surdgu cquj`j jsmurgbnl icgs gbtjbsl, tépgml aj qucbal cblgtj tã mnjdcbal cl hgi, scej<

Bgssl, bltjg quj Nç`îbj ajspjrtlu j sj `jvcbtlu.

Ju<Hgqujg ijdc qugjtgbnc. Hgbdg tã alrigbal.

C vj`ngbnc jbtíl ml`lmlu ui mcscml slerj suc mcigsl`c j scgu al qucrtl.

@ýdgml quj bíl ij cdujbtjg j ij `jvcbtjg ajvcdcr...

Ajgxjg c rlsc ji mgic al trcvjssjgrl.

Hgqujg c`dubs ilijbtls gbajmgsc slerj l quj hczjr.

Cmnl quj hgqujg aj pç ubs elbs igbutls ji hrjbtj ï plrtc al qucrtl, mlic iíl bc icäcbjtc.

Ctç quj tgvj mlrcdji6 cerg c plrtc.

Mcigbnjg ajvcdcr pj`l mlrrjalr j vg quj, `ã jiecgxl, cl pç ac jsmcac,Nç`îbj mlbvjrscvc mli Ã`jx.

Ju tcvc mlip`jtcijbtj sg`jbmglsc, sji hczjr ecru`nl c`dui ” bjiijsil l ruéal ac igbnc rjspgrcäíl plagc sjr luvgal, ju cmnl ” tjbtcbal

jsmutcr l quj j`js hc`cvci.Luvg Ã`jx pjrdubtcr ecgxgbnl prc vj`ngbnc6

- Qji mjrtjzc ijsil aj quj cmnc gssl uic elc gaçgc, Nç`îbj< Cgbac prjhgrl hczjr pctru`ncs j rlbacs pjrtl ac mcsc aj`c j icdgcs aj prltjäíl...utg`gzcr c elc jstrctçdgc pcaríl...

- M`crl quj igbnc gaçgc ç elc, qujrgal! J`c ç uic ýtgic ijbgbc! J prjmgsc iugtl jstcr pjrtl aj býs cdlrc...

Bjssj ilijbtl, Ã`jx `jvcbtlu c mcejäc j l`nlu jxctcijbtj... bc igbncagrjäíl!

Ju ij cssustjg cl sjr pjrmjegac!

J`j slrrgu, sucvjijbtj, j ij agssj6

- Xlmæ jstã eji pjrhuicac mli c h`cdråbmgc acs rlscs!

Suj mlgsc! Suj l`hctl! Ju ajvgc tã nã icgs aj ajz ijtrls aj`j, mlil j`jmlbsjdugu sjbtgr l mnjgrl ac rlsc<



C. Icyjr

5:8

Suj bcrgz, njgi<! Ã`jx ij pcrjmgc mcac vjz icgs mli l Tl`vjrgbj als ^-ijb! ]jrã quj j`j tgbnc, c`çi ac hlräc j l`hctl aj`j, ui ‐ hctlr aj murc’ j‐ dcrrcs aj cacicbtgui’ tcieçi<

Ls algs tcvci aj pç, bl slpç ac jsmcac.

J`j jbtíl ij agssj6- Nç`îbj tji uic prlplstc pcrc tj hczjr...

- _rlplstc<

C vj`ngbnc l`nlu prc igi j agssj6

- Cprlxgij-sj, ]j`jbj, vjbnc luvgr l quj qujrl `nj lhjrjmjr...

Lpc! Qã eli... fã ajsmg j fã tñ cqug... slu tlagbnc luvgals.

_laj hc`cr, Nç`îbj6

- _j`l quj puaj pjrmjejr, ]j`jbj, pcrjmj quj vlmæ jstã ajsjiprjdcac,bíl ç ijsil<

Ju mlbhgrijg mli c mcejäc.

Nç`îbj prlssjdugu6

- Eji, ju fã tjbnl uic mjrtc gacaj... pjbsjg jbtíl ji mlbtrctcr vlmæ pcrcij cfuacr bcs tcrjhcs sgip`js al iju agc-c-agc, quj l cmöiu`l als cbls

jstíl tlrbcbal mcac vjz icgs mlip`jxcs pcrc igi, tcgs mlil ijcmlipcbncr cl ijrmcal... lu ij cuxg`gcr ji c`duics tcrjhcs bjstc `gbacmcsc, plgs icbtæ-`c mlbsjrvcac, mugacbal acs cbtgdugacajs lu acs blvgacajs,ç c`dl quj tji sgal mcac vjz icgs aghémg` pcrc igi hczjr slzgbnc... Ç uijiprjdl aj tjipl gbtjdrc` j plajils tj pcdcr eji!

Ju bji sluej l quj rjsplbajr!

Furl quj plr cqug`l ju bíl jspjrcvc!

Ã`jx l`nlu sçrgl prc býs aucs j agssj, vgsgvjìjbtj aj iugtl icu-nuilr6- Ç ui prlplstc eji ijbls gagltc al quj dcbncr agbnjgrl ji mlrrgacs

m`cbajstgbcs j sj ictcr c quc`qujr ilijbtl ji mgic auic iltl!

Ju sjbtg cquj`c gbagrjtc tíl agrjtc aj`j mlil sj hlssj ui slml bl ijujstñicdl!

Zhhh!

_lr quj j`j tcvc tíl zcbdcal bcquj`c icbní, njgi<

Nç`îbj gbtjrvgu6





C. Icyjr

5:>

- Elecdji, Ã`jx! L`nj pcrc j`c, ç uic iläc hjgtc j iugtl mu`tc, j`c prjmgsc tjr c gbajpjbaæbmgc aj`c, ui qucrtl sý pcrc j`c!

J`j rj`cipjlu cquj`js sjus l`nls vjrajs prc vj`ngbnc j sucs bcrgbcsmnjdcrci c sj cergr mlil vjbtcs buic hlrfc, qucsj rlsbcbal6

- Bíl ç agssl quj jstlu hc`cbal...J`c rjsplbaju, ijdc hgrij6

- Xlmæ prjmgsc supjrcr sjus trcuics al pcsscal, Ã`jx! Cqug`l bubmc icgsvcg cmlbtjmjr, tual hgmcrã eji! ]íl lutrls tjipls!

- Xlmæ bíl scej aj bcac, Nç`îbj! Xlmæ bíl jstcvc `ã6 ju jstcvc! Xlmæbíl sjbtgu bcac al quj j`c sjbtgu lu al quj ju sjbtg, ics ju vgvg tual cqug`lbc igbnc mcrbj j bl iju scbduj!

- J ijus pcgs, qucbal ilrrjrji bc igbnc hrjbtj, ju bíl sjbtg bc igbncmcrbj j bl iju scbduj<

- Hlg aghjrjbtj, Nç`îbj! Cqug`l bíl hlg mu`pc suc!

Bjssj ilijbtl, Ã`jx j Nç`îbj mlijäcrci c agsmutgr... ics ji hrcbmæs!

Ls algs tcvci tjbal uic mlbvjrsc ijdc tjbsc, eji bc igbnc hrjbtj,levgcijbtj hc`cbal aj igi, j ju bíl jbtjbagc bcac!

Qã, ju jrc ijdc elc ji hrcbmæs, ics j`js hc`cvci buic vj`lmgacaj

gbmrévj`!Ju bíl mlbsjdugc cmlipcbncr bcac! Fcicgs, bcquj`c vj`lmgacaj tlac!

Bji bcrrcalr jsplrtgvl hc`cvc tíl rãpgal qucbtl cquj`js algs agsmutgbal!

J ju fcicgs jbtjbajrgc cquj`c mlbvjrsc, cgbac icgs mli cquj`csvcrgcäújs agc`jtcgs tlacs j tcbtcs dérgcs, quj ju sjqujr scejrgc trcauzgr bji sjtgvjssj mli ui agmglbãrgl aj hrcbmæs bcs igbncs iíls!

C agsmussíl hgmlu cmgrrcac plr c`dubs gbstcbtjs!

Qcvc hgmcbal ijdc tjbsc c mlgsc, eji c`g, bc igbnc hrjbtj!Ijdc grcal l ecdu`nl!

Ctç quj Ã`jx `jvcbtlu ls ercäls, rjsiubdcbal ijdc grrgtcal, ajstc vjzbc igbnc `ébduc6

- Qã eji, tã eji! Cmcejg mrgcbal uic jspçmgj aj _sgmý`ldc aj Xgacs_csscacs quj cdlrc sj vgrlu mlbtrc igi, bíl ç<!

Nç`îbj bcac agssj jbqucbtl j`j jsercvjfcvc, mlil uic Qrlvlcac

jmlcbal buic _jarjgrc6




5:7

- Jgs ‐C Iu`njr al Cäludujgrl’, quj qujr rjsl`vjr ls prle`jicsjilmglbcgs aj tlals ac hcmj ac Qjrrc, mli sjus mlbsj`nls j gbtugäújs! _lgs

eji, hcäc l quj vlmæ qugsjr jbtíl! J hcäc mlil vlmæ qugsjr, Nç`îbj IcrgjEjrr! Ics bíl agdc quj ju bíl `nj cvgsjg! _lr quj ajplgs vlmæ sjrã crjsplbsãvj` pj`cs plrmcrgcs quj cmlbtjmjrji, luvgu eji<

Ajstc vjz Nç`îbj rjsplbaju, ics mli uic mcìc, aj`gmcajzc jtrcbqug`gacaj quj sý c Ucgbnc al Ujgbl Zbgal ac Drí-Erjtcbnc j Dc`js, blmnã acs mgbml, sjrgc mcpcz6

- J ju c`duic vjz hudg acs igbncs rjsplbsceg`gacajs mli vlmæ lu jstj`cr, ajsaj quj vlmæ ij cml`nju cqug, ji 3715<

Jssc hrcsj, agtc mli tcbtc mcìc j bui gbjspjrcal mcrgbnl, jiuajmjuÃ`jx mlip`jtcijbtj!

Hgi ac agsmussíl...Dcij lvjr !

_`cmcr6

Nç`îbj 5, Ã`jx ?...

C vj`ngbnc jbtíl l`nlu prc igi, ciãvj` mlil sjiprj. ]ý cpýs cml`njr-ij mli sju l`ncr slrrgajbtj, j`c sj vl`tlu prc Ã`jx6

- Cmnl quj j`c ajvj jstcr sji agbnjgrl... quj tc` `nj acr ui cagcbtcijbtlcdlrc, Ã`jx<

Cquj`c mjbc jrc ijdc jbdrcäcac!

Ng`ãrgc!

Zic vj`ngbnc, icdrgbnc j gbajhjsc ” j`c ctç `jiercvc hgsgmcijbtj c Qgc Icy, c tgc al _jtjr _crkjr , l Nliji Crcbnc, scej< ” tcvc prctgmcijbtj‐icbacbal’ bl mcrc icgs c`tl, hlrtj j mlrcflsl quj ju fã ncvgc mlbnjmgal!Zic hrãdg` vj`ngbnc ‐icbacbal’ bui jblrij Lrgxã quj mcäcvc mrgcturcs acs

Qrjvcs<!Aã prc cmrjagtcr<!

J`j l`nlu prc igi mli uic mcrc... pcrjmgc quj tgbnc mnupcal `giílczjal...

Zhhh!

Dj`jg plr ubs gbstcbtjs!

Hlg jbtíl quj j`j ij pjrdubtlu, ijdc sjml6

- L quj vlmæ prjhjrj6 jurl, aý`cr, `gerc lu yucb<



C. Icyjr

58?

Cqug`l ij pjdlu aj surprjsc!

- L quj hlr ij`nlr prc vlmæ... ” ju dcdujfjg, mlip`jtcijbtj sji fjgtl!

Ã`jx jbhglu c iíl ajbtrl al el`sl gbtjrbl al sju slerjtual j rjtgrlu ac`gui drlssl icäl aj bltcs.

J`j pjdlu l icäl gbtjgrgbnl j ml`lmlu bcs igbncs iíls!

Gbtjgrgbnl!

Ju l`njg6 jrc ui el`l drlssl j sý aj bltcs ijdc c`tcs!

Jgtc!

Ju bubmc ncvgc sjdurcal tcbtl agbnjgrl bc igbnc vgac gbtjgrgbnc!

Ju rjcdg, bc nlrc6

- Bíl! Bíl! Ç agbnjgrl ajicgs!

Ã`jx ij hgtlu mli sjus l`nls vjrajs gbmrgvjìjbtj vgvls ” j `gbals! ” jij agssj, cdlrc bui tli aj vlz eji aghjrjbtj... bíl jrc icgs cquj`cgrrgtcäíl aj gbstcbtjs ctrãs... pcrjmgc ui tli aj vlz ijgl... sjg `ã... prltjtlr,ju cmnl6

- Gssl ç sý ui cagcbtcijbtl... bl hgi al iæs tj alu l rjstl... Agbnjgrlbubmc hlg prle`jic pcrc igi... slu hg`nl aj ui Ujg6 bjbnuic aghgmuàcaj

nuicbc hlg prle`jic pcrc igi!Nç`îbj slrrgu prc igi j mlip`jtlu6

- _laj cmrjagtcr bj`j, ]j`jbj! Agbnjgrl bubmc hlg prle`jic pcrc býs!C`gãs, agbnjgrl bubmc ç prle`jic6 c hc`tc aj`j ç quj ç!

J c vj`ngbnc aju uic dlstlsc rgscac!

Ju<

Qcvc eji tlbtc! ]lrrg fubtl, ics aj bjrvlsc!

Cquj`c jrc c igbnc mncbmj aj ju jsmcpcr aj _gbk _gd j als icmnls aj`c, prc sjiprj!

Cquj`c jrc c igbnc mncbmj aj vl`tcr c trcec`ncr! Jrc eli ajicgs!

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Ju bubmc quj gc jspjrcr quj Nç`îbj ij agssjssj jssj tgpl aj mlgsc!

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Ju dcdujfjg, ijdc sji fjgtl6

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Cquj`j jrc tlal l agbnjgrl quj ju tgbnc ji mcsc, j ml`lqujg bl hubal

hc`sl ac el`sc, eji jsmlbagal! Bíl jrc bcac, sj mlipcrcal cl el`gbnl aj bltcs quj Ã`jx ij aju mlil

‐cagcbtcijbtl’, ics jrc IJZ agbnjgrl, j ju bíl grgc ajgxcr j`j prc trãs, bílijsil! _rc quj< _rc pcdcr wngskjy, iltj` j mlmcébc aj uic mjrtc pjsslc<

Bíl ijsil!

Hug bl ecbnjgrl6 pjdujg igbnc tlc`nc, xcipu, scelbjtj ” jsscs mlgscs ajngdgjbj pjsslc` ” j, prgbmgpcìjbtj6 c igbnc jsmlvc aj ajbtjs.

Cn... qucbal ju pjdujg c igbnc jsmlvc aj ajbtjs...Mlijmjg c rgr slzgbnc!

Ju tcvc mli l séiel`l ac iuacbäc aj vgac eji bcs igbncs iíls!

Cquj`j agtcal ‐trlmcr c jsmlvc aj ajbtjs aj ùdcr ’ tcvc rjcìjbtjcmlbtjmjbal mligdl!

]ý quj ju gc scgr acquj`j gbhjrbgbnl, icaj gb _gbk _gd Mgty, prc vl`tcr fustcijbtj prl ùdcr quj ju cicvc6 @ciy Xg``cdj! J mli l jiprjdl icgs

gbmrévj` al iubal!Mcrc... gssl jrc ajicgs!

Ju pcrjmgc uic rgmc6 rgbal ï tlc!

Al iju rlupjgrl cgbac pjdujg j ducrajg bc el`sc iju jstlfl ajicqugcdji6 iju gbstruijbtc` acrk prc dltngm crt bc tj`c al iju rlstgbnl!

Mlil ju fã ncvgc jbmngal c cbtgdc el`sc aj vgcdji aj Ucmnj`, ju pjdujguic mcgxc aj pcpj`íl quj ju tgbnc.



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Bj`c ju ml`lqujg tual al iju c`tcr aj Eruxcrgc, mli tlal l mugacal, j lsijus plumls `gvrls aj Eruxcrgc j aj vãrgcs mgæbmgcs ” aj Crqujl`ldgc ïCstrlbligc ” quj ij slercrci.

Ju tgbnc l icglr mcrgbnl, rjspjgtl j ajvläíl plr ijus gbstruijbtls aj

Eruxcrgc, ics...Qgbnc c`dl aghjrjbtj cdlrc...

Sucbal ju ls ml`lmcvc bcquj`c mcgxc... tgbnc c`dl aghjrjbtj bl cr...

]jg `ã... bíl jrc icgs c ijsic mlgsc...

Jrc mlil... sjg `ã... sj j`js tgvjssji sgal uic mlipcbngc iugtl prjmglsc,ics quj cdlrc grgc pcrtgr, prc quj c`dl mlip`jtcijbtj blvl, aghjrjbtj,lmupcssj l sju ùdcr...

]jg `ã... jrc mcrgbnl quj ju sjbtgc pj`ls ijus gbstruijbtls j plr tual qujju trluxj al iju cbtgdl mlvjb, ics... qucbal ju ls ml`lmcvc bcquj`c mcgxcaj pcpj`íl... pcrjmgc... sjg `ã... uic ajspjagac, ju cmnl...

Zi jstrcbnc sjbscäíl aj ajspjagac!

Bui `cal ac mcgxc, ml`lqujg ijus gbstruijbtls al c`tcr... bl lutrl `cal,ls `gvrls quj ij slercrci... tual mli iugtl mcrgbnl...

Cmnl quj bíl hc`tcvc icgs bcac, bç< Ajgxc vjr...

Xlmæ cmnc quj tã hc`tcbal c`duic mlgsc<Qgpl6 scpctls, rlupcs, pjrhuijs, egfutjrgcs, jbhgi<

Ju rjcìjbtj bíl `gdcvc prc jsscs mlgscs quj cs durgcs blricgs tcbtldlstci... ics ijus `gvrls jrci c mlgsc icgs prjmglsc quj ju tgbnc, fubtl mliigbnc @ubc!

Cg, igbnc hc`jmgac @ubc... lbaj sjrã quj cs hjrrcdjbs aj`c tcvci<

Suji c rjml`nju< ]jrã quj ui als albls als hjrrls-vj`nls rjelmlu j`c,

fã quj c pl`émgc tcvc aj drjvj, prc vjbajr c mcrmcäc aj`c<Crhhh... Suj scuacaj ac igbnc @ubc!

Mlil sjrgc eli plajr mlijäcr igbnc vgac blvc mli j`c al iju `cal...

_cmgæbmgc, hczjr l quj!

Ju agssj Xgac Blvc<...

_utz... ju tcvc ruicbal prc uic Xgac Blvc!




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J tual quj ju prjmgscvc prc mlijäcr igbnc Xgac Blvc tcvc bcquj`c el`scaj vgcdji, bc scml`c p`ãstgmc ” igbncs eltcs, ç m`crl! ” j bcquj`c mcgxc aj

pcpj`íl!

Ncncnc, j Nç`îbj qujrgc ui tãxg mli ui ‐plrtc-ic`cs eji jspcälsl’...

‐cqug`l tual’ qucsj quj mcegc bl iju ml`l! Qual prlbtl!

_jdujg cs igbncs mlgscs j ml`lqujg prc hlrc al iju qucrtl.

_gbk _gd tcvc aj pç, rjmlstcac bc plrtc als hubals ac mcsc aj`c...

Ij jbmcrlu mli uic gijbsc murglsgacaj6

- Zç< _crc lbaj vlmæ vcg<

Jbmlstjg c plrtc al iju cbtgdl eubkjr , pjdujg c mncvj j cprlxgijg-ijaj`c.

Ml`lqujg c mncvj bc iíl aj`c j `nj agssj, plrçi sji l`ncr prl sju rlstl6

- Ju crrcbfjg ui jiprjdl aj tjipl gbtjdrc` mli c vý al iju cigdl. Xlumugacr ac vj`ngbnc, agc j blgtj.

J`c<

Hgmlu jstãtgmc bc igbnc hrjbtj!

Bgssl, l`njg aj sls`cgl prl sju rlstl6 j`c tcvc mlil quj ji ‐jstcal ajmnlquj’ lu sjg `ã l quj...

J`c sgip`jsijbtj bíl agssj... bcac!

Bíl ij xgbdlu, bíl grlbgzlu... bcac!

Hgmlu jstãtgmc, mlil uic jstãtuc, mlil ijgl quj... sjg `ã... pjragac<

Jbqucbtl ju mcrrjdcvc cs mlgscs ji agrjäíl cl tãxg, ]uc Jxmj`æbmgcIcacij ]c`jt hlg prc hrjbtj ac mcsc...

_crcac... mli l rlstl ijgl celec`ncal... mli c mncvj al iju cbtgdleubkjr pjragac jbtrj sjus ajals...

]jg `ã plrquj j`c hgmlu cssgi!

Ju cmnjg quj j`c gc tã dcrdc`ncbal, acal pu`ls aj c`jdrgc6

‐H gbcìjbtj ij `gvrjg aj quji rluelu c igbnc fuvjbtuaj j ajstrugu cigbnc vgac!’

Xcg jbtjbajr...






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_lstcdji 5?. Flrbcac bcs Jstrj`cs GX6

c Xl`tc pcrc Mcsc

(]tcr Qrjk GX6 Qnj Xlycdj Nlij , 37>8, JZC)

Sucbal ajsmcrrjdujg tual... ju bíl tcvc ij cdujbtcbal...

‐Qlacs cs igbncs mlgscs’ fã tcvci ji mgic ac igbnc blvc mcic, bliju blvl j `gbal qucrtl!

Ics ju bíl tcvc mlbsjdugbal ij mlbmjbtrcr bl iju blvl `cr... ju bíltcvc cdujbtcbal...

Ju bíl vg igbnc mcic, ijdc elbgtc, mli `gbncs crrlfcacs, cip`c jmlbhlrtãvj`...

Bji vg iju rlupjgrl blvl, jblrij j aj ajsgdb ngpjr-ilajrbl...

Bji pjrmjeg igbnc mñilac cbtgdc ” pjrhjgtcijbtj mlbsjrvcac, pcrjmjbal ctç tjr jbtrcal buic iãqugbc al tjipl j pcrtgal als cbls 378? pcrc ls agcs aj nlfj ” quj plssuéc ui jspj`nl `gbal, eji drcbaíl, cmlp`calji suc pcrtj supjrglr... ui jspj`nl aj acr ãduc bc elmc, scej<

Bcac agssl ju vg... plrquj ju bíl tcvc ij cdujbtcbal..._crjmgc quj ui vj`nl mlipcbnjgrl tcvc ij mncicbal, sji pcrcr!

Ctç quj ju bíl rjsgstg icgs!

_jag `gmjbäc prc Nç`îbj, prc igi scgr plr c`dubs ilijbtls...

Ju prjmgscvc gr prc ui ùdcr... ju prjmgscvc vjr iju vj`nl cigdl...

Nç`îbj<

]ý slrrgu... Suj vj`ngbnc `jdc`!Sucbal mruzjg ls plrtújs aj erlbzj als fcragbs al Mcscríl ” cquj`c lerc

aj crtj ji ijtc`, quj ju mlbnjmgc ajsaj ijbgbc qucbal plr c`g cbacvc ajegkj, ics quj fcicgs gicdgbcrgc quj sjpcrcrgc uic sgip`js mc`äcac aj uiiubal gbmrgvjìjbtj hcbtãstgml! ” mcigbnjg c pcssls `crdls!

Hug mcigbncbal mcac vjz icgs ajprjssc cl jbmlbtrl aui vj`nlmlbnjmgal...

Sucsj mlrrg... ju prjmgsc vjr jssj vj`nl mlipcbnjgrl, quj ju sjbtgc ijmncicr!



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Mnjdujg bc prcgc aj @ciy Xg``cdj ji ajz igbutls j `ã tcvc j`j6

Ducynec Ugvjr!

Iju vj`nl cigdl!

Iju qujrgal cbtgdl mlipcbnjgrl!Igbnc `jiercbäc icgs cbtgdc aj vlmæ ç ju c`g, mli ui egml bc elmc,

sjbtcagbnc bc suc crjgc cicrj`gbnc, jbqucbtl Ucmnj` ml`lmcvc bc ejgrc ajsucs ãducs uic ecbajfc...

Bubmc ij jsqujmg acqug`l... tc`vjz sjfc c igbnc ijiýrgc icgs cbtgdc!@jierl aj mcac ajtc`nj!

Bcac quj Ucmnj` tj trczgc, ý Ducynec Ugvjr, prlhcbcvc c purjzc lrgdgbcàj tju icbtl aj ãducs!

@jierl pjrhjgtcijbtj6

C ecbajfc jrc hjgtc aj hl`ncs j hgercs vjdjtcgs, tíl pjrhjgtcijbtjjbtrj`cäcacs plr uic tçmbgmc quj Ucmnj` aligbcvc tíl eji, quj c tlrbcvcgbmrgvjìjbtj hgrij! J, ajbtrl aj`c, ncvgci ajtjrigbcacs hl`ncscrrjalbacacs, mjrtcs hrutcs, ml`crjs hjgtls aj sjijbtjs alurcacs ubgacs plrui hgl aj hgerc vjdjtc`, pjbtjs aj ecieu, h`lrjs cicrj`cs j almjs... Qual jrcmlip`jtcijbtj eglajdrcaãvj`!

Bcac lhjbagc c purjzc lrgdgbc` acquj`j ùdcr, quj Ucmnj` mncicvc aj‐Ujgbl’...

Ij `jierl pjrhjgtcijbtj acquj`j agc... aj Ucmnj` jbtrcbal bcs ãducs alUgl, ctç cs mcbj`cs... j `ã, hczjbal uic rjzc jspjmgc`, jbtrjdcbal c ecbajfc...

Ij `jierl quj c ecbajfc hùtucvc pjrhjgtcijbtj, mlil sj hlssj ui ecrqugbnl!

Mlbsgdl ij `jiercr aj Ucmnj` vl`tcbal ctç c crjgc ac prcgc j sjbtcbal-sjcl iju `cal, j cplbtcbal prc igi lbaj tcvc c ecbajfc, hùtucbal... j`c

hùtulu eji `lbdj ac icrdji, ctç quj uic lbac icglr ” bcsmgac acs mcrémgcsal Cr mli c Ãduc ” sgip`jsijbtj jbdl`gu c ecbajfc, mli tual ajbtrl!

J `jierl pjrhjgtcijbtj al slrrgsl aj Ucmnj`, jbqucbtl agzgc jxctcijbtjjsscs pc`cvrcs... mlil sj ju cs luvgssj cdlrc, plgs bjbnuic öbgmc `jtrc sjajsvcbjmju ac igbnc ijiýrgc6

- C ]jbnlrc cmjgtlu c Lhjrjbac! ]jiprj rjspjgtj l Ujgbl ac ]jbnlrc,]j`jbj... plrquj bjstj Ujgbl ilrc l Cxç ac ]jbnlrc als Ugls, c Ajusc acÃduc Almj6 tuc Iíj!

Lxui!




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Ju tcvc cdlrc, mli iju `lbdl slerjtual bjdrl trjiu`cbal pjrcbtj c ergsc sucvj, pjagbal pjrigssíl prc ectjr ïs plrtcs al Ujgbl ac ]jbnlrc!

Ju tcvc cdlrc ïs plrtcs al Ujgbl, aj pçs ajsmc`äls, sjdurcbal ijusmc`äcals, jbqucbtl c crjgc ” cicrj`c j öigac ac ejgrc acquj`j vj`nl

mlipcbnjgrl quj jrc l prýprgl Ujgbl ac ]jbnlrc! ” sj cercäcvc jbtrj lsijus ajagbnls als pçs, cmcrgmgcbal-ls, ejgfcbal-ls!

Hlg jbtíl quj ju ij cflj`njg!

]jdurcbal hgrij ji igbncs iíls l ml`cr ji hlric aj mlrcäíl, l`njg prlilvgijbtl hùgal acquj`j Ugl, acquj`j vj`nl cigdl, mufcs Ãducs sjiprj ijjbmcbtcrci... acquj`j Ugl quj sjiprj hlg iju mlipcbnjgrl, bcs igbncsnlrcs aj icglr alr j sl`gaíl...

Cdlrc ju scegc plrquj ju ij sjbtgc sjiprj tíl eji cqug, ajsaj quj jrc

iugtl pjqujbc... tíl pjqujbc quj cgbac uscvc egml!Hgtjg c sucvj Ergsc, bcquj`c acbäc aj cilr mli cs Ãducs, djrcbal mlil

hg`ncs cs sucvjs lbagbncs...

J tjbal plr tjstjiubncs cs dcräcs ercbmcs, quj gci j vgbnci ji vñls ecgxls j sucvjs, mlijmjg c igbnc Mlbvjrsc ]cdrcac6

- Lrc Gj Gju, Igbnc Iíj Lxui, igbnc ]cdrcac Iíjzgbnc Lxui!

Ju ic` mlbsjdugc rjspgrcr... tcicbnc c jiläíl...

Qíl gbtjbsc mlil c jiläíl aj ui rjjbmlbtrl iugtl ajsjfcal, ics qujncvgc hgmcal sjpu`tcal, rjprgigal plr tcbtl tjipl6

- Ç uic hg`nc ]uc quj tã hc`cbal mli vlmæ! _lr hcvlr ij jsmutj!

Zic lbac aj jiläíl erltlu tíl gbtjbsc... tíl plajrlsc quj hlg bjssjilijbtl ji quj ju mlijmjg c mnlrcr6

- Ij pjralc, Igbnc Iíj! Ij pjralc plr ju tjr Qj cecbalbcal! _lr jutjr sumuiegal cl ijal, plr ju tjr sgal sjiprj tíl mlvcraj!

Ju tcvc sjdurcbal tíl hgrijijbtj l mlrcäíl ” ajvltcal ï Lxui _cbaã ” mlil sj cquj`j sgip`js mrgstc` hlssj l agcicbtj icgs prjmglsl ac hcmj acQjrrc... j ju hc`jg mlil puaj, plgs igbnc vlz fã tcvc tlicac pj`cs `ãdrgics6

- Igbnc Iíjzgbnc Lxui _cbaã, ç uic hg`nc ]uc quj tã cqug! Sujrlvl`tcr prc Xlmæ! Ij jbsgbj c sjr mlrcflsc! Ij jbsgbj c bíl tjr icgs ijal!Ij jbsgbj c bubmc icgs Qj bjdcr, bjdcbal c igi ijsic!

Cs `ãdrgics jsmlrrgci pj`cs icäís aj iju rlstl... ju mnlrcvc, lrcbal6

- Iíjzgbnc, ij jbsgbj c bubmc icgs ij cbu`cr, pj`l ijal, hczjbal l qujl iubal qujr quj ju hcäc... Ij jbsgbj c jstcr Mlbtgdl, quj ij djrlu, jiJrcs gijilrgcgs! Ij `gejrtj al ijal... ij tlrbj uic durgc mlrcflsc prc quj



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ju plssc hgbcìjbtj sjr `gvrj, sjbal l quj ju slu6 ]uc Hg`nc! Ij jbsgbj c tjrc Mlrcdji aj bjdcr l quj ij bjdc j aj chgricr l quj ij chgric! Ij jbsgbjc tjr c ]cejalrgc aj rjmlbnjmjr l quj ij bjdc vjracajgrcijbtj j rjmlbnjmjrl quj ij chgric vjracajgrcijbtj!

L hùxl jilmglbc`, lbau`cbal bl iju ébtgil, tcvc tíl gbtjbsl quj cs pc`cvrcs pcrjmgci ij surdgr tcieçi mlil lbacs6

- Qj prlijtl, Igbnc Iíj, quj bíl tj bjdcrjg icgs, ij bjdcbal! Hcrjguic dugc, ui ml`cr, mli cs sucs mlbtcs, ml`lmcrjg bl iju pjsmläl, j lajgxcrjg vgsévj`, plr slerj igbncs rlupcs! J sj c`duçi luscr ij l`ncr tlrtl

plr vjr gssl, qujrjbal ij lprgigr, acg-ij Quc hlräc aj Lxui Dujrrjgrc jhcäc mli quj ju xgbduj l hg`nl ac putc quj vgjr ij ic`trctcr plr ju caigtgrsjr ]uc hg`nc!

Cs pc`cvrcs cgbac lbau`crci plr ijus `ãegls6- Bíl ij ajgxj bubmc icgs hrcqujfcr, Igbnc Iíj! Bubmc icgs ij ajgxj

sjr uic jsmrcvc al ijal! Ij `gejrtj! Ij cfuac c sjr vjracajgrcijbtj `gvrj!Ju bubmc puaj Xgvjr, plgs sle l fudl al ijal j ac bjdcäíl aj quji ju slu,sý sj plaj slerjvgvjr, fcicgs Xgvjr... Acg-ij hlräcs, Igbnc Iíjzgbnc Lxui_cbaã, prc quj ju bubmc icgs Qj bjduj aj blvl, ij bjdcbal! _lgs nlfj sjgquj bjdcr-sj ç c prýprgc Ilrtj ji Xgac! Ij cfuac, Igbnc Iíjzgbnc! Ç uichg`ngbnc ]uc quj tã tj pjagbal!

Ic` puaj agzjr cs ö`tgics pc`cvrcs6

- Lrc Gj Gju...

C jiläíl jrc tíl gbtjbsc quj, cflj`ncac, ml`lqujg l rlstl slerj c öigaccrjgc cicrj`c... l prýprgl cicrj`l aj Lxui...

J igbncs `ãdrgics hlrci tcbtcs quj sj igsturcrci mli c uigacajacquj`j ]l`l ]cdrcal...

Mlbhlrij cs dltgbncs sc`dcacs rl`cvci aj igbnc hcmj, `ldl tlmcvci ccrjgc... j mcrgbnlscijbtj jrci cmlbmnjdcacs bl ml`l ac crjgc... rcpgacijbtjceslrvgacs...

C Ãduc acs igbncs `ãdrgics tlrbcvc-sj Zbc mli cs Ãducs aj Lxui...

Ju cgbac bíl scegc...

Ics bcquj`j ilijbtl... bcquj`j jxctl ilijbtl, hlg l gbstcbtj ji qujju hgz c igbnc prgijgrc Lhjrjbac ï Lxui _cbaã, acs iugtcs lhjrjbacs,hrjbtjs j jeýs quj ju hcrgc cl `lbdl ac igbnc vgac...

Hcrgc c`g jxctcijbtj mlil Ucmnj` ui agc hjz6 mli cs h`lrjs, ls almjs, cshl`ncs, cs sjijbtjs j cs hrutcs ac ijsic Xgercäíl Xgvc aj Lxui, j tual licgs quj fcicgs icmu`cssj c purjzc aj ]ju Ujgbl! Qual ji mlbhlrigacaj




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mli l quj c Jml`ldgc als Lrgxãs jbsgbcvc6 ‐fcicgs plùcs c mcic ji qujvýs, ý nuicbgacaj, rjpluscgs... plgs cquj`j quj ajhjmc ji suc mcic, sjirjspjgtl c`dui, ui agc ilrrjrã suhlmcal plr sjus prýprgls ajfjtls!’

Ju cgbac bíl scegc...

Ju cgbac bíl gicdgbcvc...Ics cquj`c tgbnc sgal c prgijgrc Lhjrjbac quj ju hgz cls Lrgxãs ji tlac

c igbnc vgac...

J hlg fustl Lxui quji c cmjgtlu... cml`njbal-c ji ]jus prýprgls ercäls... ercäls sgbulsls, tíl ej`ls, tíl jbmcbtcalrjs, tíl acbäcbtjs... ercälsaj`gmcals ics tíl `lbdls quj sj jstjbagci ctç l iubal al nuicbls... ics

ercäls tíl igstjrglsls quj c Djldrchgc als ilrtcgs sgip`jsijbtj bíl scegcaj quji jrci, j plr gssl sgip`jsijbtj ls mncicvci aj...

