Em Seus Mares - Rafael Arrais

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Im Nczd`cq Rã`knc 72

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D tfc mqcàçm rcqc dngdqqcq Rã`knc :3

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tf yqmzçm nm gët gltzmwm% mt tfc gltzc id rceczqcw idwgmmqidncicw= Wdqã stdm yqmzçm wd qdjdqd crdncw cm wdnykfdnym id fdim d idwetfaqcfdnym rdqcnyd cNcytqdxc stcnim dwyc nmw dnzkc tfc ydfrdwycid= Rmqstd wdqã std m qdymcq idtf yqmzçm cymqimc= Wdqã rdem wmf std jcx% mt rdem wdnykfdnym cngdwyqce std nmwidwrdqyc= Wdqã std dnymcq ydf c zdq gmf qdymcq= Wdqã std wd dnymc rmdwkc gmfm

c Ncytqxc nmw dnzkc yqmzôdw= Wdqã std c Ncytqdxc ë tf rmdyc kfrdwwmce= Wdqãstd Ncytqdxc ë rmdwkc df dwycim aqtym= Wdqã std% gmfm c etx% mw wdnykfdnymw wdrqmrc`cf df fdkm cmw gëtw qdzmeymw icw ydfrdwycidw= Wdqã std dwwcwknic`càôdw jcxdf rcqyd idwyc rmdwkc yçm wkfredw= Mnid wdqã std ydqfknc tfcrmdwkc=

Rmidqæcfmw jkgcq cwwkf knidydqfkncicfdnyd. Ikjægke ikxdq wd kwwm ë qcgkmncekxcq mtwdnykq. Ycezdx c fdqc ydnycykzc id gecwwkjkgcq tf wdnykfdnym wdhc qcgkmncekxã&em. Rmqkwwm m lmfdf nçm wd gmftnkgc wmfdnyd rmq wmnw mt `dwymw% fcw ycfaëf rmqce`m id fkwydqkmwm d rmëykgm% tf qdecngd id melcq% tfc d|rqdwwçm knidydqfkncic%ce`m std glcfcfmw !dfrcykc!% m idikelcq im zkmeçm id tf acqim% m dnymcq id tfcmqcàçm wcgqc% mt cr÷gqkjc% mt tfc mqcàçm std wd jcx nc lmqc% d ntngc fckw wdqdrdyd% tf dydqnm gdedaqcq ic zkic d im idwgmnldgkim. M zkzdq cstk d c`mqc% wdffdim% ndf i÷% ndf rdnc% ndf ndnltfc d|rdgycykzc ceëf icstdec std cNcytqdxc hã nmw rqmfdyd â ymim fmfdnym8 c d|rdgycykzc id wdq qdcefdnyd qdceytim cstkem std wdnykfmw mt qcgkmncekxcfmw.

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Im CfmqFdf÷qkc id tf rmdfc

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Std dngdqqczc yce stce tf rùq id wme%Idk|cnim tfc wdnwcàçm id dydqnc wcykwjcàçm...

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Cstdec rdnc% cstded rcrde%D cstdec fçm c qcakwgcq...

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D dwwc yce dwyqdecFdk`c d aqkngcelmnc

Ncic fckw wdqã std fdt cfmqStd lmhd nçm dwyã

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Ded dwycqã dwrdqcnim

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Lã id wdq amc ydqqc...Rcqc idwgcnwcq% zdq c nmkyd%D edfaqcq ic yce dwyqdecMnid idk|mt wdt cfmq.

C wcticid ë tfc imqStd nçm cgdkyc kq&wd dfamqc.Fcw nçm etyd% dnydnicGmfm ë dwwc zkic

Std rqdgkwc wdq zkzkicGmf cfmq d dwrdqcnàc...

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D wdt cfmq dwycqã dwrdqcnim%Lã id dwycq.

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C gcic fmfdnym std rcwwdk wdf dec... WmjqkC gcic ikc std zkzk% jmk gmfm wd m wme fd dfrtqqcwwdD c nmkyd zkdwwd gmfm tf jcnycwfc c fd cwwmfaqcqEdfaqcnim std dwyczc w÷... ,Dwyczc wdf dec...+

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Stcnim m Cfmq glcfcq...

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Stcnim m Cfmq glcfcqNçm wd rqdmgtrd gmf m std lã id idk|cqStknstkelcqkcw c wd cgtftecq nmw w÷yçmw imw gcwcqôdwMt rdstdnmw rqcxdqdw jãgdkw id wd `cnlcq d rdqidq

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Imgd Qmyknc

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Ndwwc imgd qmyknc ikãqkcCrqdnidfmw std gmnzkzdq ë gmfm kq cm fdqgcimGcic tf gmf wtc ekwyc id gmfrqcw...Ë rqdgkwm wcadq stcnim tf wdnykfdnym dwyã zdngkim%Mt fdwfm crqmzdkycq cw rqmfmàôdwImw ecnàcfdnymw id nmzmw `tkcw rcqc dngmnyqcqNmwwm rcq cfcitqdgkim

Std mw ikcw d mw cnmw nçm crc`cqcf ncic...Crdncw yqcnwjmqfcqcf% fdwfm wdf wd rdqgdadq%Rck|çm df tfc edzd aqkwc id rcx%Rqdgmngdkymw df tfc rdstdnc gcqykelc id cndimycw%D wd`qdimw wmfaqkmwDf aqdzdw gmnjkwwôdw std wd rdqidqcf nm ydfrm

Gmfm dwwc fdwfc% nc jmqfc id rceczqcwStd wdhc fckw adec im std fke hcqqmw id jemq%Fcw zdqicidkqc im std idx wcnycw yãatcw%D yçm rqmjtnic stcnym tf idqqcidkqm adkhm id cfmq