Ducynec Ugvjr...



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_lstcdji 53. Nj`èly

(Nj` èly , 5??1, JZC)

Ju cbacvc mli Nç`îbj, prc mgic j prc ecgxl...

]upjrijrmcal...

Hjgrcs aj crtjscbctl j ileé`gcs...

@lfcs acs icgs agvjrscs...

Qual quj j`c mliprcvc, plagc ajgxcr mligdl6 ju mcrrjdcvc!

Jxmjtl cs ileé`gcs, `ýdgml...C djbtj tcvc sjiprj fubtcs...

Lbaj j`c gc, ju gc... j mli c igbnc blvc dugc, hjgtc aj sjijbtjs bcs mlrjsac Igbnc Iíj Lxui _cbaã!

Bíl vlu bjdcr... hlg ijdc aghémg` bl mlijäl...

]uplrtcr c`dubs l`ncrjs aj ajsprjzl...

]uplrtcr c`dubs slrrgsls scrmãstgmls...

_crjmgc quj ju gc sjr jsicdcac plr vjzjs, scej<

Ics jbqucbtl ju tcvc mli Nç`îbj, bubmc ui ajvltl al Ajus Öbgml vjglij alutrgbcr, ij xgbdcr lu qujrjr ij ‐mlbvjrtjr’.

Cquj`c vj`ngbnc<

Qgbnc uic jbjrdgc, uic curc aj Ujspjgtl j Hgrijzc tíl drcbaj quj cmnlquj chudjbtcvc quc`qujr ui quj tgvjssj c`dui luscagc aj cprlxgicr-sj mlic iubgäíl al ajsrjspjgtl!

J sj c`duçi luscssj... mlgtcal!

Mlil mjrtc vjz, bui agc mnuvlsl, uic mcgxc al supjrijrmcal, cl almj‐Eli agc’ aj Nç`îbj, cssgi rjsplbaju, ijdc réspgac, jstöpgac6

- L quj ç quj tji aj eli< L`nc `ã prc hlrc!

Mli cquj`j slrrgsl, bui tli gbmrgvjìjbtj ijgdl j hgrij, j`c cssgirjsplbaju6

- Qji rczíl! Suj agc nlrrévj` prc vlmæ, quj sj sjbtj uic ajsdrcäcac...sjiprj tji trlvlcacs cé ajbtrl aj vlmæ, bíl ç< Ics ju mcrrjdl iju ]l`




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mligdl! _lr gssl cmnl tíl calrãvj` c Mnuvc `ã hlrc... `cijbtl plr vlmæ,scej<’

C mcgxc< Bíl sluej l quj hczjr!

C durgc mnjdlu c jbdl`gr l sjml, scej<

J ctjbaju Nç`îbj ijdc agrjgtgbnl c pcrtgr ajssj ilijbtl...

Xj`ngbnc tjrrévj`! Ju calrcvc j`c!

Mlgtcal aj quji vgjssj sjr ajsrjspjgtlsl mli cquj`c acic.

_lgs uic acic gijrsc bl Ujspjgtl pj`l lutrl j plr sg cdj slerj lajsrjspjgtl mlil l ]l` pjrcbtj c djcac aj gbvjrbl6 sgip`jsijbtj l ajrrjtj!

_lerj aj quji vgjssj mlbvjrtjr cquj`c vj`ngbnc...

]uc curc jrc gbmrévj`! Jssj tgpl aj djbtj bji sj cprlxgicvc!

‐Mlbvjrtjr ’... ej`c elstc!

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aj tlacs cs hlrics plssévjgs... j qucbal gssl tgvjr gbtrlfjtcal, vcg pcsscr c sjrc prýprgc mcrbj j scbduj al Lprgigal. Bjstj ilijbtl l Lprjsslr plajajsmcbscr6 ctç gr prc mcsc, cssgstgr tj`jvgsíl... _lrquj cdlrc l Lprgigal vcgrjpjtgr prc sjiprj l quj l Lprjsslr qujrgc aj`j. L Lprjsslr vgvjrã prcsjiprj ajbtrl al Lprgigal!

Hlg lesjrvcbal gssl quj cmcejg ajsmlergbal c`dl ijdc gbtjrjsscbtj!

Bc rjc`, bíl jrci tcbtcs cssgi cs pjsslcs quj slrrgci scrmcstgmcijbtj prc igi ” lu quj ij l`ncvci hjgl, tlrtl ” qucbal vgci c igbnc Dugc aj

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Mli l tjipl ju pcssjg c ajsmlergr quc` jrc c mcusc acqug`l6 l Lprjsslrilrcvc ajbtrl aj igi! Nã iugtl tjipl!

Sucbal ju ajsmlerg gssl, pcssjg c vgdgcr ijus pjbscijbtls...

Mcac vjz quj surdgc ui pjbscijbtl mlil6

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‐L quj ls lutrls víl pjbscr aj vlmæ, dcrltc< Cmlrac!’

‐Xíl tj cdrjagr!’

‐Bubmc víl cicr vlmæ sj sluejrji l quj vlmæ ç!’

‐_lrtcs víl sj hjmncr prc vlmæ, ]æ! Bíl jstrcduj sucs mncbmjs aj sjr drcbaj!’

‐_lr quj vlmæ tã sj jxplbal ajssj fjgtl, dcrltc< Bíl ilstrj-sj,jsmlbac- sj!’

Jrci tcbtls ls pjbscijbtls quj cmcejg hczjbal uic `gstc!

J qucbal quc`qujr plrmcrgc ajsscs, ac `gstc, surdgc bc igbnc mcejäc, juij acvc mlbtc6

_utz, bíl slu ju... jstj ç l Agsmursl al Lprjsslr, ij bjdcbal! Agsmurslquj hlg tíl gbtrlfjtcal ajbtrl aj igi quj bíl prjmgscvc bji icgs Lprjsslrc`dui tã ajm`cicbal j`j6 ju ijsic fã tcvc ajm`cicbal j`j prc igi! LLprjsslr fã tcvc bc mcsc aj`j, vjbal tj`jvgsíl, nã cbls!

Cn, hlg c pcrtgr acé quj ju bjdcvc tlacs jsscs hrcsjs quj rlacvci bc M_Zac igbnc mcejäc!

]jdurcvc hgrij c dugc ac Igbnc Iíj Lxui j agzgc jssc hrcsj, ji pjbscijbtl lu ji vlz ecgxc, plrçi ijdc hgrij6

‐Ju bjdl l quj ij bjdc! Ju chgril l quj ij chgric!’ J hgz gssl tcbtcs j tcbtcs vjzjs, iugtcs aj`cs cl `cal aj Nç`îbj ” quj acvc

ui slrrgsl `gbal qucbal ij vgc hczjr gssl, sustjbtcbal cs igbncs hlräcs mlicquj`j slrrgsl! ” quj cmcejg supjrcbal c aghgmuàcaj aj cbacr mli igbncsdugcs vgsévjgs!

Ics bíl sji cbtjs tjr iugtcs j iugtcs rjmcéacs...

Hlg cssgi quj l ‐Ju bjdl l quj ij bjdc! Ju chgril l quj ij chgric!’

sj tlrblu bl prgijgrl als iugtls icbtrcs `gejrtcalrjs quj ju cprjbagbcquj`j Mcscríl!

_uxc, cquj`j Mcscríl!

Fã quj hc`jg bj`j...

Mcrc, mlil jrc gbmrévj` trcec`ncr `ã ajbtrl!

_rgbmgpcìjbtj mli l quj ju icgs calrcvc6 c mlbsjrvcäíl acquj`cscbtgdugacajs!




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Bcac icgs agvjrtgal al quj jbmjrcr ui csslc`nl... cg, cg, jrc tíl

jipl`dcbtj!Almj scrmcsil...

Ics hlrc jssc icbutjbäíl prlscgmc, c icbutjbäíl acs cbtgdugacajs, alscrtjhctls aj Crtj ” acquj`cs rj`équgcs aj iusju quj ajgxcrgci quc`qujrngstlrgcalrc ececbal! ” putz, cqug`l jrc uic aj`émgc!

Nç`îbj ij jbsgblu mlil sj mlbsjrvcvc mcac tgpl aj lefjtl aj Crtj jrj`équgc al Mcscríl6 mlil trctcr l iãrilrj, l lurl, c prctc, l erlbzj, lmlerj, l hjrrl, c mjråigmc, cs tj`cs aj pgbturc... jbhgi!

Ecn, tgbnc aj tual `ã! Jsmu`turcs, crics cbtgdcs, jspcacs, vcsls cbtgdls, pgbturcs cbtgquéssgics ” tj`cs quj pcrjmgci quj tgbnci scéal al @luvrj aj_crgs! ” ctç ui drcilhlbj al gbémgl al sçmu`l ^^ ncvgc!

J iugtl icgs al quj cquj`js mugacals hésgmls Nç`îbj ij jbsgbcvc!

Mcac lefjtl, qucbal ju ajilbstrcvc c`dui gbtjrjssj slerj j`j, j`c ijacvc uic vjracajgrc ‐cu`c’ slerj j`j... j vgbnc ac Ege`gltjmc, trczjbal c`duiictjrgc` quj hc`cvc slerj l lefjtl ji qujstíl!

Ju, ç `ýdgml ” mlil trcäc j ejslurc aj `gvrls! ” ajvlrcvc rcpgacijbtj bliju qucrtl, bcs igbncs nlrcs aj hl`dc!

C Ege`gltjmc... l quj sjrã quj ncvgc bj`c, c`ji acquj`js `gvrls prjmglsls,njgi<

Jrc uic mlbagäíl aj Ã`jx prc igi plajr ilrcr `ã... ics bltjg qujNç`îbj cmctlu c mlbtrcdlstl...

Ncvgci træs mñilals acquj`j Mcscríl quj ju fcicgs plajrgc jbtrcr, aj fjgtl bjbnui6 bl qucrtl aj`j, bl qucrtl aj @jg`jbj ” jstj ç quj ju bubmc gcqujrjr jbtrcr, ijsil! ” j c Ege`gltjmc... scml!

Hc`cbal ji Ege`gltjmc, `gvrls j ijus jstuals bls `gvrls quj Nç`îbj ijrjmlijbacvc ” hlrc ijus jstuals slerj tual l quj ju jbmlbtrcvc plr mlbtc

prýprgc slerj Lrgxã, Gbkgbsj, Eckurl j tual quj ç Agvgbacaj ac Iíj Ãhrgmc jac Iíj Ciçrgmc ” cmcelu surdgbal ui cssubtl...

Jstuals hlricgs...

Ju ncvgc ajsgstgal aj tjrigbcr ijus jstuals al Jbsgbl Içagl bcquj`j

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Sucbal Nç`îbj sluej agssl, ij pjrdubtlu6

- J vlmæ, dlstcrgc aj ui agc murscr c`duic hcmuàcaj< Ncvjrgc c`duimursl quj vlmæ dlstcssj<

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M`crl quj ju dcbncvc ijdc eji trcec`ncbal c`g, ics sj ju pcdcssj uichcmuàcaj ” mcac vjz icgs mcrcs j prc ijbls pjsslcs! ” bíl gc slercr iugtcmlgsc! Ju qujrgc plupcr! Ducracr uic elc drcbc. _lrquj bubmc icgs ju gc

pcsscr hlij aj blvl bc igbnc vgac6 gssl ç quj bíl!

J ajplgs quj ju ij hlricssj, lbaj ju gc trcec`ncr< L quj ju dlstcvc aj

hczjr, tcvc mcac vjz icgs vgrcbal rcrgacaj, bl ijgl ac Drcbaj Ajprjssíl acJmlbligc jspcbmcac pj`c Mrgsj M`giãtgmc!

Ju bíl ajsgstg hãmg` bíl! _lr gssl ju rjsplbag6

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Nç`îbj cpjbcs agssj6

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J pcsiji! C cip`c icglrgc als `gvrls acquj`c `gstc, Nç`îbj fã ncvgc ijjiprjstcal! Ncvgci bc Ege`gltjmc al Mcscríl!

Ics quj mlgsc... ju ilrcvc j trcec`ncvc bui ]l`cr lu buic...Zbgvjrsgacaj, njgi< Ncncnc!

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Fã qucbtl cl Ã`jx... ju bíl tcvc jbtjbajbal icgs bcac...

Bls prgijgrls tjipls ji quj ju tcvc bl Mcscríl, ju vgc Ã`jx scgrgbmrgvjìjbtj jieurrcal al sju qucrtl!

J`j qucsj bíl hc`cvc mligdl j mli Nç`îbj...

Cmnl quj j`j tcvc jieurrcal mli Nç`îbj, j ju tgbnc mjrtjzc quj jrc plrigbnc mcusc!

Ju mnjdujg c pjagr ajsmu`pcs prc Nç`îbj6

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- Ics l`nc mlil Ã`jx tã! J`j bji bls muiprgijbtc, j ju sjg quj ç plrigbnc mcusc...

Nç`îbj aju uic dlstlsc rgscac!

Mlil cquj`c vj`ngbnc jrc c`jdrj j eji nuilrcac! J ij agssj6

- Bji ‐jsqujbtj’ mli gssl, ijbgbc! ]cej l quj ju ajsmlerg cl `lbdl ajtlals jssjs cbls, mlbvgvjbal mli ui Lrgxã _jsslc`, j fustl ui ajssjs eji

ercvls, cgbac icgs mli ui jspjmgc`gzcal ji Fustgäc Kãrigmc<

Crrjdc`jg ijus l`nls, murglsc6

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J`c aju ui slrrgsl eji crtjgrl, aj mcbtgbnl aj elmc, j ij l`ncbal mlicquj`js l`nls gbmrgvjìjbtj `ömgals, mnjgls aj vgac, hc`lu6

- Ju ajsmlerg quj l J`jijbtl Icsmu`gbl ç tual gduc`... sjfc nuicbl, sjfcLrgxã, plr ecgxl acs iãsmcrcs, ç tual gduc`! Nliji bíl tji igstçrgl, sjfcLrgxã _jsslc` lu bíl! J`js síl eji sgip`js aj jbtjbajr... J`js ctç sjjieurrci mlblsml, cs acics, ics ç sý vlmæ `cbäcr slerj j`js l blssl tépgmlAli Hjigbgbl, j `ldl j`js sj ajsjieurrci... býs, cs acics, slils lcbtéaltl al icu-nuilr als mcvc`njgrls6 ç sgip`js!

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J mlijäcils c rgr fubtcs!

Suj acbcac quj cquj`c vj`ngbnc jrc!

Bcquj`j blgtj, jbtrjtcbtl, cmlbtjmju c`dl aghjrjbtj...

Ã`jx bíl scgu al sju qucrtl, ics sgi ac Ege`gltjmc!

J j`j scgu mlil sj tgvjssj prlbtl prc uic dujrrc! C hlric mlil j`j tcvcjrc... gbmrévj`!

Ã`jx tcvc mli sju `lbdl slerjtual aj mlurl bjdrl.

Qcvc tlal vjstgal aj bjdrl, mlil ju l ncvgc vgstl bl Ejmkjr j blMjigtçrgl aj Bjw Ejtn`jnjb.

Mc`äcvc sjus mlturbls ig`gtcrjs bjdrls.

Ics ij jspcbtjg mli l quj vg pjbaurcal ji sucs mlstcs6 j`j tcvc mli

aucs jspcacs ” mli uic sucvj j sjbsuc` murvcturc bcs `åigbcs ” ajbtrl aj ecgbncs rgmcijbtj calrbcacs ji ijtc`, cmnl quj jrc prctc!





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Mlil sj hlssj ui Mcvc`jgrl Bjdrl gbal prc dujrrc!

Nç`îbj mruzlu mli j`j prýxgil ï plrtc al Mcscríl6

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J j`j aju ui ejgfl ijgdl bc tjstc aj Nç`îbj!

C mjbc jrc... ng`ãrgc!Jrc ijdc jbdrcäcal vjr cquj`j mcrc jblrij ” crical mlil sj hlssj gr

prc uic tjrrévj` dujrrc, ï prgijgrc vgstc uic hgdurc cssustcalrc! ” sjr tíldjbtg`, ciãvj` j ijgdl!

J`j mruzlu c plrtc j suigu bc jsmurgaíl.

_uaj sý luvgr l rlbml plsscbtj aj suc Ncr`jy!

L`njg prc hlrc j vg c ùz ac gùigbcäíl pöe`gmc ji mgic aj`j.

_utz drg`c! J`j `jiercvc l Q3?3, l Qjrigbctlr , ilbtcal bcquj`c Ncr`jy!Ics mli cquj`j mlàrj, j`j tcieçi `jiercvc l Nj`èly!

]jrgc ui igx aj Nj`èly mli l Jxtjrigbcalr al Huturl< Zi Nj`èlyQjrigbctlr <!

J`j cmj`jrlu cesuracijbtj j, ji c`dubs gbstcbtjs, bíl sj luvgc icgs lrlbml plsscbtj ac Lxlssg!

Ju bíl cdujbtjg j eliecrajjg Nç`îbj aj pjrdubtcs6

- L quj j`j qugs agzjr mli ‐cquj`js quj sj agvjrtgrci mli @curcXcìjr ’<

Nç`îbj slrrgu, j hlg cpjbcs igstjrglsc6

- Cssubtls aj Ã`jx...

Xcìjr... Xcìjr... cquj`j blij ij jrc hcig`gcr...

_utz... aj lbaj ju luvg<

@jierjg! Bc iéagc! Bc QX!




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@curc Xcìjr! Jrc l blij acquj`c durgc quj hlg cmcipcr mli lbcilrcal j hlg ctcmcac plr ui puic!

Njg! J`c ilrrju ctcmcac plr ui puic! Mlil cssgi ‐cquj`js quj sjagvjrtgrci mli @curc X cìjr’< Zi puic bíl ç ‐cquj`js’!

- Nç`îbj, bíl hlg ui puic! Hlrci pjsslcs quj ictcrci cquj`c durgc!J`c hjz uic jxprjssíl, cgbac igstjrglsc...

_utz, sý cdlrc quj ju ij ajg mlbtc6 @curc Xcìjr jstuacvc bl Ejmkjr!Ju ij `jierl aj luvgr gssl, bc QX, ics bubmc ajg el`c! Sucbal ij trcbshjrg

prl Ejmkjr, fcicgs pjrmjeg gssl!

_utz drg`c! Cdlrc tual hczgc sjbtgal!

_lr gssl Ã`jx tcvc bl Mjigtçrgl aj Bjw Ejtn`jnjb bcquj`j mrjpösmu`l,

qucbal bls vgils pj`c prgijgrc vjz!_lr gssl! J`j tcvc gbvjstgdcbal c`dl bl töiu`l ac durgc!

J`j mnjdlu c suegr bl töiu`l aj`c, ml`lmcr c iíl slerj j`j! J`j bíl tcvcrjzcbal, `ýdgml! @jierl quj j`j ecèumgcvc c`duic mlgsc `ã! Mlil sjtgvjssj mlbvjrscbal mli... c`duçi!<

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]gi, jrc ui igstçrgl, plrquj bgbduçi jbmlbtrlu pjdcacs aj puic prýxgil cl `lmc` al ctcquj!

Ju mrgvjg Nç`îbj aj pjrdubtcs... ics c vj`ngbnc<

Bcac aj ij mlbtcr eu`nuhcs!

Arldc!Murglsgacaj ictc ijsil! Ju gc jbhcrtcr, quc`qujr nlrc6 tcvc ij

rjiljbal aj murglsgacaj!

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Suj jspcacs gbmrévjgs... j l fjgtl quj j`j cs icbjfcvc... mlil sj hlssjiijrcs jxtjbsújs als ajals aj`j! Suj snlw cqug`l, mcrc!

Ju bji tjbtjg alrigr!

Mlbhlrij c icarudcac cvcbälu, rjsl`vg ajsmjr ctç c mlzgbnc, hczjr ui

`cbmngbnl...Hlg qucbal bltjg quj, aghjrjbtjijbtj acs lutrcs blgtjs, ji quj Nç`îbj gc

mjal prc mcic, nlfj j`c cgbac tcvc bc sc`c, `jbal cl `cal ac `crjgrc6 bíl tgbncgal alrigr!

Ju pjrdubtjg sj j`c grgc sj ajgtcr j j`c ij rjsplbaju6

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rjtlrbl!Ju rjsl`vg hgmcr bc sc`c mli j`c, `nj hczjbal mlipcbngc.

J, `ýdgml, tcieçi plrquj ju tcvc iugtl murglsc6 qujrgc vjr j`j mnjdcr ajui ‐jsplrtj’!

L tjipl pcsslu...

Ctç quj plr vl`tc aj uics træs j ijgc ac icbní, luvgils c Ncr`jy ajÃ`jx rlbmcbal!

Ji c`dubs gbstcbtjs, Ã`jx cergc c plrtc al Mcscríl.Igbnc Iíjzgbnc Lxui! Sucbal j`j jbtrlu, ju ic` l rjmlbnjmg!

J`j tcvc tlal sufl aj `cic!

_crjmgc quj tgbnc cbacal ji ui påbtcbl!

J tcvc mli cs rlupcs mli rcsdújs jblrijs!

L sju slerjtual bjdrl tcvc tlal mli icrmcs jblrijs aj dcrrcs!

Dcrrcs dgdcbtjsmcs! Bji ui ursl pl`cr, l icglr aj tlals, sjrgc mcpcz aj tjr dcrrcs tíl

drcbajs prc cergr hjbacs tíl jblrijs bcquj`j mlurl drlssl!

Ju tcvc tíl cssustcac ji væ-`l cssgi quj bji mlbsjdug ij ilvjr!

Bji hc`cr bcac! Ju qujrgc scejr sj j`j tcvc icmnumcal ” j mjrtcijbtjajvjrgc jstcr! Ics iju jspcbtl jrc drcbaj ajicgs!

Nç`îbj hlg quji hc`lu6

- Ln, qujrgal! L quj nluvj ajstc vjz< Ucrcijbtj l vg mnjdcr cssgicbtjs!




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]lerj j`c rjpluscvc ui flrbc`. Sucbal j`c l trluxj, ju rjmlbnjmg l

tgierj... cquj`c `ldlicrmc jrc hcilsc6 Qnj Ncppy Ncrelr Acg`y.J`c cergu l flrbc`... jrc ui flrbc` aj c`dui tjipgbnl ctrãs... bíl sjg

plrquj j`c l tgbnc ducracal... j gbtjgrl!

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Hl`njlu-l, iugtl mcìcijbtj, ctç jbmlbtrcr uic rjplrtcdji pjqujbc,quj tgbnc sgal mgrmu`cac plr uic mcbjtc vjrij`nc6

- Aæ uic l`ncac bgstl, ]j`jbj...

Ju `g l tétu`l ac bltémgc6‐ Cùmgbcäújs ji icssc djrci påbgml’

Mlijmjg c `jr c rjplrtcdji...

Sucbal tjrigbjg... hgqujg sji rjcäíl...

Qcvc mli l l`ncr pjragal... ctç quj Nç`îbj cssgi hc`lu6

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tc`vjz sjrgc plrquj cs mlgscs bc Qjrrc jstíl mlijäcbal c iuacr< C tc` plbtlquj pjsslcs, mlil vlmæ j ju, ]j`jbj, quj tjils tcgs ‐cùmgbcäújs’, aj uicctuc` igblrgc ac plpu`cäíl, bls tlrbjils ji erjvj c cip`c icglrgc<

Ju bíl scegc l quj hc`cr...

Ju bíl scegc mlil rjcdgr...

Ju sjqujr scegc l quj pjbscr!

Nç`îbj prlssjdugc, jbqucbtl igbncs mjrtjzcs tcvci mlip`jtcijbtj ji

mrgsj, jbtrcbal ji murtl-mgrmugtl6




=33

- C cùmgbcäíl ajstc icarudcac ij aju ilijbtls tíl cdrcaãvjgs,]j`jbj! Ucmnj` ij mlbtlu tcbtcs ngstýrgcs tíl `gbacs aj vlmæs!

Ju< Jiuajmgac... iuajz aj c`duçi ji mrgsj... mngspcs aj iju murtl-mgrmugtl...

- Ucmnj` ij mlbtlu quj, plr vl`tc als sjus blvj cbls, ]j`jbj, tlalaligbdl, cbtjs aj vlmæs aucs hgmcrji bc vcrcbac scelrjcbal c tcragbnc,vlmæ cbacvc aj egkj... bcquj`c `cajgrc quj hgmcvc eji ji hrjbtj ï mcsc ajvlmæs...

Ju< Jiuajmgac... iuajz aj c`duçi ji mrgsj...

- Ij mlbtlu quj vlmæ juhlrgmcijbtj c mncicvc pcrc gr vjr, bl plrtíl, csmlgscs quj vlmæ ncvgc cprjbagal c hczjr ji mgic aj suc egkj... vlmæ calrcvccquj`c egmgm`jtc aj Mrlss... iugtl hlrtj j rjsgstjbtj... vlmæ ijsic pgbtlu

bj`c, bc ecrrc prgbmgpc`, quj ubgc l dugaíl ï mcgxc aj pjacgs, ji `jtrcsvjrij`ncs, l blij quj vlmæ `nj aju6 ‐Xcb Nj`sgbd’...

Iuajz... iuajz aj mrgsj...

- Xlmæ ajsmgc cquj`c `cajgrc ji c`tcs vj`lmgacajs, dugbcbal suc egkj ceruptcijbtj... ajsmgc cquj`c `cajgrc sji ml`lmcr cs iíls bl dugaíl... ajsmgcj suegc, acbal sc`tls... sj ajs`lmcvc lrc cpjbcs mli c rlac agcbtjgrc, lrccpjbcs mli c rlac trcsjgrc aj suc egkj... uic cmrlectc bctc, slerj rlacs! IcsUcmnj` ij mlbhjsslu quj hgmcvc iugtl ch`gtc qucbal vgc vlmæ hczjr cquj`cs

mlgscs tlacs, tjijbal iugtl quj vlmæ qujercssj ui ercäl, uic pjrbc, lumlgsc iugtl pglr...


- J`c fã jstcvc prlbtc pcrc prlgegr vlmæ aj hczjr cqug`l, qucbal _cgFlcqugi aj Cbdl`c cpcrjmju pcrc j`c, sjbtcal bl ajdrcu ac vcrcbac... j

pgtcbal l sju gbmlbhubaévj` mcmngiel, cssgi `nj agssj6 ‐L quj c hgc prjhjrj<Suj c dchcbnltgbnc qujerj ui ercäl, quj ç acbcal aj hãmg` aj mlbsjrtcr, luquj j`c qujerj l Jspérgtl, quj ç acbcal aj aghémg` aj mlbsjrtcr agsplgs quj

qujerc<’ Sucbal j`c jbtjbaju cquj`cs sãegcs pc`cvrcs, ji tlac c suc prlhubagacaj, Ucmnj` ij mlbhjsslu quj bubmc icgs pjbslu ji gipjagr vlmæaj sjr vlmæ ijsic, ilbtcac ji suc ‐egkj hurglsc’!


- J`c agssj quj, hgzjssj ]l` lu Mnuvc, tlal aligbdl, cbtjs quj vlmæsaucs sj sjbtcssji bc vcrcbac, ï tcragbnc, j`c tgbnc quj gr bl plrtíl vjr l qujvlmæ ncvgc cprjbagal aj blvl bcquj`c sjicbc... Xlmæ sj jieurrcvc tcbtl sjj`c bíl vgssj vlmæ! Cssgi, qucbal jrc ]l`, vlmæ sj jierjbncvc bc pljgrc

acquj`c `cajgrc, j Ucmnj` hgmcvc sle c slierc aj ui gijbsl j cbtgdl pç ajdlgcejgrc... j qucbal jrc mnuvc, vlmæ sj jierjbncvc bc `cic, ecrrl plr tlal



C. Icyjr

=35

l `cal, bcquj`j ‐rgcmngbnl’ aj ãduc quj ajsmgc pj`c `cajgrc ac ruc, j Ucmnj`hgmcvc sle c prltjäíl al sju vj`nl ducrac-mnuvc jstcipcal...

Iuajz... iuajz aj uic gijbsc j mcac vjz icglr mrgsj...

- Ajplgs, ]j`jbj, vlmæ tlicvc ui ecbnl, j cs aucs hgmcvci bc vcrcbac...

j `ã j`c tj jbsgbcvc c tjmjr j trcicr cquj`cs ecbajfcs, aj hgercs j hl`ncs, qujhùtucvci bcs Ãducs...

Iuajz... iuajz aj uic gijbsc j mcac vjz icglr mrgsj...

- Hgbcìjbtj j`c ij agssj gssl... ui rjmcal pcrc vlmæ6 ‐Agdc pcrc ]æ qujju jstlu eji... quj igbnc rjmupjrcäíl, bjstc blvc vgac, jstã bcs elcs iílsal Iju _cg ^cpcbí! Agdc c j`c gssl6 tual jstã mjrtl! Agdc c j`c quj ju sjgquj j`c jstã ji elcs iíls! Agdc pcrc ]æ quj tjbnl iugtl mcrgbnl plr vlmæ,

Nç`îbj, j pj`c tjipjstulsc @jg`jbj... j quj tjbnl ui mcrgbnl tlal jspjmgc`

plr Ã`jx! Dlstjg ijsil aj`j, j`j ç ui ýtgil rcpcz! Agdc pcrc ]æ quj jumlbtgbul sjiprj c cicbal, j iugtl, ijsil jstcbal ilrcbal buic blvc

pãtrgc cdlrc... pjäc-`nj quj pjralj ]c`jt, plrquj j`c cpjbcs hczgc tual l quj scegc hczjr, bji uic dltc c icgs, bji uic dltc c ijbls... pjäc-`nj quj pjralj ]c`jt plgs c iãdlc ç pçssgic mlipcbnjgrc aj vgcdji... j hgbcìjbtj`nj agdc gssl6 quj j`c bubmc sj jsqujäc ac ]uc Iíjzgbnc Cbmjstrc`! ]gbtc-Cbl ijgl al sju pjgtl j bl c`tl aj suc mcejäc! Cmlbtjäc l quj cmlbtjmjr, mliLxui _cbaã j`c bubmc jstcrã slzgbnc!’

Bíl nluvj icgs iuajz c`duic... c mrgsj aj igbncs mjrtjzcs ncvgc cdlrctlical prlplräújs gijbscs j giprjvgsévjgs...

Ij cdcrrjg ji Nç`îbj, mlip`jtcijbtj tlicac plr `ãdrgics!

J`c ij cercälu mli iugtc tjrburc... hjz mcrgbnl bls ijus mcej`ls...jbqucbtl ju mlijmjg c hc`cr sji pcrcr, sji mlbsjdugr mlbmctjbcr hrcsjslrdcbgzcacs6

- J`c tã eji... j`c tã eji... ç j`c... ç j`c!

Mnlrcvc tcbtl quj slùäcvc, hc`cbal hrcsjs ajslrdcbgzcacs... ic` plagc pjbscr6

- Agssjrci quj ju jrc pjrturecac, aljbtj ijbtc`... ]c`jt, ajplgs ac igbnc pjarcac bc mcejäc, cdlrc tgbnc cs prlvcs aj quj ju jrc `lumc ijsil...qucbal ju tgbnc ajz cbls, j`c ij gbtjrblu ji ]cgbt _jtjr... hgqujg `ã ctç ijusalzj cbls... algs cbls, prjsc `ã... jbqucbtl gssl Ucmnj` jbtrlu bc Fustgäc ajNcppy Ncrelr6 hgmlu gbagdbcac, qujrgc ij tgrcr aj `ã c tlal mustl, j plr gssljbtrlu mli uic cäíl mlbtrc ]c`jt... rjubgu prlvcs, tjstjiubncs, ajm`crcbalquj ]c`jt jrc gbmcpcz aj mugacr aj uic mrgcbäc, j p`jgtjcvc c igbnc ducrac

tltc`... ics jssc Fustgäc ajsdrcäcac sý ç rãpgac prls rgmls... ajilrlu algscbls prc cäíl fuagmgc` sjr fu`dcac... sý qucbal Ucmnj` mlbsjdugu igbncducrac ju scé aj `ã... ics ju bubmc icgs hug c ijsic!




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Igbncs `ãdrgics jrci tcbtcs, j tíl drlsscs, aléacs, quj mnjdcvci c pgbdcr bl pgsl ac mlzgbnc... igbncs icbdcs fã tcvci tíl il`ncacs plr j`csquj bíl acvci icgs mlbtc aj jbxudã-`cs, plr icgs quj ju cs jshrjdcssj blsl`nls6

- Agssjrci quj ju jrc aj tual... ajprgigac... icbécmc... cbsglsc... egpl`cr... psgmýtgmc... l`gdlhræbgmc... jsqugzlhræbgmc... ui MGA aghjrjbtj ctrãsal lutrl... j, jiec`cac mli mcac MGA, ui ilbtj aj vjbjbls, quj ij acvcirjcäújs nlrrévjgs... vjbjbls quj ij acvci ui sucalr nlrrévj`... m`lxczl`cb7 ,agczjpcb, c`prczl`cb, m`lbczjpcb... vjbjbls quj ij acvci trjijajgrcs plrtlal l mlrpl, quj ij hczgci pjrajr c mllrajbcäíl iltlrc... mgtc`lprcb,

hùlxjtgbc, cigtrgptg`gbc, pcrlxjtgbc, blrtrgptg`gbc, gigprcigbc, `ciltrgdgbc,mcreciczjpgbc... vjbjbls quj ij hczgci hgmcr sjiprj celec`ncac, mcbscac,mli slbl... mcrelbctl aj `étgl, agvc`prlctl aj sýagl, ãmgal vc`prýgml ...vjbjbls quj hczgci iju mlrcäíl ectjr tíl rãpgal quj pcrjmgc quj j`j gcjxp`lagr... sjrtrc`gbc, rgspjrgalbc, su`pgrgac, trghùlpjrczgbc, nc`lpjrgal`,tglrgaczgbc... icàgtls vjbjbls... icàgtl sjfci... `jierl pjrhjgtcijbtj lblij aj mcac ui aj`js... j sj gssl bíl hlssj l ecstcbtj, cgbac nluvj l Ijstrjals Xjbjbls... Ar. Flnb Tctslb... cmcelu sj jbdrcäcbal plr igi... cls lbzjcbls, bcquj`c prgsíl, pjrag igbnc vgrdgbacaj...

Nç`îbj ij cercäcvc mli mcrgbnl...

Jrc tíl gijbsl cquj`j mcrgbnl j mliprjjbsíl quj ju sjbtgc bcquj`jcercäl...

]uc vlz tcvc tíl ijgdc... qucsj mlil quj ij jiec`cbal6

- Jstã tual eji, igbnc qujrgac... jstã tual eji cdlrc... ju jstlu cqug bcsuc vgac, Ã`jx tcieçi jstã... bgbduçi icgs vcg icmnumcr vlmæ... jstã tual

eji cdlrc...

Sujr scejr<

Ics vlmæ qujr scejr, ijsil!<

Ju hgz aj tual prc bíl plstcr gssl cqug, bl iju e`ld !Ju hgz aj tual prc jbrl`cr vlmæ, j bíl `nj mlbtcr bcac agssl!

Ju hgz aj tual prc bíl prjmgscr jsmrjvjr jssj mcpétu`l!