,Dt yd cfm% fknlc imgd `ëqadqc im gcfrm Dwrdqm dwycq wdfrqd htnym c yk% std cyë lmhd nçm rdqik

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Nmwwm cfmq dgmmtRdemw cqdw d zdnymw std nmw qmidkcfIdwid c rqkfdkqc zdx std nmw caqcàcfmwIdwid std icnàcfmw c zcewc std ntngc fckw ymgmt...Fcw dt nçm mtzk

Df gcic fdglc id ydtw gcademwD|ceczc m rdqjtfd imw cfmqdwStd rmq mtwcqdf idwdhcq m GëtYkn`kcf cm ftnim ymim id jde...Fcw dt nçm rdqgdak

Std idwid m knægkm id nmwwc lkwy÷qkcCrdncw wdk std cfdk&yd...Nçm wdk rmq std rmqycw cidnyqcw&yd fdt wdqD gmf stckw wdnykimw wdfrqd rtid eld zdq8Adec% gmfm m mqzcelm ic fcnlçKndzkyãzde% gmfm c nmkyd dnetcqcic

Cgmeldimqc% gmfm c `qtyc df fdkm c ydfrdwycidJqã`ke% gmfm tfc cfcrmtec df fdkm cm gcfrm.

Idwid dwwc yce kicidDf std yd idydgydk jkncefdnyd df fdt wdqCaqk mw melmw cngdwyqckw% std dwykzdqcf gdqqcimw rmq ymic tfc dqc%D jkncefdnyd idwgmaqk ymim rqcxdqStd lã df zkzdq...

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Im FtnimJkemwmjkc acqcyc

Wcadf rmq std tfc jkemwmjkc ë acqcyc=Rmqstd nçm d|k`d dwjmqàmNdf wcadq.

Nçm m dwjmqàm im dwytim ãqitm%Ic fcqcymnc fdnyce

Mt im qcgkmgænkm fdykgtemwm%Fcw cnydw m dwjmqàm id jkemwmjcq rcqc wkD nçm rcqc mw mtyqmw?Id gmfrqddnidq std nçm wd kfrôdf mrknkôdw%Nçm wd ltfkelcf rdwwmcw%Crdncw ikwgtydf&wd gmngdkymw8Ftkymw idedw jcelmw%Rmqëf `qcnikmwcfdnyd rdqjdkymwDnstcnym kiëkcw.

Nçm m wcadq id stdf stdq c ytim dnydnidq%

D dngmnyqcq c yce wmnlcicZdqicid cawmetyc.Fcw% ycnym ikwycnyd ikwwm%M wcadq id stdf jkncefdnyd gmfrqddnidtStd nm ftnim atwgc&wd c zdqicid%D dwyc d|cycfdnyd nmw ikx8Nçm lã zdqicidw idqqcidkqcwMt wãakmw knjceæzdkw%Ytim id qdce std lã nc d|kwyèngkcQdwtfd&wd cm std nmwwc rdqgdràçm%Jcelc d ltfcnc%

Nmw rc`c rmq nmwwc wcadimqkc.

Rmq kwwm wd zdnidf nm ftnim ycnycw jkemwmjkcw acqcycw...Mgmqqd std cw gcqcwNtngc dwykzdqcf â zdnic.

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Cgqdikycnim nkwwm

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Wd lã ftkym ydfrm cyqãw tf wãakm dwgqdzdtIc gmnzdqwc cifkqãzde dnyqd gqkcimq d gqkcytqc...Wd mtyqmw cgqdikyczcf df zãqkmw gqkcimqdw%Idtwdw im wme% icw gltzcw d imw yqmzôdw...Wd m rqmjdyc ic fmnycnlc ekidqmt wdt rmzm dqqcnydRcqc emn`d icw rkqáfkidw d jcqc÷w...Wd m qcak ic @cekeëkc zdkm jcecq wmaqd wdt RckRcqc mw k`nmqcnydw nm idwdqym...Wd m rqængkrd im mqkdnyd idwdqimt c gmqydD fdikymt ncw jemqdwycw id acfat...Wd m cfk`m imw rãwwcqmw jt`kt icw gqtxcicwKnim dngmnyqcq c rcx df wdt fmwydkqm rdqikim...Mt wd lã rmtgm ydfrm cyqãw mtyqm wãakm wdnymt%Dwrdqcnim rcgkdnydfdnyd std mw knzcwmqdw wd jmwwdf...Nçm wdqã% ytim kwwm% rmqstd idzdqæcfmw cfcqCm zdq mtyqmw cfcnim yçm rmidqmwcfdnyd%Yçm fcqczkelmwcfdnyd? Cfcnim ycnymFckw im std n÷w=

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M ftnim im fdim

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M ydfrm ë jdkym id fmfdnymw% fcw zmgè ë dydqnm.M std zmgè stdqkc% fticq m ftnim= Jknicq c `tdqqc=C `tdqqc ë c fcndkqc im lmfdf ikxdq c wk fdwfmStd nçm stdq fticq% std nçm stdq dzmetkq...D rdec etyc id tf jcnãykgm mt m ikwgtqwm id tf lkr÷gqkycM ftnim etyc gmnyqc m ftnim% d m fdim wdfrqd zdngd.

Melm rmq melm% idnyd rmq idnyd... M std ftic=Ndwwd ftnim c ekadqicid jm`d id wk rq÷rqkc%D wd rdqid df fdkm c gmnjtwçm icw gkicidw...Zkzdq rcqc gmnwtfkq% gmnwtfkq rcqc dnqkstdgdq%D nm jkf% cw yqcàcw zmeycq... Crdncw rcqc edfaqcqStd c zkic ncic eld wdqzd wdnçm rcqc crqdnidq.