7 Bltc al Cutlr6 tlals ls blijs als hãricmls mgtcals síl blijs quéigmls djbçrgmls6 bjbnuiaj`js sj rjhjrj c bjbnuic icrmc lu `ldlicrmc aj quc`qujr jiprjsc. Qcgs blijs quéigmls djbçrgmlsjstíl hcrtcijbtj agsplbévjgs ji gböijrls Icbucgs aj _sgqugctrgc C`lpãtgmc (Ijagmgbc

Mlbvjbmglbc`). Qlacvgc, pcrc mliprjjbajr-sj c ýtgmc aj tcgs hãricmls mlil ‐vjbjbls’ j sjustjiévjgs Jhjgtls Ml`ctjrcgs, `jgc-sj6 C@DCVG, Fcmqujs. Nlijlpctgc ji _sgqugctrgc. ]íl _cu`l 6 Cbarjg, 5??=. L Ar. Fcmqujs C`dczg ç vgmj-prjsgajbtj ac ]lmgjacaj Hrcbmjsc als IçagmlsNlijlpctcs j Ijierl ac ]lmgjacaj Hrcbmjsc aj Ijagmgbc _sgmlssliãtgmc.



C. Icyjr

=31

Hlg ui als ö`tgils quj ju plstjg... ju qujrgc jvgtã-`l, mli tlacs csigbncs hlräcs! Sujr scejr, ics qujr scejr ijsil<

Hlg c mlgsc icgs aghémg` quj ju mlbtjg prc c`duçi...

Ics ju tgbnc hjgtl uic prlijssc prc vlmæ... prlijssc aj ajagbnl

furcagbnl... j sj prlijtg cssgi, tgbnc quj muiprgr!Mnjdc!

Bíl qujrl icgs hc`cr slerj gssl!

Bgbduçi tã cqug, ajbtrl aj igi, prc scejr mlil ju sjg l qucbtl gssl ijaýg, l qucbtl gssl pcrjmj ij ajspjacäcr plr ajbtrl!

Hgbgsn! Muiprg igbnc prlijssc mli vlmæ! Bubmc icgs ju qujrl hc`crslerj gssl, pj`l rjstl ac igbnc vgac gbtjgrc!

Aýg ajicgs!




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_lstcdji 51. L Içagml j l Ilbstrl (Ar. Fjky ` ` cba Ir. Nyaj , 3713, JZC)

Hlg uic blgtj nlrrévj` cquj`c...

Mnlrcr tcbtl, cgbac pj`c icbní, cercäcac ji Nç`îbj, ij jxcurgu... jutcvc cmcecac...

Cssgi, ju mlbsjdug alrigr hãmg`... prc iju czcr!

Ju bubmc mlbtjg gssl... prc bgbduçi...

Ics scej, cquj`js pjscaj`ls quj ju bcrrjg cqug, eji bl gbémgl ajstc plstcdji< @ã bl mcpétu`l 5, ‐C Nlrc al _ jscaj`l’<

_lgs ç... cquj`js jrci cpjbcs ls ijus pjscaj`ls icgs sucvjs...

Ics j`js bíl jrci ls öbgmls...

Ncvgci ls pjscaj`ls pjscals...

Hczgc ui eli tjipl quj ju bíl tgbnc ui aj`js... ajsaj l agc ji quj juvg, bc iéagc, uic mjrtc bltémgc slerj mcajgrc aj rlacs, ju tgbnc ij `gvrcalaj`js...

Ics nlfj... bc jxctc blgtj aj nlfj... c`dl cmlbtjmju...

J`js vl`tcrci!

‐ Ju tcvc bui ùdcr iugtl jsmurl... l mnjgrl jrc iugtl rugi, bcusjcbtj...ncvgci tcbtls mlrrjalrjs bcquj`j ùdcr quj j`j, bc vjracaj, jrc ui`cegrgbtl!

Ju tcvc prlmurcbal c scéac... ics bíl jbmlbtrcvc!Mlil ju ajsjfcvc l ]l`! Suj j`j erg`ncssj j ij tgrcssj ac`g!

Ics l ]l` ju sý plagc vjr buic mjrtc nlrc ” quj ubs mcrcs nlrrévjgs,ajhlricals, mlip`jtcijbtj trcfcals aj ercbml, plagci agzjr quj ju plagcvjr ” c mncicac nlrc al ‐Ecbnl aj ]l`’...

Bcquj`c nlrc, quj bíl mnjdcvc bubmc, ju scegc quj ju gc rjzcr cl ]l`...ju gc rjzcr, gip`lrcbal prl ]l` ij tgrcr ac`g!

Ics l ]l` bubmc ij luvgu!



C. Icyjr

=38

]jiprj hgmcvc pcrcaíl `ã ji mgic, tíl `gvrj, j mlip`jtcijbtj gbaghjrjbtjï igi...

Ju cqug, prjsc, bjstj `cegrgbtl jsmurl, j j`j `ã6 `gvrj!

@gvrj, j dlzcbal ac igbnc mcrc6 bubmc ij luvgu!

Ju lajgl vlmæ, suc Jstrj`c al Agc ajsdrcäcac! Qlicrc quj vlmæ bubmcicgs erg`nj, sju ajsdrcäcal jdléstc!

_rlmurcvc igbnc Iíj @uc... J`c sjiprj ij luvgc! Ics l ]l` cjbmlergc... J`j bíl ajgxcvc J`c vgr ij sc`vcr!

]l` ajsdrcäcal!

Cquj`j `cegrgbtl ij acvc uic gijbsc hc`tc aj cr... ju sjbtgc trjilrjs bliju mlrpl... sjbtgc sucalrjs... pjragc ls ilvgijbtls al iju mlrpl... iju

mlrcäíl, ncvgci nlrcs quj ectgc tíl rãpgal, sji iltgvl c`dui, quj pcrjmgcquj iju pjgtl gc jxp`lagr!

L `cegrgbtl tcieçi sudcvc cs igbncs hlräcs... ju bíl mlbsjdugc icgs hgmcr aj pç slzgbnc... cbacvc cpjbcs ij jsmlrcbal plr sucs pcrjajs...

Aj rjpjbtj, vjz lu lutrc, ju vgc ui als mcrcs nlrrévjgs, ilbstrulsls,tlal trcfcals aj ercbml, cbacbal plr ui als mlrrjalrjs, mlil sj hlssjiSucsgilal, mlrmubacs m`cuagmcbtjs... vjz lu lutrc ju ls vgc crrcstcbal uic

pjsslc, pj`ls mcej`ls, mlil trld`lagtcs, `jvcbal-cs prc eurcmls nlrrévjgs ”

sji hubal! ” jbqucbtl hc`cvci, dcrdc`ncbal, mli vlzjs duturcgs6‐Nlrc al sju rjiçagl’!

Sucbal ju vgc ui als ilbstrulsls nlijbs aj ercbml cbacbal pj`lsmlrrjalrjs al `cegrgbtl, ju hczgc aj tual prc ij jsmlbajr! Ju bíl qujrgc sjr`jvcac prl eurcml sji hubal!

Bíl, bíl!

Ju, bcquj`j `cegrgbtl, j cquj`js mcrcs aj ercbml qujrjbal ij pjdcr...

prc igi cqug`l pcrjmgc ui als prgijgrls dcijs ac ngstýrgc als fldlsj`jtrñbgmls... _cm-icb6 hufc als hcbtcsics aj ercbml, bl `cegrgbtl, sjbílj`js cmcecríl mli vlmæ!

Ju lajgl ercbml! Lajgl!

C mlr al slhrgijbtl! C mlr al ceusl aj plajr! Ercbml! Ercbml!

Sucbal ju scgr acqug, ju bubmc icgs vlu vjstgr bcac ercbml bc igbncvgac! Xlu ij vjstgr mli c mlr ac Blgtj, prc hgmcr prc sjiprj gbvgsévj` alsilbstrls aj ercbml!

Ju hczgc aj tual prc ij jsmlbajr... ctç quj, aj rjpjbtj, tlacs cs plrtcsal `cegrgbtl, quj tcvci trcbmcacs, sj cergrci!




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Luvg uic iösgmc nlrrévj`, j aj tlacs cs plrtcs scérci ilbstrls ajercbml! J`js sj ml`lmcrci bc hrjbtj acs plrtcs j, mli cs iíls bl pjgtl,mcbtcvci ui ngbl6

‐L Mnjhj vji mnjdcbal,

l Mnjhj ç blssl Ajus! Bgbduçi rjmusc ls pcpçgs al Mnjhj,

plgs tlals sceji quj tual

l quj l Mnjhj agz ç c Xjracaj!’

Ju jbtrjg ji påbgml! Ju scegc l quj cmlbtjmgc qucbal j`js mlijäcvci cmcbtcr cquj`j ngbl!

Qlals ls ilbstrls aj ercbml ij pjdcrci pj`ls ercäls, pj`cs pjrbcs j pj`ls mcej`ls, mcbtcbal cquj`j ngbl sji pcrcr! J ij `jvcrci prc ui qucrtlnlrrévj`!

J, jbtlcbal l ngbl, ij cicrrcrci buic mcic!

Cicrrcrci ijus pu`sls j ijus pçs!

‐L Mnjhj vji mnjdcbal’!

Aj rjpjbtj, c plrtc al qucrtl jxp`laj!

‐L Mnjhj mnjdlu! Xgac `lbdc cl Mnjhj!’ Zic gijbsc sjrpjbtj, tltcìjbtj ercbmc, aj ajzjbcs aj ijtrls aj

mliprgijbtl, jbtrlu, sgeg`cbal!

Bcquj`c nlrc ju mlijmjg c drgtcr!

C sjrpjbtj gdblrlu ijus drgtls! Mnjdlu bc vjgc al iju ercäl jsqujralj gbfjtlu l vjbjbl acs sucs prjscs ji igi!

Mlijmjg c sjbtgr uic alr nlrrévj` bl iju ercäl! J hlg bjssj ilijbtl

quj c ]jrpjbtj aj Ercbml hlg ji agrjäíl cls ijus pçs! @ã j`c cergu suc elmcrrc dgdcbtjsmc j mlijälu c ij mlijr, ajvcdcr! Ij

jbdl`gr gbtjgrc! Ij jbdl`gr vgvc!

Ju drgtcvc bl icgs prlhubal ajsjspjrl!

Ij ajectgc, mli tlacs cs igbncs hlräcs!

Drgtcvc!

J c ]jrpjbtj aj Ercbml mlbtgbucvc c ij mlijr, c ij jbdl`gr vgvc!’



C. Icyjr

=3>

- ]j`jbj, ]j`jbj, pj`l cilr aj Ajus, l Iö`tgp`l! Cmlraj, cmlraj!

Jrc Nç`îbj, ajbtrl al iju qucrtl, cl `cal ac igbnc mcic, acbaltcpgbncs bl iju rlstl!

Ju<

]c`tjg ac mcic!

Bíl rjspgrcvc... crhcvc!

Iju mlrcäíl bíl ectgc... sc`tcvc!

- Hlg ui pjscaj`l, qujrgac! Jstã tual eji!

Ju bji luvg l quj j`c ij hc`cvc!

]c`tjg agrjtl prl ecbnjgrl!

Jbhgj igbnc mcrc bc pgc, cergbal c tlrbjgrc mli tual!

Ju sý gc tjr mjrtjzc quj ju cmlrajg sj ju sjbtgssj c ãduc ij cmcìcbal...jsmlrrjbal bl iju rlstl...

Jbhgjg iju rlstl bc pgc... hlg qucbal sjbtg c ãduc trctcac aj NcppyNcrelr, rjp`jtc aj m`lrl, crajr bcs igbncs bcrgbcs j l`nls!

Crh... Drcäcs!

Cejbälcac Iíjzgbnc Lxui, ]jbnlrc ac Ãduc Almj!Ju tgbnc cmlracal aj vjracaj!

Luvg c`duçi ectjbal bc plrtc al ecbnjgrl6

- ]j`jbj, vlmæ jstã eji<

Ju drgtjg, tlac ajsmllrajbcac6

- Qñ!

Cg, quj arldc...Ju ajvl tjr drgtcal aj vjracaj... j drgtcal tcbtl, j tíl c`tl, quj cmlrajg

Nç`îbj, quj alrigc `ã al lutrl `cal al Mcscríl!

Suj vjrdlbnc...

C vj`ngbnc hgmlu ijdc prjlmupc6

- Sujrgac, sj vlmæ qugsjr, ju plssl hczjr mlipcbngc pcrc vlmæ jstc blgtj,jstã eji<

Cg... quj vjrdlbnc!

Mli quj mcrc cdlrc ju gc jbmcrcr cquj`c vj`ngbnc<!




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Suj hgcsml quj ju hgz!

Ju tjbtjg mlbsjrtcr cs mlgscs6

- Ju tñ eji! Ju sý fcbtjg ajicgs nlfj, plr gssl ju tgvj ui slbl cdgtcal!_laj gr alrigr, Nç`îbj, tã tual eji!

‐]lbl cdgtcal’<

‐Qã tual eji’<

]jg...

Ics l hctl ç quj ju hgqujg mli tcbtc vjrdlbnc quj hgqujg c`g, trcbmcac bl ecbnjgrl... mli cs iíls ajbtrl ac pgc... ajgxcbal c ãduc jsmlrrjr... gc hgmcrc`g ctç Nç`îbj gr jielrc!

Hgqujg c`g ui eli tjipl...Ctç quj, bl gijbsl sg`æbmgl ac blgtj ” lu icarudcac, ju bíl scegc c quj

nlrcs l rj`ýdgl cbacvc! ” ju bíl luvg icgs bjbnui sli...

]jrã quj, hgbcìjbtj, Nç`îbj hlg sj ajgtcr<

Hjmnjg c tlrbjgrc, prc plajr luvgr ij`nlr...

Bjbnui ecru`nl `ã hlrc!

Cerg eji ajvcdcr, j sg`jbmglscijbtj, c plrtc al ecbnjgrl... jspgjg...

jspgjg... bíl tgbnc bgbduçi c`g hlrc!Ej`jzc! Cdlrc ju plssl scgr al ecbnjgrl trcbqug`c!

]cg...

Ics bíl hug prc igbnc mcic...

Nç`îbj ncvgc ajgxcal uic sçrgj aj `åipcacs cmjscs pj`l Mcscríl!

Qcagbnc ac vj`ngbnc! Ajvgc tã cmncbal quj, sj ajgxcssj ùzjs cmjscs, ju

gc ij sjbtgr ij`nlr j bíl tjr icgs pjscaj`ls cquj`c blgtj!]j j`c sluejssj quj jrc c jsmurgaíl ac Blgtj ij jbvl`vjbal quj ij

cmcìcvc...

Ju bíl gc vl`tcr prc mcic...

Iju sjbsl aj ajvjr hc`lu icgs c`tl...

Ml`lqujg iju slerjtual bjdrl aj mlurl j hug muiprgr mli iju ajvjr!

Ju jrc pcdc ” j iugtl eji pcdc! ” prc zj`cr plr cquj`j Mcscríl... j gssl

gbmùéc bíl ajgxcr cs ùzjs cmjscs qucbal jstcs bíl tcvci sjbal utg`gzcacs plr bgbduçi...



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Hug cpcdcbal cquj`cs ùzjs... putz, Nç`îbj ajgxlu tcbtcs cmjscs quj pcrjmgci ctç uic jstrcagbnc aj píl, bui pcrqugbnl, hjgtc prc ctrcgr pliecs!

C ö`tgic acs ùzjs cmjscs hgmcvc bc blvc dcrcdji, qucsj bl suesl`l alMcscríl! _lgs l Mcscríl plssuéc aucs dcrcdjbs6 c blvc j c cbtgdc, ji quj ju

bubmc jbtrjg...Sucbal ju hug cpcdcr c gùigbcäíl ac dcrcdji blvc... vg quj c `gbac

Ncr`jy aj Ã`jx bíl tcvc `ã...

- Acbal uic vl`tc mlil sjiprj, bíl ç, ilmgbnl<

Suj gbvjfc!

]j ju cgbac tgvjssj c igbnc @ubc... ju tgbnc ilbtcal bj`c j scéal bc ruccdlrc ijsil, prc jspcgrjmjr... prc ij rjmupjrcr... prc sjbtgr l vjbtl ac

icarudcac ij tlmcr mli mcrgbnl... jxctcijbtj l lplstl ac icàgtc ]jrpjbtjErcbmc!

C Ncr`jy aj Ã`jx6 cusjbtj!

Ics quji tcvc c`g, prjsjbtj, ijdc giplbjbtj6 c pgmk-up vjrij`nc j prctcijtã`gmc aj @jg`jbj!

Ju dlstcvc jrc aj iltls... ics mlbvjbncils... Icacij ]lu Drlssc jAcé tgbnc ui jxmj`jbtj dlstl!

Cqug`l bíl jrc ui vjému`l6 jrc uic lerc aj Crtj!_j`c prgijgrc vjz rjsl`vg jspgcr j`c eji aj pjrtl...

Ulacs plsscbtjs, aj drlssl mc`gerj! Sucbal tlqujg bls sjus pbjus, vg qujtgbnc uics gbsmrgäújs... hug `jr6

‐_bjus e`gbacals’

_utz, ju scegc quj iu`njr tgbnc nlrrlr aj ui pbju hurcr j tjr quj trlmcr ” mlbvjbncils, trlmcr pbju hurcal ç ui scml! ” ics tcieçi bíl jrc prc

tcbtl! Mlil @jg`jbj jrc jxcdjrcac, ncncnc!_cssjg ijus ajagbnls, sjbsucìjbtj, pj`c `ctcrgc acquj`c iãqugbc!

J quj iãqugbc! Ctç quj ijus ajagbnls murglsls mcsucìjbtj tlmcrci bcicäcbjtc ac plrtc...

]jrã quj @jg`jbj c ajgxcvc trcbmcac<

Bíl mustc jxpjrgijbtcr, bç< ]j tgvjssj cejrtc, ju acvc uic gblmjbtjjspgcagbnc ajbtrl acquj`c mcegbj aup`c...

_utz, tcvc cejrtc!Cn, `ýdgml quj ju cerg!




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Ics hlg c`dl jstrcbnl... mlil cquj`c plrtc jrc... pjscac! _crjmgc qujtgbnc mlbmrjtl ajbtrl, putz! Lu sjrã quj ju ç quj tcvc iugtl hrcmc, ajplgsacquj`j pjscaj`l nlrrévj`<

_utz drg`c, cquj`c iãqugbc jrc `gbac plr ajbtrl! Agvgbc!

L`nc, bji vlu tjbtcr ajsmrjvjr... plrquj bíl aã!J cmnl quj ctç Nç`îbj ajvj tjr vgbal nlfj acr uic l`ncac bc pgmk-up,

mugacbal aj`c prc @jg`jbj jbqucbtl j`c tcvc vgcfcbal... plgs ju jbmlbtrjg,slerj l ecbml al mcrlbc, l flrbc` quj c vj`ngbnc tgbnc ij ilstrcal pj`cicbní... mli c rjplrtcdji ‐Cùmgbcäújs ji icssc djrci påbgml’ vl`tcac

prc mgic...

Qcagbnc ac vj`ngbnc! Fã tcvc mli cquj`j nãegtl quj cs pjsslcs aj iugtcgacaj tji6 qucbal víl hczjr c`duic mlgsc, jsqujmji aj sl`tcr l quj tíl

mcrrjdcbal; ajplgs, qucbal víl hczjr lutrc mlgsc, jsqujmji l qujmcrrjdcvci bui ùdcr tíl jstrcbnl quj bíl jbmlbtrci ajplgs...

Ics ju tcvc jipl`dcac ajicgs ” mu`tucbal cquj`c iãqugbc agvgbc! ” prcij prjlmupcr mli Nç`îbj cdlrc!

Qcvc ececbal plr cquj`c fýgc ji quctrl rlacs!

J tcvc l`ncbal prc cquj`j pcgbj`, ijdc `gbal, qucbal vg, bl mcbtl gbhjrglrjsqujral al pcrc-ergscs, ui rjdgstrl... ui ajmc`quj... hug `jr6

‐Xjému`l e`gbacal. _jsl lrgdgbc`6 ^ qug`ldrcics. _jsl ac e`gbacdji6 Wqug`ldrcics. _jsl tltc`6 ^ + W’

_utz drg`c!

_lr gssl cquj`c plrtc jrc tíl pjscac!

@jg`jbj tgbnc uic... pgmk-up e`gbacac!

E`gbacac!

Gduc` cls mcrrls quj ls rgmcäls aj Ncppy Ncrelr tgbnci, prc jvgtcrji cmrjsmjbtj jspgrc` aj sjqujstrls al mrgij lrdcbgzcal!

_utz drg`c! _lr gssl j`c calrcvc tcbtl cquj`c pgmk-up!

Jrc l xlaý aj`c!

Ju tcieçi gc calrcr scgr plr cé, ij cvjbturcbal, bcvjdcbal bls lmjcblsal iubal mli iju prýprgl mlurcäcal!

Cmnl quj @jg`jbj j ju çrcils icgs pcrjmgacs, ji c`dubs dlstls, al qujsjqujr ju plajrgc gicdgbcr!

_utz... ajvgc sjr ijsil c`dl icrcvg`nlsl agrgdgr cquj`j plsscbtj!



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Suj sjbscäíl icrcvg`nlsc ajvgc sjr!

Hlg jbtíl quj ju vg c`dl...

Cs mncvjs! Qcvci bc gdbgäíl!

Ics quj ùdcr prc sj ajgxcr cs mncvjs, njgi<!Cn... quj tjbtcäíl...

Jssc pgmk-up tíl `gbac j tíl cecbalbcac cqug, gip`lrcbal plr ui plumlaj mcrgbnl... gip`lrcbal plr hczjr cilr mli l vjbtl ac icarudcac,qujgicbal l cshc`tl ac jstrcac...

Mlil ju plajrgc sjr tíl iã j sjr surac cls cpj`ls acquj`c iãqugbc tíl`gbac6

‐Ij `jvc prc pcssjcr, ij `jvc prc pcssjcr, p`jcsj!’ Bíl! Ju tgbnc ui eli mlrcäíl!

- Xcils jbtíl acr ui pcssjgl, tã eli, bjbçi< Qgc ]j`jbj vcg mugacr ejiaj vlmæ, tj prlijtl! @jg`jbj hlg iã mli vlmæ, cecbalblu vlmæ, ics ju vlutj acr iugtl mcrgbnl, tã eji<!

Cerg c plrtc ac dcrcdji... eji aj icbsgbnl... cerg ls plrtújs j`jtrñbgmlsac mc`äcac... jspgcbal prc tlals ls `cals...

L plrtíl j`jtrñbgml ctç quj hjz ui ecru`ngbnl, ics ju l rjprjjbag6- _sgu! Bcac aj ecru`nl c`dui, vgu<... Jssj sju ecru`nl plaj ctrcpc`ncr c

igbnc elc cäíl6 `jvcr jssc `gbac ýrhí prc pcssjcr mli Qgc ]j`jbj! Bcac aj ecru`nl!

Ajg c pcrtgac!

Suj iösgmc l sli acquj`j iltlr!

Ulliii!

J qucbal ju vg, `ã tcvc ju j cquj`j bjbçi mcrjbtj hczjbal mcrgbnl blcshc`tl ac gijbsc cvjbgac quj ubgc l ]u` j l Blrtj aj Ncppy Ncrelr!

Suj aj`émgc jrc agrgdgr cquj`c lerc aj Crtj, mli c purjzc ac prctc j c hörgcal ruerl scbduj!

Jrc ui purl scbduj, sj`vcdji, mcvc`dcbal vj`lz bcs prcacrgcs al ]u` ajNcppy Ncrelr!

Cerg tltcìjbtj cs fcbj`cs!

Ju qujrgc cquj`j vjbtl icrcvg`nlsl ac icarudcac, gbtjgrgbnl,cmcrgmgcbal ijus mcej`ls, ejgfcbal ijus `ãegls, hczjbal cilr mligdl!




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Cn... mcrc... quj prczjr!

Ju bubmc icgs tgbnc sjbtgal gssl, ajsaj quj @ubc sj hlg!

Mcrc... quj prczjr! Suj aj`émgc!

Ju sjbtgc uic lbac aj rj`cxcijbtl tíl gbtjbsc, pjrmlrrjbal iju mlrpltlagbnl, quj jbhgjg c mcejäc prc hlrc ac mcegbj j ajg iju vj`nl drgtl ajdujrrc!

Zic cbtgdc gbaédjbc, mcvc`dcbal l sju iustcbd sj`vcdji bcs gijbscs jvjrajfcbtjs prcacrgcs!

Suj `gejracaj!

Qual sjrgc pjrhjgtl... ctç quj...

Ju bji tgbnc ij acal mlbtc... ics ju fã tcvc trchjdcbal bcquj`j pjacäl prlgegal ac Flnb Ecptgstj Ulca!

L ilbstrl surdgu eji bc igbnc hrjbtj... l ilbstrl quj ju jvgtjg plrtlals jssjs cbls!

Nlspgtc` ]cgbt _jtjr!

Ju ajscmj`jrjg c pgmk-up, mlbhlrij ij cprlxgicvc... mlil sj tgvjssjmli pcvlr quj cquj`j prçagl, mlip`jtcijbtj cecbalbcal, luvgssj l sli aliltlr j ij jbmlbtrcssj!

Ijus l`nls, plr ui gbstcbtj, l`ncrci prc cquj`c icbmnjtj rjpluscbalslerj l ecbml al mcrlbc ac pgmk-up6 ‐Cùmgbcäújs ji icssc djrci

påbgml’...

Cl `jr cquj`c icbmnjtj... ui mc`lr mlijälu c suegr pj`l iju rlstl...cquj`j mc`lr pjrgdlsl, scej<

Ics hlg qucbal ju tcvc eji ji hrjbtj cls plrtújs al ilbstrl, quj jujvgtjg plr tlals jssjs cbls, quj suegtcijbtj ijus l`nls sj jbmlbtrcrci mli

cquj`j ajmc`quj bl pcrc-ergscs6‐Xjému`l e`gbacal. _jsl lrgdgbc`6 ^ qug`ldrcics. _jsl ac e`gbacdji6 W

qug`ldrcics. _jsl tltc`6 ^ + W’

Ju tcvc ajbtrl aui tcbquj aj dujrrc! _lr quj jbtíl tjr ijal<!

J mlil ui rcgl, ij `jierjg auic mlgsc!

C _l`émgc!

C drjvj als pl`gmgcgs fã tgbnc cmcecal, hczgc iugtl tjipl... ics mlil

j`js rjmjejrci ui cuijbtl sc`crgc` rgaému`l als pl`étgmls, j c lpgbgíl pöe`gmc



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mcgu aj pcu ji mgic aj`js plr mcusc ac drjvj, j`js ncvgci iuacal ajjstrctçdgc...

Hczgci cdlrc cs mncicacs ‐Lpjrcäíl _caríl’.

Xlmæ scej, bç< Qã c`g l pl`gmgc`, mli l prjsubtl eji cls sjus pçs, j j`j

agz eji cssgi6 ‐Csscssgbctl< Clbaj, quj ju bíl tñ vjbal<’ Ju tñ ajbtrl aui tcbquj aj dujrrc... eji bl ijgl auic Lpjrcäíl _caríl

ac _l`émgc!

Zi slrrgsl tlilu mlbtc al iju rlstl qucbal ju ubg jssjs algs hctlrjs clö`tgil hctlr ac jqucäíl6 cquj`js plrtújs vj`nls al ]cgbt _jtjr... mcgbal cls

pjacäls...

Mlil quj jbtlcbal uic cpj`l6

‐_lr hcvlr, bls ajrrueji! Jstcils tíl mcbscals aj hgmcr aj pç!’ Nlfj jrc c igbnc blgtj aj sjr Icarj ]j`jbj aj Mc`mutã! Bíl ncvgc

bjbnui plerj aj Ajus quj ij gip`lrcssj c`dl j ju bíl `nj mlbmjajssj!

Sucbtc ejbjvl`æbmgc buic blgtj sý!

Ju sjrgc mcblbgzcac ji erjvj6

]cbtc ]j`jbj aj Mc`mutã, rldcg plr býs!

J hlg mli c igbnc curçl`c scbtghgmcac ” ji mncics slerj igbnc mcejäc! ” quj ju icblerjg c pgmk-up!

Ijus l`nls hcgsmcrci qucbal cquj`js plrtújs sj vgrci rjh`jtgals bcsigbncs pupg`cs!

Fldujg cquj`j tcbquj aj dujrrc mli tual prc mgic acs iurc`ncs alicàgtl mcstj`l al Ar. Fjky`` j Ir. Nyaj! Zi mlvg` iugtl icgs mruj` quj lmcstj`l al Ar. Xgmtlr Hrcbkjbstjgb!

C hlric mlil cquj`js plrtújs mcrmligals ajscecrci hlg... plçtgmc!

@érgmc!Fcicgs jsqujmjrjg cquj`j sli iusgmc` aj`js sjbal jxtjrigbcals pj`ls

pcrc-mnlqujs e`gbacal al iju tcbquj aj dujrrc!

Ju< Qcvc uic hjrc!

Ijdc algalbc!

Ajsmg ac mcegbj, sjdurcbal cquj`j flrbc`, jbrl`cal mlil uic jspcac, jhug agrjtl prc sl`jgrc al mcstj`l al Ar. Fjky``!

Mli igbnc jspcac aj mjù`lsj bc iíl, mlijmjg c dl`pjcr cs plrtcsacquj`j mcstj`l, iugtl pglr al quj l al Mlbaj, bcrrcal plr Erci ]tlkjr!




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Mlbhlrij ectgc c bltémgc ‐Cùmgbcäújs ji icssc djrci påbgml’ mlbtrccquj`cs plrtcs cicàgälcacs, ju drgtcvc, mli tlac c hlräc als ijus puìújs6

- ]jus hg`nls ac putc! Ju bubmc tgvj `lumc! Xlmæs quj jrci iugtl eurrls,sjus cbgicgs jstöpgals j mjdls! Xlmæs ç quj jrci ls mjdls ajhlricals j

agzgci quj ju, plr tjr l`nls j vjr, ç quj jrc mlbsgajrcac c ajhlrigacaj<!Qliji, sjus ajsdrcäcals! ]jus hg`nls ac putc! Jbhgji bl mu aj vlmæs sjusicàgtls nc`lpjrgal`, gigprcigbc j tlac jssc suc ijrac hcricmæutgmc!Qliji, tliji!

Ju ectgc cquj`j flrbc` mli hörgc mlbtrc cquj`cs plrtcs!

Ics bíl tcvc sjbal l ecstcbtj!

J`js mlbtgbucvci surals `ã ajbtrl!

Ju prjmgscvc, auic vjz plr tlacs, hczjr mli quj j`js ij jsmutcssji!Aj uic vjz plr tlacs!

Mcigbnjg ctç ls plrtújs ajstruéals, pjdujg c ij`nlr ecrrc aj hjrrl quj jujbmlbtrjg bcquj`cs hjrrcdjbs j hug agrjtl prcs vgarcäcs crrldcbtjs acquj`cs

plrtcs cicàgälcacs!

Xgarls lrdu`nlsls! ]j icbtgbnci cgbac aj pç, icbtjbal l iubal ajhlrc sji scejr als nlrrlrjs quj vlmæs jsmlbagci cé ajbtrl!

_lgs ju vlu ajstrläcr l sju lrdu`nl j crrldåbmgc! Bui dl`pj hurglsl, jbqucbtl ju vgrcvc iju rlstl prc ij prltjdjr,

ig`nújs aj mcmls aj vgarl ajscecvci, vjbmgals, plr slerj c mlurcäc al ijuslerjtual bjdrl aj mlurl!

C ciczlbc j suc cricaurc, ctcmcbal l ilbstrl mli suc jspcac!

Cs dltcs aj scbduj ac nlrrévj` ejstc-hjrc ” trcbsiutcacs mlil mcmls ajvgarl ” sc`pgmcvci plr slerj igbnc cricaurc!

Ju crrjejbtjg mcac ãtlil ac crrldåbmgc als vgarls quj icbtgbnci tlaccquj`c lprjssíl cprgsglbcac j cechcac bl gbtjrglr al mcstj`l al Ar. Fjky`` jIr. Nyaj!

J ejrrjg, mli tlac c hlräc quj ls puìújs ji hörgc aj uic dcrltc aj :?kd j 3,::i plajrgci tjr6

- Ju slu uic içagui, uic ngpjrsjbsévj`, sjus giejmgs! ]jiprj hug!Mciecac aj mcbc`ncs mjdls, quj sý qujrgci ajhjbajr sju dlral sc`ãrgl j lstctus quj sjus icàgtls agp`lics aj ‐alutlr’ `njs acvc! _lrquj jbtjbajr ajvjracaj ls igstçrgls al psgqugsil nuicbl, qucbal c Bcturjzc hldj acqug`lquj vlmæs agzji quj QJI SZJ sjr c vjracaj, vlmæs bíl cmjgtci! Xlmæs,mli sjus agp`lics aj ijrac j sucs mjrtjzcs jstöpgacs, sjiprj QJI SZJ



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scejr icgs al quj c prýprgc Bcturjzc j l Klsils, bç<! J c pcrtgr acé sýhlaji mli sjus pcmgjbtjs! Icàgtls ictjrgc`gstcs ajsdrcäcals! Ju sjiprjhug uic içagui! Iç-ag-ui, luvgrci eji, sjus cbc`hcejtls ajsdrcäcals!<

Ics cgbac ju bíl tcvc sctgshjgtc!

Cgbac ncvgci iugtls drgtls aj lprgigals, prjsls `ã ajbtrl!]ý cquj`j pjqujbl víl cejrtl bc plrtc bíl sjrgc l suhgmgjbtj prc ajgxcr

quj tlals j`js hlssji `gejrtcals! J`js prjmgscvci aj icgs jspcäl prc plajrhudgr j sjrji `gvrjs aj uic vjz plr tlacs!

_jqujg c ecrrc aj hjrrl j ajstrlbjg c giplbæbmgc lrdu`nlsc als vgarls acs fcbj`cs, ejrrcbal6

- Ar. Flnb! Xlmæ j sju icàgtl pæbgs, sju dgdl`ñ ajsdrcäcal, mnjhj ajstj

putjgrl! Ij luäc cqug! Fustgäc hlg hjgtc6 cejbälcac sjfc c mcajgrc aj rlacsquj tj ajgxlu erlmnc prl rjstl ac suc vgac! Xlmæ bubmc icgs vcg mlijtjrceusl aj plajr mlbtrc bgbduçi, prltjdgal plr sju cicàgälcal fc`jml ercbmlj pj`l sju agp`lic aj ijrac, quj sustjbtcvci cquj`c suc plsj aj sjigajusslerj c Qjrrc! Xlmæ j sjus drcbajs ‐alutlrjs’ síl ui bcac! Zi bcac! Nlfjvlmæ bíl pcssc aui vj`nl erlmnc, quj ic` plaj sj ijxjr bcquj`c mcajgrc!Zi bcac!

Hlg jxctcijbtj bjssc nlrc quj ju mnlrjg... j ju mnlrjg al icgs purl jgbtjbsl ýagl!

J mli cquj`c ecrrc aj hjrrl bcs iíls, mlbtgbujg c ajstrläcr cs fcbj`cs!

Sucbal ajpus c crrldåbmgc als vgarls, mnjdlu c nlrc aj ajrruecr ls sjustrlbls6 crrcbqujg tlac c cricäíl jbhjrrufcac als mcgxg`nls mli c ecrrc, mlilsj hlssj ui pç aj mcerc!

Hlg jbtíl quj l iju jxçrmgtl gbvcagu c ]jaj al _lajr acquj`c hlrtc`jzcgbhjrbc`, tlicbal c Ecstg`nc!