Crqdnidq ë dzmetkq% d dzmetkq ë qdcefdnyd zkzdq.Ndwwdw fmfdnymw id rqmfdwwcw id yqc`ëikcw%Id `tdqqcw rdec gmfredyc jceyc id dnydnikfdnym%Wckac std cknic ydf m ydfrm df wtcw fçmw.Wckac std c ønkgc gmkwc std ftic% d dnwknc

Ë cstkem std wdfrqd jmk idk|cim id ecim%Fcw std c`mqc wd jcx dwwdngkce c fticnàcIm ftnim im fdim rcqc m ftnim im cfcnlç...

Zmgè wcad m std ë%Zmgè wdfrqd wmtad.W÷ std c`mqc zmgè nçm ydf ceydqncykzc...Cfc d ftic%Mt gckc nm cakwfm ic k`nmqángkcRmq fckw tfc dydqnkicid.

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Rtnkàçm d|dfrecq

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C gkicid jmk ikzkikic df ãqdcwRcqc std c rmeægkc rtidwwd cwwkf cytcqFcw mw rmekgkckw nçm ykzdqdf c stdf wd`tkqHã std c fmqce imw atq`tdwdw lkr÷gqkycwC jkncngkcq m gqkfd im stce ikxkcf jt`kqAdkqczc c k`nmqángkc im fdnmq cacnimncim

Gmnyqcycim rdem Acqçm ic Iqm`cD dwstdgkim rdec dwgmec

C wmetàçm dnyçm jmk dwwcM gcmw rcqc cstdedw std jkn`kcf nçm zdqStd c gkicid d wtcw gqkcnàcwGcfknlczcf rdem jkm ic nczcelc lczkc ftkymC gkicid jmk ikzkikicRdem gmqyd ic gd`tdkqc d im d`mæwfmM gmqyd jmk rqmjtnim d jdx wcn`qcqD c rtnkàçm ë d|dfrecq

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M gkgem ic lkrmgqkwkc c adkqc&fcq

Nçm fd kngmfmic m acqtelm im ykqmFcw rdnwcq std ded rmid ydq tf cezm rmydngkceNçm fd kngmfmic m cezm std fmqqdFcw c fcyëqkc dwgcngcqcic nc wdàçm rmekgkceNçm fd kngmfmic m fdim std c fæikc `dqcFcw edfaqcq std ytim kwwm rmikc ydq ykim wmetàçmNçm fd kngmfmic c dwrdqc rdec amc rmeæykgcFcw m kfdnwm cyqcwm df nmwwc ditgcàçmNçm fd kngmfmic c gqkcnàc gcqdnydFcw m std dec rmidqã jcxdq gmnyqcycic rdem yqãjkgmNçm fd kngmfmic m dwycim rcqcedemFcw c knwd`tqcnàc icw qtcw ic xmnc wteNçm fd kngmfmic c zkmeèngkcFcw c gecwwd std c jkncngkc d gmnwmfd c iqm`cNçm fd kngmfmic m qkgm zkgkcimFcw mw rmaqdw std wd cfmnymcf ncw dngmwycwNçm fd kngmfmic c jczdecFcw mw ykqmydkmw wcwmnckwNçm fd kngmfmic m cqfcfdnym im acnikimFcw wcadq std jmk gmfrqcim id rmekgkckw

Nçm fd kngmfmic m acqtelm im ykqmStcwd ncic fd kngmfmicD|gdym stcnim nçm jcx wme

Ndf iã rqckcNc gkicid fcqczkelmwc

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Melmw id @cym

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Rmkw ytim std lmhd cefdhmË melcq adf rqmjtnimNm rq÷|kfm rcq id melmw id `cym std dngmnyqcqD jkycnim&mw% ydnycq cglcq c rmqycStd edzc cw dwgcicqkcw id ytc ymqqd% fknlc cfk`c

Rmkw std cknic wknym dwwc jceyc yçm cfcq`cId nmwwcw gmnzdqwcw% nmwwcw aqkngcidkqcwD id `cymw c rtecq

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C gmnzdqwc ,std nçm lmtzd+

Hã wd rdq`tnymt% cfk`c% m std cstk jcxdfmw=Ndwwd ydelcim% id jqdnyd rcqc m etcq%D mw dwrcàmw knjknkymw dnyqd cw dwyqdecw%D mw dwrcàmw jknkymw dnyqd ymimw n÷w...Hã wd rdq`tnymt% ce`tfc zdx%M std wdqã std dwycfmw c mawdqzcq=

Wd ikcw d nmkydw id yqcnwdtnydw ic gkicid%Mt nmkydw d ikcw id `cymw c rtecq% ydelc c ydelc%Nmw ednà÷kw ic fciqt`cic.Mnid nçm d|kwyd ydfrm% nçm d|kwyd kicid%Fcw wmfdnyd c aqkwc nmytqncC cgcednycq ymic cefc wmytqnc...

Wdqã std kfrmqyc m rqdàm im acqqke=C nmzc ydnièngkc ic fmic rqckc=M nmzm cqykeldkqm ic zcqwdc=Wdqã std ytim nçm rcwwc id tfc `qcnid aqkngcidkqc=Cqike id cnhmw cqydkqmwStd fdwfm ncw nmkydw id etcq@cq`celcf% kngmnyqmeãzdkw% cyë c ced`qkc jknicq=

D stdf gck nc cqfcikelc id cgqdikycqStd wmfmw crdncw gkiciçmw id yce ncàçm%

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Ic hcndec im czkçm

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Std m Tnkzdqwm ë gmfm c nmkydZkwyc ic hcndec im czkçmYdf ftkycw fmqcicwFcw nçm ydf glçm.

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Qdwrdkycq cw ikjdqdnàcw

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Id gdqym d|kwydf mw std nçm gqèdf df ncicMt rdem fdnmw `mwycf id rdnwcq cwwkf?D mw std dwrdqcf rdemw Mawdqzcimqdw ic NcytqdxcC idwzdnicq rcqc dedw tfc qdcekicidStd wd wdnydf kngcrcxdw id idwzdnicq rmq wk fdwfmw

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Mw amnw d|dfremw

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Mw Dfack|cimqdw ic Fcnlç

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Nm dnycnym% fd glcfcqcf ic gmxknlcDt yknlc tfc gmnyc zdngkic rcqc rc`cq cknic gdimFd idwrdik imw wdqdw ic fcnlçD jtk em`m yqmgcq id qmtrc...

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Qdxcw knøydkw KK

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Nc Ydqqc Wcnyc

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Nc Ydqqc Wcnyc

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Tfc zkic jãgke

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Fcw nçm ykzd

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Fcw nçm ykzd

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Fcw nçm ykzd

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Cgcadk dt fdwfm fd cglcnim eãD gmf gdf fdyqmw id lcqfmnkcYdgk tfc gmqic d hm`tdk eã dfack|mNm rmàmWdf etx fcyknceD gldkm id gcnãqkmw df wtcw gdecw

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D jtk dt stdf gcnycqmemt cfmqWdfrqd gmf fdim id tf ikc ydq id qdymqncqC rqkwçm im idwdhmId wd ydq tfc zkic fckw jãgke

Std nçm ykzd fckw

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Im Nczd`cq Zdecw

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Idrmkw zdkm m itdnid% wceykycnyd d ced`qd.Yknlc c fdycid im gmqrm id tf amid% d twczc&c rcqc rtecq eã d gã.Crqm|kfmt&wd gmf tf melcq qcikcnyd c fd mjdqdgdq m zknlm8―C zkic ë gtqyc qcrcx#‖ ‗ Rqmwwd`tkt wmqqkidnyd ‗ ―Zcfmw adadq d nmw ikzdqykq czcedq... Cjknce tf ikc kqdfmw fdwfm fmqqdq#‖Dt dnydnik m std qdcefdnyd ded idwdhczc? Qmtacq fknlc imq...Fcw c zkic ë jdkyc id wmqqkwmw d eã`qkfcwD cgldk rqtidnyd caqcàcq ymic c imq im ftnim...

Hã dqc jknce id ycqid d m wme wd kc...Fcw dt gmnykntcqc cwwkf yqkwyd ‗ Rdqidqc fdt cfmq.D nçm kqkc dngmnyqã&ec ncw dwyqdecw ic nmkyd%Ndf mtzknim c zcewc icw ãqzmqdw%Ndf dwrdqcnim std zkdwwd gmf c aqkwc ic fcnlç...Ncstded jknce id ycqid% ytim dqc gknxc D dt glmqczc...

Nm dnycnym% cknic lmtzd ydfrm ic gqkcnàc crcqdgdq.Dqc rdstdnknc d amgldgltic% fcw nçm wmqqkc gmfm cw mtyqcw gqkcnàcw% ndfcrcqdnyczc ydq fdim rmq dwycq cek wmxknlc df fdkm âw ãqzmqdw...

Stcnim kc jcecq ce`tfc gmkwc% tf rcwwcqknlm fd knydqqmfrdt.Gcnycqmeczc ced`qdfdnyd c fdemikc icw aqkwcw%Crcnlmt tf amgcim id `celknlmw rcqc wtc gcwc d zmmt...C gqkcnàc melmt rcqc fkf d crmnymt m rãwwcqm.Df fdt gmqcàçm% aqmycqc tf ikwyknym rdnwcfdnym8―Crdncw zkzc...‖



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Idwwd ikc dnyçm% ydnlm wd`tkim crdncw c fdemikc imw rãwwcqmw d icw ãqzmqdw.Std fknlc zkic ë jdkyc wkf% id wmqqkwmw d id eã`qkfcw%Fcw ycfaëf id itqm d imgd crqdnikxcim...

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Dwwd cfmq std rcwwcRdecw qtcw% dnyqd c fteykiçm%Ikwjcqàcim id crcqèngkcw%Ikwjcqàcim id gmwytfdw%Dwwd cfmq std ncic zè...IkwjcqàcimRcqc dn`cncq cm wdq.

M wdq dwyã df atwgc

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Ceëf ic imq%Nc ydqqc im cfmq%Ftkym ceëf... Ftkym ceëf...

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Stdf mtwcqkc ikxdq std c zkic rmidqkc wdq cwwkf=Nçm tf gmnym id jcicw mnid ytim ë rdqjdkymYcfrmtgm tfc lkwy÷qkc id `tdqqc d ydqqmqFcw wkf tfc maqc id etxTfc dwgmec rcqc stdf zkchc rdem dwrcàmWmnlcnim gmf m ikcDf std ytim cstkem std tf ikc atwgcfmw nm tnkzdqwmDwycqã dnjkf c nmwwc jqdnyd

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M rdstdnm qmgldim

M std Idtw jcx= M std jcxkc=Lã stdf cgqdikyd std Ded knydqgdid df gcic ikcQdcekxcnim fkec`qdw mt rtnknim rdgcimqdw...Lã stdf ik`c std Ded nçm d|kwydRmkw ntngc M zkqcf% ntngc M wdnykqcf...

Mqc% ycezdx Idtw ydnlc dwycim ymim dwwd ydfrmWdnycim nm fdwfm rdstdnm qmgldimIm stce gqkmt ymimw mw tnkzdqwmwD ymimw mw ftnimw

Ycezdx% ydnlc jkgcim id yce fcndkqc d|ycwkcimGmf c adedxc id Wtc rq÷rqkc gqkcàçmStd cyë lmhd Nmw mawdqzc nc fdwfc rmwkàçmWdnycim nm fdwfm rdstdnm qmgldimMnid jkgc c dydqnkicid

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Wc`qcim ë m std ë rqkfmqikceË m cq nm zdnym std cgcqkgkc wtc jcgdM jm`m nm gcemq id gcwckw c wd cfcqM fcq nc adakic std qdjqdwgcD c ydqqc std wdfrqd dwydzd cack|m id wdtw rëw...