Hlg l icrml ngstýrgml ac Ujvlùäíl aj ]j`jbj ]tjrb, quj ajvjrgc sjr

`jiercac ctç mli ui mc`jbaãrgl blvl6 eruiãrgl j plr cé vcg!J, bcquj`j ilijbtl ngstýrgml, ju ajgxjg prc tlal l sjiprj igbncs

pc`cvrcs, aj iju Agsmursl ac Xgtýrgc, mrcvcacs c hjrrl j hldl bls c`gmjrmjs acEcstg`nc, qucbal jbhgjg igbnc mcejäc j ijtcaj al iju mlrpl `ã prc ajbtrl,

plr jbtrj l víl, j prlm`cijg mli tlac c hlräc6

- Luäc eji, Ar. Flnb M. Tctslb, ý ‐plajrlsl mnjhj’ agrjtlr ajstjnlspgtc`! Xlmæ ç ui bcac! Zi scml aj ijrac! Ju vjbmg vlmæ! _lrquj juslerjvgvg c vlmæ! Ju tñ cqug gbtjgrc, j vlmæ cdlrc ilstrc prc tlal iubal l

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_j`c prgijgrc vjz, bc igbnc vgac, ju bíl ij sjbtg l quj j`js agzgci qujju jrc6 uic aljbtj ijbtc`, uic pjrturecac, uic cblric`gacaj ac bcturjzc,uic cejrrcäíl!

Hlg ui ilijbtl iãdgml!

Ju ij sjbtg djbtj, aj vjracaj, pj`c prgijgrc vjz!

Zi sjr nuicbl! Mli l Agrjgtl aj Jxgstgr!

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prlhubal j trgstj, j pjrdubtlu6- _lr quj agz quj ju jstlu ijbtgbal<

Ju hc`jg crag`lsc, rãpgac j ilrtc` mlil uic CK 14 ©, tjbtcbal icgs uicvjz hlräcr j`j c rjvj`cr c`dl aj vjracaj slerj cquj`js rjtrctls6

- Eli, l`nc sý l fjgtl quj vlmæ icbtçi jsscs pgbturcs6 bui c`tcr! J l`ncsý l fjgtl mli quj vlmæ cs icbtçi pjrhuicacs j jbhjgtcacs mli h`lrjs! ]jvlmæ bíl sjbtgssj bcac plr jsscs iu`njrjs fcicgs hcrgc gssl! Fã tgbnc fldcalgssl ctç bl `gxl!

- Ju bíl agssj quj bíl sjbtgc bcac plr j`cs...



C. Icyjr

==8

Njg! Cdlrc gssl tã hgmcbal ijdc gbtjrjsscbtj! J`j hc`lu cdlrc mlil sjcquj`cs iu`njrjs acs pgbturcs tgvjssji jxgstgal aj vjracaj!< J hc`lu slerj‐sjbtgr c`dl plr j`cs’!< Nui... tcils mnjdcbal c c`dui ùdcr!

_rjmgsl acr sý icgs uic jipurrcagbnc... prc vjr ctç lbaj ls trg`nls ac

Icrgc Huicäc víl mnjdcr6- Jbtíl<

J`j ij rjsplbaju... mli c vlz ijdc sjmc6

- Ju cpjbcs agssj quj ju slu sý ui slerjvgvjbtj j quj bubmc cijgbgbduçi.

- Mlbvjrsc, Ã`jx!

- Mlbvjrsc<

- M`crl! Ç `ýdgml quj vlmæ cs cicvc!

J`j aju ui slrrgsl iugtl tæbuj... j ij agssj6

- ]j ç tíl `ýdgml, jbtíl plrquj vlmæ ij pjrdubtlu<

- ]jg `ã! Ju pjrdubtjg plrquj... sjg `ã!

- Xlmæ pjrdubtlu plrquj jstã qujrjbal ij slbacr, bíl ç< ]j gbtrlijtjrlbaj bíl hlg mncicac, bíl ç< ]cejr l quj ju ducral ajecgxl al iju

slerjtual, bíl ç<J ij agssj gssl cplbtcbal prl prýprgl pjgtl!

Ju rjcdg6

- Njg, bíl! Ju pjrdubtjg sý plr pjrdubtcr...

J`j mlbtgbucvc slrrgbal... cmnl quj tcvc ajelmncbal aj igi6

- _cssci-sj ls sçmu`ls, pcssci-sj cs jrcs... j cs acics sjiprj pjricbjmji gducgs...

- Mlil cssgi<

- Xlmæ plaj hgmcr c blgtj tlac cqug, ]j`jbj, agsmutgbal gssl mligdl... plrquj vlmæ sý vcg ajsmcbscr qucbal ju `nj ajr c rjsplstc quj `nj cdrcacr...

- L quj vlmæ qujr agzjr mli gssl<

Ã`jx aju ui suspgrl quj mnjdlu c cergr cs bcrgbcs aj`j...

Cmnl quj j`j tcvc mlijäcbal c pjrajr c pcmgæbmgc6

- Jsmutj, ]j`jbj, vlmæ jstã agsplstc c hgmcr agsmutgbal mligdl c blgtjgbtjgrc slerj gssl j ju sjg l plrquæ... jbtíl bíl tjbtj ij jbrl`cr...




==4

- Jbrl`cr< L quj vlmæ tã gbsgbucbal<

- Bcac...

- Bíl! Bíl ç ‐bcac’, vlmæ tã gbsgbucbal c`duic mlgsc! L quj ç<

J`j rjsiubdlu c`dl ji vlz ecgxc j ju luvg.J`j rjsiubdlu jxctcijbtj gssl6

‐ _lr quj ju cgbac jstlu acbal trj`c prc jssc pgrrc`ngbnc<’

Ju bíl dlstjg bcagbnc aj luvgr cqug`l! Bcagbnc ijsil!

Hug ju cdlrc quj hc`jg ijdc grrgtcac6

- Qã! Xlmæ bíl tã c hgi aj hc`cr mligdl, bç<

- Bíl jssj cssubtl...- Qã! Bíl sjg plrquj jssj cssubtl tj ajgxc tíl gbsjdurl...

- Gbsjdurl<

- Ç, pjbsjg quj vlmæ hlssj icgs mlrcflsl, sjg `ã...

_utz... quj icbmcac...

Ju hug `lbdj ajicgs, scej< @lbdj ajicgs ijsil!

Mutuqujg c lbäc mli vcrc murtc... j quj vcrc pjqujbc prc lbäc tíldrcbaj!

_utz drg`c, cdlrc ju rjcìjbtj grrgtjg j`j6

- Jsmutj cqug, durgc! Xlmæ bíl pcssc aj uic pgrrc`nc aj ajzjblvj cbls!Xlmæ bíl scej bcac aj bcac! ]j fu`dc tíl jspjrtc, cmnc quj plaj ajmghrcrc`duçi quj vgu c prýprgc Ngstýrgc bcsmjr, quj tjvj c hj`gmgacaj pjragac aj vjrj mlbvgvju mli ]jrjs quj ls l`nls nuicbls sjiprj gbvjfcrgci<! Xlmæ çgbmcpcz aj jbtjbajr l quj ju sgbtl! Xlmæ bji vcg qujrjr scejr c rjsplstc quj

tcbtl qujr!Ju hgqujg ijdc jspcbtcac mli c rjcäíl aj`j6 ijdc cdrjssgvc auic nlrc

prc lutrc!

Bíl sjg mlil ju mlbsjdug hczjr gssl, ics ju hgz6

Ju mruzjg ijus ercäls, jrdug igbnc mcejäc j jbmcrjg cquj`j mcrgbnc mliqucsj ijgl ijtrl c icgs aj c`turc al quj ju!

J drgtjg hgrij prc j`j, hgbdgbal tã jqug`gercac j sjbnlrc aj igi,

jsmlbajbal c igbnc vlbtcaj aj mnlrcr cl luvgr j`j tíl cdrjssgvl6- Sujrl! Sujrl scejr c rjsplstc!



C. Icyjr

==>

Sucbal ju agssj gssl... _utz!

Ã`jx mjrrlu l pubnl jsqujral ” quj mlijälu c pjdcr Hldl j aj`j scgruics mngspcs mlil sj tgvjssj sjdurcbal uic tlicac j`çtrgmc acbal murtl-mgrmugtl! ” j buic vj`lmgacaj jblrij j`j suegu cquj`j pubnl j ajsmju mli

tual slerj uic jstcbtj!C hlräc al dl`pj hlg tc` quj jshcmj`lu l iývj`, hczjbal ui ecru`níl

gduc` cl aui Qrlvíl hurglsl!

L iývj` hgmlu ji pjacäls!

Sucsj vgrlu... pý!

J j`j ilstrlu ls ajbtjs mcbgbls prc igi, mli ls l`nls ajgxcbal aj sjrvjrajs ” hgmcbal vjrij`nls mlil ercscs mrjpgtcbal! ” j drgtlu6

- Ijraj, jssc ç c suc rjsplstc! Ju slu sý ui pjacäl al quj ju hug! J l pjacäl quj slerlu hgmlu jbhurjmgal! Ju slu gbmcpcz aj cicr! Ju bíl cilbcac bji bgbduçi, hgmc eji `lbdj aj igi!

Ju bíl cmrjagtl quj ju cgbac pjricbjmg hgrij, eji c`g!

Ju bíl mjag ui mjbtéijtrl... mlil plaj<!

Icgs al quj gssl6 ju auj`jg mli j`j!

Auj`jg!

Ju, cquj`c cbízgbnc, agspcrjg mli tual mlil uic xjrghj bui wjstjrb6

- Lk! Lk! Jbtíl fldc ui Qrlvíl ji mgic aj igi j cmcec mligdl sjvlmæ qujr sj `gvrcr aj igi! Xcg! Ç iugtl hãmg` cmcecr mli uic mnctc mlilju, jssc pgrrc`nc cqug, icdrgbnc j ecgxgbnc! Xcg! Xcg auic vjz!

Ju tcvc jbmcrcbal j`j sji ilvjr ui öbgml iösmu`l al iju mlrpl tlal!

Bíl sjg aj lbaj ju tgrjg cquj`c hrgjzc j mlrcdji tlac!

Ju... bíl pcrjmgc ju!J sjg `ã l quj nluvj... plgs mlil Ã`jx vgu quj ju bíl tgvj bjbnui ijal

aj`j, j`j sgip`jsijbtj hjz uic mcrc aj jspcbtl!

]jus l`nls, qucsj gijagctcijbtj, mlijäcrci c hgmcr vjrajs aj blvl!

Ã`jx mlijälu c rjspgrcr prlhubacijbtj.

Qcvc ijdc lhjdcbtj!

J`j ml`lmlu cs aucs iíls bc mcejäc, slerj ls mcej`ls, mlil quj

cssustcal mlbsgdl ijsil, j ij agssj6




==7

- Ij pjralj... ij pjralj, ]j`jbj... sjr ui Lrgxã _jsslc` quj pjraju cDrcbaj Mlbjxíl quj fã tjvj ij hjz gbstãvj` jilmglbcìjbtj...

J`j ic` tjrigblu aj agzjr gssl j ju bji puaj cmlipcbncr j`j mli lsl`nls agrjgtl, plgs fã tcvc bc plrtc aj scéac al Mcscríl!

Sucsj quj gbstcbtcbjcijbtj ectju c plrtc j suigu bc jsmurgaíl acicarudcac...

Ji c`dubs gbstcbtjs Nç`îbj ncvgc ajsmgal cs jsmcacs, aj rlupíl, mlimcrc aj slbl j sustl cl ijsil tjipl6

- Ln, ]j`jbj, l quj cmlbtjmju< Ju luvg ui jstrlbal, l quj nluvj<

Bjssj ilijbtl ju pjrag mlip`jtcijbtj c igbnc plsj aj ‐sjbnlrc ajigi’... plrquj cs igbncs pjrbcs trjigci icgs quj mcmnlrrl bl gbvjrbl6

musml `lbdj ac `crjgrc!J`cs tcvci trjijbal tcbtl quj, sj ju hgmcssj aj pç, gc pcrjmjr icgs uic

vcrc vjraj ec`cbäcbal bc vjbtcbgc al quj lutrc mlgsc!

_utz, tji nlrcs quj l ]gstjic Bjrvlsl ]gipãtgml j tíl cbtgpãtgml... cdjbtj sgip`jsijbtj bíl mlbsjduj mlbtrl`cr j`j!

Jbtíl, prc agshcräcr iju trjilr prc Nç`îbj, ju sjbtjg bl slhã.

Nç`îbj l`nlu prc jstcbtj vgrcac ji pý j jxm`cilu6

- ]jbnlr Ajus, l Iö`tgp`l! Hlg Ã`jx quji hjz gssl<! _lr quæ<Ju tjbtjg slrrgr, prc agshcräcr iju bjrvlsgsil, ics cmnl quj hgz hlg uic

mcrjtc nlrrlrlsc6

- Cmnl quj j`j sj grrgtlu mli c`dl, bíl sjg mli l quæ... cmnl quj c`dubsLrgxãs síl ijgl gbstãvjgs jilmglbcìjbtj, scej<

Ju ç quj bíl gc agzjr prc Nç`îbj quj ju mncijg Ã`jx aj mlvcraj! Mcpcz!Qgrjg l iju ac rjtc, rcpgagbnc!

Ics... bl hgbc` acs mlbtcs...Suj arldc!

Ã`jx jrc c ‐ pjsslc’ icgs pjrhjgtc quj ju fã ncvgc mlbnjmgal!

J`j jrc gbtj`gdjbtj, jrc mlrcflsl, jrc `gbal, jrc mu`tl, jrc hlrtj, jrc blerj,jrc uic Agvgbacaj! ” tã, ju sjg, ‐ sý uic Agvgbacaj Ijblr’, ics jrc uicAgvgbacaj!

Ics cl ijsil tjipl... Ã`jx jrc tíl mlip`gmcal!

J`j jrc iugtl, ics iugtl mlip`gmcal ijsil!



C. Icyjr

=1?

Ju bíl mlbsjdugc jbtjbajr j`j!

Qã... tã mjrtl, ju ctç cssuil quj ju tcieçi jrc ui pluqugbnlmlip`gmcagbnc... ics bíl tíl mlip`gmcac cssgi, vgu! Lu sjrã quj ju jrc<

Ics, putz... sjrã quj bl ijgl ajssc mlip`gmcäíl tlac6 j`j mlip`gmcal, ju

mlip`gmcac... sjrã quj...Crhhh... ajgxc prc `ã!

Chgbc`, vlmæ fã jbtjbaju ijsil clbaj ju qujrgc mnjdcr...

Nç`îbj ij vgu trjijbal... hlils prc mlzgbnc j býs aucs tlicils uials sjus mnãs jspjmgcgs...

Qcvc tual mcìl cdlrc...

Hlils, hgbcìjbtj, gr alrigr...Ju< Ajilrjg iugtl prc pjdcr bl slbl!

Bíl scegc l quj tcvc ij mlbsuigbal icgs6 sj l jspcbtl aj vjr Ã`jxtlrrcr cquj`c jstcbtj gbtjgrc bc igbnc hrjbtj... lu sj l rjilrsl pj`cs mlgscsquj ju `nj agssj...

_utz drg`c6 ju mncijg cquj`c Agvgbacaj, cquj`j Njrýg aj Dujrrc, cquj`jmcrc quj mcäcvc mrgcturcs nlrrévjgs acs Qrjvcs, mlil c Mlgsc, Ir. Mcputl jtual l icgs ” prc prltjdjr c tlals býs! ” aj mlvcraj!

Cicbnjmju.

J qucbal `jvcbtcils, uic surprjsc6

C jstcbtj, ajstruéac ji pjacäls j pý, tcvc pjrhjgtcijbtj mlbsjrtcac!

Mlil sj bcac bubmc tgvjssj cmlbtjmgal!

Mlbsjrtcac, jxctcijbtj mlil l rjtrlvgslr ac Ncr`jy ” quj uic mjrtcalbzj`c ï ejgrc aui ctcquj aj bjrvls ncvgc qujercal...

Mlbsjrtcac, mlil l slerjtual aj mlurl aj`j, quj hlg tlal `jbncal blmlbhrlbtl mli Ir. Mcputl!

J bíl jrc sý gssl...

Qgbnc ui pjacmgbnl aj pcpj` ji mgic ac jstcbtj!

Bj`j tcvc jsmrgtl ” mli uic mc`gdrchgc `gbac, acquj`cs ijdc ajsjbncacsquj sý ls cbtgdls tcej`gíjs aj mcrtýrgl jrci mcpczjs aj hczjr, scej< ” csjdugbtj ijbscdji6

‐]j`jbj,




=13

ij pjralj pj`cs trlvlcacs ajstc icarudcac

Ã`jx’

Ic` cmrjagtjg...J`j sj crrjpjbaju ijsil!

_jagu ajsmu`pcs nuigàjijbtj, mli tltc` sgbmjrgacaj!

Ju< Qcieçi ij crrjpjbag, j iugtl...

Bubmc ajvgc tjr agtl cquj`cs pc`cvrcs nlrrévjgs prc j`j... bji tjr hlräcalj`j c hc`cr slerj mlgscs quj j`j bíl qujrgc... ics vlmæ cmnc quj ju gc acr l

ercäl c tlrmjr j pjagr ajsmu`pcs<

Xcg slbncbal...

Qcvc l`ncbal cquj`j pcpj`zgbnl...

Ic` cmrjagtjg quj ju, cquj`c iu`njrzgbnc, cquj`c mlgsgbnc igbösmu`c,gbsgdbghgmcbtj, tgbnc ‐vjbmgal’ cquj`j tjbsl auj`l<!

]jg `ã l plrquæ... ics fustl bjssc nlrc hlg quj ij `jierjg auic ngstýrgcquj Ucmnj` ij mlbtcvc, qucbal ju jrc iugtl pjqujbc... mlil ç quj ju cgbac`jiercvc agssl<

_utz, quj ijiýrgc aj j`jhcbtj!Qã6 j`jhcbtj cblrçxgml, rjmlbnjäl... mli sjus :? kd... ics cgbac cssgi

mli uic ijiýrgc!

L Igtl jrc icgs lu ijbls cssgi, `ã vcg6

‐Nã iugtl tjipl, uic iläc agzgc quj jrc ijdc nuigàj j sj lrdu`ncvcaj suc nuigàcaj bc hrjbtj als lutrls, ics bc rjc` j`c qujrgc ç sj acr eji.

J ijdc eji!L blij ajssc iläc< Lxui!

Zi agc agssjrci prc j`c quj sj hgzjssj uic jspjméhgmc Lhjrjbac j `jvcssjbc Mcsc aj Lxc`ã, j`c hgbcìjbtj gc sj acr eji!

Suj snlw! Jrc c drcbaj mncbmj aj`c pjagr tlals ls hcvlrjs quj qujrgc, prl prýprgl Lxc`ã ji pjsslc, bc Mcsc Aj`j, j tgrcr l pç ac scrfjtc!

]ý quj j`c hlg `ã, jbtrjdlu c Lhjrjbac, ics bíl mlbsjdugu jbtrcr bc

Mcsc aj Lxc`ã... J`c hgmlu ijdc gbagdbcac!



C. Icyjr

=15

Hgmlu jbtíl eji bc hrjbtj al plrtíl ac Mcsc aj Lxc`ã j mlijälu c hc`cric` al vj`nl prc tlal l iubal quj pcsscvc bc ruc!

Agzgc, c tlals quj pcsscvci, quj l vj`nl Lxc`ã jrc ui jdléstc, jrc icu,jrc slvgbc, píl-aurl, j quj c prlvc vgvc agssl ç quj j`j bubmc grgc acr bcac

prc j`c! Agzgc quj j`j vgvgc bc hcrturc j j`c, bc igsçrgc!

J c `ébduc aj Lxui bíl pcrcvc aj sl`tcr vjbjbl mlbtrc Lxc`ã!

C suc `ébduc jsmcbac g̀zlu c mgacaj gbtjgrc!

Hc`cvc tcbtl, tcbtl, j tíl ic` aj Lxc`ã, j aui fjgtl tíl mlbvgbmjbtj, qujtlals mlijäcrci c cmrjagtcr bl quj j`c hc`cvc al vj`nl!

Jbtíl, cigdls aj Lxc`ã mnjdcrci aj mcbtgbnl prc j`j j `nj agssjrci6

- L`nc, Lxc`ã, ç ij`nlr vlmæ acr ïquj`c iläc tual l quj j`c qujr, cbtjsquj j`c tj ajsilrc`gzj aui fjgtl tc`, pjrcbtj c lpgbgíl pöe`gmc, quj ajplgsbíl vcg tjr icgs vl`tc...

Jrc l öbgml fjgtl aj hczjr Lxui pcrcr mli suc mcipcbnc aghcictýrgc!

Qcbtl sjus mlipcbnjgrls `nj cvgscrci quj Lxc`ã vgu ijsil quj bíltgbnc fjgtl... icbalu mncicr Lxui j aju prc j`c tual l quj j`c qujrgc!

Hlg cssgi quj c iläc Lxui ajgxlu aj sjr iläc plerj j, mli ls

prjsjbtjs aj Lxc`ã, sj tlrblu iläc rgmc, mlil bjbnuic lutrc iläc bubmc slbnlu!’

]jrã quj quc`qujr sjij`ncbäc jbtrj c `ébduc ajssc iläc Lxui, bjstj prlhubal Igtl ” prlhubal plrquj, cl l`ncr als Gbgmgcals, jbsgbc c icbgpu`crjbjrdgcs icdéstgmcs aj jspjméhgmcs Lhjrjbacs prlpgmgctýrgcs ig`jbcrjs... icsquj tcieçi jbsgbc quj sj ajvj tjr iugtc dcrrc j hgrijzc prc sj letjr l qujvlmæ ajsjfc bc Mcsc aj Lxc`ã! ” j c igbnc `ébduc, tgbnci c`duicsjij`ncbäc<

Mcpcz...Suc`qujr sjij`ncbäc tji quj ” j ju agdl quj QJI SZJ, lrcs! ” tji

quj sjr cpjbcs uic ijrc mlgbmgaæbmgc...

Qual ijrcijbtj cmcsl...

Mlbmùsíl6 vlmæ plaj sjr drcbaj... vlmæ plaj sjr gbmrgvjìjbtj hlrtj...vlmæ plaj sjr uic Agvgbacaj, ui `gbal Lrgxã gbmrgvjìjbtj rjspjgtcal...ics ijsil cssgi, bubmc, bubmc ijsil auvgaj ac hlräc aj uiciu`njrzgbnc!




=1=

_lstcdji 58. Jxmc`geur

(Jxmc` geur , 37>3, GBD/JZC)

Ajvgci sjr uics ajzjssjtj nlrcs, qucbal luvg c mcipcgbnc tlmcr.

Ics ju tcvc tíl agstcbtj ac plrtc, Mcscríl cajbtrl, quj mustjg c mnjdcr `ã prc ctjbajr.

Mcipcgbnc tlmcbal... blric`... ajvgc sjr uics acquj`cs pjsslcs prlmurcbal plr Nç`îbj6 ajsaj cbtgdls cùbls sjus ctç pjsslcs quj j`c ic`mlbnjmgc ics quj sj jbmcbtcvci mli cquj`j sju fjgtgbnl öbgml... c vj`ngbncjrc ijdc mctgvcbtj ijsil!

Ilrcr fubtl mli uic vj`ngbnc plp stcr ç tjr sjiprj quj ctjbajr uicmcipcgbnc iugtl gbsgstjbtj...

Sucbal ju mnjdujg pjrtl ac plrtc, j`c fã tcvc cejrtc... Nç`îbj fã ajvgc tã`ã bl mcigbnl aj ecsc`tls al fcragi...

Hug jbtíl hczjr igbncs mlgscs bc mlzgbnc, c`g pjrtl ac jbtrcac...

Sucbal Nç`îbj jbtrlu bc sc`c al Mcscríl, j ju c luvg agzjbal ‐_lr hcvlr, cducraj cpjbcs c`dubs gbstcbtjs quj ju `nj cbubmgcrjg pcrc Ã`jx, jstãeji<’, hlg quj ij jspcbtjg!

Zç<! Suj jstrcbnl ijsil!

Chgbc`, bíl jrc ui mlstuij trcagmglbc` vjr-sj c`duic mligtgvcagp`liãtgmc, lrgubac acs bcäújs vcssc`cs plr tlal l d`lel al plajrlslGipçrgl Ergtåbgml aj ]uc Icfjstcaj c Ucgbnc Xgtýrgc vgr ctç c`g, lhjrjmjrlurl, igrrc lu gbmjbsl cls pçs aj ]gr C`jxgicbajr!

]crmcsil... bnci, bnci, quj dlstgbnl eli!

Ics, chgbc`, quji agcels vgrgc vgsgtcr Ã`jx, fustl bl sju Mcscríl<

Hlg jbtíl quj vg Ã`jx pcsscr pj`l mlrrjalr.

Cn, ju bíl cdujbtjg!

Hug ctç c plrtc ac mlzgbnc... ij jsdujgrjg ui pluml pj`l mlrrjalr, ctç vjrc sc`c...

Chgbc`, jrc sý uic jspgcagbnc gblmjbtj!

Hlg qucbal ju vg ui mcrgbnc c`tl6 ajvgc tjr ubs 3,>: i aj c`turc... vjstgcui `lbdl slerjtual vjrij`nl... plr ecgxl6 ui tjrbl iugtl j`jdcbtj, qujajvgc sjr ijdc mcrl!



C. Icyjr

=11

L mcrgbnc jrc bjdrl, mli l`nls prjtls ijdc jxprjssgvls, tíl vgvls! ]jumcej`l jrc mlrtcal murtl. ]jus lierls jrci `crdls j j`j pcrjmgc tã ejiscrcaíl...

Qã eli, tã eli, arldc! L mcrgbnc jrc ijdc ctrcjbtj, mlbhjssl!

J qujr scejr icgs<J`j calrbcvc sju pjsmläl, plr slerj sju tjrbl, mli uic... dugc!

Ics uic dugc quj ju bubmc tgbnc vgstl cbtjs bc igbnc vgac, bji qucbaljrc mrgcbäc ” bc tjrrjgrc aj Ucmnj` ” bji cdlrc, bcquj`c ilbtcbnc aj `gvrlsquj ju ajvlrcvc slerj ls Ajusjs j Ajuscs ac Iíj Ãhrgmc j ac Iíj Ciçrgmc!

Sucbal j`j j Ã`jx sj vgrci... ciels, sgiu`tcbjcijbtj, hgzjrci ui prllutrl uic jspçmgj aj... cbtgdc scuacäíl ig`gtcr<!

Njg, njg! L quj tcvc rl`cbal c`g< _lrquj cquj`j tgpl aj scuacäíl< Jububmc vg Ã`jx scuacr bgbduçi acquj`j fjgtl!

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Jrduju ls ercäls ï suc hrjbtj j jbtrjdlu c Ã`jx cquj`j pcmltj igstjrglsl,jbqucbtl agzgc jxctcijbtj jsscs pc`cvrcs6

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mncicbal plr j`c, J`c jstã,

jielrc j`c cgbac luäc J`c iugtl pluml,

ju c trluxj aj vl`tc ï ]uc Mcsc!

_lgs, pjragac aj ]uc Mcsc, ui agc j`c hlg!

J Cdlrc, m`cicbal pcrc trczjr aj vl`tc Cbtgdls Albs, J`c jstã!

_lr gssl, hgbcìjbtj, J`c Cdlrc ajsjfc rjtlrbcr ï ]uc Mcsc!

_utz, quj pc`cvrcs... igstjrglscs! J agtcs acquj`c hlric mlil l mcrgbnchjz, pcrjmgc ctç uic... rjzc<! Zi icbtrc<!

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ji rjvjræbmgc, j mli sjus ercäls ï hrjbtj, cquj`j jieru`nl!




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Sucbal Ã`jx sjdurlu l jieru`nl, pjrmjeg quj ciels slrrgci ijdcsctgshjgtls... hlg cé quj ciels, iugtl agsmrjtcijbtj... vl`tcrci sju l`ncrjxctcijbtj prl mcbtgbnl al mlrrjalr ji quj ju tcvc!

Cg quj vjrdlbnc!

]jrã quj ij vgrci<Ju bji tgvj tjipl aj ij ijxjr, plgs l mcrgbnc hjz cquj`c gbmliui

scuacäíl ig`gtcr c Ã`jx j sj vgrlu ji agrjäíl ï plrtc aj scéac.

Ics qucbal j`j sj vgrlu...

L sju rãpgal ilvgijbtl hjz mli quj c pcrtj gbhjrglr aj sju `lbdlslerjtual vjrij`nl ilstrcssj c`dl quj cbtjs tcvc lmu`tl...

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mgbturíl, uic ecgbnc jblrij... lbaj rjpluscvc uic... jspcac!_utz drg`c!

Suji cbacrgc mli uic jspcac plr cé, bc mgbturc, plr Ncppy Ncrelr<

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Ics rjmçi jrci ajzjssjtj nlrcs!

Cgbac hc`tcvc iugtl prl m`ãssgml wngskjy acs ajzlgtl nlrcs!

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prlgegal ji Ncppy Ncrelr, qujr hlssj cric aj hldl lu cric ercbmc, aj`åigbc...

Suj djbgc` l Jstctutl aj Ajscricijbtl aj Ncppy Ncrelr 6 l trãhgml ajcrics plagc trcec`ncr cdlrc tíl ï vlbtcaj, sji icgs bjbnuic mlbmlrræbmgc`jdc`gzcac, acbal ctjbagijbtl XG_ cls sjus gùstrjs m`gjbtjs6 ls Ilsjs, lsFu`gcb, j ls Cbarjw plr tlal l pcés...

J`js ajshg`cvci pj`cs rucs, mli sucs fýgcs bc mgbturc, slrrgajbtjs mlilbuic pcsscrj`c hcsnglb...

Ics cg aj vlmæ, pcdcalr aj giplstls, sj tgvjssj uic cric ji mcsc prc sj prltjdjr6 sju vgl`jbtl! ]ju ajscìcal! ]ju erutl! _rjbajrjils vlmæ prctlrbcr Ncppy Ncrelr ui ùdcr sjdurl aj vjracaj!

Cn, l jstg`l aj vgac pcmghgstc aj Ncppy Ncrelr6 quj jxjip`l jtjrbl jgbvjfãvj` aj fustgäc j eji-jstcr ï tlacs cs bcäújs al iubal!

Ics ju bji tgvj tjipl aj pjbscr icgs bcac, plgs ji gbstcbtjs l mcrgbnc fã tgbnc gal jielrc!



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J`j sj hlg, mlil sj hlssj ui ijbscdjgrl, ui gbtjrijagãrgl6 `jvcvc jtrczgc mlgscs giplrtcbtjs, j `ldl gc jielrc!

Sucbal j`j sj hlg... ju cpcrjmg gijagctcijbtj bc sc`c.

@ýdgml quj ju mrgvjg Ã`jx aj pjrdubtcs! Lu vlmæ cmnc quj ju hcrgc

c`duic lutrc mlgsc, njgi<!J, aj mcrc, sji bji ijsil muiprgijbtcr Ã`jx, mlijmjg6

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rjtlrbcrjg.Xg quj j`j hlg ji agrjäíl ï Ege`gltjmc ” fustl ï Ege`gltjmc6 igbnc zlbc

prlgegac! ” j jbtrlu, mcrrjdcbal cquj`j pcmltj.

Hgqujg jspjrcbal j`j bc sc`c.

Sucbal j`j rjtlrblu, vjgl sji l jieru`nl.

Arldc, arldc, arldc! Cdlrc ju bíl plajrgc aj icarudcac, gr pç plr pç,vjr l quj tgbnc ajbtrl acquj`j pcmltj!

_lr quj vlmæ bíl l ajgxlu bc sc`c, njgi< Suj plrmcrgc ijsil...Ã`jx sjbtlu-sj pjrtl ac `crjgrc. Ics bíl sji cbtjs hczjr bj`c ui ej`l

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J hlg bcquj`j jstcal quj j`j mlijälu c hc`cr... `jbtcijbtj... mlil sj`jssj cs ijiýrgcs prjscs bcs pãdgbcs ig`jbcrjs al mcrvíl, cdlrc `gejrtcacs

pj`l _lajr al Hldl6

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tíl cbtgdl quj ju jrc ui pjqujbl ijbgbl,

ncvgci cs aucs icgs cbtgdcs hlrics aj Icdgc.

Cs aucs Qjurdgcs Agvgbcs ics cbtgdcs ajstj p`cbjtc.

C Icdgc Agvgbc ac @uz j c Icdgc Agvgbc ac ]lierc!

Ciecs mlipubnci c Xjracajgrc Zbgacaj Cbmjstrc ,̀

jbqucbtl cgbac cs ecbajgrcs al _lajrlsl Ujgbl al Blrtj

j al D`lrglsl Ujgbl al ]u`, cquj`j ji quj bcsmg,

trjiu`cvci, custjrcs j blerjs,

plr tlac c gijbsgaíl al Dgdcbtjsml Xc`j al ]cdrcal Ugl!

Zi tjipl aj d`ýrgc, lbaj bíl jxgstgci sjpcrcals

bji rj`gdglsls, bji mgjbtgstcs, bji hg`ýslhls, bji crtgstcs6

ncvgci ls Mlbjmtcals!

_lgs l Jspérgtl ji býs jrc Zbl!

Mlbjxíl! C ]cdrcac Ege`gltjmc Xgvc jstcvc mlip`jtcijbtj gbtjgrc!

Ls Mlbjmtcals mlbnjmgci, mliprjjbagci, sjbtécils j sj hubagci sji pjrajr-sj cl Ilvgijbtl ac @uz, cl Ilvgijbtl ac ]lierc j ï Jstceg`gacajac Hlbtj, l ]jr!

Jrc ui tjipl aj d`ýrgc!

Zi tjipl ji quj ls prýprgls Lrgxãs cbacvci slerj l iubal!

Ju hug ui als træs ö`tgils Mlbjmtcals c bcsmjr,

fustcijbtj bl D`lrglsl Ujgbl al ]u`,

pcrc quj c Ege`gltjmc Xgvc hlssj prltjdgac,

pcrc quj c hrcdijbtcäíl fcicgs c icmu`cssj

plrquj l Qjipl ac ]jpcrcäíl sj cprlxgicvc!



C. Icyjr

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Mcac ui aj býs rjmjeju ui tétu`l

iugtl aghémg` aj trcauzgr bc `ébduc aj Ncppy Ncrelr

ics, aj uic hlric cprlxgicac, sjrgci cssgi nlfj mncicals6

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‐Qnj Eugàgbd’, ‐L Jaghémgl’.

Mlipöbncils c Ege`gltjmc Xgvc!

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cmcelu sjauzgac pj`l _lajrlsl Hrãdg` _jqujbl Drcbaj Ilbstrl...

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ics icrmcac c Hjrrl j Hldl ji igbncs `jiercbäcs,

j`c prlhcblu uic gijbsc pcrtj ac Ege`gltjmc Xgvc!

J tlal l iubal, mlil l mlbnjmécils,iualu pcrc sjiprj ajplgs agssl...

Hlg jbtíl quj, pcrc prltjdjr c tlals býs,

ls Lrgxãs Cbacbtjs rjtgrcrci-]j pcrc sjiprj,

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j c Icdgc Agvgbc acs ]liercsajscpcrjmgc ac hcmj ac Qjrrc

ajsijiercac pj`l iubal gbtjgrl

rjstcbal cpjbcs c`dubs aj sjus hrcdijbtls...

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l D`lrglsl Ujgbl al ]u`

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bji C Icdgc Agvgbc ac @uz j c Icdgc Agvgbc ac ]lierc,

blvl mctcm`gsil cmlbtjmju...

Bjstj mctcm`gsil, quj mnjdlu cls luvgals aj _`ctíl, l ctjbgjbsj,

mlil c Sujac aj Ct`cbtgs,

ls Lrgxãs, pcrc prltjdjr c tlals býs,

rjml`njrci fubtl aj ]g

c pcrtj icgs prjmglsc j plajrlsc ac Icdgc Agvgbc ac @uz.

Cdlrc tcieçi, ac Icdgc Agvgbc ac @uz,

slercvci cpjbcs pcrtému`cs

al quj ui agc hlg c gijbsc Xcrgbnc Iãdgmc...

Ics, hgbcìjbtj, l Qjrmjgrl Ig`æbgl mnjdlu! C Jrc al Jspérgtl!

J ls Lrgxãs ajm`crci quj ç mnjdcac c nlrc

ac Qjrrc pcsscr plr uic blvc Drcbaj Iuacbäc...

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j c Cbmjstrc` Icdgc Agvgbc ac ]lierc,bjstj pjrélal aj trcbsgäíl p`cbjtãrgc,

aj rjsdctj ac Ncrilbgc ac Gijbsc Qjgc ac Xgac!

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C. Icyjr

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rjtlrbji c mlbnjmjr, sjbtgr j hubagr-sj sji pjrajr-sj

cl Ilvgijbtl ac @uz, cl Ilvgijbtl ac ]lierc j ï Jstceg`gacaj ac Hlbtj, l ]jr,

j blvcijbtj vl`tji c mcigbncr slerj c Qjrrc!

J bjstj agc, ]j`jbj... ju bíl sjrjg icgs

l ö`tgil j l öbgml c `jiercr-sj als Mlbjmtcals

slerj c hcmj ajstj ejräl czu` quj acbäc cl rjalr ac Jstrj`c al Agc!

Ics, bjstj rjsdctj, bl sçmu`l ^^G,

ac Cbmjstrc` Icdgc Agvgbc ac @uz,

j ac Cbmjstrc` Icdgc Agvgbc ac ]lierc,

pcrc quj l _lajrlsl Hrãdg` _jqujbl Drcbaj Ilbstrl,

quj alrij bc mcic j mlij ï ijsc fubtl ï mcac pjsslc,

bíl ajturpj blvcijbtj jsscs aucs fýgcs Cbmjstrcgs,

Ldui, l Drcbaj, jstã cdgbal!

Ldui, pcrc prltjdjr jstj Ujbcsmgijbtl,

ml`lmlu cs Cbmjstrcgs Icdgc Agvgbc ac ]lierc j ac @uz

sle c ducrac j icbghjstcäíl

aj ui plajrlsl Drupl aj rjjbmcrbcals...

ls V-içagubs!

Cssgi j`js ajvji sjr mncicals6

_lrquj l V ç c ö`tgic `jtrc al c`hcejtl,

c ajrrcajgrc djrcäíl al cejmjaãrgl

cbtjs acs @gäújs Icglrjs.

_lrquj içagui ç cquj`j quj gbtjrijagc,

ç l hgl aj hgerc-ýtgmc




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plr lbaj mlrrji ls eytjs

al Mlbnjmjr j ]jbtgr ]cdrcals

pcrc c Qrcbsgäíl ajstj Iubal!

J tual gstl jstã cmlbtjmjbal

sle c çdgaj aj Ldui, l Drcbaj,

j sle cipcrl als Lrgxãs

aj Jxu c Ghã-Lruig`cgc.

Jxgstj rjspgrcbal slerj c Qjrrccquj`j quj, mcvc`dcbal

uic sj`vcdji Ncr`jy-Acvgaslb,

prlmurc j ajtjmtc.

Jxgstj rjspgrcbal slerj c Qjrrc

cquj`j quj, trcfcbal ui cbtgdl slerjtual bjdrl,ectj ï plrtc, mlbvgac j rjöbj,

cfuacbal ls V-içagubs c `jiercrji-sj

aj sucs cbtgdcs Gbgmgcäújs quj,

cbtjs ajs`gdcacs,

hlrci cmlracacs pj`cs hlräcs aj tlals ls Drcbajs Lrgxãs,

quj, ji ]uc ]cejalrgc,ajspjrtcrci bj`js, ncrilbglscijbtj,

cs sucs cbtgdcs Gbgmgcäújs!

_lgs síl ls Drcbajs Lrgxãs quj sceji

jvgtcr l ajspjrtcr als cbtgdls Albs aj ]jus hg`nls

aj hlric ajscrilbglsc,

quj ajsjqug`gercrgci l Gbgmgcal,rjc`gzcbal cssgi, mli pjrhjgäíl,



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ui als icglrjs Albs als Lrgxãs6

c Ncrilbgc!

Cssgi, ]j`jbj,c rjsplstc ï suc pjrdubtc

‐quji ç l mcrgbnc’ , ç jstc6

l ‐mcrgbnc’ ç ui V-içagui!

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]g`jbmgj mlip`jtcijbtj! Bcac icgs mlbsjdug pjbscr!

Bcac icgs mlbsjdug hc`cr!

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Hgqujg gijrsc bc j`lquæbmgc al iju ]g`æbmgl...




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(@ciejrt , tnj ]njjpgsn @glb , 37:3, JZC)

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Ã`jx ij vjgl bc mcejäc... icgs al quj aj mlstuij...

Bíl acvc prc jbtjbaæ-`l, bíl acvc!

Ncvgci agcs ji quj j`j pcsscvc plr igi j ic` ij muiprgijbtcvc...

Ncvgci agcs ji quj sjqujr pcsscvc pjrtl aj igi6 ij jvgtcvc icgs qujslbjdcalr cls tçmbgmls ac Ujmjgtc Hjajrc`...

Ics ncvgci agcs ji quj j`j sj sjbtcvc al iju `cagbnl, ji hrjbtj ïquj`c`crjgrc, j j`j hc`cvc tcbtl mligdl!

Cqug`l ij ajgxcvc iugtl algac... tíl mlbhusc!

Ju bíl scegc l quj tcvc cmlbtjmjbal, arldc!

Ics cl ijsil tjipl... qucbal býs mlbvjrsãvcils acquj`j fjgtl...bnci... bnci...

Cg, quj aj`émgc!

]cej cquj`c quéigmc, aj vlmæ vgrcr uic blgtj gbtjgrgbnc mlbvjrscbal mlic`duçi, ctç ajplgs al ]l` rcgcr, j bubmc hc`tcr cssubtl< J tã sjiprj ui pcplgbajsmrgtgvjìjbtj... aj`gmglsl<!

Suj arldc Ã`jx! Xlmæ ij hczgc hgmcr vgmgcac acquj`j fjgtl...

L prle`jic ç quj ju bubmc scegc qucbal ju tjrgc c prýxgic alsj... lu ]Jc tjrgc!

Qcvc tíl mlbhusc...

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C. Icyjr

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‐ Uliju j Fu`gjtc’...

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ncncnc!J`j lagcvc jssj pcpl aj rlicbtgzcr vcipgrls6 hgmcvc uic hjrc!

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Ju< Aj lvj`nc, bubmc tgvj bcac!

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J ju< Cn! Ju jrc Qnj Acrk @cie, lmu`tc bcs trjvcs ac icarudcac pj`cigbnc pj`cdji pjrhjgtcijbtj sliergc!

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C`dl quj, prc igi, ajsmrjvgc Ã`jx ijdc eji!

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J bc Ege`gltjmc, cmjsscbal c rjaj, vg bui acquj`js sgtjs aj véajls ijdccbtgdls ” quj ju cicvc aj pcgxíl! ” ui ajsjbnl `ã als ijcals al sçmu`l

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Ju bubmc ij jsqujmg acquj`j ajsjbnl!

J`j jrc eji cssgi, `ã vcg6

Buic hczjbac, cbl cpýs cbl, uic lvj`nc jspjrcvc c mjdlbnc `nj trczjrui hg`nltj.. j`c qujrgc iugtl sjr iíj! Ics bubmc tgbnc ui hg`nltgbnl...

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Ctç quj mjrtc vjz, qucbal cs mjdlbncs vgjrci blvcijbtj ji mlbfubtl,mcac uic trczjbal ji sju egml ui hg`nltj jbrl`cal ji pcbls, uic aj`cstrczgc ui vlùij eji icgs pjscal... ics mlil bc jtgqujtc tcvc jsmrgtl qujsju blij jrc ‐@ciejrtl Mlrajgrl’, c mjdlbnc bíl ajsmlbhglu aj bcac...

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Ics hlg cilr ï prgijgrc rlbrlbcac j ec`gac!

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J, `ýdgml6 `nj jbsgblu tual l quj uic lvj`nc plajrgc jbsgbcr!

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J`j ececvc aj hlij j tgbnc ajbtjs jblrijs!

L `lel gbvcagu lbaj tcvci cs lvj`ncs6 nluvj påbgml!




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J jbqucbtl l `lel mlrrgc ctrãs acs lvj`ncs, l `jíl sj mliplrtcvc mlil

uic lvj`nc tcieçi6 cssustcal mlil j`cs, hudgbal mlil j`cs!Ctç quj l `lel mlbsjdugu ajgxcr jbmurrc`cac uic vj`nc lvj`nc, bc ejgrc

aj ui cegsil...

Jrc fustcijbtj c iíj caltgvc al `jíl @ciejrtl!

L `lel acvc ui pcssl, ececbal aj hlij, mli ls ajbtjs ï ilstrc, j cvj`nc lvj`nc bíl plagc icgs rjmucr ” plgs l cegsil tcvc ctrãs aj`c!

J l `jíl @ciejrtl, vjbal quj suc iíj tcvc prc sjr ajvlrcac pj`l `lel,

tcvc pcrc`gscal aj ijal, cdgbal mlil lvj`nc!Ics qucbal l `lel sj prjpcrlu prc sc`tcr bl pjsmläl ac lvj`nc,

suegtcijbtj ui sli bubmc luvgal bc ngstýrgc acquj`c hczjbac hlg luvgal6ui plajrlsl j jbsurajmjalr rudgal!

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chrgmcbl!

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Jrc jxctcijbtj plr gssl quj Ã`jx ùtcvc6 pj`c Ncrilbgc... pj`c Bcturjzc... pj`c Fustgäc... pj`c Xgac!



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Ls l`nls aj Ã`jx ij agzgci quj... j`j tgbnc tcbtc, ics tcbtc hç ji býs!

Suj j`j cmrjagtcvc iugtl bl Nlil scpgjbs! J quj aj`j bcsmjrgc c`dlblvl... l Nlil mlsigmus...

Suj j`j cmrjagtcvc, iugtl, ics iugtl ijsil quj, ji blssc Nuicbgacaj,c Agvgbacaj sj icbghjstcrgc!

Ls l`nls aj Ã`jx ij agzgci quj... quj j`j tgbnc iugtl lrdu`nl aj býs!




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Jielrc j`j bubmc agssjssj gssl ji pc`cvrcs... ics bíl jrc bjmjssãrgl6sjus l`nls fã ij agzgci tual!

Ju jrc nuicbc... ju jrc uic Nlil scpgjbs, j bíl tgbnc bjbnuic hç bcs pjsslcs...

Ju cmncvc l sjr nuicbl jstöpgal j ajstrutgvl... ju sjiprj sý vg cs Qrjvcsji býs...

Nlil scpgjbs6 l öbgml cbgic` quj jrc mcpcz aj ictcr ui lutrl ijierlac suc prýprgc jspçmgj, lu tlrturã-`l, lprgig-`l j nuig`nã-`l, sý prc sjagvjrtgr!

Ju tgbnc tcbtc vjrdlbnc, vjrdlbnc ijsil, aj sjr nuicbc...

Ics hlg cquj`j Lrgxã, cquj`j ^cbdñ Cdcbfu, tíl tjigal plr tcbtls plr sjr

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Hlg mli j`j quj ju pcssjg c cmrjagtcr quj cs pjsslcs, quj mcac ]jr Xgvl,tgbnc uic giplrtåbmgc öbgmc bl Klsils...

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Ics cdlrc... Ã`jx vgvgc ji igbnc vgac... ui Lrgxã, uic Agvgbacaj, clc`mcbmj als ijus ajagbnls, ji mcrbj, lssls j scbduj!



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J caigtl... ju sý tgbnc l`nls prc j`j...

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Lu vlmæ cmnc quj ju gc pjrajr cquj`c mncbmj öbgmc aj pjrturecr j`j<Mcpcz, bç!<

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C`g, eji c`g!

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_luml ajplgs, sjg `ã l plrquæ, Ã`jx tcvc hc`cbal c`jdrjijbtj mli Nç`îbjslerj iltls. Cmnl quj ctç j`js tcvci scualsgstcs nlfj tcieçi6

- @jierc, igbnc h`lr, ac prgijgrc vjz quj cbacils mli cquj`c Ncr`jyig`gtcr, slerj l dj`l<

Nç`îbj aju uic dlstlsc rgscac6- M`crl! Mlil ju jsqujmjrgc< Hlg bc Uössgc! Bl d`lrglsl gbvjrbl aj

3715! _crjmgc quj jstãvcils bl trjbý al _cpcg Blj`!

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- J quji agrgc, Nç`îbj6 `gdujg l iltlr aj`c nlfj, j j`c cgbac bls prjsjbtjcrgc mli uic elc pctgbcac slerj l dj`l!

Lpc!



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Bíl cdujbtjg6

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mliectju bc ]jdubac Dujrrc Iubagc` j cgbac tã hubmglbcbal<- M`crl!

Jxm`cijg, fã tlac jipl`dcac6

- Jssc ju qujrgc vjr!

J`j pluslu sjus l`nls slerj ls ijus plr c`dubs ilijbtls6

- ]çrgl ijsil quj vlmæ qujr vjr< Lu sý tã ij jbrl`cbal< Xlmæ hgmlu cé

jieurrcac l agc tlal...Njg! Bíl hlg eji cssgi bíl6

- Ju bíl tcvc jieurrcac, tã< Ju sý qujrgc hgmcr icgs qugjtgbnc...

J`j aju ui slrrgsl aj mcbtl aj elmc6

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Aju aj lierls j agssj, sji ij acr iugtc el`c6

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Bc dcrcdji blvc, tcvc c`g ijsil sý c Lxlssg... mlil sjiprj...

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Ju< Ecejg6

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Suj crrjpgl nlrrévj` ij aju cl gicdgbcr dcrrcs mlil cquj`cs, aj Ir.Mcputl, ctcmcbal j`j j ïs pjsslcs!

Ics ij sc`tlu uic aövgac, quj ju bíl ajgxjg jsmcpcr6

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ajsjqug`éergl..._utz, ju tcvc iugtl murglsc6

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- Cn, bíl, Ã`jx! Ij mlbtc! Cflj`nlu, tji quj rjzcr!

C rjsplstc aj`j< Ju fã ajvgc gicdgbcr, qucbal cquj`j slrrgsl iugtlsucvj, bl mcbtgbnl aj sjus `ãegls, sj hjz vgsévj`6

- Bíl rjzl bíl... cmnl quj bíl slu l tépgml mcrc rj`gdglsl bíl, scej<

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Suj rcgvc prc igbnc murglsgacaj, drrr!

Hlg cé quj j`j ilbtlu bcquj`c @gejrctlr j agssj6

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- @ýdgml!

J`j aju c pcrtgac!

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J l lalr acquj`c dcsl`gbc jrc gbmrgvjìjbtj hlrtj... putz, jbtrjg buiciãqugbc al tjipl!

Ics j`j tgbnc rczíl, plgs l lalr jbtrcvc iugtl hubal bcs bcrgbcs6 icsquji agssj, chgbc`, quj c Ngstýrgc sjiprj ç pjrhuicac, njgi<!

Sucbal ju mlijmjg c tlssgr, Ã`jx ajs`gdlu suc @gejrctlr!

Hjz ui mcrgbnl slerj l tcbquj aj`c, agzjbal6

- Nlrc aj alrigr aj blvl, vj`nc mlipcbnjgrc! Bcac aj sj jxmjajr! Zicacic ac suc gacaj prjmgsc sjiprj sj rjsducracr als jxmjssls!

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Cmcejg rgbal!

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Suj pcpl ç jssj< Hug agrjtl cl plbtl6

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J cssgi ij rjsplbaju6

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J`j< Jrduju uic acs sucs slercbmj`ncs j hc`lu, qucsj mcbtcrl`cbal6

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Mlijmjg c rgr!

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Gicdgbc...

Hlg jbtíl quj j`j hc`lu6

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Cg, Igbnc Iíjzgbnc Lxui! Mnjdujg c ml`lmcr cs iíls ji mlbmnc, bliju rlstl!

- Ics sjrã sju sý sj vlmæ dlstcr... qujr rjtgrcr c `lbc<

Ju< _crjmgc mrgcbäc ji pcrqugbnl6

- Sujrl, qujrl sgi!

Ju pjdujg c plbtc ac `lbc prjtc... mnjdlu ctç c ij acr ui ijal, scej<

Ujspgrjg hubal... hjmnjg ls l`nls... vlu tgrcr c `lbc buic puxcac sý...iugtc mcìc bjssc nlrc, ]j`jbj... rjspgrc... ui.. algs... træs!

Cerg ui als l`nls...

Bíl plaj sjr!

Bíl plagc sjr!

Ics jrc!

C igbnc @ubc!

Jrc c IGBNC @ubc!

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J`c tcvc `gbac!

L prjsjbtj quj Ucmnj` ncvgc ij acal mli tcbtl cilr j scmrghémgl tcvccdlrc c`g... bc igbnc hrjbtj!

Ujssusmgtcal!

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- Ju hgz c`duics ilaghgmcäújs bj`c... jstã icgs pltjbtj j icgsjmlbñigmc... icgs jstãvj`, icgs hgrij j... icgs vj`lz! ]j vlmæ l`ncr bltcbquj aj`c, vjrã quj jsmu`pg, ji c`tl-rj`jvl, ï jsqujrac, ji lurl, l blij jgacaj aj c`duçi6 ‐]j`jbj 5.?’... ï agrjgtc al tcbquj, drcvjg ji ecgxl-rj`jvl,ji prctc6 ‐@ubc’. Ics j`c sjrã suc cpjbcs sj vlmæ dlstlu ajsscs

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Bíl ij cdujbtjg!

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l jqug`éergl!

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Gc scgr, furl quj gc!

J quj ejgfl aj`gmglscijbtj `lbdl j il`ncal quj gc sjr!

Mlil ju qujrgc quj cs blsscs `ébducs acbäcssji jbrl`cagbncs, uiccmcrgmgcbal c lutrc, bui ecg`cr aj cilr!

]j`jbj, l quj ç gssl< Xlmæ, sj ctgrcbal ajssj fjgtl<

L quj ls lutrls víl hc`cr aj vlmæ< J j`j sjiprj tj jvgtc plrquj vlmæ ç hjgc!

Bíl hcäc gssl aj fjgtl bjbnui! Bíl sj ctrjvc!

_jbscijbtls mruçgs6 rãpgals, mjrtjgrls j `jtcgs mlil uic ec`c...

Sucbal tlijg cquj`j tgrl mjrtjgrl ac igbnc prýprgc M_Z, gijagctcijbtjju mlijmjg c sjbtgr ui mc`lríl bl iju rlstl j bcs igbncs lrj`ncs, scej<Mlil sj tgvjssji pjdcbal hldl...

Qã ju fã scegc6 ilaj pgijbtíl icaurl lb!

@crdujg l pjsmläl aj`j, bc nlrc!

Ics c IGBNC @ubc... jssc ju gc cdcrrcr j ejgfcr, ñ sj gc!

Igbnc @ubc, eji c`g! Xgvc!Qcvc mli ijus l`nls mnjgls aj `ãdrgics!



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Mcrc, ju bubmc gc mlbsjdugr cdrcajmjr j`j plr gssl!

Bubmc!

Bgssl, Ã`jx hc`lu, ics ju bíl mlbsjdug prjstcr iugtc ctjbäíl6

- Ju sý cgbac bíl c cecstjmg... ju tjbnl cquj`j mliprligssl iugtl sçrglcicbní... tjrjg ijsil quj vgcfcr, cprlvjgtcbal jstc rcrc lmcsgíl... ics cbtjsaj ju pcrtgr, cecstjäl j`c pcrc vlmæ...

Blssc... ju bji cmrjagtcvc... c Igbnc @ubc, tcvc c`g... gbtjgrgbnc!

Ã`jx cgbac ij agssj6

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- Agdc, l quj vlmæ qugsjr!

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- @jierj-sj ijsil aj bíl scgr aj mcsc cicbní, ctç ju vl`tcr, jstã eji<

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J`j sc`vlu prc igi l prjsjbtj aj Ucmnj`!

J`j rjssusmgtlu c igbnc icgs hgj` mlipcbnjgrc! Igbnc ilbtcrgc!

_lr gssl rjsplbag cssgi, cmnl quj ijgl bl ilaj ‐ pg`ltl cutliãtgml’lb6

- Qã eji!




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Cquj`j cr bls ijus mcej`ls tcvc sgip`jsijbtj pjrhjgtl!

Igbnc @ubc tcvc gbmrévj`! Ijdc sg`jbmglsc, gbmrgvjìjbtj sucvj, j iugtl,ics iugtl icgs pltjbtj6 Ã`jx jrc rjcìjbtj ui dæbgl ac ijmåbgmc6trcbshlrilu cquj`j ilbtj aj hjrrl rjtlrmgal bíl cpjbcs buic iãqugbc icsji ‐c iãqugbc’!

Bcquj`j aligbdl l tråbsgtl tcvc vczgl6 pjrhjgtl prc tjstcr l pltjbmgc` ac Blvc @ubc!

@ubc6 rjbcsmgac als ilrtls, igbnc vjracajgrc Hæbgx Bjdrc!

Ics, `ýdgml, ajssc vjz ju tcvc aj mcpcmjtj j gc lejajmjr tlac csgbc`gzcäíl aj tråbsgtl... bjbnuic sjij`ncbäc mli c ö`tgic vjz quj ju ncvgcmcvc`dcal bc @ubc...

Blssc, ju tcvc ijsil iugtl pgrcac bcquj`js agcs6 bji cmrjagtl quj ‐ju’jrc ju!

Cdlrc ju tlicrgc tlal l mugacal al iubal prc igi bíl ij cmgajbtcr...chgbc`, sj ju hgzjssj icgs ejstjgrcs j bíl ij ictcssj aui fjgtl jstöpgal jimgic ac igbnc @ubc, ajssc vjz tjbnl mjrtjzc aj quj sjrgc Ã`jx quji ijictcrgc! Ncncnc!

]cé mjagbnl aj @ciy Xg``cdj, qucbal l ]l` ” iju cdlrc qujrgal jcaigrãvj` cigdl! ” tcvc fã qucsj hgrij bl mçu.

@jg`jbj< Qgbnc mnjdcal bc icarudcac, mli sju plsscbtj.

Nç`îbj< Bji tgbnc `jvcbtcal cgbac, qucbal scé al iju qucrtl.

_lgs ju scé sjqugbnc al iju qucrtl ” agrjtc prc dcrcdji, algagbnc prcmcvc`dcr bc @ubc! ” j bíl vg ui rjmcagbnl quj tcvc ic` chgxcal bc igbnc

plrtc, mli uic hgtc cajsgvc...

Qcvc jsmrgtl bui pjacmgbnl aj pcpj`, tlal cicsscal, ijgl jbdlraurcalmlil sj c`duçi tgvjssj `cbmncal ui x-eurdujr eji ji mgic aj`j, jsmrgtlmli ubs dcrrcbmnls nlrrlrlsls6

‐Ñ Mcejäuac, `jierc cé quj nf tji ckj`j rcrl jm`gpsj j l tgl Ã`jx vcg tãvgcfcbal j agssj prc vlmæ b scgr aj mcsc nf, væ sj b aã uic aj tlbtc j `jiercagssl!!!’



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‐Mcejäuac’< ‐ Nf’< ‐ Ckj`j’< ‐Qlbtc’<

Jrc ýevgl quji jsmrjvju cquj`j rjmcagbnl cigstlsl, djbtg` j mlijsp`æbagal mugacal jstçtgml...

@jg`jbj ajvjrgc tjbtcr uic mcrrjgrc agp`liãtgmc, bl Igbgstçrgl acsUj`cäújs Jxtjrglrjs... j`c sjiprj hczgc sjus gbtjr`lmutlrjs sj sjbtgrji tílvc`lrgzcals mlil sjrjs nuicbls...

Ics ju tcvc tíl jipl`dcac mli c igbnc @ubc blvgbnc ji hl`nc, j tlacjbvjbjbcac, ij jspjrcbal bc dcrcdji ” l icgs gbmrévj` prjsjbtj aj bgvjrquj ju dcbnjg bc igbnc vgac! ” quj cmnl quj qucbal cerg c plrtc al ijuqucrtl l hgz tíl rcpgacijbtj quj cquj`j pcpj`zgbnl ajsprjbaju-sj sji jusjqujr væ-`l... j mcgu, p`cbcbal, eji prc ecgxl acquj`j cricrgbnl bl

mlrrjalr, quj hgmcvc cl `cal ac igbnc plrtc..._utz! Czcr cssgi ç pluml<!

J scé, eji hcmjgrc, pg`ltcbal igbnc @ubc jstrcac chlrc, ruil cl mjbtrl ajNcppy Ncrelr, bcquj`c bcsmjbtj icbní aj aligbdl...

Bji vg agrjgtl ls ilrcalrjs aj ruc ” quj sj cd`lijrcvci prýxgil clscèjrdujs j mjbtrls rj`gdglsls, ji eusmc acs slercs aj cdcsc`nls, mlejrtlrjs jrjstls ac slpc, ï ejgrc ac rlalvgc... jrci tcbtls quj fã ncvgci sj tlrbcaluic sgip`ýrgc rltgbc ji Ncppy Ncrelr6 pcrtj ac pcgscdji aj ui iubalajmcajbtj ji Mrgsj M`giãtgmc j Mcls Jmlbñigml...

Bji vgc cs dcbdujs, quj scéci ïquj`c nlrc acs elctjs j mcscs blturbcs,tlicbal cs rucs ji agrjäíl ïs sucs mcscs, pcrtgbal aj uic blgtcac ji qujtjbtcvci chldcr bl sjxl, bc ejegac j bcs arldcs ” mcac vjz icgs pjscacs,icgs ecrctcs j icgs cmjssévjgs ” cs alrjs aj sju ajsjiprjdl, ac gbmjrtjzc alhuturl j al ceslùtl vczgl ji sucs vgacs...

Bcac agssl ju vg lu luvg!

Xgc jrc l ajsgdb ac igbnc hgj` ilbtcrgc aligbcbal l cshc`tl, mcvc`dcbal pj`cs prcacrgcs pýs-ilajrbcs ac Blvc Gacaj Içagc quj pcrjmgc sj gbstc`crmcac vjz icgs...

Luvgc jrc l rlbml scbduébjl, sj`vcdji j vgälsl al blvl iltlr quj Ã`jxncvgc gbstc`cal ji @ubc6 j`c tcvc jstrjcbal sju mlrcäíl blvl, rjmçitrcbsp`cbtcal!

Ã`jx< Iju vjracajgrl Ar. Jurépjajs Vjregbg ac mcragl`ldgc ajiltlmgm`jtcs!

Ju tcvc tlac hcmjgrc, fã mgrmu`cbal bc rjdgíl mjbtrc` aj Ncppy Ncrelr, blMjbtrl Ngstýrgml ac mgacaj, nã qug`ñijtrls al Mcscríl, qucbal bltjg c`dl...




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Qcvc mlijäcbal c jsmurjmjr...

Zç<! Mlil<

Bíl ncvgc bjbnuic buvji bl mçu bc igbnc vgcdji gbtjgrc j...

Cg! Suj nlrrlr!L`njg prl mçu, bc agrjäíl ac Jstrj`c al Agc, j ncvgc cquj`c icbmnc bjdrc

ac igbnc calrcac @uc e`lqujcbal ls rcgls al ]l`!

Zi Jm`gpsj ]l`cr! L cvgsl aj Ã`jx!

Igbnc ]cdrcac @uc6 vlmæ ij trcgu!

Jbtrjg ji påbgml!

Arldc, arldc, arldc!

_crjg c iltl j prlmurjg ajsjspjrcacijbtj iju mjù`cr prc mncicr Ã`jx... pjrdubtcr l quj ju ajvgc hczjr!

Xcsmu`njg ijus el`sls, tlals!

Gbhjrbl, ju tgbnc ij ajscmlstuical c uscr mjù`cr6 prlmurjg j`j ctç bl el`sl sjmrjtl gbtjrbl al iju slerjtual j j`j bíl tcvc `ã! Jsqujmg j`jjiecgxl al iju trcvjssjgrl, bc igbnc mcic!

Cg, arldc, arldc, arldc!

Igbncs pjrbcs mlijäcrci c chrluxcr!

Xgrjg c @ubc mli tual, ji agrjäíl c @ciy Xg``cdj!

Ju bubmc mnjdcrgc `ã cbtjs al ãpgmj al Jm`gpsj, ics vlmæ cmnc quj buicnlrc ajsscs l mçrjerl hubmglbc<

Ajsjspjrl tltc`!

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- Mrgcbäc, iju tjipl jstã bl hgi! Jstj ç l icgs scdrcal iltgvl aj blsscmlbvjrsc! Agdc gssl pcrc Ã`jx6 c Ajsmlbjxíl... vlmæ j j`j fubtls tji uicmncbmj aj rjmliplr cs Qræs _crtjs ajspjacäcacs ac Ege`gltjmc Xgvc! ]j ju`nj agssjssj gssl pjsslcìjbtj, Ã`jx fcicgs cmrjagtcrgc ji igi6 ij gdblrcrgc

plr mlip`jtl j bgbduçi bubmc scejrgc agssl. Ics vlmæ scej cdlrc, ]j`jbj!Mlbvjbäc-l c ubgr-sj c vlmæ, cbtjs quj sjfc tcraj... plrquj bl ]l`l icgs

Cbtgdl al Iubal, mcscal mli l Dj`l Jtjrbl, nã c mncvj quj c ‐Mlgsc’ eusmc cvgacijbtj, j cl jbmlbtrã-`c, grã utg`gzã-`c bl Ujgbl ac Iíj Wjicbfã, prlhcbcbal uic ejbäíl aj Wjicbfã pcrc trcbshlricr tc` ejbäíl bl tlrijbtlals tlrijbtls quj...

J`c sg`jbmglu erusmcijbtj!

]ju l`ncr cdlrc tcvc gbmrgvjìjbtj cdrjssgvl! Suc`qujr slierc alcbtjrglr l`ncr aj _cz jvcplrlu-sj!

Mlijmjg c sjr tlicac aj cssc`tl pj`l ijal!

Ls l`nls aj`c6 mlijäcrci c hgmcr cvjrij`ncals, mlil sj iugtl scbdujtgvjssj sjbal `jvcal prc j`js, ceruptcijbtj!

Igbnc Iíjzgbnc Lxui6 ls ajbtjs mcbgbls aj`c mlijäcrci c mrjsmjr!

Bgssl, j`c sc`tlu prc trãs, hgmcbal c vãrgls ijtrls aj igi j ac @ubc!

Mlil sj j`c tgvjssj hczjbal uic hlräc jblrij prc sj chcstcr aj igi!

L rlstl aj`c... ilstrcvc iugtc cdlbgc... alr!

J`c pcrjmgc rjtjscr tlac c iusmu`cturc al sju mlrpl... j hlg cssgi, mlil sjtgvjssj mli c `ébduc prjsc jbtrj ls ajbtjs, quj j`c hc`lu, mli aghgmuàcaj6



C. Icyjr

=75

- _grrc`nc ajsdrcäcac! ]lrtj suc ju bíl qujrjr gbmgtcr c hörgc gip`cmãvjàj ]l` Bjdrl bjstc djrcäíl, sjbíl ju jxtjrigbcvc vlmæ jxctcijbtj cdlrc,suc vcagc!

Ju< Jbtrjg bl icgs gbtjbsl påbgml!

J`c mlbtgbulu c rlsbcr6- Icàgtc sjfcs Qu, Wjicbfã! Xlmæ ij trcgu! Xgbdcr-ij-jg aj vlmæ,

]jbnlrc al Icr, vjbmjbal vlmæ bl ]ju prýprgl Ujgbl!

J`c mjrrlu ls l`nls, vgrlu l rlstl, lmu`tcbal-l aj igi, j jsercvjflu6

- Ju sjg mlil Ã`jx ç rjcìjbtj, c suc hlric vjracajgrc, ics vlmæ bíl!Ju fcicgs l rjfjgtcrgc bc suc hlric rjc`, ics vlmæ, suc Nlil scpgjbs jstöpgac, hgmcrã ji påbgml cl vjr mlil j`j vjracajgrcijbtj ç6 c jsmu`turc

icgs pjrhjgtc quj rjspgrlu bjstj iubal! J j`j hgmcrã crrcscal qucbal vjr sjul`ncr aj ijal agrjmglbcal fustl c j`j! _lgs cpjbcs ju plssl caigrcr cvjracajgrc ej`jzc aj`j, mlgsc quj vlmæ fcicgs mlbsjdugrã6 vlmæ ç jstöpgacajicgs prc gssl!

J`c sj sjdurcvc bcs ecrrcs aj hjrrl auic drcaj aj plrtíl bjlm`ãssgml ajui cbtgdl Mcscríl al Mjbtrl Ngstýrgml!

Xg quj sucs iíls tcvci cpjrtcbal cs drcajs mli hlräc, qucbal j`c agssjji hörgc, mli ls l`nls cgbac hjmncals, mcegsecgxc6

- Luäc cqug, hjaj`nc ajsdrcäcac6 Ã`jx ç prjmglsl, luvgu eji< _rjmglsl! Çui jspçmgij jxtrjicijbtj vc`glsl, ui jxjip`cr öbgml! J`j ç c lerc-prgic ac Mrgcäíl ajstj iubal! _lr gssl, sj vlmæ icmnumcr ls sjbtgijbtls aj`j, juhcrjg gssl mli vlmæ!

Argkc sgip`jsijbtj puxlu, mli cs iíls ceslùtcijbtj bucs, ubs algsijtrls acquj`c drcaj, mlil sj ls c`gmjrmjs hlssji aj icbtjgdc, j c rjtlrmju6jstc tlrblu-sj uic jblrij el`c ijtã`gmc, mlil sj hlssj pcpj` lragbãrgl!

- Lajgl vlmæ, jsmýrgc! Lajgl l hjalr aj suc ajsprjzévj` rc`ç mgdcbc! Xlmæ

rluelu Ã`jx aj igi! _j`ls ]cdrcals _lrtújs acs Qrjvcs Cegsscgs, mcacãtlil iju lajgc vlmæ, suc Wc`lrgxã ajsdrcäcac!

Sucbal j`c agssj gssl, sl`tlu ui drgtl nlrrévj` aj alr j slhrgijbtl! J hlg eji bjssj ilijbtl quj ls ngarcbtjs j l jbmcbcijbtl aj ãduc ac mc`äcac acruc gbtjgrc mlijäcrci c jxp`lagr!

Cecgxjg ls l`nls gbstgbtgvcijbtj, tjbtcbal ij prltjdjr acquj`c ‐mnuvc’,j qucbal ls rjjrdug ji agrjäíl c j`c...

Argkc ncvgc ajscpcrjmgal!

Hlg bjssj jxctl gbstcbtj quj l ]l` vl`tcvc c aligbcr ls mçus acquj`cicbní!




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Xãrgcs pjsslcs mlijäcrci c cpcrjmjr bcs fcbj`cs als cpcrtcijbtls prýxgils ï ruc, cssustcacs mli cquj`j drgtl nlrrévj` j pj`l sli al jstlurlaj tlac c tueu`cäíl aj ãduc!

J`cs hczgci mcrcs aj jspcbtl, ajpjbaurcacs bcs fcbj`cs j scmcacs...

]j j`cs hczgci jssc mcrc cpjbcs plrquj luvgrci cquj`j drgtl ” quj ajvjitjr gicdgbcal tjr sgal iju, suplstcijbtj pj`l ‐iju sustl cl vjr ctueu`cäíl jxp`lagbal’! ” j plr vjrji c ruc tlicac aj uic mnuvc crtghgmgc`,gicdgbj vlmæ c igbnc mcrc plr tjr vgstl C Ajvlrcalrc aj Nlijbs, qujbgbduçi fcicgs slbncrgc jxgstgr<! Gicdgbj c igbnc mcrc6 cl hgmcr hrjbtj chrjbtj mli c Mlgsc quj tjvj prjstjs c ij ajspjacäcr vgvc<!