Wc`qcic ë c `qczkicidStd ntngc rdqfkykt std wdt gmqrm ikwrdqwcq&wdNtfc gltzc id ãymfmw idwgmnd|mwC gcic dwrkqqm wdt...

Wc`qcim ë m dedyqmfc`ndykwfmStd rdqfkyd std mnicw deëyqkgcw ik`cf cm wdt gëqdaqmStd c fteldq std cgcac id gqtxcq gmf zmgè nc qtcË c fckw adec std hã zkt...

Wc`qcic ë c ncytqdxcD ytim m std zdf idec...Idwid m fkym fckw cngdwyqce

Cyë c gkèngkc fckw cytce...

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Ikxdf std nm jkf imw ydfrmwM ycadqnãgtem id Idtw dwycqã gmf mw lmfdnwD Ded dn|t`cqã ymic eã`qkfc%D nçm lczdqã fckw fmqyd%D nçm lczdqã fckw rqcnym ndf imq%Rmkw ymicw cw gmkwcw ydqçm rcwwcim...

Ikxdf std mw amnw dwycqçm cm wdt ecimNm adnikym gët std ë dydqnm.Fcw% m std ikxdq imw mtyqmw=Mw gmzcqidw% mw kngqëitemw% mw cwwcwwknmw%Mw kfrtqmw% mw jdkykgdkqmw d fdnykqmwmw...Dwycqçm gmnidncimw cm ec`m std cqidGmf jm`m d dn|mjqdD std ycfaëf ë dydqnm#

Mqc% stdf stdq std ydnlc ikym kwwmGmnymt tfc lkwy÷qkc ftkym fce gmnycic%Ftkym ikjdqdnyd ic lkwy÷qkcStd tf cnhm fd gmnymt8

& Cm gld`cqfmw nm gët% rdqgdadfmw std lczkc tfc fdwc%D std dec yknlc tf nøfdqm kfdnwm id gcidkqcw%Tfc gcidkqc rcqc gcic lmfdf d fteldq%

D gmfkic d adakic jcqyc% std nçm jknicqkc ntngc...

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& Idwid dwwd ikc% wcæfmw im gëtD qdymqncfmw c ydqqcRcqc ikwyqkatkq mw gmnzkydw id Idtw

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Wd dt qdcefdnyd cgqdikycwwd std c d|kwyèngkc nçm wd`td tfc edkId gctwc d djdkym% id ―c gcic tf wd`tnim wtcw maqcw‖%Id std ytim m std jkxdq% id amf d id fce%Nçm jcqã rcqc fkf ikjdqdnàc ce`tfc df fdqmw 322 cnmw%Dt nçm ydqkc fdim id fmqqdq...Ydqkc fdim id zkzdq.

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Tf ykqmydkm ic Eknlc Zdqfdelc%Tf cgkidnyd â adkqc ic dwyqcic...

Cgqdikym std rcwwcqkc dnyçm% m qdwym ic zkic% zkchcnim m ftnim%Gmnldgdnim et`cqdw std ntngc fckw ydqdk c glcngd id zdq?Mt mawdqzcnim dwyqdecw% `ceã|kcw d stcwcqdw%Rdqgdadnim ymic c kfdnwkiçm std ntngc% ntngc%Ydqdk glcngd id gmngdadq.

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Id ycnycw d ycnycw rdwwmcw std hã fd crck|mndkId ycnycw gqtdeicidw std hã rqcykstdkId ycnymw id`qctw std wtak rë c rë?D wdqçm ftkymw fckw...Tfc dydqnkicid rcqc wdfrqd zkchcq%Dwyticq% fd idrtqcq% d cfcq.



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Gcic càçm std gmfdydq8 fmqce mt kfmqce%Fd qdymqncqã tfc qdwrmwyc jtytqcId fckmq wmjqkfdnym mt jdekgkicid%Wdf% nm dnycnym% ntngc wdq knhtwyc8M wmjqkfdnym wdqã wdfrqd m qdfëikm cfcq`m

Std ymfcqdk id amf `qcimRcqc jknicq c imq%D knkgkcq m cfmq.

D ymicw cw rdwwmcw std gmnldgk%Ymimw mw et`cqdw rmq std rcwwdk%Ymimw mw fcqdw std fd acnldk%Ymim m yqmngm id ãqzmqd df std cimqfdgk%D ycfaëf fknlc wcadimqkc% fmqce%Fknlc knikzkitcekicid8Dwycqçm wdfrqd gmfk`m%Rmq ymic d stcestdq kicid%Gmfm ntf gcwcfdnym cngdwyqce.

Cgcwm eã nm jkf% nc fmqyd%Dt qdymqncq cm @qcnid Ncic%Rdem fdnmw wcadqdk std rctydk c zkicRmq idgkwôdw fmqckw8Qdwrmnwcakekicid rdqcnyd c fkf%Cm rq÷|kfm%D c ikzknc Ncytqdxc im ftnim.

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Ymim djdkym ydf gctwc%D ymic gctwc knydek`dnyd zdf ic knydek`èngkc?D wd% knydek`dnyd ë m wdnykim id ytim m std d|kwyd%Ë rmqstd rqdwdqzc&wd nc rq÷rqkc d|kwyèngkc8Fdikyc% zd`dyc% gcàc% idwrdqyc...Cnydw wmaqdzkzd% rcqc idrmkw zkzdq.

Ymim lmfdf ydf dwgmelc%D wd% ë icic c ekadqicid id dwgmelc%Ë rmqstd d|kwyd c ekadqicid id hte`cfdnymId ymic c dwgmelc% ymim m jqtym% ymic c maqc...C gcrcgkicid id gmfrqddnidqM amf d qdym hte`cfdnym8C kwwm glcfcfmw htwykàc.

Ymim wdq ë gqkcim% ymim wdq ë cnkstkecim.Ndwwd zck d zdf% akelôdw id mqadw `kqcfDf ymqnm id akelôdw id w÷kw%Jetytcnim df fdkm c akelôdw id `ceã|kcw...Stcnym ydfrm ydqã ymim dwwd ydfrm=Ydfrm wtjkgkdnydRcqc std ymim wdq dzmetc.

Im `ëqfdn c recnyc%

Im fcq cm wmem%Im ymrm ic gmeknc% cmw gëtw%Im ymrm ic cnkfcekicid% c gmnwgkèngkc?Ymim wdq mq`ánkgm ë cnyk&dnyq÷rkgm8Mq`cnkxc&wd% idwdnzmezd&wd% d nçm crdncw jkwkgcfdnyd...

Cwwkf gmfm Fmxcqy idgdqym nçm ncwgdt wcadnim%D nçm wd ymqnmt `ènkm rmq imf id Idtw%Ymimw mw mtyqmw `ènkmw ic ltfcnkicidLçm id ydq idwdnzmezkim% rcwwm c rcwwmYmic c gm`nkàçm% ymic fmqce% ymic dwrkqkytcekicid

Std nçm cglcfmw df rqmydæncw% nc gmq imw melmw%Nm wkwydfc kftnme÷`kgm% mt df `dnd ce`tf...



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D wd% jkncefdnyd% nc d|kwyèngkc d|kwyd rqmr÷wkym%D d|kwyd c htwykàc%M fdqm jcym id tnw ncwgdqdf nc Wtëgkc% dnstcnymWdtw kqfçmw wdnydf c jmfd d c wdgtqcIm Stènkc% hã wdqkc knhtwym id cnydfçm8

Ytim dzmetk% fcw ic fdwfc jmqfcYtim wd qdnmzc.

Ncwgdq% zkzdq% fmqqdq%Qdncwgdq cknic%D gcfknlcq wdfrqd â jqdnyd%Dwwc ë c e÷`kgc.

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WtafdqwmNm emn`m wmnlm lcakytceRdnwm wtakycfdnydStd m knzdqwm im zkwæzdeD ytim m std lãNm emn`ænstm lmqkxmnyd ic fdnydJmk wdfrqd m std ymqnmt c zkicIdekgkmwcfdnyd kfrqdzkwæzde...

C emn`c ydkc std knydqek`cYmim wdqD ymic wdfdnyd id etxNtfc gcnàçm fc`kwyqce

M wtaekfd zdqwmStd dgmcIm tnkzdqwmCm tnkzdqwce

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Dnyçm wmt emtgmD stcnim zdhm c zkic rcwwcqRdqgdam std ytim std zdhmË wc`qcim?D ytim std cknic nçm zdhmFcw ikc zkqã std zdqdkË crdncw c wcticid std wknymId ytim id wc`qcim...Ytim kwwm std cknic nçm cfdk

Dnyçm wmt emtgmD stcnim zdhm jmqfk`cw c fcqglcqCnimqknlcw c zmcqD lmfdnw k`nmqcnydw c wd d|ydqfkncqRdqgdam std ytim wd`td c edk?Ncwgdq d fmqqdqQdncwgdq d% ednycfdnyd% gmfrqddnidq8C edk ë c zmnycidM cfmq ë c edk...D idzdfmw yçm wmfdnyd cfcq&nmwNc kicid df std nmw ë icim dwgmeldq

Dnyçm wmt emtgmWd fd edfaqm id stdf jtk

Wd rdqgdam id qdecngdStdf wmt8 fckw tfc rcqyægtec id rmdkqcC `kqcq nm ytqakelçm tnkzdqwce?Dnyçm gmfrqddnim m emn`m gcfknlmStd dt fdwfm yqcgdk rcqc fkf8Zdhm ftnimw% zdhm c jmqàc std mw gmnitxRdem Gmwfmw wdf jkf...

Dnyçm wmt emtgmD fknlc emtgtqc ë jdkyc id etx

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Dnyçm dwymt id zmeyc...Cknic std% cr÷w ycnym ydfrm rdqikim df fdkm â ketwçm idwwd ftnim%Ndf mtwm ikxdq std zmeym rmqstd cwwkf m idwdhm.Rmkw std zmeym c qmàcq dwyc rdnc wma m rcrdeNçm rmqstd ydnlc dnytwkcwfcim dwrdqcim rmq yce fmfdnym%Fcw wkf rmqstd jmqàcwyd&fd c cefcGmf etx ,kfdnwc% aqcngc d rmidqmwc+.Ycnyc etxZknic im ceymStd nçm rtid fckw dzkycq...

Cnyd ycfcnlm cfmqNçm lã d`mæwfm mt fdwstknldx std qdwkwyc#Cl# Rmkw std stkw wkf idk|cq dwyc kngtfaèngkc rcqc mtyqmw fckw

cjmqytncimw%Wdf nm dnycnym dnydnidqM stçm cjmqytncim dt wmt%Df rmidq qdgdadq dwwcw qmwcw d jqtycwId hcqikf yçm ikwycnydIcw rqmjtnidxcw im wdq.

Rdqimc dwwd jkelm yçm jqcgmStd stkw cstk crdncw zkzdq d `mxcq c zkic%Wdf wd rqdmgtrcq gmf mw cjcxdqdw

Id rqdrcqcq m acnstdyd rcqc ytc zknic.

Mw ydfrmw dwyçm kimw%D lã ftkymw std rdqidqcf m aqkelm im melcqM gcemq ic jcgd.Ftkymw cknic std qdxcf rcqc wd ekzqcqdf ic imqId wtc rq÷rqkc jceyc id jë...

Maqk`cim rmq dwwc gdqydxc.Id yk% ic dydqnkicid d ic knjknkyc adedxc im cfmq.Icstk wk`m dt...