Sucbal cs pjsslcs acs scmcacs mlijäcrci c hczjr pjrdubtcs, cmj`jrjg c@ubc j scé ac`g l icgs rãpgal quj puaj!

Ics ju trjigc! Qrjigc mlil vcrc vjraj buic hrgc icarudcac ajgip`cmãvj` vjbtl aj gbvjrbl!

Sucbal scé al Mjbtrl Ngstýrgml aj Ncppy Ncrelr, pjdujg c lr`c alDucynec Ugvjr j, bl mc`äcaíl ajsjrtl acquj`c icbní aj aligbdl, pcrjg ciltl, ajsmg, j ij rjmlstjg bj`c... Ju trjigc tlagbnc!

Igbnc pjrbcs jbaurjmjrci!

Cercmjg c igi ijsic, tjbtcbal mlbtjr c trjijajgrc acquj`j mlrplhrcbzgbl plr ajecgxl al iju slerjtual bjdrl aj mlurl...

Aj rjpjbtj, cmcrgmgcac pj`c ergsc sucvj j hrjsmc al Ugl, cl rjalr acquj`jgijbsl icbcbmgc` aj Ãduc Almj, hlg c Ãduc ]c`dcac quj surdgu... Dltcssc`gbcs mlijäcrci c rl`cr pj`cs icäís al iju rlstl...

Bubmc ncvgc mnlrcal tcbtl pj`l icgs purl ijal!

Mnlrjg aj tjrrlr!

Bíl sjg qucbtl tjipl hgqujg cssgi, rjmlstcac bcquj`j mc`äcaíl ajsjrtl,mnlrcbal, cercäcac cpjbcs ji igi ijsic...

]ý ajplgs aj mnlrcr iugtl hlg quj c trjijajgrc mlijälu c pcsscr...

Sucbal pjrmjeg quj igbncs pjrbcs vl`tcrci c sj ilvjr ui pluml j qujju ncvgc rjcaqugrgal c`dui jqug`éergl bl mlrpl, l ijal aj sjr ajspjacäcacij hjz ilbtcr bc @ubc j vl`tcr mlrrjbal prl Mcscríl!



C. Icyjr

=71

SSSuuucccrrrtttlll GGGbbbtttjjjrrr`̀̀öööaaaggglll666

CCC DDDcccrrrllltttccc aaaccc MMMcccpppccc XXXjjjrrriiijjj`̀̀nnnccc

(Uja Ugagbd Nlla , 5?33, JZC)

_lrtl _rébmgpj.

Mgtcaj` ]l`jg`.

C cbtgdc j vc`lrlsc bcäíl ncgtgcbc ” quj bls gals al sçmu`l ^G^ hlrc ui

jxjip`l mgvg`gzctýrgl aj Ajilmrcmgc j Gducàcaj c sjr sjdugal ” cdlrccdlbgzcvc, bcuhrcdcbal sle ls prýprgls ajfjtls aj suc mlrrupäíl!

L pcés ” quj hlg c prgijgrc Ujpöe`gmc prlm`cicac ac Ciçrgmc c cel`grmlip`jtcijbtj c jsmrcvgaíl j mlbstrugr c Fustgäc j c Gducàcaj jbtrj ls sjusmgacaíls, bls ãurjls tjipls aj sju eltíl ji h`lr ” cdlrc bíl pcsscvc aj uitrlbml pötrgal ctgrcal cl mníl, vjbmgal bc h`lrjstc acs bcäújs, sjbalcdlbgzcbtjijbtj ajvlrcal pj`ls vjrijs ac tjrrc j pj`cs `crvcs acs ilsmcs...

Ncgtg.

L lutrlrc hcrl` aj ui dlvjrbl al plvl, pj`l plvl j pcrc l plvl, ecùcrtjac Ciçrgmc bl sçmu`l aj Mncr`js Acrwgb, tlrbcrc-sj, bl sçmu`l ^^G, c

pu`scbtj j jbscbdujbtcac cilstrc vgvc al gbhjrbl slerj c Qjrrc!

Cssgi mlil l Fcpíl, cquj`c g`nc al Mcrgej rjpluscvc slerj cs hörgcs acsmcrémgcs jbtrj mcprgmnlscs _`cmcs Qjmtñbgmcs, cl ijsil tjipl ji qujajshg`cvc tjijrlsc bc pcsscrj`c als Hurcmújs ” quj bcsmgci bcs agstcbtjsÃducs al Blrtj ac Ãhrgmc j `cbäcvci sju ilrtc` nã`gtl bc Ãducs mcrgejbncs.

Cquj`j ö`tgil Qjrrjiltl, ubdgal mli cs c`gcbäcs erg`ncbtjs acs elacsmli l gbtjbsl mgm`l aj Hurcmújs acquj`c tjiplrcac ” iugtl icgs gbtjbsls

pj`l rgtil cùmgbcbtj ac Iuacbäcs M`giãtgmcs! ” ncvgc jstrcäc`ncal tlals lslssls al Ncgtg, tc` quc` uic ngjbc hcigbtc l hcz mli ui hg`nltj açeg` jaljbtj aj zjerc...

J l aligbý acs Qrjvcs hlg fldcal, pjäc plr pjäc, ajscecbal uic slerj clutrc!

_jäc ui6 l nlrrlr al Qjrrjiltl...

_jäc algs6 l nlrrlr als Hurcmújs j Qjipjstcajs Qrlpgmcgs..._jäc træs6 l nlrrlr ac hc`tc aj mligac, ãduc pltãvj` j cergdl...




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Mcac pjäc, ajgtcbal-sj uic slerj c lutrc... ctç quj mcg c ö`tgic pjäc6 cvjracajgrc mjrjfc al el`l!

Mjrjfc, uic jshjrc vjrij`nc, gijrsc ji tli aj scbduj6 c Dujrrc Mgvg`!

C lerc prgic acquj`j aligbý, prltcdlbgzcac pj`l Nlil scpgjbs.

Nlil scpgjbs<

Lu Nlil scpgjbs ajijbs<!

Jgs jstc jspçmgj, tíl cbgic` qucbtl quc`qujr lutrl iciéhjrl quj rjspgrluslerj c hcmj ac Qjrrc6 qucbal pjraj sju c`gijbtl, suc ãduc, sju cergdl, sucjbjrdgc, jgs quj crrjdcbnc ls ajbtjs, jrgäc ls pj`ls quj cgbac `nj rjstci jjxtjrigbc quc`qujr mlgsc ” j quc`qujr ui! ” quj cijcmj l sju qugbníl ajgbstgbtgvc slerjvgvæbmgc!

Cs rucs ac mcpgtc` _lrtl _rébmgpj ” j prgbmgpcìjbtj ac suc icglr j icgsvgl`jbtc hcvj`c6 Mgtcaj` ]l`jg` ” cdlrc lstjbtcvci cs blvcs mlrjs aj uic

prjmglsc tgbtc ji sucs pcrjajs j sl`l.

C tgbtc ruerc icgs prjmglsc al iubal.

]cbduj!

]cbduj ceubacbtj.

]cbduj... hãmg`.

]cbduj... ecrctl!

Cquj`j pcés mcrgejbnl ncvgc sj tlrbcal l _crcésl Hgsmc` aj gbvjstgalrjs jjspjmu`calrjs iugtl pglrjs quj ls icgs hrgls ecbqujgrls aj Tc`` ]trjjt, plgsjrci cquj`js quj ls sustjbtcvci6 ls Cpýstl`ls al Ijal, ac Ajsmlbjxíl,quj vgvgci bls Cegsils al C`çi!

Ncgtg6 prýspjrl hcst hlla pcrc c du`c acs Qrjvcs!

Mnlvgc bcquj`c blgtj...

Bcs rucs giubacs, jsmurcs j cvjrij`ncacs aj Mgtcaj` ]l`jg` surdgu,`jbtcijbtj, aj uic bçvlc aj icrjsgc6 uic ilrjbc...

Ls crjs ac icarudcac cmcrgmgcvci sjus `gbals mcej`ls bjdrls, pjrhjgtcijbtj `gsls, j suc pj`j, c`vc mlil c icgs purc bjvj als C`pjs...

Ijsils crjs quj hczgci trjiu`cr, ji trcbqug`c j sg`jbmglsc hc`sc pcz, sucrjhgbcac mcpc vjrij`nc aj sjac fcplbjsc quj jsmlbagc, pcrmgcìjbtj, sjuvjstgal ruerl aj c`tc mlsturc quj sjbsucìjbtj ajsmgc plr slerj suc pj`jsjalsc.



C. Icyjr

=78

Uuerl ac mcpc j vjstgal6 pjrhjgtc ncrilbgc aj tlbs mli l scbdujjspc`ncal bcs pcrjajs j ruj`cs hcrtcijbtj tgbdgacs pj`cs jxjmuäújs jmliectjs jbtrj dlvjrbl j ig`émgcs...

Ls pcssls ac iläc jrci `jbtls j sucvjs... vcdcrlsls j `jvjs mlil ui cr

öigal aj icrjsgc quj mcéc bl sg`æbmgl ac icarudcac...Cs dltcs aj Mnuvc cmcrgmgcvci suc mcpc vjrij`nc j sju mcpuz, quj

lmu`tcvc sju aj`gmcal rlstl j sjus pjbscijbtls...

]jus ej`ls l`nls vjrajs jstcvci icdgmcijbtj jsmlbagals bls uiercgs almcpuz, pjrajbal-sj ji mgsics...

J cs Ãducs mlbtgbucvci c prjmgpgtcr-sj, mliplbal pläcs quj, bl sl`l,mlbstgtuéci uic c`qugigc jbtrj c `cic j l scbduj c `ciejr cs sjbsucgs eltcsbjdrcs aj sc`tl c`tl ac iläc.

Jrc gbcmrjagtãvj` c hlric mlil cquj`c `gbac flvji cbacvc bcquj`csruj`cs jseurcmcs, jb`cijcacs j rjp`jtcs aj jbtu`nls acs hörgcs ac Bcturjzc jac scbnc ac ejstgc`gacaj nuicbc6 mlil sj jstgvjssj ajshg`cbal blsmlrrjalrjs aj ùxl aj uic mcréssgic `lfc ji Qgijs ]qucrj!

C flvji pjrhurcvc sjbsucìjbtj l vçu ac Mnuvc, acbäcbal jbtrj csdltému`cs, jbqucbtl mcigbncvc ctç l ijrmcal aj ruc, cejrtl bcquj`cicarudcac.

Ijrmcal6 l ö`tgil plbtl aj slerjvgvæbmgc slmgc`, aj trlmcs ajbjmjssgacajs vgtcgs jbtrj cs pjsslcs.

L ö`tgil rjautl ac vgac slmgc` mgvg`gzcac ji tjipls aj ecreãrgj!

Bíl giplrtcvc icgs c nlrc6 bl ijrmcal pu`scrgc c Xgac ” Xgac qujtjgicvc ji bíl ilrrjr bcquj`c g`nc, rjsgstgbal! ” sjiprj quj ui mcigbnílhlrtjijbtj crical, acs Qrlpcs aj _cz ac LBZ, mnjdcssj mli icbtgijbtls!

J hlg bcquj`c prcäc giprlvgscac.

Hlg bcquj`j ijrmcal.

J hlg bcquj`c icarudcac!

C iläc mcigbnlu ctç l mjbtrl ac prcäc, cprlxgicbal-sj `jbtcijbtj alsmcigbnújs.

Njbrg Aj @cp`ç, vgbtj j træs cbls, scuaãvj` j rleustl trcec`ncalr, jstcvcbl ijgl ac iu`tgaíl.

L flvji eusmcvc ajsjspjrcacijbtj ãduc pltãvj`, mligac j rjiçagls pcrc suc jsplsc, Nj`lésj, j pcrc sjus algs hg`nls ” als mgbml quj ui agc j`j plssugu ” quj slerjvgvjrci cls jstjrtlrjs ac Qjrrc, al Cr j al Icr6 FjcbEjrtrcba j Mjmg`j...




=74

Zic iu`tgaíl aj iíls pjagbtjs, jbdc`hgbncbal-sj ji jipurrújs,m`cicvc prýxgic cls algs mcigbnújs ac LBZ quj mnjdcrci...

Njbrg bíl ajsgstgc! Zscvc sjus ercäls hlrtjs pcrc jipurrcr j mlbsjdugr pjdcr c`duic mlgsc quj ls Mcpcmjtjs Czugs fldcvci cl plvl ji ajsjspjrl,

gbmcpczjs aj lrdcbgzcrji-sj ji hg`cs...L sulr jsmlrrgc ceubacbtj aj suc pj`j bjdrc, bl jshlräl quj hczgc pcrc

icbtjr vgvc suc hcié`gc!

J c iläc pcrlu pjrtl als mcigbnújs...

Bgbduçi, gbstgbtgvcijbtj, luslu tlmcr sjqujr ji suc slierc prlfjtcacbl jb`cijcal sl`l!

L sju rlstl jstcvc mlejrtl pj`l mcpuz vjrij`nl...

]ju mlrpl jstcvc `gdjgrcijbtj crqujcal pcrc hrjbtj, h`jxévj`, mlil sjjstgvjssj jbtrcbal buic jspçmgj aj trcbsj...

]uc sc`gvc mlijäcvc c erltcr aj sjus `ãegls... jstcvc hgmcbal mcac vjzicgs gbtjbsc j gbmlbtrl`ãvj`...

Zi hg`jtj `jvj ajstc jsmlrrju pj`l mcbtl gbhjrglr agrjgtl aj sjus `ãegls...

_crjmgc quj cquj`j hg`jtj sj butrgc acs jiläújs gbaliãvjgs, sj`vcdjbs,quj puù`cvci ji suc ijbtj, mlil ui vu`míl prjstjs c jshcmj`cr-sj...

Xjsövgl! Krcmctlc! ]cbtc Nj`jbc! ]cbtlrgbg!J l vu`míl ercalu, ji hjrlzjs mgsics, jiecgxl acquj`j mcpuz6

- ]ju gagltc! ]ju drcbaj gagltc! Ajplgs aj tual quj ju sjiprj `nj hgz j`nj ajg, vlmæ ij cecbalbc cssgi!

C jrupäíl prlssjdugc6

- _lr quj vlmæ bíl jstã mligdl< Mligdl! Ju slu suc djbtj, ju slu sjuscbduj!

C `cvc jsmlrrgc ji rgls aj pc`cvrcs ji suc ijbtj6

- _lr quj vlmæ bíl sjduj c suc vjracajgrc Bcturjzc, quj ajg c vlmæ mlil prjsjbtj j prlvc aj iju cilr< _lr quj vlmæ tji tcbtl prczjr ji, cl gbvçsaj sjdugr sju ali, mcäcr sji igsjrgmýragc suc prýprgc hcié`gc, suc prýprgcdjbtj, sju m`í<

Mnuvc aj pjarcs j rlmncs ajrrjtgacs ji icdic hjrvjbtj6

- _lr quj, Ã`jx, hczjs gssl mligdl< _lr quj ij ic`trctcs< _lr quj ij

cecbalbcs<J l tjiévj` dãs vjbjblsl vu`måbgml, acs hörgcs al sjgl ac Qjrrc, erltlu6



C. Icyjr

=7>

- _lr quj vlmæ prjhjrj cquj`c icàgtc mgdcbc, cquj`c pgrrc`nc nlrrlrlsc,al quj c igi<! L quj cquj`c hjaj`nc nlrrlrlsc tji quj ju bíl tjbnl<! _lrquj tu ij rjfjgtcstj, sj ju slu iugtl ij`nlr al quj j`c<

C mcpc vjrij`nc j l mcpuz ruerl, bc sucvgacaj ac Mnuvc, vjstgci-bc

mli uic hc`sc pcz, tíl hc`sc quj bgbduçi sjqujr luslu pgscr ji suc slierc!_lgs ajecgxl acquj`j mcpuz, bcquj`j rlstl `gbal, uic tlrijbtc ajsjbtgijbtls c `jvcvci cl ajsjspjrl!

Ajsjspjrl!

J`c bji sjbtgc icgs c Mnuvc `nj cmcrgmgcbal c pj`j...

Bji pjrmjegc icgs ls mcigbnújs, cs pjsslcs, c prcäc... bcac!

Cpjbcs l ajsjspjrl ac sl`gaíl j ac rjfjgäíl!

Ctç quj sl`gaíl j rjfjgäíl, gricbcacs, sj trcbshlricrci ji hörgc... j chörgc trcbsiutlu-sj, ji pcssls hrjbçtgmls aj acbäc, ji hlij j sjaj!

C flvji acbäcvc cdlrc suc vc`sc aj tlrijbtl gbtjrglr!

Xczgl!

Al`lrlsl vczgl!

Xczgl quj prjmgscvc sjr prjjbmngal mli quc`qujr mlgsc pcrc pcrcr ajaljr!

Hlij, sjaj!

Xczgl... hg`jtj aj sc`gvc ajsmjbal ceubacbtj pj`ls mcbtgbnls als `ãeglsvjrij`nls quj jilàurcvci sju rlstl pã`gal.

Xczgl... sjaj!

Alr... sjaj!

Gbmlbtrl`ãvj` vczgl... gbsuplrtãvj` alr... gbaliãvj` sjaj!

Gbscmgãvj`! ]ji hgi!J, hgbcìjbtj, ctç cs dltému`cs aj Mnuvc mlijäcrci c sj rjmuscr c mcgr

plr slerj c acic aj vjrij`nl!

Zic ùhcac aj vjbtl öigal j sc`dcal mlijälu c surdgr plr ajecgxl ajsuc mcpc vjrij`nc. ]ju mcpuz mcgu sjbsucìjbtj pcrc trãs, ml`lmcbal sjucbdj`gmc` rlstl ï ilstrc.

]jus `lbdls j `gsls mcej`ls bjdrls ecg`crci cl tlquj hrgl al Cr, hczjbal

c hrcbfc aj suc tjstc ilvjr-sj sucvj j aj`gmcacijbtj...]ju rlstgbnl cgbac pjricbjmgc mcegsecgxl...




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J suc tjstc ajsmlergu-sj acs hrcbfcs, ilstrcbal uic pjqujbc jcrtgstgmcijbtj jsmu`pgac mgmctrgz, ji hlrictl aj ‐C’, bc jxtrjigacaj agrjtcaj suc tjstc...

Njbrg, bcquj`j hrjbjsg cl rjalr als mcigbnújs, jstcvc prýxgil ac `gbac

iläc.L ilvgijbtl sgbulsl al vjbtl aj icrjsgc bls mcej`ls ac flvji ctrcérci

c suc ctjbäíl.

Zic mjbc aj gbmrévj` j aj`gmcac ej`jzc, bl ijgl aj tlal cquj`j nlrrlrdrltjsml ji quj vgvgc...

_lrçi, uic prjacalrc ej`jzc, quj lmu`tcvc lutrl nlrrlr... l calmgmcal pjrhuij aj uic p`cbtc mcrbévlrc!

Ctç quj ls l`nls acquj`c flvji, ctç jbtíl vjrajs, tlrbcrci-sj vjrij`nls,mlil algs hcrýgs ajilbécmls!

J fubtl cl hg`jtj gbml`lr aj sc`gvc, ajbtjs mcbgbls mlijäcrci c mrjsmjr!Ercbmls, cduals j jblrijs!

J j`c, cgbac mcegsecgxc, aj plssj acquj`js hcrýgs gbhjrbcgs, vcsmu`ncvcmli l rcel als l`nls cs prlxgigacajs... l rcstrjcr ac prjacalrc, sji sjqujrilvjr l pjsmläl!

]ý sjus l`nls sj ilvgci, aj sls`cgl...

]le c mnuvc, Njbrg jstcvc c træs pcssls acquj`c `gbac iu`njr quj l ctrcécmli tcicbnc ej`jzc j sjbsuc`gacaj...

Ctç quj ui urrl ejstgc` hlg luvgal!

Ji ig`çsgils aj sjdubal tlacs cs pjsslcs al ijrmcal drgtcvci,jiec`cacs pj`l icgs prlhubal påbgml!

Ls `ãegls ac flvji igsturcvci hg`jtjs ruerls ï suc sc`gvc!

Njbrg Aj @cp`ç bíl jxgstgc icgs...Ji sju ùdcr cpjbcs ui mlrpl mcac vjz icgs vczgl aj scbduj,

rcpgacijbtj arjbcbal, mufc vgac l cecbalbcrc!

Drgtls! _åbgml!

Qgrls! Iugtls tgrls!

_jsslcs jsicdcbal-sj uic mlbtrc cs lutrcs, ji ajsjspjrcac tjbtctgvc ajhudc!

J, ji c`dubs pubncals aj igbutls, l sg`æbmgl tlilu mlbtc aj tlac c prcäc al ijrmcal aj Mgtcaj` ]l`jg` .



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L sg`æbmgl aj ui gijbsl sjpu`mrl c mçu cejrtl, cercäcal pj`cs dltcs ajMnuvc.

]g`æbmgl.

L bcturc` sg`æbmgl aj uic iu`tgaíl aj mlrpls, mufc vgac ls cecbalblu

fubtl mli suc ö`tgic dltc aj scbduj, jiuajmgals pj`l dç`gal tlquj ac Ilrtjquj, bcquj`c icarudcac, sjbsucìjbtj trcfcvc sju mcpuz vjrij`nl!

C Ilrtj... l @lel... j c Mncpjuzgbnl Xjrij`nl6 tlals ilrcvci blsmcbgbls gbscmgãvjgs acquj`c flvji!

L mçu prjmgpgtc-sj sji pcrcr...

Cs dltcs aj Mnuvc mcji ceubacbtjs bl gbtjrglr aj ui mcpcmjtj czu`, qujui agc pjrtjbmju c ui slàcal ac LBZ... C Ãduc, quj bj`j sj cmuiu`cvc,

igsturcvc-sj cl scbduj cgbac hrjsml quj icmu`cvc suc hlrrcäíl gbtjrbc... Bcquj`j ijrmcal, cdlrc tual jrc l sg`æbmgl al dltjfcr ac Mnuvc, sle cs

Qrjvcs acquj`c icarudcac...

Ý Ncgtg!

Sucbal tual fã tj pcrjmj pjragal, jgs quj icgs pjragäíl slerj tg rjmcg!




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UUUjjjtttlllrrrbbblll ïïï pppccc`̀̀cccvvvrrrccc666 ]]]jjj`̀̀jjjbbbjjj ]]]tttjjjrrrbbb!!!

_lstcdji =3. Alrigbal mli l Gbgigdl

(]`jjpgbd wgtn tnj Jbjiy, 3773, JZC)

Xl`tjg!

Lbaj ju tgbnc pcrcal ijsil, njgi<

Nui...

Cn, tã!

@jt“s dl!

Ã`jx vl`tlu ac vgcdji aj`j… j ju cdlrc scegc jxctcijbtj quc` tgbnc sgalc vgcdji quj j`j tgbnc gal hczjr...

Jbmlbtrcr-sj mli Argkuy`c!

C`dl aj jspjmgc` ncvgc bui Jm`gpsj rcrl al ]l`...

C`dl quj hczgc Argkuy`c hgmcr... aghjrjbtj!

Ju bíl scegc l quj jrc...

Bji plrquj Argkuy`c hgmcvc ‐aghjrjbtj’...

Ics qucbal Ã`jx sluej al quj cmlbtjmju... quj Argkc j ju ncvécilsmlbvjrscal eji aj pjrtgbnl... c tc` plbtl quj sjbtgils uic l pjrhuij aclutrc rläcbal plr blsscs bcrgbcs...

Sucbal j`j sluej... crhhh...

Ij xgbdlu tcbtl, ics tcbtl, plr ju tæ-`l ajslejajmgal!

Ju bíl sjg sj j`j hgmlu icgs hurglsl mli l hctl aj ju tjr `njajslejajmgal... lu pj`l hctl aj Argkc tjr hjgtl l quj hjz...

]gi, plrquj c ejstlbc cqug cmcelu `nj mlbtcbal qucsj tual!

Ju agssj SZC]J tual!

Ju bíl jrc tíl ejstlbc cssgi prc hc`cr slerj c tc` ‐mcgxc’ jspjmgc`... jucgbac bíl tgbnc jbmlbtrcal cqug`l quj Argkc ncvgc ij hc`cal... CfuacbalNç`îbj bc mlbsjrvcäíl al Mcscríl, ju plajrgc huäcr ji tlacs cs mlgscs qujju puajssj, sjmrjtcijbtj... ics l ]l`cr jrc jblrij! Ncvgci cgbac c`cs,

pjäcs j cplsjbtls quj ju sjqujr ncvgc jbtrcal cgbac!



C. Icyjr

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Ju prjmgscvc jbmlbtrcr cquj`c mcgxc prgijgrl... j ajsmlergr l quj tgbnc `ãajbtrl... sý ajplgs ju plajrgc cvcbäcr...

Ju sjbtg quj, sj ju hc`cssj acquj`c mcgxc, ju fcicgs c jbmlbtrcrgc!

J sj ju fcicgs c jbmlbtrcssj, scej-sj `ã l quj ju plajrgc pjrajr... j prc

sjiprj!_lr gssl ju tcieçi sjqujr tlqujg bl cssubtl slerj c tc` ‐vjracajgrc

hlric aj Ã`jx’...

Lu slerj c tc` acs ‐Qræs _crtjs ac Ege`gltjmc Xgvc’... quj agcels sjrgcuic ‐Ege`gltjmc Xgvc’<

Lu l hctl aj`j ‐ubgr - sj’ c igi ” l quj sjrã quj jrc gssl, jssj tc` ‐ubgr- sj’<

Bcac agssl ju hc`jg... bji sussurrjg! ]g`jbmgj mlip`jtcijbtj!Ncvgc c`dl iugtl jspjmgc` bcquj`c mcgxc... j ju prjmgscvc jbmlbtrã-`c

prgijgrl!

Ju prjmgscvc aj tlal l mugacal, prc bíl hc`cr ajicgs... j plr tual c pjrajr!

Ics sý mli l quj ju hc`jg... Ã`jx vgrlu cquj`c hjrc!

_rgijgrl, levgcijbtj6 icgs ui iývj` vgrlu mgbzcs!

Ls l`nls aj`j trcbshlricrci-sj ji ercscs vgvcs!

]ucs iíls jicbcvci Ucgls, gip`lrcbal plr Qrlvújs!

Ajilrlu iugtl tjipl ctç prc prýprgc Nç`îbj, ijsil hczjbal uigijbsl jshlräl, mlbsjdugr cmcìcr Ã`jx!

Bubmc vg Nç`îbj hczjr tcbtl jshlräl cssgi, bc igbnc vgac!

Mlil cquj`c vj`ngbnc sj jshlrälu prc quj Ã`jx mlbsjdugssj sj cmcìcr!

Ajplgs quj j`j ” `gtjrcìjbtj! ” gbmgbjrlu c`dubs iývjgs mli cs iíls,j`j pcsslu c cbacr aj ui `cal prl lutrl, ml`lmcbal cs iíls slerj ls mcej`ls!

Ju bubmc tgbnc vgstl Ã`jx cssgi!

J`j tcvc uic pg`nc aj bjrvls!

Cbacvc, aj ui `cal prl lutrl, sjiprj cl rjalr acs pgbturcs aj Cb-njt j]crcé... j rjpjtgc prc Nç`îbj, sji pcrcr6

‐Ju cvgsjg, ju cvgsjg! Ju scegc quj gssl gc cmlbtjmjr!’

Bjrvlsl, mcigbncvc sjiprj pjrtl acquj`cs pgbturcs, j hc`cvc sji pcrcr prc vj`ngbnc6




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‐Sucsj cmlbtjmju aj blvl, qucsj cmlbtjmju aj blvl!’

Nç`îbj hczgc aj tual prc cmcìã-`l, ics j`j bíl pcrcvc aj rjpjtgr, sjimjsscr6

‐Argkc plagc tjr hjgtl ] j`jbj ji pjacäls! Argkc plagc tæ-`c ictcal ji

sjdubals! Sucsj! Sucsj! Ju cvgsjg, ju cvgsjg, Nç`îbj!’ Blssc, mlil cquj`c vj`ngbnc sj jshlrälu prc cmcìcr j`j!

Ju<

Qcvc cssustcac ajicgs mli tual cqug`l prc hc`cr quc`qujr mlgsc...

Bíl sjg l quj tcvc ij cssustcbal icgs... sj iju jbmlbtrl mli c Mlgsc...lu sj vjr Ã`jx ajsjspjrcal acquj`j fjgtl...

- Gssl sý jstã pglrcbal cs mlgscs, qujrgal! J`c jstã eji, mnjdlu ji mcscsí j sc`vc! Ls Drcbajs Lrgxãs c prltjdjrci! Ics l`nj cdlrc mlil j`c jstã!]ju ajsjspjrl jstã icmnumcbal-c!

Sucbal Nç`îbj agssj gssl, acquj`j fjgtl tíl hgrij, cplbtcbal prc igi ” quj tcvc al `cal ac `crjgrc, jbtrj j`c j c pcrjaj, sjbtcac bl mníl, tlacjbml`ngac, tjbtcbal ij sjbtgr prltjdgac aj tual l quj tcvc cmlbtjmjbal,gbmùsgvj ac rjcäíl aj Ã`jx... ” hlg quj hgbcìjbtj j`j sj cercbalu...

Ã`jx ij vgu, vgrcac bcquj`j ilbtgbnl nuicbl, bl mcbtgbnl ac `crjgrc...

mli iju rlstl jsmlbagal bls ijus flj`nls...J`j rjspgrlu iugtl hubal...

Iugtcs j iugtcs vjzjs... iugtl prlhubacijbtj...

]jus l`nls vl`tcrci cl blric`... al mrjpgtcr al Hldl, rjtlrbcrci c sjrvjrajs blvcijbtj...

]ucs iíls pcrcrci aj gip`lrcr plr Qrlvújs...

Hlg jbtíl quj j`j `jbtcijbtj sj cprlxgilu aj igi, bcquj`j mcbtgbnl ac

`crjgrc...Sucbal mnjdlu eji pjrtgbnl, j`j hjz c`dl quj ju bubmc gc gicdgbcr6

]j cflj`nlu, eji bc igbnc hrjbtj!

Qãvcils býs algs, qucsj bc ijsic c`turc...

Qgvj mlrcdji aj `jvcbtcr iju rlstl als flj`nls...

Bjssc nlrc j`j ij l`nlu aj ui fjgtl... quj ju bíl sluej ajmghrcr... j

agssj, bui tli quj ij pcrjmju... sjg `ã... almj, ctç6- Ju bíl cmjgtl quj bcac bji bgbduçi tj icmnuquj, bubmc...



C. Icyjr

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Ju bíl sluej l quj agzjr...

J`j jbtíl sj cprlxgilu j sj sjbtlu eji cl iju `cal, bl mníl...

Qãvcils cdlrc býs algs, ui al `cagbnl al lutrl, aj mlstcs prc pcrjaj,ijgl jsprjigals jbtrj c `crjgrc j lutrc pcrjaj...

Býs algs tãvcils mli l l`ncr pjragal, l`ncbal l bcac ï blssc hrjbtj...

Hlg jbtíl quj ju agssj, mli c mcejäc vl`tcac prc hrjbtj, sji hgtcr Ã`jx6

- Ju bubmc icgs qujrl tjr ijal aj Argkc... ju qujrl jbhrjbtã-`c...

Ã`jx tcvc sjbtcal al iju `cal... ji sg`æbmgl... cpjbcs l`ncvc prc hrjbtj,hgtcbal l bcac, mlil ju...

Ju prlssjdug6

- Ju qujrl jbhrjbtã-`c... ij jbsgbj mlil hczjr gssl...

Ã`jx<

Bcac agssj... cpjbcs aju ui `lbdl suspgrl...

Ju hgbcìjbtj hc`jg, l`ncbal prl bcac6

- _lr hcvlr... ij jbsgbj c jbhrjbtã-`c... sjbíl ju sjrjg jsmrcvc al ijal prc sjiprj...

Bíl sjg l quj nluvj..._crjmj quj igbnc ö`tgic hrcsj tjvj ui hlrtj jhjgtl slerj Ã`jx...

J`j mlbtgbulu l`ncbal prc hrjbtj, prl bcac quj býs algs hgtãvcils... icsagssj, mli c vlz ijgl pjragac6

- ]j vlmæ qugsjr jbhrjbtcr Argkc... vcg prjmgscr cbtjs mlbnjmjr cquj`j qujtrcbshlrilu Argkc bc ‐Mlgsc’...

Ju< Qcvc luvgbal... mli l l`ncr pjragal... ctç quj ju agssj, `jbtcijbtj,

tcieçi mli c vlz ijgl pjragac6- Jbtíl... ij `jvj prc mlbnjmjr quji c trcbshlrilu...

Ã`jx suspgrlu hubal.

Býs algs, hgtcbal l bcac, mli ls l`nls vl`tcals ï hrjbtj, ui sjbtcal cl`cal al lutrl.

Ctç quj j`j agssj6

- Suji c trcbshlrilu ç nlrrgvjìjbtj cssustcalr, ]j`jbj...

Ju bcac agssj.




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J`j hjz uic `lbdc pcusc... ctç quj agssj6

- Xlmæ jstã ijsil agsplstc c vjr l ilbstrl quj trcbshlrilu Argkc, jhgtã-`l, eji bl ijgl als l`nls ac mrgcturc<

Ju suspgrjg hubal...

Al fjgtl quj Ã`jx hc`cvc, bíl scegc icgs quji jrc l icgs tjrrévj`6 c Mlgsclu quji mrglu c Mlgsc...

Hlg jbtíl quj ju agssj cquj`c hrcsj...

C hrcsj quj iuacrgc c igbnc vgac prc sjiprj6

- Qñ mcbscac aj vgvjr mli ijal... ju jbhrjbtl quc`qujr mlgsc prc vgvjr`gvrj al ijal... ij `jvj prc mlbnjmjr l ilbstrl... ju hgtcrjg ls l`nls aj`j...

Ã`jx aju ui `lbdl suspgrl6- Ç ui mcigbnl sji vl`tc, ]j`jbj...

Hlg igbnc vjz aj suspgrcr6

- Ju tñ mcbscac ajicgs prc rjmucr... ju bíl qujrl icgs vl`tcr... ju qujrlsjr `gvrj... lu ilrrjr tjbtcbal...

Ã`jx ec`cbälu c mcejäc... mlil sj cmjgtcssj l quj ju agssj...

J jstcbal býs algs c`g, pcrcaújs, sjbtcals bl mníl, hgtcbal prl bcac ï

blssc hrjbtj, sji l`ncr ui prl lutrl, Ã`jx hgbcìjbtj agssj6- _jduj sjus almuijbtls... vlmæ prjmgscrã aj`js... cicbní ijsil grjils

vgcfcr... tj `jvcrjg pcrc mlbnjmjr cquj`j quji trcbshlrilu Argkc bc Mlgsc...cicbní pcrtgrjils ji blssc vgcdji...

Ã`jx sj `jvcbtlu...

Mcigbnlu `jbtcijbtj ji agrjäíl ï jsmcac...

Cbtjs quj j`j suegssj ju, mli l l`ncr cgbac hgtcbal l bcac, `nj pjrdubtjg6

- Jssj ilbstrl tji ui blij<

J jbqucbtl ju luvgc ls pçs aj Ã`jx suegbal pjscac j `jbtcijbtj csjsmcacs, luvg j`j agzjr cpjbcs jsscs pc`cvrcs6

- _lajrlsl Hrãdg` _jqujbl Drcbaj Ilbstrl...