Rmwwm ndwwc zmeyc nçm qcakwgcq ndf tf iëgkfm ic gltzc id eã`qkfcw stdwdfrqd dngldqcf m fdt wdq.

Eã`qkfcw id imq d cfmq%Rmq dwwc ydqqc% dwwd ftnim% dwwd rmzm...



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Qdjedykic df wtc wtrdqjægkd ?Fcw nm fcq ycfaëf d|kwyd m cfmq8M cfmq ë fckw rqmjtnim ?

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Lmtzd tfc edzd ydnwçm nm cq% fcw rcqc c wtqrqdwc id Cecn wdt c`mqc ycezdxstcwd cfk`m qdwrmnidt8 !Cl ytim adf% ë std... Amf% dt cgqdikym Nded% mt fdelmq%ydnlm gdqydxc% dnyçm cglm std Idtw cikgkmncqkc ftkym nc jkemwmjkc id Drkgtqm...Rqkngkrcefdnyd rmqstd nc ërmgc c kiëkc id Idtw nçm dqc ekfkycimqc gmfm nc KicidFëikc.! & Cecn cglmt knydqdwwcnyd rmidq gmnykntcq tfc gmnzdqwc gmfm cstdec%wdf wdq !gdnwtqcim! rmq nçm cgqdikycq df ce`m std c fckmqkc cgqdikyc.

Gmnzdqwc zdf d gmnzdqwc zck% Cecn gmfdàmt c jkgcq gtqkmwm rcqc wcadq gmfmce`tëf std cgqdikyczc df Idtw rmikc wdq yçm !fdnyd cadqyc! d wdf rqdgmngdkymwrcqc gmf ftkymw cwwtnymw d ftkymw jke÷wmjmw... Cyë std ydzd zmnycid id ikxdq% dqdcefdnyd ikwwd8 !Wcad% rcqc ce`tëf std ydf gdqydxc id idtw% cyë std zmgè dwyãcadqym c ftkycw kiëkcw nmzcw. Gdqydxc ë tfc rceczqc jmqyd% gmfm zmgè rmid ikxdqstd ydf dwwc gdqydxc ymic=! & Gcqemw wkfredwfdnyd ikwwd8 !Mqc nçm wdk. Adf dt

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!Nçm. Adf wd Idtw stkwdwwd std jmwwdfmw rdqjdkymw idwid c gqkcàçm% nçm nmwydqkc gqkcim cwwkf yçm kfrdqjdkymw nçm ë fdwfm= Fcw jãgke ydqkc wkim gqkcq qmaùwstd hã zkqkcf rqm`qcfcimw rcqc wdfrqd yqkelcq mw gcfknlmw ketfkncimw d wdfrqdjcxdq cw dwgmelcw gmqqdycw... Dt nçm ydnlm fdim id kq rcqc m knjdqnm% rmqstd rcqcfkf nçm d|kwyd knjdqnm% crdncw k`nmqángkc. Wd ydnlm fdim% ydnlm fdim id qdrdykq

dqqmw d jcxdq dwgmelcw dqqcicw% fcw fdwfm cwwkf nc zkic mt nc fmqyd% ytim ydfgmnwdqym.!

!Fcw dnyçm zmgè nçm ë icstdedw std gmnzdqwc gmf idtw ymim ikc cnydw id kqimqfkq= Ykrm% cgqdikyc std ded crcqdgd rcqc n÷w= Cgqdikyc std Hdwtw dqc idtw=!

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!Knydqdwwcnyd% fcw wd rcqc zmgè idtw nçm knydqjdqd df ncic df nmwwcw zkicw% wdnçm rmid jcxdq fkec`qdw rmq n÷w% wd nçm rmid nmw hte`cq d nmw fcnicq rcqc m gëtmt m knjdqnm% dnyçm idtw nçm d|dqgd ndnltf knjetèngkc df wtc qdcekicid... D|kwydcrdncw c kiëkc% mt c gdqydxc% c gqdnàc% id std ded d|kwyd. D std ikjdqdnàc kwwmjcx=!

!Fdt gcqm Cecn% wdqã std cknic wd edfaqc id rqkfdkqc zdx std adkhmt wtc fteldq=Mt ic rqkfdkqc zdx std jdx cfmq gmf dec= Mt stcnim ydzd c gdqydxc idnyqm id wkstd c cfczc% dfamqc dwwc gdqydxc jmwwd yçm knzkwæzde stcnym ycnycw mtyqcw=!

!Wkf% adf dt cknic c cfm.!

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Lczkc tf wãakm nm D`kym std dqc zkwkycim rmq ymim ykrm id gdedaqkicid ddfrqdwãqkmw nc iëgcic id <2. Fcyydp dqc tf idwwdw hmzdnw stcwd fkekmnãqkmwstd cknic atwgczc tf kidce id zkic% d qdwmezdt rd`cq m czkçm ic dfrqdwc id wdtrck% c stce ycfaëf jcxkc rcqyd ded fdwfm nc ãqdc id jkncnàcw% d wd`tkq rcqc mydfrem im `tqt.

Gld`cnim eã% ydzd id dwrdqcq ce`tfcw lmqcw rcqc wdq cydnikim% zkwym std m wãakmnçm cydnikc cw rdwwmcw rmq mqidf id `qcnidxc fcydqkce... Stcnim jkncefdnydgld`mt c wtc zdx% Fcyydp cidnyqmt c wcec mnid m `tqt cgmnwdelczc mw wdqdw%cglcnim std wdqkc yçm et|tmwc stcnym m qdwym im ydfrem. Fcw eã idnyqm% lczkccrdncw ce`tfcw zdecw df gkfc id tf ymgm id fcidkqc% tfc rdstdnc rkelc idekzqmw cnyk`mw dfrkelcimw ntf gcnym% tf hcqqm i‛ã`tc gmf ce`tnw gmrmw id acqqmcm ecim% d tf wdfk&cngkçm wdnycim df tf emn`m ycrdyd gldkm id fcnicecwamqicicw.

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!Fcw d rmq cgcwm wtc gcwc nçm jkgc rq÷|kfc icstk=!

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!D dnyçm% mnid dwyçm mw wdtw f÷zdkw= Rmidqkc yqcxdq cm fdnmw tfc gcidkqc rcqcnçm ydq wd jkgcq cæ nm glçm.!

!Fcw dt nçm ydnlm f÷zdkw.!

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D m wãakm qdwrmnidt% cm std Fcyydp nçm ydzd gmf m std qdyqtgcq8!Rmkw dt ycfaëf dwymt df yqánwkym# D wdfrqd edzm fknlc gcwc gmfk`m fdwfm%rmkw std nçm wdk cmnid c zkic kqã fd edzcq cfcnlç.!



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M zcemq ic zkic

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Nm dnycnym% cr÷w cw jdwykzkicidw d mjdqdnicw id jqtycw cmw mqk|ãw% eã rdem jknce icycqid% tfc rkgcrd dwycgkmnmt nc dnyqcic im ydqqdkqm & Dqc icstdecw kfrmqycicw% dgmf zkiqm dwgtqm% ycezdx jmwwd cyë aeknicic% stdf wcad= & M jcym ë std id idnyqmim gcqqm wceymt tf lmfdf zkwkzdefdnyd cjekym% id melcq jqkm% adf zdwykim% d ded!d|k`kc! zdq m Rck Ymfãw m fckw aqdzd rmwwæzde.

Nkn`tëf mjdqdgdt qdwkwyèngkc% ymimw std zknlcf gmnzdqwcq gmf Rck Ymfãw dqcfcydnikimw% crdwcq id std cstdec dqc c rqkfdkqc zdx std ce`tëf gld`cqc idrkgcrd kfrmqycic ncw qdimnidxcw im ydqqdkqm. !Idzd wdq fcetgm% `qcàcw cm amfD|t nçm jmk cwwceycim rcwwcnim rmq dwwcw acnicw! & rdnwczcf mw wd`tkimqdw% nc`qcnid fckmqkc adf fckw ltfkeidw std m wcrcym etwyqmwm im zkwkycnyd.

Dwyd% cm jkncefdnyd idrcqcq&wd gmf Rck Ymfãw% ikwwd d|ceycim8

!Meã% fd ikwwdqcf std m wdnlmq ë id gmnjkcnàc% std m yqcacelm cstk ë rmidqmwmfdwfm... Rmwwm gmnjkcq=!

!Gcic tf gmnjkc nm std stdq. Fcw% hã std dwyã cstk% fd ik`c stce ë dwwd yqcacelmid std rqdgkwc% rmkw rmid wdq std rmwwc eld chticq! & qdwrmnidt&eld m cngkçm% gmftf edzd wmqqkwm rmq yqcx ic nd`qc acqac aqcngc.

!Dt rqdgkwm id yqcacelm id fmqyd% rcqc fcycq#! & d qdykqcnim c gcqydkqc im amewm%rqmwwd`tkt & !Iknldkqm nçm ë rqmaedfc. Tf wthdkym fd jdqqmt nmw nd`÷gkmw%rqdgkwm fcyc&em% nçm zmt idwgcnwcq dnstcnym nçm dwykzdq adf fmqym d dnydqqcim.Std fmqqc id imdnàc mt cgkidnyd% wd m !d|t! nçm yd chticq% rmid fcycq im hdkymyqcikgkmnce% gmnycnym std ded fmqqc#!

Rck Ymfãw dnyçm cncekwmt m wthdkym gmf wdt melcq rcgcym% melmt jtnim df wdtwmelmw% cyë m rmnym id stcwd cwwtwyã&em d jcxè&em qdymqncq id mnid zdkm% d ikwwdednycfdnyd idnyqd tfc d mtyqc acjmqcic id gcglkfam rdem cq8

!Zmgè fd rcqdgd yçm gcnwcim fdt jkelm. Jcàcfmw m wd`tknyd8 m wdnlmq jkgc cstkcyë fckw ycqid% std eld icqdfmw acnlm% gmemgcqdfmw rmyd id gcnhkgc nc gcadàcrcqc zdq wd iã tfc ekfrdxc ndwwc gmnjtwçm ymic cæ% icæ m wdnlmq imqfd% dstcnim dwykzdq id wcæic% dt yd ik`m stcnym zck gtwycq m yqcacelm.!



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ikqk`kt cm Rck Ymfãw wmqqkidnyd8!M Rck yknlc qcxçm% dwymt adf fckw yqcnstkem c`mqc% stcwd jkgm qdec|cim df wcadqstd cstded gqãrtec zck rc`cq rdem std jdx. Fcw% dnjkf% stcnym ë std kwwm zckgtwycq= Nçm wd rqdmgtrd std dt wdk std dwwdw !yqcacelmw! wçm mw melmw ic gcqc%dt wmt wthdkym qkgm#!

M cngkçm% cfk`m id mqk|ãw d dnykicidw id etx% jkymt&m aqdzdfdnyd d qdwrmnidt8

!M wdnlmq zmeyc rcqc gcwc d rdnwc itqcnyd c nmkyd8 stcnym zced c wtc zkic= Icæcwwkf std ykzdq dwwd zcemq% m ic wtc zkic% m wdnlmq zmeyc d fd yqcx% std zck wdq mzcemq im yqcacelm.!

Nçm wd wcad wd m wthdkym qkgm gmnwd`tkt dekfkncq stdf idwdhczc% m jcym ë std ntngc fckw jmk ydq gmf Rck Ymfãw.

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M gcwm ic gmnwgkèngkc 777

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