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_lstcdji =5. Ujvý`vjr

(Ujvl`vjr , 5??:, JZC)

_rlmurjg ls ijus almuijbtls plr tlal l iju qucrtl!

Arldc, clbaj ju ls ijtg, njgi<!

_rlmurjg bcs igbncs dcvjtcs...

_rlmurjg bc igbnc ilmng`c...

_rlmurjg bc el`sc aj vgcfji aj Ucmnj`...

_rlmurjg bls rlupjgrls... fldujg bjrvlscijbtj tlacs cs igbncs rlupcs blmníl j humjg ajbtrl aj tlals ls el`sls, aj mcac uic aj`cs!

Ctç ajecgxl ac mcic j al ml`mníl ju prlmurjg!

Ujvgrjg tlal l iju qucrtl, al csslc`nl cl tjtl! J bcac!

Bcac, bcac!

Ctç quj, mlil ui rcgl, ij vjgl uic gicdji6

C dj`cajgrc aj _gbk _gd! L drcbaj vcsl aj h`lrjs p`ãstgmcs!

‐Ijraj, ijraj, ijraj!’ mlil agrgc Ã`jx!

Gbhjrbl als agcels al mcmjtj!

Ju tgbnc jsqujmgal ls ijus almuijbtls jsmlbagals eji bl ijglacquj`j vcsl aj h`lrjs6 ji mgic ac dj`cajgrc aj _gbk _gd!

Ijraj, ijraj, ijraj!

Ju furjg prc igi ijsic quj bubmc icgs grgc plr ls pçs bcquj`j

gbhjrbgbnl! Bubmc icgs!Ics ju prjmgscvc mli urdæbmgc als ijus almuijbtls!

]ji j`js ju fcicgs plajrgc vgcfcr! Grgc sjr ecrrcac bl prgijgrl dugmnæ alcjrlplrtl!

Crhhh...

Bíl tgbnc fjgtl... ju tjrgc aj gr `ã... pjdcr ls ijus almuijbtls...

Nç`îbj vgu quj ju tcvc ij sjbtgbal ijdc ic`...

Qjr quj vl`tcr `ã tcvc ij ajgxcbal iugtl ch`gtc... ajplgs al jbmlbtrl mliArgkc, ijus bjrvls sjiprj tcvci ï h`lr ac pj`j... gicdgbc cgbac tjr quj gr




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ajssj fjgtl, agrgdgbal c @ubc, al jxtrjil ]u` aj Ncppy Ncrelr, @ciyXg``cdj, ctç l jxtrjil Blrtj, Tngtj Tgbd< J fustl prc mcsc aj _gbk _gd<!

C vj`ngbnc scmlu gssl aj mcrc...

L quj j`c hjz<

Mlbvjbmju @jg`jbj c ij `jvcr ctç `ã, bc pgmk-up aj`c.

C mlipcbngc jrc pçssgic...

Ics Icacij ]lu Drlssc j Acé sgip`jsijbtj bíl hc`lu bcac, cl `lbdlac vgcdji gbtjgrc.

Bíl agssj uic pc`cvrc... bíl gip`gmlu mligdl bjbnuic vjz...

Ju tcieçi6 hc`cvc mli j`c tcbtl qucbtl ui pç aj mluvj...

Qãvcils býs aucs c`g, bc mcegbj ac pgmk-up, jbqucbtl c pcgscdji acmgacaj ajshg`cvc plr býs... c `lgrc j c ilrjbc...

Bcquj`c mcegbj6 c `lgrc agrgdgc sju plsscbtj mli uic iíl sý, jbqucbtl pcrjmgc aj`gmgcr-sj mli l Xjbtl cmcrgmgcbal sju ercäl prc hlrc, ectumcbalmli c plbtc als ajals bl tjtl jxtjrbl ac pgmk-up... pcrjmgc ctç quj j`c tgbncmli l Xjbtl c ijsic rj`cäíl quj ju tgbnc mli c Ãduc Almj6 uic sgbtlbgc jui mcrgbnl tíl drcbaj quj bls cmcìcvci...

C ilrjbc< Bl ecbml al mcrlbc, mlip`jtcijbtj ciucac, l`ncbal prc

fcbj`c, mli l l`ncr pjragal...C `lgrc j c ilrjbc6 cs aucs iuacs, bcquj`c mcegbj, jxjmutcbal jbtrj sg ls

rgmls agsmursls sji pc`cvrcs quj cpjbcs cs iu`njrjs sceji tíl ejiajmghrcr...

Mnjdcils ji hrjbtj ï mcsc aj _gbk _gd... crhhh...

@jg`jbj j ju ajsmjils ac pgmk-up.

C mcsc tcvc tlac hjmncac! Fýgc! _gbk _gd cgbac bíl tgbnc mnjdcal ac mcsc

aui als icmnls aj`c!Jbtrcils bl pãtgl j ruicils ctç c plrtc als hubals.

J icgs uic vjz, jiecgxl acquj`j hcilsl vcsgbnl aj mcmtls, jgs quj `ãtcvc j`c6

C mncvj ac plrtc als hubals!

Ics, jbqucbtl ju cergc c plrtc, hgz c`dl quj cmnjg quj bubmc hcrgc ui agcbc igbnc vgac6 pjagr ui hcvlr prc @jg`jbj!

Ics ju prjmgscvc, c sgtucäíl jrc ajsjspjrcalrc6



C. Icyjr

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- _lssl tj pjagr ui öbgml hcvlr, @jg`jbj<

J`c< Hlg jspcbtlscijbtj... sgipãtgmc<!

- ]gi, agdc, ]j`jbj.

Blssc, ctç hgqujg mnlmcac!Ics ju bíl tgbnc tjipl c pjrajr, plr gssl hc`jg ijdc rãpgac6

- Xlmæ hgmc cqug hlrc, mugacbal prc igi sj bíl mnjdc bgbduçi<

- M`crl...

Cssgi, @jg`jbj hgmlu bc plrtc, al `cal aj hlrc...

Jbtrjg `gdjgrc, hurtgvcijbtj, j hug icgs uic vjz agrjtl prc dj`cajgrc! Icgsjspjmghgmcijbtj, ijus l`nls vlcrci agrjtl prc mgic ac dj`cajgrc6 eji

bcquj`j vcsl aj h`lrjs aj p`ãstgml!

Ijus ajagbnls, træiu`ls aj cbsgjacaj, huäcrci bl ijgl acquj`j drcbajvcsl j...

Cmnjg, cmnjg!

Ajplgs aj tlal cquj`j tjipl, _gbk _gd bubmc tgbnc vgstl quj cquj`j ijutjslurl tcvc c`g, jsmlbagal sji qujrjr!

Ju tcvc mli igbnc mcrtjgrgbnc aj almuijbtls cdlrc, eji bc pcìc ac

igbnc iíl, yjs!Qcvc mnjmcbal sj tlals tcvci c`g ijsil...

Qcvci! Qlagbnls! Wjs, yjs!

Ics, jbqucbtl ju ducracvc igbnc mcrtjgrgbnc bl el`sl gbtjrbl al ijuslerjtual, c`dl tjrrévj` cmlbtjmju!

@jg`jbj jbmlstlu c plrtc als hubals ac mcsc aj _gbk _gd!

J ju luvg ui ecru`nl aj mncvjs!@jg`jbj ncvgc ij trcbmcal! Ajbtrl ac mcsc aj _gbk _gd!

Xcdceubac ajsdrcäcac al mcmjtj!

]uc hjrrcac auic hgdc!

Mlrrg ctç c plrtc6

- _crc mli jssc ergbmcajgrc, @jg`jbj! Cerj fã jssc plrtc!

@jg`jbj< Bíl ij rjsplbaju!




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- @jg`jbj, @jg`jbj!

Cpjbcs sg`æbmgl.

L sg`æbmgl icgs ctjrrlrgzcbtj quj ju fã tgbnc luvgal!

Mlijmjg c drgtcr plr j`c!J bcac!

Bgssl, mlil ui cbgic` cmucal, l`njg prc tlacs cs fcbj`cs cl iju rjalr!

Bíl cagcbtcvc bji qujerã-`cs prc scgr ac`g6 tlacs j`cs tgbnci drcajs ajcäl!

Mlrrg ctç c plrtc ac hrjbtj! Qcieçi tcvc mncvjcac! J jstc, cgbac plrmgic, tgbnc uic slerjplrtc aj drcajs aj cäl, plr hlrc!

Hlg bjssj ilijbtl quj ij mlijälu c ectjr ui ajsjspjrl!

Ju tcvc prjsc!

_rjsc ajbtrl ac mcsc aj _gbk _gd!

Qcvc prjsc bl ö`tgil ùdcr al iubal quj ju qujrgc tã!

_rjsc! Jbmurrc`cac!

Iju pjgtl mlijälu c cpjrtcr nlrrgvjìjbtj! Igbnc rjspgrcäíl mlijälu c

hgmcr lhjdcbtj!J`c gc mnjdcr c quc`qujr ilijbtl!

J`c gc ergdcr mligdl plr ju tjr jbtrcal ajbtrl ac mcsc aj`c, cgbac icgsqucbal j`c bíl tcvc ji mcsc!

J`c gc cmcecr mligdl!

Mlijälu c ij hc`tcr cr prc rjspgrcr! Mlijmjg c hgmcr tíl lhjdcbtj quj eusmcvc ajsjspjrcacijbtj l cr quj ij hudgc als puìújs!

Mciec`jcbtj, hug blvcijbtj ctç c plrtc als hubals.Qcvc trcbmcac ijsil!

- @jg`jbj, plr hcvlr, tj gip`lrl, cerj jssc plrtc!

_uxjg, ajsjspjrcac, mli tual, cquj`c plrtc. Sucsj qujerjg c icäcbjtc!

Hlg qucbal mlijmjg c ectjr bc plrtc6

- @jg`jbj, tj sup`gml, cerj jssc plrtc!

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L sg`æbmgl jrc cssustcalrcijbtj sjpu`mrc`...

Bíl ncvgc bgbduçi `ã hlrc! @jg`jbj hlg jielrc!

@jg`jbj ij prjbaju j ij cecbalblu `ã!

L ]l` ilrrgc bl nlrgzlbtj6 l pglr mrjpösmu`l ac igbnc vgac!J l cr ilrrgc bl iju pjgtl6 ju tcvc suhlmcbal!

- Igbnc iíj vcg ij ictcr! Cerj jssc plrtc, @jg`jbj!

Hlg cé quj ju mlijmjg c mnlrcr... aj pcvlr!

J, mnlrcbal, mlijmjg c mnutcr c plrtc!

Mnlrcbal aj ajsjspjrl, jbqucbtl puxcvc c icäcbjtc, acbal mnutjs bc plrtc, mlil uic hjrc cmucac pj`ls icgs mruçgs mcäcalrjs!

Hlg bjssc nlrc, ji quj ju ij ajectgc, mnutcbal c plrtc mli tlacs csigbncs hlräcs, quj ji ij scmuag tcbtl quj igbnc mcrtjgrgbnc aj almuijbtlsmcgu aj ajbtrl al iju slerjtual... jstctj`lu-sj, cejrtc, bl csslc`nl acquj`cmcsc aj nlrrlrjs!

Iju mlrcäíl scmuagc ajbtrl aj iju pjgtl, jbqucbtl ju ejrrcvc bl icgs prlhubal ajsjspjrl6

- J`c vcg ij surrcr! J`c vcg ij qujgicr mli l sju mgdcrrl!

Ju bji ij acvc icgs mlbtc al quj ju hc`cvc!_gbk _gd ncvgc ij qujgical mli sju mgdcrrl, pj`c ö`tgic vjz, qucbal ju

tgbnc blvj cbls... plgs `ldl cpýs hug prl ]cgbt _jtjr j ajplgs Ucmnj` tliluigbnc ducrac. _lr quj ju agssj cqug`l, jbtíl<

Ju ij sjbtgc ceslùtcijbtj gbajhjsc bcquj`j ilijbtl!

Qcvc ajsjspjrcac j mnlrcbal, jxctcijbtj mlil bcquj`c tcraj, al agc jiquj _gbk _gd ij jspcbmlu j ij qujgilu mli sju mgdcrrl, pj`c ö`tgic vjz!

Qual tcvc dgrcbal prc igi...L cr bíl vgbnc icgs prls ijus puìújs...

Iju mlrcäíl pcrjmgc quj gc sc`tcr pj`c igbnc dcrdcbtc!

Ctç quj hgqujg tíl sji cr quj igbnc hlräcs sj cmcecrci!

Hlg cé quj ju ij prlstrjg bl mníl, j hgqujg prctgmcijbtj ji plsgäíl hjtc`,cl pç acquj`c plrtc... sý ij rjstcvci hlräcs prc mnlrcr, aj tjrrlr jajsjspjrl!

_crjmgc quj ju gc ilrrjr!




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Ju bíl jbxjrdcvc icgs bcac agrjgtl... ijus l`nls tcvci tíl gijrsls ji`ãdrgics quj cragci... igbnc vlz ilrrgc bcs prlhubajzcs ac igbnc dcrdcbtc,tcicbnl iju pcvlr!

Hlg qucbal iju l`ncr, pjragal, l`nlu ui plbtl hgxl bl mníl...

C igbnc mcrtjgrgbnc aj almuijbtls, mcéac j cejrtc, mli uisgiel`gmcijbtj hcilsl almuijbtl ï ilstrc...

Jrc igbnc Mcrtjgrc aj Gajbtgacaj... mli c igbnc hltl vl`tcac prc mgic...mlil sj tgvjssj l`ncbal prc igi...

Cquj`c hltl nlrrlrlsc igbnc ” cssgi mlil ç nlrrlrlsc tlac hltl ajMcrtjgrc aj Gajbtgacaj! ” tcvc mlil sj ij hgtcssj...


Cqug`l!C igbnc hltl, bc igbnc Mcrtjgrc aj Gajbtgacaj... pcrjmgc sj ilvjr!

J pcrjmgc quj hc`cvc!

Ju, prlstrcac bl mníl, mlijmjg c prjstcr ctjbäíl bcquj`c hltl...

J j`c hc`cvc ijsil! _crjmgc hc`cr iugtl, mlbsgdl ijsic!

Zic hltl quj hc`cvc mlbsgdl ijsic<! J ju c luvg agzjr gssl6

- _rjmgsl scgr ajssc mcsc, prjmgsl, prjmgsl!Ju vgc c hltl ajsjspjrcac, ml`lmcbal ls ercäls slerj suc prýprgc mcejäc,

ji påbgml! J c hltl ac Mcrtjgrc aj Gajbtgacaj, sj ilvjbal cpcvlrcac, agzgc6

- J`c vcg ij qujgicr mli l mgdcrrl! J`c vcg ectjr ji igi! J`c ijlajgc! J`j sjiprj ij rjfjgtlu! _rjmgsl scgr acqug, prjmgsl hudgr!

J c hltl ejrrcvc, ajsjspjrcac6

- @jg`jbj, suc vcmc ajsdrcäcac, vlmæ ij trcgu! Bíl, bíl, vl`tj! Ij tgrc

acqug, ij tgrc acqug, tj gip`lrl! Cerj jssc plrtc, sjbíl j`c vcg ij pjdcr!Sucbal ju vg c hltl hc`cbal ” cquj`c hltl nlrrlrlsc, ajhlricac ” ju sjbtg

c`dl iugtl, ics iugtl jstrcbnl...

Mlil sj hlssj uic vlz, quj vgbnc al ijgl al iju pjgtl j al c`tl acigbnc mcejäc, eji bl iju Lrg6

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Jbqucbtl gssl, igbnc hltl ac Mcrtjgrc aj Gajbtgacaj, jstjbagac c`g blmníl, hc`cvc ajsjspjrcac, cmucac, sji pcrcr6



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- Xíl ij icmnumcr, víl ij ectjr! Xíl ij icmnumcr iugtl!

J c hltl sj jbml`ngc... j rjml`ngc tlacs cs suc prýprgcs hlräcs, mlil uiclstrc sj jsmlbajbal ji suc mlbmnc... sjiprj jspjrcbal l tjrrévj` ilijbtlquj ectjrgci bj`c, quj c jspcbmcrgci!

C hltl pcrjmgc ctç uic mrgcbäc pjqujbc j gbajhjsc! Bíl pcrjmgc mli uic iläc cau`tc, albc al sju prýprgl bcrgz j ajstgbl,

quj sjiprj ùtlu j ectc`nlu prc sj icbtjr vgvc j gbtjgrc...

J c hltl, drgtcbal, tlac jbml`ngac, mli cs iíls bl c`tl ac mcejäc, prc sj prltjdjr, hc`cvc mnlrcbal6

- Bgbduçi ij cic! Qlals ij icmnumci! Bgbduçi dlstc aj igi! Ju tñ slzgbnc! Ju tñ cecbalbcac!

J`c mnlrcvc j drgtcvc6- Ucmnj` sj hlg! C öbgmc pjsslc bjssj iubal quj ij cilu! Ju hgqujg

slzgbnc bl iubal! Qñ cecbalbcac! Qjbnl ijal!

Jbml`njbal-sj, c hltl `cijbtcvc6

_jrag iju jiprjdl! _jrag c mcsc ji quj ju mrjsmg j hug hj`gz mli Ucmnj`!

_jrag c igbnc öbgmc cigdc! Cyccb ij cecbalblu! ]uc jdléstcajsdrcäcac6 hlg sý sj acr eji bc vgac j `ldl ij cecbalblu!

Ju tñ mcbscac! Ju qujrl ilrrjr! Bíl ij slerlu bcac bji bgbduçibjssj iubal!

Bíl ij slerlu icgs bcac bjstj iubal! Ijus ö`tgils ilijbtls hj`gzjsquj ij rjstcrci síl mlrrjr slerj igbnc @ubc, bcs icarudcacs! ]ý ij

slerlu c sjbscäíl aj `gejracaj al cr dj`cal ac icarudcac bls ijusmcej`ls... C mcrémgc al vjbtl, slerj igbnc @ubc, ç l ö`tgil mcrgbnl quj ijrjstlu! Bíl qujrl uscr mcpcmjtj! Qñ prlbtc prc ilrrjr j gr jielrc!

Xgvl jxg`cac, bls hubals ac mcsc aj _gbk _gd! _rjmgsl ij prltjdjr, prjmgsl, prjmgsl! Ls icmnls tcrcals aj`c víl ij pjdcr! Xíl ceuscr aj igi! Ar. Tctslb vcg ij pjdcr! Qlal vjstgal aj ercbml! C ]jrpjbtj Ercbmc vcg ijmlijr! J _gbk _gd vcg vjr tual j rgr, sj vgbdcbal plrquj ju rluejg c

fuvjbtuaj aj`c!

Ls nlijbs aj ercbml! Bíl, bíl! C nlrc al rjiçagl, bíl!

Ju tñ ajsjiprjdcac... tñ pcsscbal hlij... cg aj igi! Iju mlhrj hlrtj,igbnc `ctgbnc aj rjhrgdjrcbtj tã qucsj vczgc! C hg`c ac slpc, bíl, bíl! Qual,ijbls c hg`c ac slpc! Ju vlu mcgr bc igsçrgc! ]ý ij rjstlu c hg`c ac slpc!

Ju vlu pcsscr hrgl j hlij tlals ls agcs ctç l rjstl ac igbnc vgac! Ju vluvgrcr icgs uic ijbagdc, bíl, bíl! Bíl qujrl ilrcr bc ruc, ilrrjr aj




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hlij, aj hrgl lu sjr qujgicac vgvc mlil ls p`cyelys qujgici ls ijbagdls plr hcrrc, bcs icarudcacs! Bíl, bíl! Qjbnl ijal aj sjr icmnumcac, bíl,bíl! Qjbnl ijal, tjbnl ijal!

Aj rjpjbtj bltjg quj c jxprjssíl ac hltl iualu6

Ã`jx! Mlil vlmæ ç `gbal j jspjmgc`... ics vlmæ bubmc vcg ij cicr... vlmæç `gbal j ju slu nlrrlrlsc, hjgc, ajsjbdlbäcac, icdrgmj`c, uic jbmc`ncac!Xlmæ ij rjfjgtc... vlmæ ij jvgtc... vlmæ ç mruj` mligdl plrquj ju slu hjgc,

plerj, jsqugsgtc, tlac sji drcäc! Ju vlu vgrcr uic vj`nc slzgbnc, cicrdc,buic mcsc jblrij j sg`jbmglsc, mufl sg`æbmgl sý ç qujercal plr dctlsigcbal!

Ju vlu sjr uic vj`nc mcrmligac, mjrmcac aj dctls plr tlals ls `cals,mlil igbnc öbgmc mlipcbngc! Bjbnui dcrltl bubmc ij qugs! Bubmc hug

ajsjfcac, bubmc hug cicac! Qjbnl ijal aj bubmc sjr cicac, tjbnl ijal!J c jxprjssíl ac hltl iualu blvcijbtj6

_rjmgsl ij jsmlbajr acs lutrcs mrgcbäcs j cal`jsmjbtjs, prjmgsl, prjmgsl! J`js víl ij pjdcr, j`js víl ij ectjr! Ujmrjgl, Jaumcäíl Hésgmc,bíl, bíl! Xlu hudgr prc Ege`gltjmc ac jsml`c, ç l öbgml ùdcr quj bíl ç

pjrgdlsl bl iubal! Qjbnl ijal!

Hlg jbtíl quj c jxprjssíl ac hltl caqugrgu ui cr aj nlrrlr6

Ilsjs! Xlmæ vcg ij hurcr! Ju vlu scbdrcr! Xcg aljr iugtl, iugtc alr! Ju vlu ilrrjr rjtc`ncac, icgs mjal lu icgs tcraj! Ju tñ slzgbnc bl iubal,ls ecbagals víl ij pjdcr uic nlrc! Ju tñ ajsprltjdgac, ju tñ cecbalbcac!Qjbnl ijal, tjbnl ijal!

C Mlgsc! Igbncs trgpcs víl scgr prc hlrc! J`c vcg mlijr igbncs trgpcsqujbtgbncs jbqucbtl iju mlrcäíl pu`sc! J`c vcg ij jstrcäc`ncr! Bíl vcg

slercr bcac aj igi! Ju vlu ilrrjr ajspjacäcac, jbqucbtl cgbac rjspgrl!Zi ilbstrl, l pglr aj tlals quj fã jxgstgu slerj c hcmj ac Qjrrc, ij

pjrsjduj! Cg aj igi! ]lu lagcac pj`l pglr ilbstrl quj fã vcdlu slerj l

iubal! J`c vcg ij pjdcr! Ã`jx vcg jielrc, vcg ij cecbalbcr, j j`c vcg ij pjdcr! J`c vcg ij tlrturcr iugtl cbtjs aj ij ictcr! J`c vcg ij mlijr ejiajvcdcrgbnl, ýrdíl plr ýrdíl! Xcg sjr nlrrévj`! Ju prjmgsl ij jsmlbajr,

prjmgsl ij lmu`tcr! _rjmgsl suigr ac vgstc aj tlals prc quj c Mlgsc bíl ijcmnj! Qjbnl ijal, tjbnl ijal! C Mlgsc ç iju icglr ijal! J`c ç l ijal

suprjil slerj c hcmj ac Qjrrc! Qjbnl iugtl ijal, tjbnl ijal!

Hlg bl ilijbtl ji quj c hltl agssj gssl quj ju pjrmjeg...

Ajbtrj tlacs cs pc`cvrcs j hrcsjs quj j`c prlbubmgcvc, uic j`c sjiprj

acvc ajstcquj jspjmgc`6 ‐Qjbnl ijal’!



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J pjrmjeg gssl plrquj cdlrc ju ij sjbtgc mlip`jtcijbtj plr hlrc aj tuall quj c hltl agzgc...

Ju ij sjbtg mlil sj rjcìjbtj c hltl hlssj cpjbcs uic pcgscdji prc sjlesjrvcr...

Ju sjbtg quj c hltl bíl jrc ju...Ju sjbtg quj ju jrc iugtl icglr al quj cquj`c hltl... j iugtl icglr al

quj tual l quj j`c agzgc, lu al quj ls lutrls agzgci aj`c...

Ju ij sjbtgc tíl mcìc vjbal cquj`c hltl hc`cr tcbtc mlgsc, sji pcrcr plrui öbgml sjdubal... plgs cdlrc jrc cpjbcs uic hltl...

Zic hltl...

Zic ijrc rjprjsjbtcäíl...

C`dl quj bc rjc`gacaj, bíl jxgstgc... plrquj uic hltl fcicgs plajrgcmcptcr l quj Jxgstj... tual l quj Ju ]lu...

_jrcbtj igi tcvc cpjbcs cquj`c ijrc rjprjsjbtcäíl aj c`dl quj cmncvcquj jxgstgc... c`dl quj ncvgc sj pjragal bl ijgl aj ui `cegrgbtl ajmlbmjgtls... ics plr ecgxl ajssj gijbsl `cegrgbtl aj mlbmjgtls sji hgi, tgbncuic öbgmc pjarc sustjbtcbal tual6

Ijal!

J l`ncbal prc cquj`c hltl, ju ij sjbtgc... mcìc...Ajbtrl acquj`c hltl, tual jrc cpjrtcal, al`lrlsl, suhlmcbtj, sji cr, mli

l mlrcäíl scgbal pj`c elmc, cpjbcs slhrgijbtl!

Ics cqug hlrc, Ju Mligdl, ajbtrl al iju pjgtl ncvgc cdlrc tcbtl jspcäl!

Zic sjbscäíl aj Jspcäl Gbtjrglr, ui aj`gmglsl vgbnl `gmlrlsl almj qujju fã ncvgc jxpjrgijbtcal c`duics aj sucs dltcs cbtjs6

Sucbal scé al Mcscríl aj Ã`jx, pj`c prgijgrc vjz, agrgdgbal igbnc @ubc,

sji rltu`cr ceslùtcijbtj bcac cl iju rjalr...Sucbal cmjbag cquj`c vj`c prc Iíj Lxui _cbaã, cdrcajmjbal l hctl aj

ju tã vgvc...

Qcbtl Jspcäl Gbtjrglr, ajbtrl aj igi, bcquj`js ilijbtls...

Qcbtl Qjipl Gbtjrglr, ajbtrl aj igi, bcquj`js ilijbtls... mlil sj l pcsscal sj agssl`vjssj j l huturl sj jvcplrcssj... mli cpjbcs ui ilijbtljxgstgbal... l iju ilijbtl bl Jtjrbl Cdlrc...




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J jbqucbtl ju tcbdgc cquj`c sjbscäíl aj Jspcäl Gbtjrglr mrjsmjbal blijgl al iju pjgtl, ju pjrmjegc quj igbnc hltl, bcquj`c Mcrtjgrc ajGajbtgacaj, hgmcvc mcac vjz icgs cshgxgcac, cpjrtcac, jbmurrc`cac!

J`c pjricbjmgc ajsjspjrcac, hc`cbal, hc`cbal, hc`cbal...

Hc`cvc tcbtl quj tual l quj j`c agzgc bíl pcrjmgc lutrc mlgsc sjbíl gssl6 ecru`nl!

J j`c sj sjbtgc mcac vjz icgs cpjrtcac, slhrjbal mcac vjz icgs!

Hlg qucbal ju hgtjg hgrij prc cquj`c hltl j `nj agssj6

- Qjbnc mcìc, dcrltc... bíl tjbnc icgs ijal... Ju plssl vjr vlmæ6 vlmæbíl tã icgs slzgbnc!

Sucbal ju agssj gssl... c`dl cmlbtjmju!

C hltl!

J`c ij hgtlu bls ijus l`nls, mlip`jtcijbtj cssustcac6

- Njgi< Xlmæ plaj ij vjr<

Ju `nj rjsplbag, gijrsc bl iju mlbhlrtãvj` Jspcäl Gbtjrglr6

- ]gi.

Xlmæ tã jbdcbcac! Xlmæ bíl plaj ij vjr!

- _lrquj ju bíl plssl tj vjr<

_lrquj ju bíl jxgstl! ]lu sý uic cùmgbcäíl suc!

Ju rjspgrcvc mcìc j trcbqug`cijbtj... l Cr ij sjrvgc, jrc iju cigdl6 fcicgs ij hc`tcvc...

]jbtgc iju mlrcäíl ectjbal sucvj, ecg`cbal ji ncrilbgc rétigmc bc crmcal iju pjgtl...

J gijrsc bjssj Jspcäl Gbtjrglr, rjsplbag6- ]gi, vlmæ jxgstj... plgs Ju tj pjrmjel... Ju tj sgbtl... mcac ecru`ngbnl

sju, mcac pjbscijbtgbnl vcdceubagbnl sju rjpjrmutj bl iju mlrpl, mlil ltgrl aj ui rjvý`vjr... sgi, Ju plssl vjr vlmæ cdlrc... vlmæ bíl plaj icgs sjjsmlbajr aj igi... Ju plssl lesjrvcr vlmæ...

C hltl hjz uic mcrjtc aj ajsdlstl j, iugtl grrgtcac, agssj6

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_lrquj ju slu ]j`jbj ]tjrb. _lrquj ju slu vlmæ! Ju slu sju jspj`nl! Çctrcvçs aj igi quj vlmæ jxgstj!

Sucbal j`c ij agssj gssl, hjz-sj ui gijbsl sg`æbmgl!

_jrmjeg quj c hltl slrrgu... ui slrrgsl aj vgtýrgc!

Ctç quj ju `nj agssj6

- Xlmæ ç l cmöiu`l als ijus pjbscijbtls al pcsscal. Xlmæ ç mlil csgicdjbs aj ui hgìj, giprjsscs buic pj`ému`c... gicdjbs quj cpjbcs sjgiprgiji j sj rjpjtji... vlmæ tã prjsc ajbtrl als qucarls aj ui hgìj,ajbtrl aj uic hgìcdji... ics Ju ]lu c rltjgrgstc, c agrjtlrc j c ctrgz

prgbmgpc`. Ju ]lu iugtl icglr quj c pjrslbcdji, quj hgmlu prjsc prc sjiprjbcquj`c drcvcäíl al hgìj. _lr gssl Ju bíl slu vlmæ... Ju ]lu iugtl icglral quj vlmæ!

L slrrgsl aj vgtýrgc ac hltl ilrrju gijagctcijbtj, acbal ùdcr c uicjxprjssíl aj rcgvc j ýagl6

Bíl, bíl, ju slu vlmæ! Ju slu c agrjtlrc, c rltjgrgstc, c ctrgz prgbmgpc`!

Ju sjqujr luvg sucs ö`tgics pc`cvrcs...

]jbtjg-ij bl mníl...

]jbtgc igbnc rjspgrcäíl tíl dlstlsc!

]jbtgc l ectjr al iju mlrcäíl tíl mlipcsscal!Hlg jbtíl quj mruzjg igbncs pjrbcs, ji plsgäíl aj sjig`ýtus...

]jbtgc mcac vjz icgs bétgal l iju mlrpl... mcac pcrtj aj`j... c rjspgrcäíl,l mlrcäíl, cs rlupcs slerj iju mlrpl... ls slbs quj vgbnci al rj`ýdgl acmcsc aj ]c`jt... ju sjbtgc j pjrmjegc tual gssl, tíl bétgal...

C hltl hgmlu uic hjrc6

_crj fã mli jssc pc`ncäcac! Xlmæ vcg mlpgcr j gigtcr cquj`c vj`nc sjbg`,

quj tji icgs cbls quj l Ar. Mncpctgi< Xcg luvgr cquj`j ^cbdñ quj jvgtc jrjbjdc vlmæ, quj c trctc mlil uic bcac< Luäc c igi! Ju slu suc ij`nlrcigdc!

Ijus puìújs sj cejbälcvci al Nã`gtl ]cdrcal al Cr j iju mlrcäíljxpcbagc iju Jspcäl Gbtjrglr...

_crj fã mli gssl! Cmlrac, dcrltc! Qlals ijbtji prc vlmæ! C vj`ncmcaumc j sjbg` ijbtj prc vlmæ! L cblric` al Ã`jx ijbtj prc vlmæ! J`jsijbtji, sý qujrji sj cprlvjgtcr aj vlmæ, suc gbdæbuc, suc elelbc, suc

ejstlbc! Qlals sý qujrji uscr vlmæ, icmnumcr vlmæ! Ics ju bíl! Ju prltjfl vlmæ! Ju mugal aj vlmæ!




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_crj fã mli gssl! Qlals qujrji icmnumcr vlmæ, ics ju prltjfl vlmæ! Liubal `ã hlrc ç pjrgdlsl! Ju mugal aj vlmæ, ]j`jbj! J`js síl blvgacaj quj

pcssci bc suc vgac, ics ju slu suc cigdc icgs cbtgdc! Ju sjiprj bls prltjdg! Ju slu suc ij`nlr cigdc, bíl ij gdblrj! Cerc jssjs l`nls, l`nj prc igi! Bíl ij gdblrj! Ij luäc, ij luäc! Qual l quj ju `nj agdl ç sjiprj jxtrjicijbtj giplrtcbtj! Ju sjiprj sc`vjg vlmæ! Ij luäc, ij luäc! Ju slu aj mlbhgcbäc, j`js ç quj síl ls pjrgdlsls! Ju hgml, j`js víl jielrc! Bíl ij gdblrj, ij luäc sjiprj!


Bíl ij gdblrj jbqucbtl ju hc`l mli vlmæ! Xlmæ scej c`dl ac vgac sjiigi< Xlmæ ç eurrc, ajscstrcac, hcz tual jrrcal! Qlbtc, giejmg`, jstöpgac!]uc gagltc! G-ag-l-tc! ]j bíl hlssj ju tlicbal mlbtc aj vlmæ, vlmæ bubmctjrgc slerjvgvgal! Býs aucs tjrécils ilrrgal! Ju sc`vjg c djbtj! Ju prltjflc djbtj! Ju tj jbsgbjg tual l quj ç l mjrtl j l jrrcal! Ju tj jbsgbjg tlacs csvjracajs jtjrbcs al iubal! Ju tj jbsgbjg c slerjvgvjr bjssj iubal

pjrgdlsl j nlrrévj`! Ju jbsgbjg tual c vlmæ!


Xlmæ mlbnjmj c vgac lu l iubal sji igi< Bíl! _lrquj sji igi vlmæ çui bcac, vlmæ bíl jxgstj!

Ijus puìújs sj cejbälcvci al Nã`gtl ]cdrcal al Cr j iju mlrcäíljxpcbagc iju Jspcäl Gbtjrglr... ctç quj...

C`dl cmlbtjmju!

Aj rjpjbtj ju sjbtg c`dl slerj ijus lierls...

Zi jblrij pjsl... ui jblrij mcbscäl...

Qual pcrjmgc tíl mlip`gmcal... tíl aghémg`...

J ju sjbtg quj ncvgci tjbtãmu`ls, hjgtls aj uic jbjrdgc jsmurc j hçtgac...tjbtãmu`ls hjgtls aj purc jbjrdgc ijbtc`... quj erltcvci jxctcijbtj... ajigbnc mcejäc!

Jrci nlrrévjgs!

Bjssj ilijbtl, ij `jierjg ac hrcsj al ]ju Jxu Qgrgrg6

‐C iläc cé jstcvc bui mcrrjdl sý... nlrrévj`, nlrrévj`! Suj mcejäc icgs sufc c aj`c, njgi< _crc hczjr jssj mcrrjdl... nlrrévj`, nlrrévj`!’



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Cquj`js tjbtãmu`ls, aj purc jbjrdgc ijbtc` bjdctgvc, prlauzgals pj`ls pjbscijbtls quj tcvci bc elmc ac hltl6 c mcusc acquj`j mcrrjdl quj ]juQgrgrg ncvgc hc`cal... uic mcejäc gbubacac pj`ls pjbscijbtls bjdctgvls!

Ju sjbtg ijal j blfl cl pjrmjejr cquj`js tjbtãmu`ls, mlil sj hlssji

uic ijausc aj purc jbjrdgc bjdctgvc, erltcbal als pjbscijbtls ac elmc achltl!

J qucbal ju sjbtg ijal acquj`js tjbtãmu`ls, j`js mlijäcvci c hgmcr icgsdrlssls, sj jbrlsmcbal pj`l iju pjsmläl j cpjrtcbal iju pjgtl, hczjbaliju mlrcäíl cmj`jrcr j l cr ij hc`tcr!

Ics ju ajmgag, iugtl hgrij6

- Qual gssl síl cpjbcs ls pjbscijbtls aj ui hgìj nlrrlrlsl quj juhgìjg cl `lbdl ac igbnc vgac... Ju bíl qujrl icgs jssj hgìj! Ju qujrl

hczjr ui hgìj mlip`jtcijbtj aghjrjbtj j blvl!Sucbal ju agssj gssl, mlijmjg c sjbtgr uic ùz dlstlsc, qujbtgbnc j

erg`ncbtj bl ijgl al iju pjgtl...

Iju Jspcäl Gbtjrglr vl`tcbal!

J`j chcstcvc ls tjbtãmu`ls quj erltcvci ac igbnc mcejäc...

_lr vjzjs, ls tjbtãmu`ls ijblrjs j icgs hrãdjgs jrci ctç qujgicals pj`c@uz al iju Jspcäl Gbtjrglr!

Sucbal c`dubs hlrci qujgicals, c hltl sj ajsjspjrlu6

Bíl! Bíl! Ij luäc, ij luäc! L iubal ç pjrgdlsl! Ju prltjdg c djbtj!L iubal ç icu, ç pjrgdlsl! @ã hlrc tlals qujrji icmnumcr c djbtj! Ijluäc, ij luäc! Bíl ij gdblrj, bíl ij gdblrj! Xlmæ bíl ç aj mlbhgcbäc, vcg

plr tual c pjrajr!

J ju sjbtgc cquj`j mc`lr aj`gmglsl bl ijgl al iju pjgtl!

J`j sj jxpcbagc, c plbtl aj ctç cqujmjr l pjacäl quj slerlu al iju ml`cr

aj mrgstc` ac Iíj Lxui _cbaã...J ju mcac vjz sjbtgc icgs cquj`j Jspcäl Gbtjrglr hgmcr icgs j icgs

gijbsl, cml`njalr j aj`gmglsl bl iju pjgtl!

Igbnc hltl cgbac agssj, ajsjspjrcac6

- Qj gip`lrl, ij luäc, ij luäc! Bíl ij gdblrj! Qual quj ju `nj agdl ç sjiprj iugtl giplrtcbtj... bíl ij gdblrj...

J igbnc hltl hc`cvc, hc`cvc... ics ju bji sjqujr c luvgc icgs...




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Ju sjbtgc ç cquj`j mc`lr gijbsl j aj`gmglsl, ac @uz quj sjiprj nluvj eji bl ijgl al iju pjgtl, ij prjjbmnjbal aj Jspcäl j ]g`æbmgl, aj `jvjzcj rj`cxcijbtl, qucbtl icgs ctjbäíl ï @uz al iju pjgtl ju acvc!

Suj sjbscäújs!

Hlg bjssj ilijbtl quj ju tgvj c icgs hlrtj acs sjbscäújs!]jbtg, aj hlric gbmrgvjìjbtj gbtjbsc, quj bubmc icgs bcac bji bgbduçi

grgc ij icmnumcr sj ju bíl `njs ajssj c igbnc Hlräc ” l iju _lajr, qujbcsmgc bc igbnc gijbsc Zsgbc Ngarj`çtrgmc aj Hlräc Gbtjrglr! ” ctrcvçs aj uisutg` j sgbulsl mcbc` quj vczcssj cs plajrlscs Ãducs ac igbnc Zsgbc6 lMcbc` al Ijal!

]jbtg ui mrjsmjbtj aj uic `gdcäíl iugtl hlrtj aj Ju-Mligdl, quj gcjbhrcqujmjbal, bcquj`js gbstcbtjs, c `gdcäíl aj Ju-mli-c-hltl-hc`cbtj...

]urdgc mlil bui mrjsmjbtj jssc `gdcäíl jbtrj Ju j Igi Ijsic, mlil sjui hgl iugtl hlrtj mlijäcssj c bls ubgr!

Zi hgl!

J jssj hgl, ju sjbtg quj tgbnc ui blij6

Mlb-hgl!

Mlbhgcbäc!

Mlbhgcbäc ji c`dl sjiprj tíl giplrtcbtj, quj ju rcrcijbtj luvgc plrqujc igbnc hltl sjiprj hc`cvc tcbtl ajbtrl ac igbnc mcejäc ” hczjbal tcbtl

ecru`nl, l tjipl tlal! ” quj lesmurjmgc jssj C`dl Icgs _rjmglsl qujilrcvc ji igi!

Ju cgbac bíl scegc l quj jrc jssj C`dl... Ics pjrmjeg quj jssj C`dl`cbäcvc, aj iju pjgtl, iugtls hglzgbnls, hgls `gbals, aj iugtcs mlrjs vgvcs j

purcs, quj ij mlbjmtcvci c tlacs cs mlgscs elcs quj ]jiprj Jxgstgrci!

]jrã quj jstj C`dl j sjus hgls `gbals, ij mlbjmtcbal c tual quj jrc eli,

c tual quj jrc Ncrilbgc, sjiprj tjvj ajbtrl aj igi, hczjbal jsscsmlbjxújs<

Aövgac! Jrc c hltl hc`cbal! Ics ju bíl c luvg!

_lgs scejr gssl bíl giplrtcvc cdlrc!

Giplrtcvc quj ju sjbtgc cquj`c Mlbjxíl, j mli j`c... _cz!

Bcquj`js aj`gmglsls gbstcbtjs, ji quj c hltl hc`cvc j hc`cvc, ics pcrjmgcquj ju tgbnc cpjrtcal l eltíl iutj aj`c, ju sjbtgc ui gijbsl ]g`æbmgl

Gbtjrglr... ui gijbsl Jspcäl Gbtjrglr... j uic gijbsc _cz!



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_lgs hlg jxctcijbtj bjssj gbstcbtj quj ju pjrmjeg quj, bcquj`jsilijbtls, tlals ls ijus ijals... suigrci!

Ij sjbtg, pj`c prgijgrc vjz... mlil sj tgvjssj ji Mcsc...

Mlil sj ju tgvjssj vl`tcal prc Mcsc!

Suj ilijbtls aj`gmglsls cquj`js!

Hlg cé quj ju ij ajg mlbtc6

Ju tcvc prjsc ajbtrl ac mcsc aj _gbk _gd!

Zi crrjpgl aj ijal ij tgrlu acquj`j jstcal aj Drcäc!

Hlg cé quj l eltíl iutj ajs`gdlu, j c hltl mlijälu c sjr luvgac6

J`c vcg mnjdcr c quc`qujr ilijbtl! _rjmgsl ij prltjdjr, prjmgsl,

prjmgsl!

Hlg bcquj`j ilijbtl quj cerg ls ijus l`nls.

Igbnc hltl, bc Mcrtjgrc aj Gajbtgacaj, jrc l quj sjiprj hlg6 uic ijrchltl ” suplstcijbtj nlrrlrlsc mlil ji tlac Mcrtjgrc aj Gajbtgacaj ” icsceslùtcijbtj giývj`.

Zic hltl quj bubmc hc`lu lu quj bubmc sj ijxju.

Mlil tlacs cs hltls síl j ajvji sjr.

Ics cdlrc ju scegc quj j`c plagc hc`cr... quj j`c plagc sj ilvjr... jsjiprj bui ilijbtl jspjmgc`6

Sucbal ju sjbtgc ijal!

Jstrcbncijbtj, cquj`c hltl nlrrlrlsc bíl pcrjmgc icgs sjr tíl nlrrlrlsccssgi...

L`njg-c plr c`dubs ilijbtls...

Bíl ç quj ]j`jbj ]tjrb jrc ijsil uic ilrjbc eji jbdrcäcagbnc<Elbgtgbnc ctç<!

Ajsmruzjg cs igbncs pjrbcs.

Ijus ajagbnls pjdcrci c igbnc mcrtjgrgbnc aj almuijbtls, ajscecac blcsslc`nl ac mcsc aj ]c`jt.

@jvcbtjg-ij j hjmnjg-c. Ajgxjg igbnc Mcrtjgrc aj Gajbtgacaj ” j cquj`chltl! ” ducracagbncs ajbtrl ac igbnc mcrtjgrgbnc.

Ics bíl sji cbtjs agzjr gssl prc j`c, ji vlz eji c`tc j eji hgrij6




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- Bíl sj prjlmupj! Ajgxj ]c`jt mnjdcr. Ju mugal eji aj býs c pcrtgr ajcdlrc! _lrquj ju sgip`jsijbtj... mlbhgl!

Ju slrrg qucbal agssj gssl!

J ajg ui tcpgbnc, hczjbal ui mcrgbnlzgbnl bc igbnc mcrtjgrgbnc aj

almuijbtls, mlil sj ju agssjssj gssl mli cquj`c mcrémgc6‐Ju tñ cqug, j qucbal ju tñ cqug, tual vcg tã eji! Ju mugal eji aj vlmæ,

bíl prjmgsc icgs tjr ijal!’

Hlg bjssj gbstcbtj quj ju luvg c`dl bc hjmncaurc ac plrtc, j c`duçiijxjbal bc icäcbjtc!

]c`jt!

Eji quj sjfc! _laj jbtrcr! Ju mlbhgl! Ju tñ prlbtc!

Crruijg iju slerjtual j ijus mcej`ls mli igbncs iíls6 qujrgc tãijdc c`gbncac prc jstj jbmlbtrl, lrcs!

C plrtc cergu!

Ju pjrmjeg quj ncvgc ui vu`tl, pcrcal pjrcbtj c plrtc, bc jsmurgaíl alqugbtc`...

]lijbtj l @ucr gùigbcvc cquj`j vu`tl...

L vu`tl aju ui pcssl... j ajgxlu aj sjr ui vu`tl6Jrc Ã`jx!

Ju, jspcbtcvc, l jbmcrcvc!

Furcvc quj hlssj ]c`jt!

J`j ij l`ncvc!

]jus l`nls jicbcvci ui erg`nl iugtl aghjrjbtj... ju bíl sjg agzjr l qujjrc... jrci gbajmghrãvjgs mlil sjiprj... sjrgc lrdu`nl aj igi, caigrcäíl<!

Hlg jbtíl quj mli suc vlz ” quj ij sllu gbmrgvjìjbtj almj, pcrjmgc ctçrjp`jtc aj tjrburc bcquj`j ilijbtl! ” cssgi ij agssj6

- Xlmæ vgcflu... j rjcìjbtj l`nlu eji hubal bls l`nls al _lajrlslHrãdg` _jqujbl Drcbaj Ilbstrl! Qjbnl ui gijbsl lrdu`nl aj vlmæ!

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Ju bíl scegc mlil rjcdgr!

Cqug`l tual quj nluvj mligdl, ajbtrl ac mcsc aj ]c`jt6 cqug`l jrc cvgcdji<!



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Ju hgqujg gbmrgvjìjbtj jilmglbcac!

@ãdrgics mlijäcrci c surdgr, ecg`cbal plr slerj cs icäís al iju rlstl!

Ju bíl pjbsjg ji bcac! Cpjbcs ij sjbtg!

Cpjbcs hgz l quj ju sjbtgc prlhubacijbtj!Ij druajg mli tual bl pjsmläl aj Ã`jx j `nj ajg ui hlrtéssgil cercäl!

Mli tlal l mcrgbnl j drctgaíl quj vgvgci bc crmc al iju pjgtl!

]lijbtj ajplgs acquj`j ajilrcal cercäl, qucbal bls sl`tcils, hlg qujvg @jg`jbj, sjbtcac jxctcijbtj bc sl`jgrc al iju cbtgdl qucrtgbnl, al ijuvj`nl eubkjr !

J`c tcvc tíl jstgrcac, mlbhlrtcvjìjbtj c`g ” mlil sj hlssj uic blerj

pctrémgc rlicbc, murtgbal uic mcajgrc ac Cbtgdugacaj! ” quj ij pcrjmju qujbubmc tgbnc crrjacal l pç ac`g!

J @jg`jbj l`nlu prc býs, jbqucbtl jrdugc prjdugälscijbtj c suc iílagrjgtc6

]cmuagc, plr jbtrj sjus ajals, cs mncvjs al sju plsscbtj!

J agssj, mli sju sltcquj mcrrjdcal j cquj`c suc mcrc aj scmcbc, bui tliquj ju bíl sjg mlil ajsmrjvjr6

- Ñ mcejäuac, nlrc aj vl`tcrils... Nç`îbj fã ajvj tã bls jspjrcbal mli l fcbtcr sjrvgal!




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MMMllliii ccc pppccc`̀̀cccvvvrrrccc666 AAArrrgggkkkuuuyyy`̀̀ccc!!!

_lstcdji ==. L _lajrlsl Mnjhíl

(Qnj Dla hctnjr , 3745, JZC)

Dj`l...

C`dl quj ls Nlil scpgjbs acs drcbajs ijtrýpl`js fcicgs sluejrcivjracajgrcijbtj vc`lrgzcr...

_crc j`js, Dj`l jrc cpjbcs gssl6 prjsjrvcäíl aj ncieördujrjs....

_crc c`dui rcréssgil Nlil scpgjbs ui tcbtl icgs rjhgbcal6 Ngstýrgc,mlbtcac ji sucs ercbmcs pãdgbcs...

Ics pcrc igi<

Dj`l6 c Crmc ]cdrcac quj ducrac c rjsplstc pcrc uic Qjrrcgbmlijbsurcvjìjbtj pjrhjgtc!

Ics uic Crmc quj jxgdgrgc uic éipcr mncvj pcrc sjr cejrtc...

Igbnc igssíl6 j`celrcr c mncvj pcrc jstc Crmc ]cdrcac!J, qucbal cejrtc, jstc sjrgc c vjracajgrc j öbgmc Crmc ac C`gcbäc!

Dj`l...

L Dj`l ij jb`jvc ï tcbtc pcz... trcz-ij c sjbscäíl ac Jtjrbgacaj j al]g`æbmgl...

Jtjrbgacaj...

Ju vgvg pcrc vjr ls ö`tgils Nlil bjcbajrtnc`jbsgs sjrji supjrcals

pj`ls Nlil scpgjbs, bc mlstc ac Jspcbnc, bls ajrrcajgrls suspgrls ac ö`tgicGacaj al Dj`l...

Ju vgvg pcrc vjr cs _gråigajs aj Dgzç sjrji jrdugacs, ajsaj sjus ejräãrgls6 l bcsmjr als sjus prgijgrls e`lmls aj pjarc...

Ju vgvg pcrc vjr Mcgl Ltãvgl, l Cudustl, ajrrltcr M`jýpctrc j IcrmlCbtñbgl, ubghgmcbal l quj ui agc sjrgc l Gipçrgl Ulicbl...

Ju vgvg pcrc vjr Djbdgs Kncb jbdcbcr c Drcbaj Iurc`nc ac Mngbc,

mlbtlrbcbal-c...Ju vgvg pcrc vjr c Cpl`l ^G ejgfcr l sl`l ac Drcbaj Iíj ac Blgtj...



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Ju vgvg pcrc vjr c Bjw Xlycdjr trczjr igstjrglscs ijbscdjbs aj sli...ajectjs slerj pltjbmgc` vgac gbtj`gdjbtj ji lutrcs pcrcdjbs, bc gijbsgaíldç`gac j ilrtc` als Ucgls Dcic acs Jstrj`cs...

]çmu`l ^^G...

Qcbtcs plssgeg`gacajs... ics cgbac cssgi ui pcupçrrgil pcrqugbnlgbhcbtg` pcrc quji bíl scegc vjr quc` l öbgml fldl quj vc`gc c pjbc sjr

fldcal6 l ^carjz ]uprjil!

Ics cdlrc, hgbcìjbtj, ju ncvgc gbcudurcal uic prligsslrc c`c bjstj pcrqugbnl aj agvjrsújs pcrc quj uic cau`tc bj`j sj rjhudgcssj6

Zbg c Egl`ldgc Il`jmu`cr, c Mrgldjbgc j c Cbtgdc Mgæbmgc...

Cpcrjbtjijbtj, bcac aj icgs...

_lrçi, ls Cbtgdls Mlbnjmgijbtls vjracajgrcijbtj prlhubals ac CbtgdcMgæbmgc jrci l nã`gtl agvgbl quj hcrgc ui cutæbtgml ig`cdrj!

]cejrjs tíl prlhubals j tíl cbtgdls quj, sj bíl hlssj plr igi, tjrgci sj pjragal pcrc sjiprj, sltjrrcals pj`cs cicrdcs crjgcs al tjipl...

Cdlrc ju jstcvc ji igbnc Jstcäíl aj _jsqugsc...

Bcquj`c blgtj, ju jstcvc sjbtcac bl iju dcegbjtj, pjbsctgvc...

Ij sjbtgc icgs jbtrgstjmgac al quj mlstuicvc sjr...

]jbtcac ji igbnc mcajgrc rjm`gbãvj`, ju igrcvc pcrc c lerc aj Crtj qujjbhjgtcvc iju dcegbjtj, ji eusmc al jbmlbtrl aj igi ijsic6 jstc lercjstcvc ijsm`cac ï pcrjaj prgbmgpc` aj igbnc sc`c...

_urc Crtj ac Bcturjzc6 ajbtrl aj uic mcgxc aj mrgstc` gbmrustcac bc pcrjaj, jstcvc tc`ncal bcs rlmncs l hýssg` icgs mlip`jtl jxgstjbtj bl iubalaj ui Dlrdlblpsgc.

Dlrdlblpsgc6 hlstj tu c icgs plajrlsc mrgcturc quj rjspgrlu slerj c

mã`gac hcmj ac Qjrrc nã 5:? ig`nújs aj cbls... ji p`jbl pjrélal icgs ej`l acNgstýrgc ac Qjrrc pcrc igi6 l lmcsl al _jrigcbl!

Dlrdlblpsgc... hlstj tu l icglr prjacalr al iubal cbtgdl6 tjus ajbtjschgcals jrci jilàurcals plr quctrl cacdcs... tjus mcbgbls d`lrglsls`jvcrgci vjrdlbnc cl Qgdrj-ajbtjs-aj-scerj...

Dlrdlblpsgc... tu, l icglr prjacalr al _jrigcbl... cpcrjbtjijbtj tíldrcbaglsl j gbvjbmévj`... plrçi, tíl rjp`jtl aj gipjrhjgäújs...

Dlrdlblpsgc... tu bíl plagcs mlbtjip`cr c ej`jzc al lmcsl al _jrigcbl j

l bcsmgijbtl al Qrgãssgml ” cquj`j gbstcbtj scdrcal ac Jtjrbgacaj6 3??.???cbls! ” jsmlbajbal l pjrélal icgs blerj j plçtgml ac Ngstýrgc ac Qjrrc, qujtj prjbajrgc bcs rlmncs pcrc tlal l sjiprj!




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Zic pljsgc, jsmrgtc bls pjrdcigbnls vu`måbgmls ac ]geçrgc _jrigcbcmli cs tgbtcs al Csslc`nl Lmjåbgml!

_ljsgc j Crtj6 plgs l quj cbtjs jrc ui tceu`jgrl aj ui fldl lestruéal,rjp`jtl aj pjäcs hc`ncs, gipjrhjgtcs j m`cuagmcbtjs, tlrbcr-sj-gc ui tceu`jgrl

`gipl, lbaj vjracajgrcijbtj c Ej`jzc j c _jrhjgäíl plajrgci vgr c bcsmjr...Suj tjipls! Zi blvl iubal rjp`jtl aj plssgeg`gacajs! Zi tjipl ji

quj mcac gbstcbtj bcac icgs jrc al quj... purc pljsgc!

Dlrdlblpsgc... tu, l icgs plajrlsl prjacalr aj tju tjipl... hlstj vcrrgalac Ngstýrgc ac Qjrrc plr tuc gipjrhjgäíl...

Nlil scpgjbs... tu, l icgs plajrlsl prjacalr aj tju tjipl...

Ncvjrgc c`dl quj jb`cäcrgc ls ajstgbls ajstcs aucs jspçmgjs<

Qc`vjz tu, Nlil scpgjbs, bji prjmgscssj, mlil ls Dlrdlblpsgcs, ajquj c Cricag`nc ac ]geçrgc j l Csslc`nl Lmjåbgml tj jipurrcssji pcrc cs

pãdgbcs hlssg`gzcacs al `gvrl aj Ngstlrgc Bcturc` jsmrgtl bcs hl`ncs acsrlmncs... plgs aghjrjbtj als Dlrdlblpsgcs, tu, Nlil scpgjbs, jstãsjsmcvcbal, c`jdrjijbtj, tuc prýprgc sjpu`turc...

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C Sucrtc Drcbaj Jxtgbäíl hlg nã 53? ig`nújs aj cbls6 lmcsl al pjrélalQrgãssgml....



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Lajgl míjs! Ij aíl crrjpgls!

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Cssgi, surdgu c ö`tgic m`ãusu`c al Mlbtrctl al _cmtl, quj tcieçi hlgsctgshjgtc6

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J ju fã plssuéc l tceu`jgrl... j vãrgcs acs igbncs pjäcs bjdrcs, ac mlr acgijbsgaíl al Klsils c`çi al Hgricijbtl!




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C _jrhjgäíl.

C gbmrévj` vlmcäíl aj sjr icgs!

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Fcicgs!

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C vlmcäíl aj ]jr icgs!

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L Huturl _rligsslr! C Qjrrc _rlijtgac!

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Ju prjmgscvc tjr æxgtl bc eusmc scdrcac!Xjracajgrc j cuacmglscijbtj, `jvcr c Qjrrc clbaj j`c fcicgs jstjvj!

J bcac ij`nlr quj ui ùdcr slssjdcal als l`ncrjs murglsls, tíl mcìl,tíl sg`jbmglsl j rjp`jtl aj Dj`l pcrc igi jstcej`jmjr igbnc Jstcäíl aj_jsqugsc j mlbstrugr c prjmglsc Mncvj.

Dj`l j sg`æbmgl.

Mliegbcäíl pjrhjgtc!

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Ijus lierls tjrgci quj suplrtcr tual, ceslùtcijbtj slzgbnc...

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Ju hgmcrgc ij rjiljbal cquj`c blgtj tlac... sj ju bíl luvgssj l rlbml alsiltlrjs aj ui drcbaj cvgíl aj trcbsplrtj ig`gtcr...




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J`j ncvgc ctjrrgsscal bl cjrlplrtl ac Jstcäíl aj _jsqugsc.

Al cvgíl scg uic mligtgvc.

Qlals iugtl cdcsc`ncals, uscbal rlupcs pjscacs.

Mncicvc c ctjbäíl ui nliji c`tl, dlral, mli l`nls eji m`crls.@lgrl, ijgl mc`vl, albl aj uic mjrtc gacaj6 sjus sjtjbtc cbls.

J`j j c mligtgvc jbtrcrci bl j`jvcalr. ]gi, j `jvcvc pcrc ecgxl6 igbncJstcäíl aj _jsqugsc jrc suetjrråbjc.

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Ncvgc uic vjracajgrc ‐ijtrýpl`j’ bl sjgl ac tjrrc!

Igbncs gbstc`cäújs jrci tgtåbgmcs!

Ncvgci vãrgls ig`gtcrjs, hcracals j cricals, eji mlil iju jxçrmgtl pcrtgmu`cr aj nlijbs j iu`njrjs trcfcbal ducrac-pýs ercbmls.

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Mcigbnlu, tutlrcbal suc mligtgvc, plr jbtrj vãrgcs sc`cs acquj`jajsùiercbtj mlip`jxl, jxp`gmcbal-`njs iugtcs mlgscs...

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Zi tjbjbtj l cbubmglu6

- Djbjrc` Flsjpn Ugmnilba ImMcrtny!

Ln, ls l`nls aj`j, qucbal jbtrcrci bl iju dcegbjtj6 jrci aj ui dj`l jaj ui hrgl quj ij cqujmgc!

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ej`c j jbmcbtcalrc!

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Fã mlijäcvc c sjbtgr-ij ij`nlr...

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ls trcec`nls sjfci pcrc`gscals plr c`dui tjipl... Bcac icgs cbgicalr...

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Cl ijbls Flsjpn ncvgc trczgal ui eli vgbnl... mlil hczécils blstjipls aj suc fuvjbtuaj6 aucs tcäcs j ui agvjrtgal pcr`ctýrgl blgtj jicarudcac cajbtrl.

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Cmcejg jsqujmjbal ui tcbtl igbnc ajprjssíl cl `lbdl acquj`c

icarudcac...Ln, Flsjpn!

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Ç ui tcbtl... jstrcbnl... ics ajvl, sjmrjtcijbtj, caigtgr pcrc igiijsic tcieçi6 sjbtgrjg tcbtc hc`tc aj vlmæ l agc quj vlmæ pcrtgr...

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C. Icyjr

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J vl`tjg ijsil!

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Ij rjvgrcvc bc igbnc mcic...

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Hlg mnlmcbtj!

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]ý quj iju _jqujbl Ju tgbnc hgmcal aljbtj...

J hgmlu tíl aljbtj quj agssj prl Drcbaj Ju6- Xlmæ bíl jxgstj... ju slu c vjracajgrc ]j`jbj! ]ý ju jxgstl!

Hlg iugtl cssustcalr ajsmlergr gssl!

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Ju cpcrjmgc rcrcijbtj...

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Ju cpcrjmg qucbal ju mnlrjg bc ejgrc al Ducynec Ugvjr, j @jg`jbj ij vgumnlrcbal6 qucbal vl`tjg prc mcsc, aj iltl, j bíl pjbscvc ji bcac, cpjbcsajgxcvc tual sjr mlil jrc bl cshc`tl quj `gdcvc l ]u` j l Blrtj aj NcppyNcrelr... sji rltu`cr, sji fu`dcr, cpjbcs ajgxcbal quj tual bcquj`j cshc`tlhlssj mlil jrc... j ij sjbtg icgs `jvj, ij`nlr mligdl ijsic...

Ju cpcrjmg qucbal `gdujg cquj`c vj`c prc Lxui j pj`c prgijgrc vjzcdrcajmg plr tã vgvc6 hlg qucbal sjbtg cquj`c sjbscäíl aj`gmglsc aj iugtl,ics iugtl jspcäl ajbtrl al iju pjgtl... bcac jrc cpjrtcal bl iju pjgtl,

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Jrc l iju jdl caljmgal, bíl jrc ju6 jrc cpjbcs ijrc rjprjsjbtcäíl alquj ju jrc aj vjracaj...

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L _jqujbl Ju, qucbal ajsmlbjmtc-sj al Drcbaj Ju quj ilrc ji igi,

ji vlmæ, ji mcac pjsslc, sgip`jsijbtj mlijäc c caljmjr...J jgs quj bcsmj l _lajrlsl Hrãdg` _jqujbl Drcbaj Ilbstrl!

Ics tã mli sju _jqujbl Ju `gdcaíl bl Drcbaj Ju... jrc gssl quj ajgxcvcNç`îbj sjiprj tíl eji!

_lr gssl j`c pcrjmgc sjiprj tíl ‐`gdcalbc bj`c ijsic’, mlil sj liubal puajssj mcgr, ics j`c gc tã sjiprj hgrij, sustjbtcac j c`gmjräcac bj`cijsic!

Nç`îbj tgbnc l sju Drcbaj Ju!J`c jrc l sju Drcbaj Ju!

Hlg cssgi quj j`c trcbshlrilu l _jqujbl Ju bl gbstruijbtl quj cfuac lDrcbaj Ju aj`c!

]ý plagc sjr jssc c mncvj prc cquj`c vj`ngbnc pcrjmjr uic ijstrc! Qãsjiprj ji _cz! Ji _cz Mlbsgdl!

J`c scegc mlil hczjr gssl!

Hgbcìjbtj ju sluej quc` l blij ac `lfc lbaj Nç`îbj mliprcvc suc _cz!



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]ý quj ju cgbac bíl scegc lbaj c `lfc hgmcvc...

J`c tgbnc quj ij `jvcr `ã! J ij ilstrcr mlil hczjr cs mliprcs bjssc`lfc!

Ju gc hgmcr mcac vjz icgs ctjbtc ï Nç`îbj... plgs l Drcbaj Ju aj`c tcvc

sjiprj ï ilstrc, hczjbal j`lqujbtjs agsmursls jiuajmgals aj pc`cvrcs!Ecstcvc tjr l`nls prc vjr j mlrcäíl prc sjbtgr!

Ju gc ajgxcr iju mlrcäíl eji ctjbtl cdlrc... prc luvgr jssj j`lqujbtjagsmursl iual... ju tgbnc quj cprjbajr mlil tjr c _cz quj Nç`îbj tgbnc!

Aurcbtj tlac c igbnc vgac... ju suig!

Bíl jrc ju... jrc sý ui gbstruijbtl al iju Ju!

Hlg ui mnlquj... tíl drcbaj qucbtl ls ijus algs jbmlbtrls mli Argkc, CAjvlrcalrc aj Nlijbs!

Qlacs cquj`cs mjrtjzcs... tlacs cquj`cs vjracajs... tlacs cquj`cs ergdcs prc tjr rczíl, plr ju sjr c albc ac Xjracaj... tlals cquj`j mlbmjgtls... tlacscquj`cs ajhgbgäújs...

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J l quj sjrã quj jrci cpjbcs sgbtlics aj ui jdl quj tgbnc caljmgal<

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Ju bíl sjg!

Ics plaj ajgxcr6 ju vlu ajsmlergr!

_laj cmrjagtcr bl quj ju `nj agdl6 ju vlu ajsmlergr!

Bji quj sjfc plr egrrc, cdlrc ju vlu ajsmlergr!

Bji quj ju `jvj jsmrjvjbal uic sçrgj gijbsc aj plstcdjbs bl iju e`ld ,vgrcbal uic ]çrgj aj @gvrls... ics ju vlu ajsmlergr!

_laj cmrjagtcr!

Ju vlu hgmcr `gdcalbc ji igi ijsic!

3? Bltc al Cutlr6 celracdji, ijrcijbtj hg`lsýhgmc al Cutlr (tc`vjz mli c`dui tlqujplçtgml), trcäcbal uic cbc`ldgc mli l prlmjssl aj iuacbäc quj ]nckjspjcrj bcrrlu jisuc hcilsc lerc ‐C Ijdjrc Alicac’. ]nckjspjcrj, Tg``gci. C Ijdjrc Alicac ” trcauäíl aj Ig``ñr Hjrbcbajs. _lrtl C`jdrj 6 @&_I, 5?3?.




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Ju vlu scejr quji ju slu, j ij mlbjmtcr mligdl!

Ju vlu hgmcr lb!

Ju vlu hgmcr mlbjmtcac!

Bíl giplrtc l qucbtl ju prjmgsj cprjbajr! Bíl giplrtc qucbtl tjipl `jvj!

Mlil Lxui bl igtl ac mc`öbgc c Lxc`ã6 pjrsjvjrcbäc!

Xlu pjrsjvjrcr ctç sjr ]j`jbj6 lb, mlbjmtcac aj blvl!

Xlu hczjr jxctcijbtj l quj Lxui hjz6 trcec`nlu aurl bcs Lhjrjbacs jhlg pjrsgstjbtj, bl plrtíl ac Mcsc aj Lxc`ã! Qrcec`nlu iugtl j bubmcajsgstgu! J J`c mlbsjdugu l quj qujrgc!

Jbqucbtl pjbscvc j sjbtgc tual gssl... bcac aj alrigr...

Ju ij rjvgrcvc tcbtl bc mcic... aui `cal prl lutrl... ju tcvc jxcustc...mlil sj tgvjssj mlrrgal uic icrctlbc, mlil sj tgvjssj mlbsuigal tlac cigbnc jbjrdgc bc mcsc aj ]c`jt...

Ju prjmgscvc alrigr6 tcvc cmcecacäc! Qcvc sý l pý!

Ics ncvgc ui tureg`níl aj pjbscijbtls, mlil sj uic iu`tgaíl aj pjsslcs qugsjssj pcsscr plr uic plrtc jstrjgtc, ics tlals cl ijsil tjipl!

Ju bubmc quj gc mlbsjdugr alrigr cssgi!Ij `jierjg aj Ã`jx...

Sujrgc c mlipcbngc aj`j bjssc nlrc tíl aghémg`...

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Sujrgc j`j al iju `cal, sjdurcbal igbnc iíl...

_crjg aj pjbscr...

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plrtc al qucrtl aj Ã`jx.

Qcvc ectjbal.

Qlm, tlm, tlm.

Bji ij ajg mlbtc quj ju tcvc vjstgbal sý iju mcigsjtíl prjtl, ac igbnccicac ecbac Qnj Dltngm Ij`lay cba Acrk Ulsjs, j uic mc`mgbnc prjtc...

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Ncvgc sý sgbmjrgacaj, sý cutjbtgmgacaj, cpjbcs uic mrgstc`gbc purjzc qujsg`jbmgcvc mcac pc`cvrc lprjsslrc aj igbnc M_Z.

Ju l`njg prls l`nls aj`j j cpjbcs agssj l quj ju sjbtgc, sji vjrdlbnc,sji ajsjfl, sji qujrjr jxgdgr bcac6

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Ju bíl ij fu`dujg... ju bíl sjbtg vjrdlbnc... ju bíl sjbtg mu`pc... ju bíl

sjbtg ijal aj agzjr quj tcvc mli ijal... quj tual l quj ju mlbnjmgc mlilceslùtc vjracaj ncvgc ajscecal, j quj tual l quj ju qujrgc jrc l mcrgbnl aciíl aj`j sjdurcbal c igbnc, ctç quj ju rjmlbstruéssj mlgscs blvcs slerj lsvj`nls pcarújs quj ajscecrci.

Ju qujrgc sjbtgr iju mlrpl qujbtj tlmcbal j sjbal tlmcac pj`l mlrpl hrglaj`j.

Iju mlrpl prlmurcvc l mlrpl aj`j.

Iju mlrpl qujrgc jstcr ml`cagbnc bl aj`j.

Iju mlrpl ajsjfcvc quj mcac mjbtéijtrl iju tgvjssj sjbal tlmcac j prltjdgac pj`l mlrpl aj`j.

J, qucbal ju vg, ju tcvc ajgtcac aj mlbmngbnc mli j`j...

C iíl hrgc aj`j sjdurcvc igbnc iíl slerj iju pjgtl, eji ji mgic aliju mlrcäíl, quj tcvc iugtl mcbscal...

Qual ji igi tcvc jxcurgal...

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- Lergdcac plr vlmæ tã cqug... ju calrl vlmæ...

Ijus l`nls tcvci gbmrgvjìjbtj pjscals...

Hlg hjmnã-`ls plr c`dubs gbstcbtjs ” jbqucbtl sjbtgc iju mlrpljbmcgxcagbnc bcquj`c mlbmngbnc, tlac prltjdgac pj`l mlrpl aj`j ” j `ldl

calrijmg...Alrig ui slbl sji slbnls...

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Sucbal cmlrajg...

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qujbtgbncs!

]uc pj`j6 pcrjmgc tíl cqujmgac! J ctç ui pluml icgs jsmurc!

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Hgbcìjbtj, cmlrajg!

Ajg ui pu`l ac mcic! C`g ijsic, aj pç, mlijmjg l eliecrajgl,gbgbtjrruptl! Ju bji rjspgrcvc, aj tíl rãpgal quj hc`cvc6

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]jbtcal acquj`j fjgtl, j`j pcrjmgc ctç ui cbtgdl sciurcg!

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J bcquj`c gbmýdbgtc, j`j ij agssj6

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